queued; not here



worthwhile friends come to me every once in a blue moon. the last time it happened was when i was 12, where i had met my former bestfriend, Mikayla. well, long story short, shit hit the fan with her and a few other girls. so i unfortunately no longer see or speak to any of them. but hey, i’m not complaining. 

i’ve had my fair share of failing friendships, and i was never the one to truly pursue them or really have much of a desire to sustain them once i made some. but these girls are… something. and i fucking love it. meeting them in my short time here in the city has made the transition of all the significant changes that happened to me a little less crappy. 

Arielle, Bea and Gigi–these three undoubtedly are the most kick ass friends, ever. and if they were reading this, it’s best if i say i fucking hate them for it, rather than love. but let’s face the truth, i fucking love them for it. 

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You were able to reach within everybody’s souls with every song you write and every melody you create. And although you have a way with words that makes it seem like every song you write is a story that everyone has personally been through even if they haven’t., the creative combination of notes and elements you create even without the words is enough to make a person emotional and I think that’s why I truly believe that you’re meant to be where you are right now.  But you know what makes people—your members, your colleagues, your fans and even non-fans—regard you with respect shining in their eyes? It’s the blatant truth you say, the unfiltered thoughts that slip past your lips, and even the reality in jokes you spout.. It’s quite endearing and refreshing to see someone like you—an idol. a celebrity—so, so relatable that unknowingly, in a way, you blur the line between you and us, your fans. Honestly, I could go on and on and on that I’d even rap on the spot about how precious you are to me and to everyone else. *clears throat and bobs head to the imaginary beat* Uhuh. Yeah. Okay. Let’s go. This is a rap. I am rapping now.  About Min Yoongi. And his gummy smile. And his—OKAYYYYY I think that was enough. But just know that I’d do it….. lol. 

Never stop showing the same burning passion you have for music (and your dream to become a rock) because that’s how you’ve inspired people in different parts of the world. Never stop letting people believe to keep dreaming and dreaming and dreaming. Never stop saying the truth as it is. And I hope you continue to share parts of yourself in every music you create. Suga. Agust D. Min Yoongi. Min Yoonji. I love you so much. You deserve the world and nothing lesser than the world. The universe even. Happy Birthday, my grumps! #HappySugaDay

A little something I made in honor of this amazing blog!