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Sometimes I think our problem is that we go into things with full force, too much heart, and too high hopes. We have an idealistic image of how things should go and when reality doesn’t match up we can’t adapt easily. Or maybe we can, but it is disappointing to do so. So many hopes and dreams, fantasies really, to never be actualized just seems sad to me. The future is full of possibility while the now is stiff and factual with not as much room to breathe. It would be one thing if our enjoyable moments were less further apart I suppose, but they aren’t so much of our time is spent in terror or in pain. So we put too much faith into the future and except it to be perfect because the present and the past have been so bad, but it doesn’t work that way and we have to learn that. The future can be good and better then now and still be far from perfect.

while im at at? here are some more things non-psychotic people REALLY need to stop fucking doing:

  • using the fucking “what if it was a mentally ill person’s fantasy the whole time?” trope.
  • equating psychosis to violence because guess what? Those two things are usually unrelated.
  • using psychosis as Angsty Ship Fuel Angst Because Psychotic People are Unworthy Of Love So It’s Angsty™
  • Using psychosis to make ur characters “~~Edgy~~”
  • Using psychosis to make ur plots “~~~Spicy~~~”
  • Treating psychosis like a joke.
  • Acting like there aren’t psychotic people out there, right now, consuming content, who are already demonized in their day to day lives over something they never asked for, things that are constantly misinterpreted to make some mediocre non-psychotic person’s media “”better”” and “”spookier”” for other mediocre non-psychotic nuerotypicals, who may see this shit and be further hurt by it.
  • acting like people don;t abuse psychotic people for their psychosis.
  • being fucking dicks about psychosis.

I encourage non psychotic people especially to reblog this.

therapist: so, how do u feel today about the thing we talked about last week?
my dissociative psychotic ass: what thing

Okay can I talk about Bud and Lou in Injustice 2 for a minute

So Tara Strong voice acts Harley Quinn in Injustice 2, right

Tara Strong is also very famous for playing a certain 10 year old boy 

Who has fairies with pink and green hair 

And um

Originally posted by harleyquinnsquad

COSMO? WANDA?

fun psychosis things

- *having fun* oh shit am i real

- *wakes up and its quiet* looks like im the last one on earth 

- the Bugs

- googles “red bumps on legs”

- i need to do something with my life like… rob a bank

- googles “red bumps on arms”

- kill them. you gotta.

- hidden cameras

- someone in here can read my mind

- googles “red bumps on face”

- #yolo

- sits on bed and dissociates for 10 hours 

- i have No Feelings, i am no weakling

- im so emotional why doesn’t anyone love me *cry*

- kill the cat (why?) you gotta

- REALLY SEXUAL THOUGHTS IN PUBLIC AND IT’S WORSE WHEN THERE’S A MIND READER AROUND

- *someone does something that slightly annoys me* “kill them”

- googles “red bumps on back”

- SENSORY OVERLOAD

- relating to things that aren’t even close to what i feel ever why do i do that

- my posters are watching me get dressed

- the government is watching me

- something around the house is… Not Right

- my family has been replaced