psyclone nine

ID #36307

Name: Aleksander (Sascha)
Age: 18
Country: Germany

Hello out there!
Since I never wrote something like that I might appear a little clumpsy but I’m pretty sure ya guys will be able to ignore that. Let’s begin:
I’m an average student from Germany and – as you see – also know a little english, but since I’m more interested in science and art my language skills already end there. But I think it could be interesting to learn at least a little bit of another language on my own to find out if I might have more fun to study when it’s not related to school. At the moment I’m close to master the sync/synchron 4-ball-juggling, practice e-bass (I’m more or less absolutely new to the whole thing and terrible with rhythm + can’t even read notes but I don’t give a fuck and try it anyways) and training for this falls Though Mudder. So by now you also know about me that I’m a juggler, bass-player and exercise addicted somewhat. Just to sum that up. The music I listen too is a little different from what I have to play for practice atm (oldschool rock and medieval stuff mostly) since I listen to Industrial, Dark Rock, Metal, Dark Wave, Neue Deutsche Härte ( like Rammstein for example) and okay also Medieval and a bit Electro/Rap-related things. Also Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds and The Smiths because I grew up with it. But to name a few other bands/people: Lord of the Lost, Psyclon Nine, Goethes Erben, Santa Hates You, Powerwolf, Die Antwoord, Wizo, Amduscia, Agonize, Hollywood Undead, Solar Fake, Dave Brown/Boyinaband… and so on for about five minutes or something when I’ve got the time to remember everyone.
I’m some kind of introvert-extrovert switcher (INTP-A mostly, may that changed?) and tend to analyze things a lot instead of just starting random fangirling which I mostly don’t really get but I’m okay with it if it’s also possible to talk about something else. Even if I might sound weird now I don’t really like watching series. I’m just too unmotivated to watch something while I could find a better ending just by daydreaming a little bit. May that’s why I just watch Sherlock because I’m able to keep up with that one. Movies and books are more likely my kind of thing. I prefer scifi-themed ones, like District Nine or A.I. and am reading Metro 2033 at the moment (along with The Devil On The Road).
That’s it I guess, may ya wanna know more or discuss about books/music/whatever to start a conversation, I’m also okay with everything else, no matter if random small talk or oh-so-deep philosophy. I don’t have a problem with new topics but might have to do some research from time to time. But if you’re okay with that everything will be fine!

Preferences: I don’t care about your age/gender/sexuality and so on, I mean gosh this isn’t a dating side. Just be tolerant and open-minded, I won’t waste my time with racists or LGBT*-phobics.



  • nero_bellum_official: Very nice photo from the @psyclonnine 10 Years ov Infektion performance in San Francisco. It’s always quite interesting when revisiting songs that I wrote in my bedroom as a teenager. I had released a full length album and performed overseas prior to knowing that I could use a computer to compose electronic music.

Nero in his element, being a fucking rock star.


[A mix for the bloodied, the foolish and the snapping-brave. Songs to dream or crush bones to on the theme of a singular Name.

8tracks is where you’ll find it.]


1. Tool - Sweat

The sun is setting cool again.
and I’m trying to remember when
but it makes me dizzy.
and I’m sweating,
and breathing,
and staring and thinking
and sinking deeper
and it’s almost like I’m swimming.
Seems like I’ve been here before.

2. Tiamat - Whores of Babylon

Cling, cling shattered nerves
To the queen you did adore
Has turned to stiff ebonite cures
In scarlet waves on distant shore
Everything they do and say
Might even fool a clever mind
Just won’t forget their price to pay
As silk betrays and truth unwinds

3. Mastodon - Curl of the Burl

I killed a man ‘cos he killed my goat
I put my hands around his throat
He tried to reason with the sky and the clouds
But it didn’t matter, 'cause they can’t hear a sound

Splinters in my skin, just like needles and pins
I cut through the pine, love the feeling it gives
Been out here for days running through these trees
I’m using my hands, cuttin’ through the disease

4. Psyclon Nine - Parasitic

Disciples of the fallen and the heretic will rise
Narcissistic nation
Severed tongues of blind dictation
The serpent spoke this unto me through gilded light and lunacy
Taste the fury
That feed the devils inside
Fueled by torment,
Sin, sex, sickness and pride


5. Aktivehate - Animality

For a pound of flesh we fight
Humanity’s fragile ropes
No longer seem so tight

Take a bite out of me
Assimilate this mere flesh you see
One and all mere fiends
With ends that justify the means

6. The Hollow - A Perfect Circle

Run him like a blade
To and through the heart
No conscience
One Motive
Cater to the hollow

Screaming feed me here
Fill me up again
Temporarily pacifying
So grow.


7. Bleed - Meshuggah

My crimson liquid so frantically spilled
the ruby fluid of life unleashed

Ripples ascend to the surface of my eyes
Their red pens drawing at random, at will
A myriad pains begotten in their wake
the bastard spawn of a mutinous self

The regurgitation of my micro nemesis
salivating red at the prospect of my ruin, my doom

Heed - it commands, heed my will
Bleed - it says, bleed you will

8. Samael - Blood Ritual

Now I will be them and they will be mine
And we’ll be one above your god

My spirit has dived into the infernal storm of evil
My soul is forever tormented
Take advantage of this jouvencal fluid
Deliver your soul from claws of ignorance

The caress of the blade on his skin
Is waking up my old cruel dreams

Let your mind be impregnated
By this mad attraction

9. Herbst9 - The Gods Are Small Birds but I Am The Falcon


The diversity of the definition of "goth"...

Quite interesting: while many won’t consider me “goth” (not that I care, or think anything of these definitions) as I dislike 80s music and post punk, the scene here, when I first got into this world wasn’t about that music AT ALL.

It was always Industrial, Dark Electro and EBM/Synthpop.
Our “role models” were bands like Psyclon Nine, Noisuf-X, Suicide Commando, Miss Construction, Combichrist, Grendel, Angelspit etc.

We had huge parties with over 200 people fully dressed and going crazy (for a country like Israel -that’s a whole lot of people).
For YEARS that was my definition of “goth”. Those people were the goths, not post punk or 80s.
Hell - coming from here I didn’t even know those were the roots and the general definition of this scene until just a few years ago.
Guess what though?
I didn’t care. None of us did.
I finally found something I felt a part of. Somewhere I finally felt I somewhat belonged to.

This subculture is SO vast and has so many sub-sub cultures in it that the desperate need to hold on to that definition just doesn’t make any sense to me.
Who cares what started this?
Like any subculture - it evolved and will continue doing so.
Because guess what? If this subculture ceases to evolve - it will cease to exist.
You get bored listening and re-doing the same things over and over again. That’s natural.
Allow for progression, allow for evolution, embrace those new forms.

So yep. I don’t like 80s music or post punk. It will never truly mean something to me. I didn’t experience those years.

So yeah. “Goth”, to me, is industrial, with deep voices or distorted voices infecting my mind and pumping into my veins.
Its symphonic metal (like Epica, After Forever or even Evanescence).
Those are the roots of MY definition of goth, and you have no hold on my mind.

Love and respect all, show true individualism but also keep your mind forever open and accepting - THAT is what “goth” is for me.

And if that’s not what it is to you - who am I to judge.

Unanaesthetized | Angsty and lonely path of finding out who you are and making amends.
Post Captain America: The Winter Soldier fanmix.
Creepy. Heavy. Not for the gentle ears.

01. End of the beginning - 30 Seconds To Mars  02Anaesthetic [for the pathetic] - Psyclon Nine  03. Holocaust o'love - Cyan Inc.  04. The house of wolves - Bring Me The Horizon  05. Painful (Morphium Mix) - Oomph! & Sin  06. Lethal - Cloudeater  07. Ghost stories - Wednesday 13  08. Angel’s punishment - Lacuna Coil  09. Revenge - 30 Seconds To Mars  10. Apocalyptic Wasteland - Paul Leonard-Morgan



I recommend listening to this artist. She is so underestimated on the internet, it’s unbelievable! I would even concider her a darker version of Nicole Dollanganger and it’s literally the most beautiful clash between great bass lines and industrial sounds, that reminds me slightly of Psyclon Nine. Her music is a completely new genre of dark tunes, that totally sucks you in and you cannot help but just feel so enchanted by her dark poetry and her beautiful voice, that lingers in so many different pitches. - And along with the feelings that she puts into the music, is just so mysterious and dark. Please, do yourself a favor and check her out!!

Technically I already uploaded this but I also technically didn’t.

I changed it up a bit. Took something out…put others in. These are the bands that stuck with me. The ones I can always listen to.

But with this I must sleep.