prom night 3

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.

i feel at peace when i’m with you.

HAHA what the FUCK is UP my guys, i am GAY as FUCK!! i told myself i wouldn’t make a terumob mix and yet here we are. i really need to get some self control pffbt. so yeah, a Sleepy terumob mix. enjoy


1. trampoline - kero kero bonito; 2. prom night - anamanaguchi; 3. getting to know you - spazzkid; 4. the beach, 7am - scntfc; 5. k. k. cruisin’ (interstate 5 remix) - aivi & surasshu; 6. miss you (cosmo’s midnight remix) - bo en; 7. goodbye to a world - porter robinson; 8. technicolour beat - oh wonder

Looking back, I can’t remember the truth. I blew everything out of proportion so I could feel the hurt and betrayal and write about it in vivid detail. It was my own method of torture. My own undoing; and I enjoyed every second of it.
—  c.j.n.

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It seems they’re coming back to college ;A; 

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