“i don’t have the tears to cry anymore. but…i at least have to keep yu safe” // “i promise you, mika. even if i have to sell out the whole world to do it, i’ll make sure you’re turned back into a human.”
I’m sorry because I gave you everything that I have. I’m sorry because I cared about you. I’m sorry because I was always there for you. I’m sorry because you were always my first priority. I’m sorry because I cry over you. I’m sorry because I loved the way you smile. I’m sorry because I fell in love with your eyes. I’m sorry because I made you my everything.
God, I fucking miss you so much. It hits me randomly during the day. I’m with people who actually care about me, laughing, smiling, being happy and then out of nowhere it hits me that you left. You left and it didn’t even hurt you. Not talking to me isn’t even fucking hurting you, because I was just another girl to you. I was just another one of your fucking toys.
I’ve been thinking about you a lot lately. The way we used to laugh together and the great times we had. Not everyone is meant to stay in your life, but I always thought you were one of the few who would. But now I see why you had to leave. The universe had it planned out. After one great thing left, which was you. A billion new amazing things came into my life. I’ll admit it, when I hear your name or see you in the hallway I get a little bit sad. But I’m actually happy without you, I never thought I would be able to say it.
Σταματήσαμε να μιλάμε.
Οπως ακριβώς ξεκινήσαμε.
Γρήγορα και με μια ανεξήγητη βιασύνη,λες και μας κυνηγούσε ο χρόνος,ενώ είχαμε άπλετο.
Έτσι ξαφνικά,χωρίς πολλά λόγια,χωρίς να πούμε τίποτα.
Έτσι όπως σβήνει η φλόγα,σε κλάσματα δευτερολέπτων,έτσι και εσύ εξαφανίστηκες απο την ζωή μου.
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