I started a thing in my spare time a while ago and I just made it to 8 pages. I’m just taking my time, adding images as I finish them. Still lots to do, but I’m enjoying the process. If you’d like to see the bigger versions, they’re on my ArtStation page here:
So there is a Yuri on Ice Tarot project, and whether or not I get in I had a super fun idea for Leo as the Sun card. Because he is a super adorable cheerful baby. (Him and Guang Hong both!) And because his music is so great and always makes me happy.
(English Subs + Text) Soraru and Mafumafu’s new Cooking Videos
”I tried making Sticky Ramen for my friend” I’ve subbed Soraru’s latest video on his official channel where he tries to cook a meal for Mafumafu! :O If the English subs don’t pop up immediately, click the gear icon and enable them~
Below the “read more” is the full transcript for Mafumafu’s video! Watch Mafumafu’s video here. I can’t subtitle it because his channel doesn’t have community contributions enabled, sorry! ;_; But feel free to share the link to this post if you see people wanting to know what’s happening in the video! This goes line by line and might be a bit hard to understand without the video side by side, so feel free to ask if you have any questions~ I hope you enjoy both videos! :) (Please do not use these translations to upload a subbed version of either video to Youtube or anywhere else)
I saw a post on the SHINee Amino app about a Facebook group trying to start an Onew support project soon. The page is called Ontae Love and they’re just asking people to stream the Replay MV on October 25th and use the hashtag #FightingOnew starting on October 27th.
I think this is a simple project so many people can participate and one that will mean so much to Onew if he notices it. Especially the hashtag bc that will let him know that we haven’t forgotten about him and all Shawols are patiently waiting for his return and we will support him. Please participate and share this information around if you can!!
warnings: so many perspective changes, i didn’t proof read it, swears (duh), mention of genetalia (jared says dick), um and i think thats it???
WITHOUT ANY FURTHER ADO…..
Jared: I can pick you up from school on Monday?
Shit, school. If you saw him at school you wouldn’t be able to just walk past without tackling him in a hug… and then he’d find out.
Y/N: i don’t know if i’ll go to school that day, i think i’m coming down with something.
Jared obviously knew you were lying. So he lied back.
Jared: But we have that special assembly
Y/N: we do??
Jared: Yeah I forgot what it’s on but I heard it’s super important.
Y/N: shit then i guess i have to go
Y/N: what period is it?
Jared: End of the day
Perfect, you could just go last period and leave and not have to face Jared confrontation until… Tuesday.
Y/N: u know what?? just remembered i have plans?
Jared: Can’t you get out of them? I feel like I’m worth it ;)
Y/N: lol of course you are! but it’s family bowling night so,,,, no
Jared: Well it’ll happen eventually.
Jared was right, it would. A lot sooner than you wished, too. After quickly convincing your parents to skip all but last period, you texted Jared good night and then fell asleep full of anxiety of the day ahead.
Days have passed. The amount of times you have seen Jared pass you in the halls and you haven’t said anything is unbearable, for the both of you.
Jared would have to pretend like he didn’t know who you were and continue just walking, Evan’s talking mumbled by his thoughts. He didn’t even make eye contact with you and has only seen you in his peripheral vision.
And, fuck, his peripheral vision didn’t give him much to go off of but you looked fucking amazing. A million times better than just seeing you on Instagram from his phone. Seeing you out of the corner of his eyes for a split second every now and then almost killed him.
Jared: Wait I have no idea how to do APBio project
Y/N: ugh too long to type and explain
Jared: Then just FaceTime me lol
Y/N: my hair is messy
Y/N: and im in my pajamas
Y/N: so no
Jared: and I care because????
Y/N: i care!
Jared: Fine then call me
…Should you? I mean, there’s no harm. It’s just your voice. But what if you get major phone anxiety or he thinks your voice is ugly.
Y/N: i was about to go to bed :( sorry
Jared: Bullshit it’s like 10pm
Before you could respond with a snarky comment, your phone started buzzing and Jared’s ringtone (which may or not be ‘Never Gonna Give You Up’) started playing.
You answered it but immediately muted yourself.
“Uh… hello?” You said nothing. “Y/N, I know you’re there, it stopped ringing,” he chuckled a bit. You face flushed when he said your name. “Ok, whatever. Anyways, so this project. I kinda dozed off when Ms. Years was saying all the instructions so I thought I could ask someone else from the class but the only person I know was absent and so I tried to ask Ms. Years what to do and she just gave me, like, a vague and sarcastic response and I remember you talking about Ms. Years and you’re probably a good student so…”
As Jared rambling continued you started to feel more and more guilty. You clicked the home button and went back to texting.
Y/N: jared tbh i really don’t wanna explain i barely even get it myself i wouldn’t know how to explain
You heard his phone vibrate and he stopped talking and sighed, “Okay, we’re doing this. Well, y/n, I really don’t to fail this project. I can barely hold a C so I need to get a good grade on this.”
Y/N: i thought u were like,,, top of ur class??
He chuckled, “Yeah in all of them except fucking biology. That godforsaken class will be the death of me.” You laughed and your feelings sank when you realized he couldn’t hear you.
Y/N: bio is like the one class im good at
Jared chuckled and your heart fluttered, “Of course you are. But…” he dragged out the word and you frowned.
Y/N: i know, im just nervous
He sighed, “I guess I’ll ask someone else?”
Y/N: sorry :(
And with that, the call ended.
Almost a week passed and Jared wouldn’t barely talk to you. If he did it was one or two-word answers. So when he sent a paragraph it surprised you.
Jared: Ok so I wrote into Catfish I wanna get your opinion on my letter.
Jared: I’ll just copy and paste
Jared: “Yo Nev and Max,
It’s ya boy, Jared. So y/n is my soulmate, I haven’t really talked with them for long but, get this, I’ve never heard their voice and they’ve only sent me one picture! I know. And, even crazier, we go to the same school and are in the same grade! So when I looked for a y/n y/l/n in our yearbook, I did not see the face from the pictures but someone completely different! I know, it’s wild.
If you would help me, that’d be dank lol thanks.”
Jared: I feel like it’s funny and they’d prob pick it up because it’s not like any of their other stories!
Jared was obviously being sardonic and passive aggressive. In any normal situation, you would’ve responded with wit but all the things he said started to process in your head. You could almost hear the gears turning in your brain.
Jared: y/n, why did you lie?
Y/N: i’m so sorry, jared
Jared: …y/n, why did you lie?
Y/N: i was insecure and scared? i know i know thats not a good enough excuse but i never thought id get caught
Jared: You never thought one of these days one of us would just crack or cave at school?
Y/N: i almost did plenty of times tbh
Jared: The amount of effort it took for me to not just run up to you whenever I saw you were…. tremendous
Y/N: how long have you known?
Jared: Literally since the beginning lol
Y/N: im so sorry
Jared: Can we, like, actually talk now or FaceTime or something, please?
Jared: It’s in the middle of the day so dont say you were about to sleep
Jared: Oh no what is there more?
Y/N: im aNXiouS
Jared: So fucking am I! Actually seeing your face and hearing you speak at the same time is literally all I’ve wanted since I had a panic attack on your thigh
That warmed your heart made your goofy smile stick onto your face. Something surged within you and you decided to make a bold move.
Less than a ring later, Jared’s forehead popped up onto your screen. “Holy shit, you initiated it,” he breathed. Your camera was facing the ceiling, “Where are you?”
“Contemplating whether or not to hang up and just cry instead.”
Jared gave a shaky breath but you saw the corners of his eyes scrunch up, meaning he was smiling. “Someone grab the camera my baby said their first words!”
You snorted, “Oh my god, Jared.”
“Just… so much happened in a split-second, I got a little dizzy.”
You stifled a laugh but your smile was still ridiculously wide, “What do you mean?”
“You laughed, no, you snorted, y/n, and damn it was adorable and made my heart, like, stop for a second. Then, oh boy, then you said my name and my heart stopped again and then I almost hung up the call to call an ambulance.”
“Why didn’t you?” you pressed on, teasing him.
“Prop up the camera so I can, like, look at you while you talk,” he told you, not answering the question.
With a shaky hand, you obeyed and the camera showed you, cross legged on your bed, and fiddling with your fingernails. “Now you do it.” You refused to make eye contact with the camera but out of the corner of your eyes, you saw Jared look at his screen in disbelief and immediately found something to lean his phone on. You really could only see his torso and up, but it was more than enough.
You looked up at him through your eyelashes, your nerves eating away at you.
“Shit, you’re stunning.”
The corners of your mouth perked up, “I would say the same but from what I’ve seen, you’re much more adorable in person.”
Jared smirked, “Damn right, I am. But holy shit, I just want to take a moment to appreciate your… charismatic smile.”
You snickered, throwing your head back a little, “Charismatic? That’s not usually a word I hear to describe someone’s smile.”
“Not just someone, you.”
“Jared, you’re such a sap.”
“It’s a charming quality, right?”
You and Jared stayed together, talking, for hours. You only realized it when the sun started rising through your window.
“Shit, we have school, Jared.”
“Wait, just… Stay right there.”
You did and you saw his phone flash. “…Did you just take a screenshot of me?”
“The sun made your skin glow. It was too enchanting to not take a screenshot.”
You giggled at him and saw the screen flash again. “Jared!” You scolded, “You’re lucky you’re my soulmate.”
“Sorry! Your laugh was captivating.”
“Did you just pause me?” you asked him, feigning offense.
He snickered, “I wanted to see how photogenic you look in these screenshots. Just gimme a sec.”
“‘Kay but you owe me a Redbull!”
“Deal. What time is it?” he asked.
“Maybe we should both take a quick catnap and I’ll pick you up,” he offered.
“And end our fifteen-hour call? Never!” you laughed, doodling on your arm.
“Y/N… stop drawing dicks on my wrist.”
Jared ended up opting out of picking you up because he knew he wouldn’t be able to keep his hands off you for an entire car ride. So as you were waiting for Jared in the cafeteria, you bit your nails and looked around the room again as if he’d magically appear.
Jared, however, saw you. You had your back to him and Jared couldn’t believe this was actually happening. He swallowed his fears and slowly walked up to you, a Redbull in hand.
Before he could reach you, some girl he sort of recognized walked up to you and started talking to you. He couldn’t hear the whole conversation, it’s was like quiet mumbling, but he could tell you were on edge and not really paying attention to her.
Suddenly, Jared and the girl made eye contact. You only then realized it was Alana. She waved at you, “Hey, Jared! How’s your morning been?”
Both you and Jared froze.
Jared took a deep breath and cleared his throat, unaware of the blush forming on his cheekbones. “Well, I owe y/n here a Redbull and I wanted one too but the store only had one, so I guess we’ll have to share it.”
You slowly turned towards him. “Jared,” you breathed. “…JARED!” you now screamed, sprinting the short distance between you and clutched onto him, tears rolling down your face.
Jared staggered back a bit but took your embrace and wrapped his arms around you. “Holy shit, this is real. You’re real,” he said quietly in disbelief.
It felt like hours you two were just there, with each other. Finally.
Alana snapped a picture just before you and Jared slowly pulled away from one another. He held his hands on your waist and you held his biceps. The both of you just stared at each other, smiling, and taking in every feature. “The janitor’s closet next to the math wing is, like, never used.”
“If you lovebirds need a secret place,” she winked and walked away. Jared’s face flushed and you could only muster up a nervous laugh.
After lunch, you didn’t have any classes with Jared. So by the end of the day, you were craving him.
You leaned against his car, waiting for him. Once you saw him exit the building, you called out to him, “Jared, hey!”
He looked instantly relieved to see you and jogged to your position. “Need a ride?” You nodded and held his hand in yours. He squeezed it then let go, “Get in.”
The car ride home was silent, but not uncomfortable. Just being in his presence gave you joy. When you reached a stoplight, you grabbed his right hand and pulled it towards you. You held it on top of your thigh.
“It’s gonna be hard to drive with one hand,” he chuckled.
You rubbed the back of his hand with your thumb, “I think you can manage.”
He got to your house not too long after and when you let go of his hand, both of you felt empty. You sighed, “So…”
You gathered as much courage as you could in a split second and leaned over the console, giving him a quick peck on the cheek. Before Jared knew what was happening, you were out the door, walking to your house, and waving at him.
Jared raised a hand to where your lips met his skin and his felt his hot cheek. He probably was the same shade as a stop sign, but he didn’t care.
With grin basically tattooed onto his face and a twinkle in his eye, he drove himself home, feeling like the king of the world.
MEDICALIZED UNDER THE KNIFE EXPECTED TO BE GRATEFUL TRAPPED IN THE LENS OF THE CIS-GAZE JUST ANOTHER SAD TRANSEXUAL MASCULINITY WAS THEIR ARTIFICE RIP IT AWAY FEMININITY ALWAYS THE HEART OF US! TRANS GIRLS BE FREE! I’M NOT PATHETIC I’M NOT YOUR PROJECT I WASN’T PUT HERE FOR YOU SAME BULLSHIT STORY ABOUT MY BODY MEDIA DOESN’T HAVE A CLUE MASCULINITy WAS THE ARTIFICE RIP IT AWAY FEMININITY ALWAYS THE HEART OF US! TRANS GIRLS BE FREE GET OFF MY BACK!/AHHGHHH
I think its time i give you guys a thing ive been planning for a while. Kino sprites project. Its nothing big. Its kinda like a patreon thing but also not really. So theres going to be a goal for each pose. and that would be based on my sprites commission price. Yes. It’s a project where theres going to be amount goal before i continue. the main goal for complete three poses and his uniform + casual + underwear is 550. it will be divided i 3 goal point . if the first goal is reached i start on the first pose. second is reached i start on the second and so on. the sprites will be ps vita / desktop size / psp size.
SO thing is. I need to know who is interested. Because when the sprites is finished. i will publish it online for everyone to use. and if anyone wants new outfit for kino exclusive to you, you can commission me for it that time around.
Grantaire flops face down on his sofa when he gets home from his opening shift at the café. You would think that getting up at 5 to open wouldn’t be that bad when you get free coffee but it is still 5am no matter how much glorious caffeine you have. Urchin jumps on his back and begins to do her odd kneading thing with her paws which would be almost sweet if she didn’t use her claws while she did it.
“Ok ok I get it you’re hungry” he grumbles slowly standing up so the cat can adjust so she’s perched on his shoulder. She wasn’t what you’d call a pretty cat with her sooty grey coat and missing ear but he had begrudgingly fallen in love with her after Jehan had asked him to watch the poor stray while he tried to find a home for it, and that was three years ago. After he fed her he managed to take his shoes off and collapse on his bed for a well-deserved nap when his phone buzzed in his pocket. He groaned but reached for it because knowing his friends someone was in jail.
I learned a lot in the past year from my experiences and from people I’ve met. One of those people was my therapist who recently passed away. She taught me about how my perspective greatly and continuously influences the way I think, feel, and do. This playlist is inspired by her last words to me during (what was apparently) our final session; to forgive myself and let go and to know that what I see is just one of the many perspectives left unexplored. listen here + more playlists
There can never be enough positivity around so I decided to make this little project. If you enter you will be assigned one blog who entered as well and you have to send them positive anonymous messages for a week. You can reveal yourself or not once the week is over. (I’ll make sure that everyone is assigned a blog to send positive messages to which means that everyone will receive positive messages as well).
I can’t say I’ve been on the JSE Community since the very beginning. But like most of us, it has helped me a LOT. I can’t even remember when I arrived, can you believe? But damn, I am more than happy because it happened.
I have changed as a person because of Sean and this community. In a good way, of course. 2016 wasn’t a very good year for me. A had a pretty rough time, honestly. But some little things helped me to keep going on. And Sean was one of them.
I never interacted with the community until i created this blog. But i knew that almost every. single. one of these persons is as amazing, sweet and nice as Sean himself. Everyone is very supportive towards each other. Having a rough time? We got you, bud.
You can see this project, it says a lot about us. How much we care.
Sean is always supporting us. We know it’s our turn. We are not afraid to act, and i fucking love that.
If he gets to see this, let me remind you that even though we may be an ocean away…We’re here. All of us.
This is Linzz and I work as a trashy translator and recently as a RAW Provider for Yaoi Sekai. I don’t tumblr so I just borrowed this account for a few words and while I’m at it, recruit staff for the team.
1. Thank you for the usual support!
Thank you for all the comments and support you’re all giving us. You have no idea how much your words becomes a good push to everyone in the team right now and it makes us give it our all to give you what you wan- I mean what you need. Look forward for more releases!
2. WE NEED ADDITIONAL TRANSLATORS!
If you can translate from Japanese to English and wants to read BL manga for free, GET GOING AND CONTACT US BY E-MAIL. NOW. THIS INSTANT. We have titles we would like to work on (I’d die for them) right now and I can’t with the ones I’m handling atm. So if you have the talent to translate, passion for this free sh*t, and want to read more manga (for fcking free), come and join us as a translator! We prefer those who can work with us regularly (like… 1-2 chapters a week - or even better, 1 chapter a day! HAHA!).
3. WE NEED ADDITIONAL EDITORS!
Ones who can clean, typeset and even better - draw dicks because we need our manly dick kings in every title to become even more manly or even become a dick god. If you have the passion to help spread the love of BL and dicks with us, GET MOVING AND E-MAIL US ALREADY! We’ve got lots of titles for you to drool over.
4. BL Manga Recovery Project
I just want to inform you that we, at Yaoi Sekai, aims to recover titles that has been dropped/abandoned/not updated for the past three (3) months or so. We can’t take everything in but we will try to take in as much as our staff can handle. So if you want to help save more manga that sunken at the bottom pit, be one of our staff and HELP US SPREAD THE LOVE FOR BL YAOI TO EVERY DAMN FUJOSHI AND FUDANSHI OUT THERE WHO’VE DONE NOTHING BUT LEECH. But I don’t say this is bad. We can’t buy manga all the time anyway.
PS: I DON’T CARE IF I BECAME POOR BY BUYING BL MANGA. SO COME AND JOIN OUR SQUAD! I’LL GIVE YOU ALL THE RAWS YOU NEED! AND IF YOU CAN’T TRANSLATE, EDIT OR WHATEVER, HELP US BY SPREADING THIS WORD.