proomnight

Minuman berarkohol, busana seksi, gemerlap lampu, kelap kelip dinamis bersinar, menyambar silau mata, dentuman beat olah tangan DJ naik turun, memainkan emosi, teriakan riang, himpit himpitan sesak, bergerak mengekspresikan irama. Sekilah begitulah suasana Proom Night Party salah satu SMA Negri di Denpasar. Acara yang dibalut kemas sedemikian meriah, sebagai detik ungkapan kebebeasan dari monoton rutinitas selama tiga tahun di putih abu-abu, seragam yang tiap hari mereka kenakan. Sampai aku membayangkan. Jika tidak ada pesta ini, mungkin uang patungan mereka bisa dibuat membangun satu gedung sekolah sederhana. Cukup fenomenal memang, namun beginilah potretnya kini. Selamat menempuh hidup baru. Mungkin dibalik celebrasi malam ini, kalian punya rencana mantap membangun Nusantara dimasa datang. Upasha Hotel, Seminyak, Bali, Indonesia #jelajahnekad #promnight #proomnight #fenomenal #highschoolparty #party #clubing #disko

The BIG NIGHT! T.T

February 24, 2013
Junior and Seniors’ Promenade :)

WAAAAAAAAAAAH! 24, 24, 24, February 24, 2013 na ngayonnn. Juniors and seniors of AQuinas University are now enjoying their night at La Piazza, while me, Ohwell, I’m also somewhat enjoying here in my room thinking about random thoughts and scenarios. Nagsisilabasan nanaman ang “WHAT IF?” thoughts ko. :// Katext ko mga friends ko and indeed, they’re enjoying the prom. Poor me. :( Kung ‘di lang sana ako na discourage. Kung ‘di lang sana ako napakitaan ng motibo na huwag nako mag attend ng prom. Kung naging supportive lang sana pamilya ko sakin, siguro andun din ako nagsasayaw kasama ang iba. This feeling is causing me too much pain on the first day but thank God because I’ve already accepted that some things can never happen even how much you want it to happen. :( </3 Maybe this kind of tragedy has a reason. Maybe God has a purpose. And how I hope it’s a good reason. I hope I’ll receive good karma. Lord please. :< I’ve had enough. I’ve suffered enough to be disappointed again.