Nakakastress yung nanay ko. Nakwento ko kasi kanina na nagsukat na kami ng Graduation ring tapos tas inorient ng mga expenses pati tentative lists of graduates tsaka yung honors. Tapos sinabi na naman niya yung line niya na “kung nagpakatino ka nung umpisa pa lang, baka nag-magna cum laude ka pa.”

Sa totoo lang, nanghihinayang din naman ako, pero wala naman akong magagawa. Nangyari na eh, tinulugan ko lahat ng klase tapos di ako pala-review. Nagstart lang ako magpakatino nung Fourth Year na. Pero masaya pa din ako kasi nakikita ko yung pangalan ko sa tentative list of graduates, hindi man magna, at least cum laude pa din <3. And thankful na ako kay Lord dun :)

Masyado kaming excited kasi 1 and a half months na lang tapos na yung sem na to. Tapos next sem 7 units na lang, eh wala naman ng babagsak dun kasi review na lang, so ROAD TO GRADUATION NA TALAGA <3

I pray to always have a soft heart. I don’t want my heart to be stone cold or full of negative feelings anymore. Allah swt please accept this dua of mine along with my many, many other dua’s if you think answering my dua’s will be good for me. I cry so much, but I don’t feel like it’s enough. I want my heart to be full of light and love only. Please only let me see the good in me and others. Thank you.