Since people wanna spread lies and believe something that is completely untrue, I’m here to give you the TRUTH.
I would help Kenzie whenever she needed it/whenever I saw her messages and while I’m not very good at advice, I did try to help and listen to whatever she needed. I thought I was doing a good thing. I thought I was actually helping her. I thought things were alright.
I stayed up at night to make sure she didn’t hurt herself and I tried to show her that she was valued and important.
She stopped talking to me for a few weeks and I assumed she was away from the internet or something so I left her be. One day I went to go message her because I was worried about her and noticed she unfollowed me. I thought Tumblr broke or that I did something so I messaged her asking if she was okay/asking if I did something.
She told me that she told her therapist that she would stop talking to certain people (me being one of them) so I gave her her space.
I then hear from 4 or 5 people that she is talking about me, saying that I did nothing for her when that just wasn’t the case. I confronted her about it and she ignored me at first, but after I messaged her again she proceeded to be extremely rude, telling me she was jealous and hated how I never mentioned her out of private messages. (I hardly do that now, so it was nothing against her). She then told me that she’s sorry not everyone loves me. I blocked her because I wasn’t doing too well to being with and I couldn’t handle these lies.
AND THAT IS LITERALLY THE ONLY THING THAT HAPPENED. Don’t believe me? Anyone can vouch for me. I would never lie to you guys. I would never, berate, insult, hurt, or bully anyone IN MY LIFE.
It’s kind of sad how people will believe one side but refuse to hear what the other person has to say, because often or not what they are hearing is lies Everything I have told you comes from screenshots I was sent, her own words, her blog, and my honesty. I hope that’s enough.
Now if you would kindly leave me alone and stop talking about something that isn’t true, that would be grand. But I don’t want anyone attacking her or talking smack okay? She’s human and deserves respect.
Imagine your OTP getting ready to go to a Halloween party. Person A is super excited about their costume, Person B thinks they’re the cutest dork but also kind of a butt for dragging them to this party.
as someone with a very tenuous and confusing grip on reality i tend to see fictional realities as almost or even sometimes equally valid to my own
maybe it’s unhealthy but i don’t really see a problem with immersing yourself in other worlds / devoting your time, energy, and emotion to them, or fictional people feeling real to you, or feeling attached to them as friends, or generally caring about fictional realities and characters the same as “real life” or even caring about them more
“but thats ridiculous, you know its just made up right? they dont really exist?” lmao brah neither do i
“I know the truth in your heart. The loneliness. The growing knowledge of your own difference.” He leaned in closer. “The ache of it."
I tried to hide the shock of recognition that went through me. "I don’t know what you’re talking about,” I said, but the words sounded false to my ears.
I tried to turn away, but he reached out and took hold of my chin, forcing me to look at him. He was so close I could feel his breath. “There are no others like us, Alina,” he whispered. “And there never will be.”