promise ciara

Let me give y'all a playlist...

Beyonce- All Night
Jodeci- Alone
Janet Jackson- Any Time, Any Place
R Kelly- Baby Baby Baby Baby
Chris Brown- Back To Sleep
Ari Lennox- Backseat
Usher- Bedtime
Chris Brown- Beg For It
French Montana- Bend Over
Wale- The Body
Ace Hood- Body 2 Body
Ciara- Body Party
Omarion- Bria’s Interlude
Keith Sweat- Chocolate Girl
Teddy Pendergrass- Close The Door
Aaliyah- Come Over
Kelly Rowland- Dirty Laundry
Trey Songz- Dive In
LL Cool J- Doin It
R Kelly- Down Low
Chris Brown- Drown In It
The Dream- Falsetto
D'Angelo- Feel Like Makin Love
R Kelly- Feelin On Yo Booty
Jodeci- Feenin
Jodeci- Freakin You
The Notorious BIG- Fuckin You Tonight
Keith Sweat- Funky Dope Lovin
Chris Brown- Glow In The Dark
R Kelly- The Greatest Sex
Pretty Ricky- Grind On Me
R Kelly- Half On A Baby
R Kelly- Honey Love
Keith Sweat- How Deep Is Your Love?
Michael Jackson- Human Nature
Boyz II Men- I’ll Make Love To You
R Kelly- Ignition
Dru Hill- In My Bed
Keith Sweat- In The Mood
J Cole- In The Morning
Keith Sweat- In The Rain
Trey Songz- Inside Pt 2
R Kelly- It Seems Like You’re Ready
Chance The Rapper- Juke Jam
Rihanna- Kiss It Better
Kelly Rowland- Kisses Down Low
August Alsina- Kissin On My Tattoos
Total- Kissin You
Lloyd- Lay It Down
Usher- Lay You Down
TLC- Let’s Do It Again
Marvin Gaye- Let’s Get It Down
Chris Brown- Like A Virgin Again
Tory Lanez- Looks
Wale- Lotus Flower Bomb
112- Now That We’re Done
Trey Songz- Love Faces
Usher- Love In This Club Part II
Lil Jon- Lovers & Friends
Chris Brown- Madusa
Twista- Make A Movie
Keith Sweat- Make It Last Forever
Chris Brown- Make Love
Avant- Makin Good Love
Dej Loaf- Me U & Hennessy
Marques Houston- Naked
Frank Ocean- Nature Feels
Trey Songz- Neighbors Know My Name
Usher- Nice & Slow
Chris Brown- No Bullshit
Keith Sweat- Nobody
Jacques- Pandora
Trey Songz- Panty Droppa
Trey Songz- Panty Wetter
Kid Cudi- Pillow Talk
Kendrick Lamar- Poetic Justice
Ginuwine- Pony
Chris Brown- Poppin
Drake- Practice
Ciara- Promise
TWENTY88- Push It
Miguel- Pussy Is Mine
Miguel- Quickie
TLC- Red Light Special
Jodeci- Ride & Slide
Ciara- Ride It
Aaliyah- Rock The Boat
Beyonce- Rocket
Trey Songz- Scratchin Me Up
Chris Brown- Sex (In My Zone)
Chris Brown- Sex (Before The Party)
R Kelly- Sex Part 1
R Kelly- Sex Part 2
Rihanna- Sex With Me
Marvin Gaye- Sexual Healing
Ginuwine- So Anxious
Chris Brown- Songs On 12 Play
Trey Songz- Still Scratchin Me Up
R Kelly- Strip For You
Tyrese- Sweet Lady
Chris Brown- Sweet Love
Chris Brown- Take My Time
TLC- Take Our Time
Chris Brown- Take You Down
Maxwell- This Woman’s Work
Usher- Trading Places
Teddy Pendergrass- Turn Off The Lights
D'Angelo- Untitled (How Does It Feel?)
Chris Brown- Wet The Bed
Twista- Wetter
Busta Rhymes- What’s It Gonna Be?
Keith Sweat- Whatever You Want
Trey Songz- When We Make Love
Babyface- When Your Body Gets Weak
Dru Hill- Xstacey Jones
Rihanna- Yeah, I Said It
R Kelly- You Remind Me Of Something
Tony Braxton- You’re Makin Me High
R Kelly- Your Body’s Callin
Beyonce- 1+1
TWENTY88- 2 Minute Warning
R Kelly- 12 Play



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Love Songs

Miguel - Sure Thing
Trevor Jackson - Mixtape
Tory Lanez - Summin’ Part II
Ambré Perkins - Someone
Bow Wow - Like You ft. Ciara
Elhae - Needs
Mario - Let Me Love You
Ciara - Promise
Aaliyah - One In a Million
Syd Tha Kid - Flashlight
Beyoncé - Poison
Justin Bieber - The Feeling ft. Halsey
Tory Lanez - LUV
Kehlani - Wanted
Bryson Tiller - Open Interlude
Chris Brown - With You
Shai - If I Ever Fall In Love
John Legend - Asylum
Ne-Yo - Lazy Love
DVSN - The Line
Beyoncé - Mine ft. Drake
Majid Jordan - U
Ariana Grande - Right There ft. Big Sean
Frank Ocean - Thinkin Bout You
Chance The Rapper - Juke Jam ft. Justin Bieber
Usher - U Got It Bad
SWV - Weak
Drake - Fall For Your Type
Justin Bieber - Nothing Like Us
Stateless - Bloodstream
Travis Garland- Blue Electric Roses
Jon B. - They Don’t Know
Drake - Own It
Beyoncé - Flaws and All
Miguel - Adorn
Nelly - Dilemma ft. Kelly Rowland
Alicia Keys & Usher - My Boo
112 - Cupid
Fabolous- So Into You ft. Tamia
Beyoncé - Dangerously In Love 2
Zayn - Fool For You
The Weeknd - Shameless

Promise Ring
Tiffany Evans feat. Ciara

He said I promise not to hurt you, promise not to lie
Promise to befriend you and defend you with my life
I promise you forever, I promise you today
(He said) would you wear my promise ring
(I said yes)

If you break your promise we breaking up
Gotta couple things that I want
Walks in the park and sweet things
If I rock your promise ring
I could be pretty young thing (young thing)
You could become my king (my king)
I gotta have you by me
Yes, I’ll rock your promise ring

credit: azlyrics

PURE SEDUCTION; spotify (75 songs / 5h32m)

  • birthday sex (jeremih)
  • high for this (the weeknd)
  • neighbors know my name (trey songz)
  • grind with me (pretty ricky)
  • do not disturb (teyana taylor, chris brown)
  • the body (wade, jeremih)
  • do you there (skizzy mars, marc e. bassy)
  • devils touch (tiaan)
  • it won’t stop (sevyn streeter, chris brown)
  • i do it all for you (somo)
  • slow it down (the dream, fabolous)
  • na na (trey songz)
  • primetime (janelle monae, miguel)
  • promises (wiz khalifa)
  • ride (somo)
  • so blue (akon)
  • down on me (jeremih, 50 cent)
  • untitle (how does it feel) (d’angelo)
  • xox (elijah blake, common)
  • lovers and friends (lil jon, the east side boyz)
  • baby (ashanti)
  • under (pleasure p.)
  • time of your life (kid ink)
  • take care (drake, rihanna)
  • suffocate (j. holiday)
  • bedtime (usher)
  • get like me (nelly, nicki minal, pharrel williams)
  • in town (2 chaing, mike posner)
  • fine china (chris brown)
  • the zone (the weeknd, drake)
  • wet (omarion)
  • tonight (john legend, luacris)
  • feelin’ love (paula cole)
  • speechless (beyoncé)
  • i wanna know (joe)
  • wicked games (the weeknd)
  • nobody (keith sweat, athena cage)
  • skin (rihanna)
  • what you need (the weeknd)
  • trading places (usher)
  • up and down (pretty ricky)
  • take you down (chris brown)
  • shut it down (drake, the dream)
  • say it (ne-yo)
  • promise (ciara)
  • falsetto (the dream)
  • motivation (kelly rowland, lil wayne)
  • sexin on you (one chance)
  • take it of (pharrell williams)
  • lay you down (lloyd)
  • so anxious (ginwwine)
  • lay it down (usher)
  • signs of loke makin (tyrese)
  • deep (blackstreet)
  • make it last forever (keith swear, jacci mcghee)
  • feels so right (lloyd)
  • make love (keri hilson)
  •  seduction (usher)
  • doin’ it (ll cool j)
  • bump n’grind (r. kelly)
  • ready (lil rufus)
  • naked (lloyd)
  • meeting in my bedroom (silk)
  • someday is tonight (janet jackson)
  • jupiter love (trey songz)
  • freak me (silk)
  • music for love (mario)
  • number one (r kelly, keri hilson)
  • love faces (trey songz)
  • love like honey (pretty ricky)
  • until the end of time (justin timberlake, beyoncé)
  • get a little closer (joe)
  • strip for you (r kelly)
  • loving you (opal, querubyna)
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My favourite R&B/Rap songs ~

(…Of all time….) 
1. Lauryn Hill - Ex Factor/Can’t Take My Eyes Off You
2. Lil’ Kim - Crush On You/How Many Licks/All Good/Guess Who’s Back?
3. Monica - Before You Walk Out Of My Life
4. Nicole Wray - Silly Love Songs
5. Brandy - Brokenhearted/Never Say Never
6. Sharissa - In Love With A Thug
7. Solange - Would’ve Been The One/T.O.N.Y. 
8. Monifah - I Can Tell 
9. Sparkle - What About
10. Lil’ Mo - Ta Da
11. TLC - No Scrubs/Creep
12. Cherish - Amnesia 
13. Foxy Brown - Big Bad Mama 
14. Beyonce - No Angel/Signs
15. K Michelle - For My Cinderellas/Sometimes/Bury My Heart 
16. Jhene Aiko - Eternal Sunshine 
17. Tiffany Evans - Promise Ring
18. Ciara - Body Party 
19. Electrik Red - So Good
20. Fantasia - Ain’t Gonna Beg You 
21. Mariah Carey - Cry/The Impossible/Angels Cry
22. Tamia - Sandwich And A Soda/You Put A Move On My Heart
23. SWV - Downtown/You’re The One
24. Sunshine Anderson - Lie To Kick It
25. Changing Faces - Keep It Right There
26. Total - What About Us/Do Something 
27. Miss Jones - 2 Way Street
28. Keyshia Cole - Love
29. Deborah Cox - Nobody’s Supposed To Be Here
30. Mya - My First Night With You 
31. Amerie - Somebody Up There
32. Destiny’s Child - No, No, No
33. BlackGirl - Where Did We Go Wrong?
33. Trina - Pull Over
34. Lyrica Anderson - Nikita/Feenin
35. Xscape - Understanding/My Little Secret 
36. MoKenStef - He’s Mine
37. Dondria - You’re The One
38. Missy Elliott - I’m Really Hot/Work It/Lose Control
39. Tink - Treat Me Like Somebody
40. Shawnna - Take It Slow
41. Kandi - Cheatin’ On Me
42. Melanie Fiona - Wrong Side Of A Love Song
43. JS - Icecream
44. Alexis Jordan - Good Girl
45. JackiO - TKO
46. Nicki Minaj - Feeling Myself/Only
47. Shae Jones - Bad Boy/Talk Show Shhh…
48. Kelly Rowland - Stole/Dilemma/Separated
49. Whitney Houston - Saving All Of My Love 
50. Mary J Blige - Take Me As I Am/Not Gon’ Cry
51. KBall - Do It On The Upside/Love Matters
52. Asia Cruise - Boyfriend
53. Montell Jordan - If I Die Tonight
54. Karyn White - Sista Sista
55. Latoya London - State Of My Heart
56. Alicia Keys - If I Ain’t Got You
57. LeToya - She Don’t

*Had to edit out my first song (Single - New Kids on the Block) because of copyright, lol.

1) Shawty Is A Ten ft. Fabolous – The Dream
2) Read Your Mind – Avant
3) Lovely – Deepside
4) Southside ft. Ashanti – Lloyd
5) Just Like Me – Jamie Foxx
6) All I Have ft. LL Cool J – Jennifer Lopez
7) Pullin’ Me Back ft. Tyrese – Chingy
8) Suga Suga ft. Frankie J. – Baby Bash
9) Call On Me ft. Nelly – Janet Jackson
10) One Call Away – Chingy
11) Mrs. Officer ft. Bobby Valentino – Lil Wayne
12) Hyphy Juice Remix – Clyde Carson
13) Ignition Remix – R. Kelly
14) U Already Know – 112
15) So Fly – Slim
16) 21 Questions ft. Nate Dogg – 50 Cent
17) Buzzin’ – Shwayze
18) Sunshine ft. Lea – Lil Flip
19) Send My Love – Born Jamericans
20) So Anxious – Ginuwine
21) Too Close – Next
22) No Scrub – TLC
23) Me & U – Cassie
24) U Don’t Have To Call – Usher
25) Good Things – Rich Boy
26) Set Adrift On Memory Bliss – PM Dawn
27) After Party – Koffee Brown
28) PDA (We Just Don’t Care) – John Legend
29) Good Luck Charm – Jagged Edge
30) In Those Jeans – Ginuwine
31) Booty Music – Deepside
32) Last Night ft. Keyshia Cole – P. Diddy
33) Promise – Ciara
34) Until the End of Time ft. Beyonce – Justin Timberlake
35) They Don’t Know – Jon B.
36) My Boo – Ghost Town DJs
37) Love You Down – INOJ
38) Closer – Goapele

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One year-Nate Maloley Smut

Requested by Highoncxlum

Prompt: “Can you do a smut about when Y/N wants to surprise Nate on their anniversary based off of Promise by Ciara” (start the song where ➹ is)

It was our first anniversary together and I wanted Nate to know just how much I love him. I made dinner, cleaned the house and decided to look just a little bit sexier than usual.

With dinner ready, I got to work making myself look like a queen, it was a long and tiring process but I really want Nate to know just how much I love him. I wore my sexiest lingerie and a little black dress. 

After laying out the table and getting Nate’s present down, I hear him come in, he’s wearing a suit and his top button and tie are undone, he looks tired and he is also hopiding a bouquet of red roses which are my favourite. I lick my lips at the sight and I walk over to kiss him. My arms go around his neck automatically and when we break apart, I put the roses in a vase before plating up dinner.

“Happy anniversary Y/N.” Nate smiles at me and kisses me on my forehead. I smile into his chest and inhale his scent. 

 "Happy anniversary Nate. I love you.“ We sit down at the table and eat dinner. (➹) The sexual tension between us was so intense until Nate finally snapped and he walks up to me and kisses me roughly, his stubble scratching at my skin. Nate then slips his hand between my thighs and it just rests there.

“Mmhh. Nate. Bedroom baby.” I break off the kiss for air and I kiss at the soft spot behind his ear.

“Jump lil mama.” Nate’s voice is hoarse and husky which just makes me wetter, his voice is such a turn on. We continue to kiss on our way to the bedroom and our tongues are in each other’s mouth’s, both of our breathing is getting ragged.

When we get to the bedroom, Nate puts me down and turns me around so he can unzip my dress. I let the clothing slide off of my body in a pool at my feet which I step out of. I see Nate’s eyes rake over my exposed body and his hands start to roams and his lips suck at my collarbone. I arch my back into him and when he breaks away, he pulls his tie off and I unbutton his shirt so his toned torso is exposed to me. 

Nate unclasps my bra and lays me down on the bed, his mouth attacks one nipple and his right hand the other. His left hand snakes underneath my panties and he lightly brushes my heated core which elicits a moan to escape my lips.

“Damn lil mama. I make you wet don’t I? Nate groans and I palm his clothed crotch and I feel it grow. He sticks one long finger inside of me and pumps in and out at a steady pace while strings of moans fill the room. Nate picks up the pace and adds another finger, 

He slows down and teases me, his thumb drawing figure eights on my clit and it makes me cum very quick, his fingers slide in and out of me expertly. I unbuckle his belt and his trousers and he tugs his boxers down which releases his long, thick member. 

Nate rips off my panties and I guide him to the bed, I kiss the tip of his cock and he groans “If you tease me, I will tease you so much harder lil mama.” 

I hollow out my cheeks and I take him as far as I can go without triggering my gag reflex, Nate grabs a fistful of my hair and guides me head in a pace that he is happy with. I swirl my tongue around and I play with his balls which always gives me a good reaction. I feel his cock twitch and between his groans, I know that he is going to cum soon so I speed up my pace and he unloads into my mouth which I swallow instinctively. 

“Damn lil mama, that was so good. Get on the bed.” Nate is panting but the smirk on his face is as prominent as ever. I crawl on the bed seductively, my ass is in the air for him and Nate crashes me onto the bed and his lips attack my body, he opens my legs and gets between them, I wrap them around his torso and he thrusts inside of me, filling me up.

I release a moan and he gives me some time to adjust to the feeling before pounding in and out. I dig my feet into his ass when he slows down and he brings me to pure ecstasy, I keep moaning into his neck and I scratch at his back. Nate sucks at my neck and continues to pound in and out.

“Nate. I’m g-gonna c-c-c-um soon.” I pant out and my nails dig deeper into his skin.

“Me too Y/N, cum with me.” His thrusts get sloppier as we reach our highs together.

“Damn that was amazing lil mama.” Nate kisses me lightly before pulling me on top of him.

“It also is, my superman. I love you. Happy anniversary.”

I love you too Y/N. Happy anniversary.”

DJ Agana Presents: Slide Thru (51:03)

A straight 51 minute new wave baby maker to compliment your memorable nights.


  1. Johnny Rain - Pussy (J-Louis Remix)
  2. Ciara - Ride (Ikaz Boi Remix)
  3. Justin Bieber - All That Matters (Tommy Jacob Remix)
  4. Aldo - Let Me Know
  5. J-Louis - Can’t You See
  6. Alina Baraz & Galimatias - Fantasy
  7. PYRMDPLAZA - Glassss
  8. Sivey - Pillow Talk
  9. Ginuwine - In Those Jeans (Aywy rework)
  10. Xavier - Now (Aywy Remix)
  11. Kuma & Aywy - Intervals
  12. Von D - Love Music (Zuper Edit)
  13. Ciara - Promise (Chiara Noriko Remix)
  14. PARTYNEXTDOOR - Persian Rugs (Falcons Remix)
  15. Penthouse Penthouse - When It Rains (w/ Stwo)
  16. Mayer Hawthorne - Thin Moon
  17. Craig David - Fill Me In (Duncan Gerow Remix)
  18. Jordan James - Show You Off
  19. Guff Star - Hold U Down
  20. Justin Timberlake - Senorita (Soundpal Remix)
  21. ESTA - Can’t Wait (Feat. SPZRKT)
  22. Jarreau Vandal - FCKUTNGHT (Feat. D'Anderson) 
  23. Mars Today - The “F” in Sexy
  24. Oceaan - Need U (Abhi//Dijon Remix)
  25. D'Angelo - Brown Sugar (Aywy Remix)
  26. Mario - Let Me Love You (Midliife Remix)


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“You Make Me Whole, You Make Me Right. Don’t Ever Want To Think About You Leaving My Life.”


Days Later, Wedding Day.

Looking down on both letters that sat in front of me I sealed my lips together and shook my head. One made me feel all happy inside and I know it would make Ant happy as well while the other had my thoughts running a mile a minute. And with it being my wedding day I can’t have my thoughts from this particular letter distract me from everything going on today.

Hearing a light knock on my door snapped me all the way back to reality, tying my robe I walked over to the door and matched the same smile my girls wore once seeing me.

“Hi pretty,” they screamed I laughed shaking my head walking away from the door letting them in. I quickly placed both letters in my underwear draw before they could question me on what they were.

“Hair and make-up should be here any minute now, we just spoke did you shower and everything?” Ci asked me I nodded. “Yes, you speak to the boys?” I asked

“Yea, Jay told me that they are about to get their hair cuts and stuff and that their suits are getting delivered by 12,” I raised my eyebrow and shook my head while my aunt, mama J and Mama Lisa walked in the room

“They should have been at the house since early this morning,” I stressed my aunt placed her hand up. “Don’t Rae. Everything will be fine, don’t let anything stress you out, or have your mind running all crazy,” she coached I shook my head if only she knew her words are a little too late.

“I’m not ma, I just need everything to run smoothly,” I breathed out as the doorbell rang.

I would be lying if I said the butterflies weren't on a high ten right now. I thought waking up this morning I would be fine, I love Ant and I’m more then happy to be marrying him but I’m so nervous. I thought wedding day jitters was something you only saw in a movie or TV show, but this is real life. It’s weird though because neither Ci or Jay looked or felt the way I do right now. I’m just mostly scared something will go wrong and I don’t want that to happen. Both Ant and I worked hard to make sure this day would be perfect for the both of us.

“I don’t know Rae, you look like you’re about to throw-up, you okay?” Iyana asked me.

“I’m fine, though I am a little nervous,” she smiled and waved me off.

“That’s natural baby,” Mama Lisa spoke smiling at me. “Tell me about it, I fainted the day your uncle and I got married,” My aunt said I chuckled shaking my head.

“Why?” I asked her she shrugged. “I was nervous, for some reason I had a feeling that when it was time to walk down the aisle he’d leave me or wouldn't be there all together,” she laughed.

“Oh my gosh aunty, I can imagine how that made Uncle Nas feel,” Tae said. “He doesn't even know, my mother made sure nobody told him, and she told me not to tell him either. I have no idea why she did it or told me why but I have never told him and never will,” My grandmother really was a trip I do miss her dearly, I know she’s extremely proud of me though.

“Did you ever get over your nerves though?” I asked her she nodded. “Of course, once they opened those doors, we made eye contact and I saw those tears fall from his eyes,” she paused reminiscing.

“I told myself Nia this is your best friend, you’re marrying the guy who knows you better then you know your own self at times what is there to be nervous about. That’s all you have to tell yourself baby,” she shrugged kissing my forehead. Ci looked over at me and quickly looked away once my eyes met hers which had me all the way confused but I brushed it off. I didn't need that confusion on top of how I’m already feeling, especially not today.

“That’s so sweet aunty, how much years now?”

“28 years of beautiful marriage,” she boasted. This is why she and my uncle are my inspiration.  

“I’m trying to be like you aunty,” Yana smiled big her and Cole are already married and out of all of us I thought they’d tie the knot before any of us. We have all been in a relationship around the same time, but those two are so different. I don’t think they’ve ever had to deal with any infidelity ever. Tey may have had to knock a few bitches for trying to get at her man but with Cole he knew what he had and he cherished her I’m so happy for them and know for a fact that they are forever.

Just as we were going to continue our conversation the doorbell rang loud as ever. We all headed out my room and downstairs. “Hi,” I answered the door greeted by a bunch of people and of course David

“Your hair and makeup crew,” David announced. “Hi David,” I smiled hugging him.

“I spoke to Kathy she will be here with your dresses any minute, I’m going to check on the men. Call me if you need anything,” I nodded letting him out the house.

After setting all my girls up with their own mini glam squad it was finally time to sit with mine. We have more then enough time before the actual wedding so I wanted to explore different hairstyles. With the way my dress is set up I need an up-do, so we’ll experiment with that.

I will say my nerves are slowly dying down and I just can’t wait to walk down the aisle.


*Later That Day*

Fixing my bow tie I walked out the room to where all the guys stood and cleared my throat posing one time. “That boy clean up nice,” Jamal spoke brushing my shoulders off, I laughed rubbing my hands together.

“You ready bro?” Jay asked me shaking my shoulders. “Shit, more ready than I’ve ever been in life, I still can’t believe this day is here, finally here. I’ve been ready to marry  Rae since pulling that ring out,” I sighed rubbing my hand over my head.

“That’s real bro, so I guess I don’t have to talk you about treating my sister right huh?” he aksed me I waved him off.

“Have you ever had to before?” I joked as we bust out laughing. “You right bro, you got a good one right there, never forget that, and that’s all I’m going to say,” he said I nodded, don’t I know it.

I remember there was a point in time where I knew for a fact that I wasn’t going to get married because I could never keep a girl for the life of me. Girls only wanting me for money, or using me to be on my arm just because of the authority my name holds.

Seeing Rae in the club that night I thought I could pull her, we’d have sex and that would be it. But seeing her in the office the next day and just talking to her my mind changed immediately after. I didn’t think we’d make it here but I knew I wanted to keep her around for a little minute. She was cool as hell and easy to talk to, getting to know her more each day made me fall in love quick. She is everything every guy in the world needs, she’s beautiful, outgoing, independent, holds it down, has the best personality in the world, and to top it off she’s crazy, and when I say that I mean in a sexy way.

I can most definitely say my girl is one in a million because quite frankly she is. In all my years of dating I have never met anyone like her, and I’m happy I got her before anyone else could. This girl is everything and more and I’m glad that she’ll be wearing my last name.

“Yo anybody speak to the girls?” Trey asked Cole nodded. “Yea they waiting on their limo, ours is outside everybody ready?”  he asked I nodded.

“Wait where Dom go?” Jay asked. “He still had Ken’s bag so he went to drop it off, said he’s gonna meet us there,” Ty answered I shrugged and walked out the house. In all honesty we are cool, and got over whatever beef we had but I wouldn’t miss the nigga if he didn’t show up. If it were up to me he wouldn’t even be at the wedding, but he’s Rae’s friend so whatever. Now that I think about it he can watch as I marry the girl he wish he could have.

Pulling up I smiled in awe it looked completely different than when we came here a few days ago just for a test run and it’s the same exact area. David did his thing I tell you that much, I know Rae is going to love it.

“The girls will be here any minute,” David spoke once we approached him. “Cool, can we go see who’s out there?’ I asked him. “Of course go greet your guess I’ll let you know when it’s time to take your places,” I nodded.

I smiled once walking inside greeting all my family members and Rae’s family that Uncle Nas introduced me to. Everybody and everything looked absolutely looked amazing last piece of the puzzle is the girls and my bride to be.
“You ready?” Jamal asked me I nodded. “Yea man I’m ready. You see her?” I asked him he smiled.

“You lucky man, she looks beautiful. Bro believe me when I tell you she’s a keeper,” he said holding his hand out. We dapped each other and ended up in a brotherly hug.

“Okay, Ant you go ahead and take your place, your bridal party will follow after,” David instructed I nodded and dapped everybody.

Walking up to the alter I looked around and smiled at anybody I made eye contact with. I’m really about to get married.

After shaking hands with the pastor I took my place and watched as everyone came down the alter. The girls look great, Rae did a good job picking out their dresses.

The doors opened and instead of the traditional wedding song playing I picked out I Gotta Be by Jagged Edge to be played while Rae walked down the ailse. This is something I wanted to do and she told me I could even though she claims she was nervous for what I would pick. She wore a big smile once the song began playing that I mirrored. She looked stunning, like the queen she is and that alone caused tears to roll down my face.

My dad always told me Jordan men are Kings, and one day I would find a Queen to spend the rest of my life with. And for the first time ever I can finally say I found my Queen.


My hair came out perfect something simple yet elegant exactly what I wanted. The dresses have finally arrived so now it was time to get dressed and get married.

“Rae we need you dressed first, just in case we need to alter anything,” I raised my eyebrow and shook my head. I’m confused as to what Davis is implying but I’ll leave him alone.

“Yo where is Ken’s bag at?” Ci asked I shrugged. “It should be upstairs,”

“It’s not, I’m trying to get her ready and nothing is here,” I sighed and grabbed my phone before walking over to David and Kathy. Unlocking it I went to my recent logs and hit Dom’s name.

“Yo,” he answered all loud. “You loud as hell man,” I complained.

“Sorry, these fools loud as hell, what’s up?’ he asked me. “You all like what’s up, we need Ken’s bag fool,” he cursed under his breath which caused me to laugh a bit.

“I’ll be there in 2.5 seconds the shit has been looking at me for the past ten minutes and I ain’t even realize it was her bag. She’s good right?” he asked me.

“Yea, she’s sleep right now Ci was just about to start getting her ready,” I informed him.

“Alright, I’m leaving right now,” he said before we both hung up.

“He’s on his way,” she nodded and headed back upstairs. “Alright come on,” David said as I removed my clothes. Holding my boobs with one hand I used my other to hold David’s hand as I stepped into my dress.

“How does it feel?” Kathy asked me. “It’s fine a little snug but I’m fine, I can breathe and move around so I’m straight,” I joked.

“Your shoes?” Lauren asked me. “Upstairs, I’ll go get them,” I said holding my dress up and headed upstairs.

“Ci,” I called walking into my room. “Rae you look so good baby, Ant gon be crying his eyes out,” she said

“His ass better or I’m turning my ass around,” I said as we bust out laughing. “Get my shoes for me please,” I smiled big. “C'mon,” she bent down to place my shoes just as Dom walked in the room.

“Oh good you here. Help Rae put her shoes on and I will get Ken dressed,” Ci breathed out grabbing the bag and lightly picking up a sleeping Ken.

“You look beautiful Rae,” he said before getting down to place my shoes on. “Thank you,” I mumbled.

“No problem,”

There was an awkward silence between us and we both knew why. This should of have been us but we all know how that turned out.

“Look Dom-” I started but he cut me off and stood to his feet. “Don’t trip, we don’t even have to speak on it. I’m glad you got it though,” he smiled looking me in my face I nodded.

“You do know I love you right, and you’re still one of my best friends ever?” I asked him he chuckled shaking his head and kissed my forehead.

“Shit, I better be. But I love you too Rae, you know that. Now come on before they come up here and curse ya ass for making them late,” he joked I smacked his shoulder and followed him out the room.

“The bride has arrived y'all,” Dom yelled holding my hand as we walked downstairs.

“You look so beautiful baby,” Mama J said kissing my cheek. “Thank you Mama,”

“My son is one lucky man, you look absolutely gorgeous, welcome to the family,” Mama Lisa smiled hugging me. I looked over at my aunt and she was just crying her eyes out.

“You know I’ve been waiting for this moment forever, next are my grand babies,” I laughed shaking my head. “You ready?” she asked me I nodded.

“Of course ma, I’m ready to go meet my husband,” I smiled big. “You wanna ride with us Dom,” I asked him.

“Nah, I’ll meet you guys there my car outside,” I nodded as we all walked out the house.
“Wow Rae I never knew you could remove that ugly ass mask off your face and look so pretty,” Ty said walking up to me. “I should beat your ass,” I spat he bust out laughing and hugged.

“Shut up, you know I’m joking. You look prettifull,” he said kissing my cheek causing me to laugh. “You really get on my nerves, thank you though,” he nodded.

“Everything turned out the way you wanted it sis, everybody looks great, you look beautiful, congrats sis,” Trey and Cole greeted. “Y'all rehearse that corny asses?” I asked laughing.

“We brothers, we think alike sometimes,” Cole said kissing my cheek. “Thank you brothers,” I smiled as Trey kissed my forehead. “Don’t tell Ant I said this but you make his ugly ass look so much better,” Jamal joked I waved him off.

“You gon stop talking about my baby,”

“You look stunning cousin in law,”

“Thanks,” I smiled as Jay walked up to me. “Uncle Nas you know this girl right here?” he pointed at me I smiled shaking my head. “Can’t say I do, she does look familiar though,” my Uncle played along.

“Y'all need to stop,” I said walking into my Uncles open arms. “No but seriously though Rae I know we ain’t blood related but that don’t stop the fact that you’re my little sister. I really can’t believe you’re getting married, no matter how old you get you’re still gonna be my annoying little sister following my ass everywhere in the damn park knowing damn well you was too young to play with us,” he said making me laugh through my tears.

“C'mon now Jay, you got me crying,” I chuckled. “My bad, I got you,” he said grabbing a tissue tapping my tears. “Look I’m proud of you that’s all you need to know, and of course I love you. I gave you your nephew, where my niece at?”

“It takes time bro, I love you so much man,” I said hugging him. My Uncle walked up to me and placed his hands on my shoulders.

“You want the long version or the short version?” he asked which caused me to laugh. “You gonna make me cry too Unc, give me the short version,” I smiled he laughed and shook his head.

“Besides your aunt you have become one of the greatest blessings to enter my life and I try my best to make sure you know that everyday. Whether it be by me actually telling you, showing you, or just loving you. I’ve never claimed you my niece to anyone because well you’re my daughter and I know you look at me more as your dad then uncle and I’m glad I was able to be not only an Uncle but the father you need. Walking you down aisle has been a dream of mine, and today it finally comes true, you’re growing up everyday but please never forget you will always be my little girl and know that I will always be here for you. I love you more then you think you know Rae. Now I just need my grand babies,” I shook my head and wiped the tears that fell from my eyes.

“If that was the short version I can only imagine how long the long version would be,” I joked as we shared a laugh wiping my tears.

“Thank you so much pops, I love you more then you’ll ever know,” I said kissing his cheek.

No one really knows how much this man means to me, he didn’t have to take me in but he did and I’m so thankful for him.

“You ready?” he asked as everyone took their places. I nodded grabbing on to his arm.

Once we stepped inside ‘I Gotta Be’ by Jagged Edge started playing and I immediately placed a smile on my face and like the clock work the tears began when I caught Ant’s gaze and he began crying.

My baby did great by picking that song, I honestly had no idea what he would pick and I was so nervous. Everything and everyone looked so great I can honestly say I did that.

Grabbing Ant’s hand I smiled stepping up to come face to face with my baby and the butterflies started once again. I’m really doing this, I’m getting married.

The pastor began and heart raced quickly, soon from now I will become a Jordan.

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anonymous asked:

Hey, just remember when Rae said that she didn't want to be Finn's friend anymore at the sexy party we ended up with that glorious scene with them lying together at the end of the episode :D never give up hope aha


I’m holding up to this


I’m just a bit emotional with the clips…


Am I the only one that absolutely LOVE Tiffany Evans, Like I’ve been listening to her every since she released Let Me Be Your Angel, and every since she starred in Diary of a Mad Black Woman, and her Song Promise Ring with Ciara! I feel like She doesn’t get that much love. her voice is fucking AMAZING Bruh!