Things people need to accept when it comes to having a conversation with me:

  • I can talk very fast.
  • I may mumble.
  • I might do both at once.
  • I’ll probably speak in broken sentences at times.
  • I often say words in the wrong order.
  • I might take ages to speak because I’m trying to make sure I make sense.
  • I sometimes talk in circles and never reach my point.
  • Occasionally I’ll think I’m talking without actually doing so.
  • I cannot help it when any of this happens.
I love you.

I love you if you aren’t high functioning

I love you if you can’t go outside in the dark

I love you if you have a hard time with hygiene

I love you if you’re divine 

I love you if you’re monstrous

I love you if you’re not real  

I love you if you think no one does

I love you if you dissociate

I love you if you tape over your laptop camera

I love you if you pick at your skin

I love you if you have disorganized speech

I love you if you have awful intrusive thoughts

I love you if you have low empathy

I love you if you feel invalid

I love you if you never stop hallucinating

I love you.

fun psychosis things

- *having fun* oh shit am i real

- *wakes up and its quiet* looks like im the last one on earth 

- the Bugs

- googles “red bumps on legs”

- i need to do something with my life like… rob a bank

- googles “red bumps on arms”

- kill them. you gotta.

- hidden cameras

- someone in here can read my mind

- googles “red bumps on face”

- #yolo

- sits on bed and dissociates for 10 hours 

- i have No Feelings, i am no weakling

- im so emotional why doesn’t anyone love me *cry*

- kill the cat (why?) you gotta

- REALLY SEXUAL THOUGHTS IN PUBLIC AND IT’S WORSE WHEN THERE’S A MIND READER AROUND

- *someone does something that slightly annoys me* “kill them”

- googles “red bumps on back”

- SENSORY OVERLOAD

- relating to things that aren’t even close to what i feel ever why do i do that

- my posters are watching me get dressed

- the government is watching me

- something around the house is… Not Right

- my family has been replaced

just some facts about schizophrenia

1.  violence is not a symptom. people with schizophrenia are rarely violent towards other people

2. however, they are violent towards themselves as suicide is the number one cause of premature death among people with schizophrenia. 1 in 10 commits suicide, and 40% of people with schizophrenia has attempted suicide at least once

3. but it’s worth to keep fighting as 25% completely recover and 50% improves 

4. there is a lot of help and ways to cope with schizophrenia

5. people with schizophrenia have great minds and can live a normal and successful life

6. they are beautiful and don’t deserve all the stigma and fear towards them