Smile #071 Roy Mustang “The power of one man doesn’t amount to much. But, however little strength I’m capable of I’ll do anything humanly possible to protect the people I love and then in turn they’ll protect the people they love. It seems like the least we tiny humans can do for each other.”
This is probably one of the hardest questions
to answer. There’s a part of me that deep down knows what I want, but I often can’t
bring myself to say it out loud because it hurts too much.
spent all my life looking for love, acceptance and protection. I’ve never
looked for money, recognition, social status, etc. I probably should have wanted those
things, but no, I had to go for the difficult ones.
The more I’ve been wronged or ditched by
family, friends, and significant others, the more I’ve come to accept that
nobody can really give me the things I’m looking for. Apparently, I am the only
who can love, accept, and protect myself. And sometimes that’s not easy;
sometimes I need to have someone in my corner for a change.
I would give anything, anything in the world to have someone, JUST ONE PERSON, to hug me
and hold me when I break down. Someone who can see me at my worst and just be there, no conditions, no judgments,
no pity, no words that make me feel guilty or more broken than I already feel.
I think everyone deserves to be loved and cared
for. I’ve wanted that since I was a child, but the problem is that I don’t have
any hope left. I’m not looking for it anymore because I just can’t stand the
pain. If people keep breaking my heart, there won’t be any pieces left for
me to pick up.
So, I’ve given up and all I’m looking for now
is a way to provide for myself until the day I die. That’s something I can do,
something I don’t need other people for. It’s not ideal, but it’s better than
nina: See? Sharks ARE cute and cuddly. Nothing dangerous about this babe. Shark week may have technically ended but that’s not the case in my house. We celebrate and protect these amazing creatures 365 days of the year! #SaveSharks #FinBanNow @mrs.maverick @ourplanet3609