queue: working hard

The weight is finally coming off....

I’ve lost 19 pounds now!  I gained a lot of weight because I was on Abilify (seriously, don’t take this drug…take Latuda.  It’s what I’m on now and it does the same thing only without the severe progressive weight gain).  Plus, it was combined with the fact that I was suicidally depressed and had to go into treatment where they wouldn’t let me follow an insulin resistant diet (basically an extremely low carb diet because my body doesn’t process carbs well so I put on weight quickly if I eat the normal amount).  It was funny because they are really used to anorexic girls but I said to them at one point, “DO I LOOK ANOREXIC TO YOU!?"  I was REALLY overweight at this point.  They didn’t find it amusing.  Honestly, I don’t find eating disorders funny either, but I only found it funny because I am seriously NOT anorexic.  Nor will I ever be.  But yeah, so far, 19 pounds!  I have a ways to go, but it is seriously encouraging.  Anyway, I need to go the gym.  Later!