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au meme → 黒執事/Black Butler. Kyuhyun/Zhou Mi. 

“If it’s your wish I will follow you everywhere. Even if your throne crumbles and your shiny crown turns to rust. Beside you as you lie, softly down, I will be. Until I hear the words, ‘check mate’.”

Kyuhyun & Zhou Mi; Letters from Zedelghem - Cloud Atlas

“I believe we do not stay dead long. Find me beneath the Corsican stars where we first kissed. Yours eternally, C.K.”

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happy 18th birthday, precious sunshine boy!


A lot has happened this year and it’s only April, the time when we ought to celebrate the forgetful Aries. I have so many things I’d like to say, but I don’t think my eloquence quite matches my thoughts, I’m sorry for that. But I did want to say something, because even though you won’t see this, it feels wrong to not do anything. You have done so much, achieved so much, and yet still you treat your fans like they are your old friends and not people you’ve never seen before. You smile with all your heart and make sure everyone around you is happy, always taking everyone into consideration.

This might be the biggest cliché in the whole wide world, but even though this year hasn’t been the kindest for me, your radiance and bubbling enthusiasm and everything that makes you you have never failed to cheer me up. Because that’s what you do, infuse everyone affected by you with positivity so that there’s no room for negative thoughts. I want to keep this post happy and I thought I wouldn’t mention sad things, but it is true that having seen you go through so much and never once waver or back down is something that has helped many to keep going and overcome their own problems just like you have.

And look at you now, winning popularity awards and holding your own fanmeetings (with double the permitted number of fans, and you still took everyone in, even when it resulted in you having to double your workload). You are shining, brighter than you have ever. And I want you to enjoy it all, get used to it, be able to consider it as the new normal. You deserve all the love you have, and so much more - but we’re getting there, taking huge steps after so many years of slow progress. You have been stubborn enough to stay around and never change who you are, working hard and harder and enjoying what you’ve had. And those who have doubted you have now come around and see you in a new light, or one day they will, because there’s no one who shines quite as bright as you do.

I hope you can spend your birthday doing things that make you happy, with people who make you happy, and never stop taking chances, never stop enjoying life to the fullest. Because you deserve that happiness, you deserve all of it. Happy birthday, 小觅觅 ♥

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photo cr: GS Club & Bugaboo.tv

I wish I could see that smile one day with my own eyes. Even if it was just a fleeting moment like this, being just a face among the others. It’s always painful to hear stories from fansigns, the ones where people try to desperately switch their tickets for anyone who isn’t Zhou Mi. It’s alright to try to trade your ticket to get your bias’s autograph, but when it’s only to avoid someone, it becomes just unnecessarily rude and another act of disrespect. Thankfully (as far as I’m aware) this hasn’t been the case in Thailand, and I would just want to thank all those fans who have made the day such a happy experience for him. ;~; ♥

But to see the way he is practically radiating when he gets a chance like this to interact with fans, I can’t understand how anyone could think badly of him. ;~; So eager to just be there and make the fans happy, a moment more personal than just the surging mass of sapphire blue.

I wonder how those people feel who meet him like this, is that smile contagious? It must be, I doubt anyone can resist it, not even those who don’t feel as warmly about  him as others do. Maybe it would be for the best if more reluctant fans met him like this, I’m sure it would have an effect on the way they see him as an idol and as a person. And for the fans who already hold him dear, it would be a chance to return that bright bright smile full of love and perhaps a fraction of that happiness that Zhou Mi is capable of making us feel. ♥

I really wish everyone would one day have a chance to look him in the eyes and smile smile smile  just the way he does, with all their heart ♥