purgs

When you realize that Ailill’s mom literally nuked the trio goddesses that consisted The Morrigan

indefin  asked:

I think Peony plans to purge the puns from this place painfully and, to put it plainly, pretty soon. So perhaps I will end this alliteration pergatory. (;D I'm done~)

YOU BETTER BE FUCKING DONE IM DONE I JUST WANTED TO SLEEP AND NOW THIS SHIT HAS HAPPENED

Thank you to all of you who responded to my purge this morning. I’ve a bit of a transition, and I’m still attempting to make my new reality. There will be bumps along the way, such is life.

I swear I’m not down. I’m good :) Made much better by all of you…

In the coming days I will be purging the list of people I follow. I will write down the names on paper so I can re-follow once I am better. It’s something I do a lot. Some people occasionally post content that doesn’t sit well with me. Some are friends with people who I don’t like and who don’t like me either.
Most of the times I’m cool with it. But when both online and real life decide to knife me, I have to do something about it.

I will be checking your blogs on my better days, and eventually I will gladly re-follow.  You are not forgotten at all. But right now I am a very fragile boohoo little snowflake, and all I can handle is shitposts.

Let’s hope then that in the following quiet I can wrangle  my own brain, produce some content, and come back less haunted.

I don’t fucking know what happened. It just happened.

Info for people who have commissioned me or are waiting for art I owe them: I will begin drawing again tomorrow. You will all get your art in the coming two weeks.

I actually can’t believe it’s coming up on one whole year since I’ve been in this fandom….that’s so crazy it all seems just like it was yesterday

I can’t believe it lol and it’s still all @purge-that-urge-rhackathon ’s fault for getting me invested in her fics and making my stay up til 4am the finish them…

So, instead of bingeing and purging I decided to cook some soup with vegetables and spend time with grandpa. I´m already scared to get on the scale because I know it will make me so sad.

I have to go shopping with mom now and I hope I won´t mess it up :)

Appetite Suppressants

My personal favourites :

T E A
- chamomile & honey
- white tea
- standard black tea (with milk)
- earl gray tea

C H E W I N G G U M
- mint
- strawberry

W A T E R
- flavoured

S M A L L F R U I T S
- tangerines
- small apples
- grapes
- plums

I C E L O L L I E S
- fruit flavoured
- no chocolate, sprinkles, etc

C O F F E E
- with milk
- sugar tab.

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I don’t want to eat anymore.
I don’t want to feel hungry anymore.
I don’t want to binge anymore.
I just want to be happy.
—  the-mxdel