Maybe you need some time away from all of the noise, the group thought, and the vibrational energies, that have been affecting and influencing you lately.
Get away, leave it all behind, and disconnect. Go, go detox yourself.
I lost trying to win. Failed trying to learn. Took it for granted and lost it. Focused on the future and missed the present. The big picture covered the details. Too focused on goals and forgot to grow. Gave and expected back.
I DIED TRYING TO LIVE.