I feel like every time I work my ass off to help a friend out of a shitty situation, they just leave me afterwards like I am someone not worth the same consideration. Fuck friends. I am so tired of this right now.
Right now I feel really gross. And I would like nothing more than for me not to have to ask to be grabbed and held, and told that I am beautiful. And I want to be kissed and looked at like I am the most fucking sexy thing to ever exist.
My uncle watches The Mentalist and kindly came in to inform me of Malcolms appearance in an episode. And even though I don’t like the show I am sitting here watching this gorgeous man smile and speak. Gosh, its beautiful.
I could be watching more Supernatural right now..oh, the things I do for this man.