Evie was being super dramatic and pushy about being fed, as she always is after I wake up because she knows I feed her after sleeping, so she was pawing at me and grunting and groaning and being overall demanding. I stared at her for a long while and then she just up and does her “beg” trick without being asked, like “Pretty please, feed me???” I died laughing a little.
I have such an influence on so many, and that makes me very responsible. I have to take that seriously. I’m an honorable woman anyway. I think I’ve made some stupid choices, but I’ve learned from them. And now I’m making really smart choices. Of course, I’ll make mistakes. I guess I just ask everyone that if I do make a mistake,just know that I’m human.
“even in high school, i thought maybe there was a chance it would go away and i wouldn’t have to tell the world about it. once i knew for sure i was going to be this way my whole life, it became necessary to have everyone know.”