……I love you every single day.

i am really depressed right now because so much has been happening this weekend and it’s stressing me out, but to sum up the psychic tv concert:

  • front row
  • tears
  • lots of mention of lady jaye
  • tears
  • visuals with photos of breyer p-oriddge
  • genesis licking and smelling my friend’s shoes
  • genesis kissing he/r tattoo of lady jaye
  • tears
  • genesis hugs me
  • genesis kisses me(on the mouth yes)
  • i tell he/r how much i love he/r and s/he says thank you
  • even more tears
Thee Temple strives to end personal laziness and engender
discipline. To focus thee Will on one’s true desires, in thee belief,
gathered from experience that this maximizes and makes happen all
those things that one wants in every area ov life. Explore daily your
deepest desires, fantasies and motives, gradually focussing on what
you would like to happen in a perfect world, a perfect situation,
taking away all restrictions and practical considerations, what you’d
REALLY want. Then decide to try and DO it. Thee mere visualization ov
that true goal begins thee process that makes it happen. Clean out
thee trappings and debris ov compromise, ov what you’ve been told is
REASONABLE for a person in your circumstances. Be clear in admitting
your real desires. Discard all irrelevancies. Ask yourself who you
want as friends, if you need or want to work, what you want to eat.
Check and re-check everything deeper and deeper, more and more
precisely to get closer and ultimately integrate with your REAL
Self. Once you are focussed on your self internally, thee external
aspects ov your life will fall into place. They have to. Sceptics will
say they simply don’t believe this Psychick process works, but it
does. It is thee Key to thee Temple.
—  T.O.P.Y.