promise me you'll stay

  • coworker: hey you seem distracted, is everything okay?
  • me: haha yeah im just tired
  • me, internally: [Part 1: Sufjan] Oh, woman, tell me what you want And I'll calm down without bleeding out With a broken heart that you stabbed for an hour Woman, I was freaking out because I want you to know My beloved, you are the lover of my impossible soul Woman, too, promise me you'll stay and put off all your woes I was wigging out, too much worry I could not get you at all And you said what you want, you would laugh it off But I know you won't go, not for it at last Must you write it off for the impossible soul? And I was in a dream, I was gone away without you, but not too slow Lest I put it off, for I put it right for the impossible soul And all I couldn't sing, I would say it all, my life, to you If I could get you at all Don't be a wreck, trying to be something that I wasn't at all Seems I got it wrong, I was chasing after something that was gone To the black of night, now I know it's not what I wanted at all And you said something like, "All you want is all the world for yourself" But all I want is the perfect love Though I know it's small, I want love for us all And all I couldn't sing, I would say it all, my life, to you If I could get you at all Trying to be something that I wasn't at all [Part 2: Shara Worden & (Sufjan Stevens)] Do you want to be afraid? Do you want to be afraid? For life in the cage where courage's mate runs deep in the wake For the scariest things are not half as enslaved Don't be distracted, don't be distracted Do you want to be alone? Do you want to be alone? For life isn't stained of righteousness pain The seed and the hail, all impossible flights for an interesting light Don't be distracted, don't be distracted Do you want to love me more? Do you want to love me more? For love is the breath If water and wave Is cursed by the same thing that nurtured its shame Is it worth all the work? Don't be distracted, don't be distracted Have you failed to feel delight? (No, I don't want to feel pain) Have you failed to feel delight? (No, I don't want to feel pain) Instead of the life, lived tired and lost, have you left it at last Where it floundered its death with the language of ghosts Don't be distracted, don't be distracted Do you want to be afraid? (No, I don't want to feel pain) Do you want to be afraid? (No, I don't want to feel pain) For life in the cage (for life in the cage) Where courage's mate (where courage's mate) Runs deep in the wake (runs deep in the wake) For the scariest things (for the scariest things) Are not half as enslaved (are not half as enslaved) Don't be distracted, don't be distracted Now Don't be distracted, don't be distracted Now (No, don't be distracted) (x13) [Instrumental break] [Part 3: Sufjan] Stupid man in the window, I couldn't be at rest All my delight, all that mattered, I couldn't be at rest From what I liked, from what I gathered, I couldn't be at rest Stupid man in the window, I couldn't be at rest And don't be shy in the window Come down and give your best Oh, delight in the window I couldn't be at rest Stupid man in the window, I couldn't be at rest From what I liked, from what I gathered, I couldn't give my best Oh, I know it wasn't safe, it wasn't safe to breathe at all Oh, I know it wasn't safe, it wasn't safe to breathe at all Oh, I know it wasn't safe, it wasn't safe to breathe at all Oh, I know it wasn't safe, it wasn't safe to speak at all Hold on, Suf Hold on, Suf Hold on, Sufjan Hold on, Suf Hold on, Suf Hold on, Sufjan Hold on, Suf Hold on, Suf Hold on, Sufjan 1, 2, 3, 4! [Part 4: Sufjan] It's a long life, better pinch yourself Put your face together, better get it right It's a long life, better hit yourself Put your face together, better stand up straight It's a long life, only one last chance Couldn't get much better, do you wanna dance? It's a long life, better pinch yourself Get your face together, better stand up straight Boy, we can do much more together (Better get it right, get it right, get it right, get it right) Boy, we can do much more together (Better give love, give love, give love, give love) Boy, we can do much more together (better get it right, get it right, get it right, get it right) Boy, we can do much more together; It's not so impossible It's not so impossible It's not so impossible It's a long life, better pinch yourself Get your face together, better roll along It's a long life, better pinch yourself Put your face together, better stand up straight It's a long life only one last chance Couldn't get much better, do you wanna dance? It's a good life, better pinch yourself Is it impossible? Is it impossible? Boy, we can do much more together (Better get it right, get it right, get it right, get it right) Boy, we can do much more together (Better get a life, get a life, get a life, get a life) Boy, we can do much more together (Better get it right, get it right, get it right, get it right) Boy we can do much more together, it's not so impossible It's not so impossible It's a long life, better pinch yourself Put your face together, better get it right It's a long life, better hit yourself Put your face together, better stand up straight In the wrong life, everything is chance Does it register? Do you wanna dance? In the right life, it's a miracle Possibility, do you wanna dance? Boy, we can do much more together (Better get it right, get it right, get it right, get it right) Boy, we can do much more together (Better get a life, get a life, get a life, get a life) Boy, we can do much more together (Better get it right, get it right, get it right, get it right) Boy, we can do much more together It's not so impossible It's not so impossible It's not so impossible It's not so impossible (Hold on, Suf Hold on, Suf Hold on, Sufjan) Do you want to dance? Boy, we can do much more together (It's not so impossible) Boy, we can do much more together (It's not so impossible) Boy, we can do much more together (It's not so impossible) Boy, we can do much more together (It's not so impossible) Boy, we can do much more together (It's not so impossible) Boy, we can do much more together (It's not so impossible) Boy, we can do much more together (It's not so impossible) Boy, we can do much more together (It's not so impossible) Boy, we can do much more together (It's not so impossible) Boy, we can do much more together (It's not so impossible) Boy, we can do much more together (It's not so impossible) Boy, we can do much more together (It's not so impossible) Boy, we can do much more together (It's not so impossible) (Boy, we can do much more together It's not so impossible) (Boy, we can do much more together) [Short instrumental] Boy, we can do much more together (It's not so impossible) Boy, we can do much more together (It's not so impossible) Boy, we can do much more together (It's not so impossible) Boy, we can do much more together (It's not so impossible) Boy, we can do much more together (It's not so impossible) Boy, we can do much more together (It's not so impossible) Boy, we can do much more together (It's not so impossible) Boy [Part 5: Sufjan (Acoustic)] I never meant to cause you pain My burden is the weight of a feather I never meant to lead you on I only meant to please me, however And then you tell me, boy, we can do much more Boy, we can do much more Boy, we can do much more together Boy, we can do much more together I'm nothing but a selfish man I'm nothing but a privileged peddler And did you think I'd stay the night? And did you think I'd love you forever? And then you tell me, boy, we can do much more Boy, we can do much more Boy, we can do much more together Boy, we can do much more together I got to tell you, girl, I want nothing less Girl, I want nothing less Girl, I want nothing less than pleasure Girl, I want nothing less than pleasure I got to tell you, boy, we made such a mess Boy, we made such a mess Boy, we made such a mess together Boy, we made such a mess together Boy, we made such a mess together Boy, we made such a mess together Boy, we made such a mess together Boy, we made such a mess together

anonymous asked:

Imagine each of the paladin's devoted s/o telling them "I love you so much, you know that right?" Before they do something self sacrificial to save their paladin's lives. And while the paladin is saying stuff like "No! Your crazy you can't do this I'm coming to save you!" But their s/o just keeps telling them how much they love them! "You know I'd do anything to keep you safe right?" and "Promise me you'll stay strong without me?" Cause they know they're not coming back alive. 😭

Oh. My heart…

Shiro:
- He is literally begging them not to do this.
- Like, ugly screaming/crying begging over the comms
- He feel so helpless and it kills him inside. 
- He won’t be the same after this. He’ll fall apart and will spiral without the team gluing him back together.
- There’s only so much the Galra can take from him. You were the last straw. 

Keith:
- Literally needs to be forcibly held back, or he will rush in there and get himself killed in the process
- Also screaming, but it’s less begging you to stop and more demanding he be let go so he can help you
- It’ll turn into incomprehensible sounds as it gets closer and closer to your demise.
- Once it’s done, and everyone is safe and you’re gone, he’s silent.
- Eerily silent. He’s so angry he can’t even think or move. 
- Congratulations, you just made him do the Heroic BSOD. 

Hunk:
- He hates this so much. He’s going to be trying to go off and save you.
- He can’t stand that you’re doing this. And he’s going to spend the entire time trying to talk you down from it.
- When he realizes that won’t work, he’s crying as he tells you he loves you.
- Don’t nobody come talk to him afterwards.
- He will be a ball of rage for quite a while and will channel that into doing some incredible mechanics to ensure this can’t happen again.

Lance:
- He’s a mess.
- When he knows he can’t help you, he will just tell you over and over again how much he loves you. Because he wants those words to be the last ones you hear.
- He’s so broken afterwards though. Just falls into tears and can’t move.
- He needs to be left alone for a while. A very long while.

Pidge:
- Ugly crying. Begging. Pleading. Bargaining.
- She goes through all the stages of grief before you even die.
- And then she starts that cycle all over again when you’re gone.
- Will hole herself away in her room or lab for ages. 
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This will fully put her into the frame of mind to ensure she makes everything work better than ever so that this will never have to happen to someone again. 

Angst Sentence Meme from Random Lyrics
  • "You are my one and only."
  • "Hold me tight."
  • "You'll be alright"
  • "I still want you back."
  • "Please don't leave me."
  • "I've got the scars from tomorrow."
  • "Stay alive for me."
  • "I'll be holding on to you."
  • "Sometimes you gotta bleed to know that you're alive."
  • "Give me love."
  • "Lately I've been waking up alone."
  • "Stay with me."
  • "Just promise me, you'll never leave again."
  • "We keep this love in a photograph."
  • "You should go."
  • "I'm never coming home."
  • "Don't you leave me now."
  • "How cruel is the golden rule?"
  • "I will trade all my tomorrows for just one yesterday."
  • "You should take my life."
  • "Sometimes quiet is violent"
  • "I could pull the steering wheel.."
  • "Shadows will scream that I'm alone."
the signs as cry baby songs
  • aries: milk and cookies // "shit behind the curtain i'm sick of sugarcoatin', next time you're alone, think fast before you grab the phone"
  • taurus: training wheels // "promise i won't push you straight to the dirt, if you promise me you'll take them off first"
  • gemini: pacify her // "someone told me stay away from things that aren't yours, but was he yours, if he wanted me so bad?"
  • cancer: pity party // "i'll cry until the candles burn down this place, i'll cry until my pity party's in flames"
  • leo: sippy cup // "all the makeup in the world won't make you less insecure"
  • virgo: mrs potato head // "if you weren't born with it, you can buy a few ornaments"
  • libra: soap // "god i wish i never spoke, guess i better wash my mouth out with soap"
  • scorpio: play date // "i don't want to play no games, i'm tired of always chasing, chasing after you"
  • sagittarius: carousel // "and it's all fun and games, until somebody falls in love, but you already bought a ticket and there's no turning back now"
  • capricorn: cake // "i'm not a piece of cake for you to just discard, while you walk away with the frosting of my heart"
  • aquarius: alphabet boy // "you think you're smarter than me with all your bad poetry, fuck all your ABC's, alphabet boy"
  • pisces: mad hatter // "please listen, my brain is scattered, you can be alice, i'll be the mad hatter"