ps: this scene made me cry

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When Bridget and I got it on I was… I was not dressed for the occasion.

BUG: Quick, February! Open the outer airlock!

FEBRUARY: But–but, Bug, won’t you be sucked into space and die?

BUG: It doesn’t matter, I’ve got Pincer trapped! This is our only chance.

FEBRUARY: Why did you lie to me, Bug?!

BUG: February, at first, I just wanted to help you escape from that hatcher, but I knew I loved you the second I laid eyes on you in that mucus sack. And I didn’t think I’d ever see you again, so when Pincer here gave me the chance not to just be with you, but to be one of you… Oh. I took it. But I didn’t think… because being a Starship Ranger’s been the only thing I’ve wanted more than anything in my whole life. So, I lied. But I know the truth now, everybody. I’m not a Starship Ranger. I’m a bug. But we’ve got a saying on Bug World, huh: “The needs of the many bugs outweigh the needs of the few bugs.” …Or the one bug.

Iniwan ka niya? Gusto mo ng mamatay? Masakit ba? Ngayon gusto mo ng sumuko? Naalala mo ba nung ako ang nandiyan sa sitwasyon mo? Halos mamatay ako sa sobrang sakit. Nasabi ko din na gusto ko ng mamatay. Para akong patay ng humihinga. Pero tigan mo, nakayanan ko. Nakalimot ako. Nag move-on ako. Oo, alam ko hindi ganun kadali, alam ko masakit, alam ko sinaktan ka niya. Pero ng dahil lang ba dun susuko ka na sa lahat ng bagay? Ng dahil lang ba dun magpapakamatay ka? May rason ang lahat. May rason kung bakit tayo iniiwan ng mga taong mahal natin. May rason kung bakit tayo kialangan maghirap at masaktan. Kasi hindi sila para sa atin. At kailangan nating matuto sa mga pagkakamali natin. Merong taong darating na mamahalin tayo ng buo, yung taong hindi tayo sasaktan, yung taong hindi tayo iiwan, yung taong hindi tayo paiiyakin, yung taong hindi tayo paasahin, Yung taong hindi ipararamdam sa atin na gusto na natin mamatay. Yung nag-iisang taong magtatama lahat ng mali sa buhay natin. Yung taong tutulungan tayong makalimot sa lahat ng masasakit na nangyari. Wag na wag kang susuko. Kakayanin mo yan. Lahat ng bagay nangyayari ng may dahilan. Kung nakaya ko, kakayanin mo din.

TOP GREY’S ANATOMY ELEVATOR MOMENTS | RANDOM ORDER |DEREK & BAILEY - 6.02
“Look, I am an attending. And, I am a single mother. And I lost O'Malley. And um, I just can’t. I can’t care anymore. Stevens is not my child. O'Malley was not my child. I have to stop treating them… I just have to stop caring so much. ‘Cause I can’t keep feeling… feeling like this. Not at work. I have to save the feeling for my son, who needs it. I just can’t keep giving it away here. I can’t. I won’t.“