Where do I start?
With I love you more than words can say?
Or that, it’s neither of our faults?
I guess with I love you.
Because oh god I do.
You’re the person that can always make me happy, even when I think I can’t be.
I love seeing your smile when you see me.
But anymore, it’s not enough.
I never see you.
You never come here.
You’re not happy anymore, and I know this.
This isn’t goodbye, this is a pause.
Maybe in a few years we’ll better for each other.
But right now, is not that time.
I love you so much, but sometimes that’s not enough.
It’s not your fault, it’s not mine.
Sometimes people just grow apart and that’s what’s happening.
I’ll always love you, and you’ll forever be in my heart.
But right now, we should be apart.
I know this isn’t easy, it’s not for me either.
I’m faced with a lump in my throat, and tears in my eyes.
But I know this is the right thing to do.
I hope you’ll always love me too.
(- all good the things come to an end, ours came sooner than expected.)
A kind of light spread out from her. And everything changed color. And the world opened out. And a day was good to awaken to. And there were no limits to anything. And the people of the world were good and handsome. And I was not afraid any more.
People like you don’t notice girls like me. You’re the type of person to play sports and hang out with large group of people, whereas I’m the type of person to hang out with a few friends and read a book. Some say opposites attract, but not in my case.
opposites attract // excerpt from a book I’ll never write #9