probs won't get this tho

today @ school
  • me: so i was at the maroon 5 concert, & there was this adorable gay couple slow dancing
  • boy: *grimaces* do you like gay people?
  • me: ofc, i mean i gay people are like men who like women or women who like men, their sexuality doesn't define them. do you like gays?
  • boy: no, not really.
  • me: ...
  • me: why not?
  • boy: i think they do it for attention.
  • me: you don't just wake up one morning and decide "oh im gay". it's something you're born feeling, or u figure out along the path of life.
  • boy: well yeah, i get that it's some way you're born, but i think it's for attention if it's 20 years down the road, right?
  • me: no. instead of blaming someone for being an attention seeker, good for them. good for them they were able to figure out what their sexuality is and come to terms with it. is that what you think the men @ the m5 concert were doing? trying to get attention?
  • boy: *nods*
  • me: okay, honestly, that's like a girl dancing with a boy. there's no difference. they were having fun. just like you'd want to dance and have fun at your favorite band's concert with your gf.
  • boy: ...
  • me: *gets up* *moves across classroom*
  • boy: hey why'd you leave?
  • me: im sorry i don't want to sit next to you right now. im sorry you can't see the injustice in your words and opinions.

yesterday my external supervisor reassured me that I’ve already passed my placement because my old supervisor rated me all 3s, and also offered for me to send her a job application for some tips. I did and she said I addressed the criteria really well. Today at placement the chaplain that I work alongside pulled me aside before she was going to leave for the day and said “Lisa Jane, you’re doing amazing”….omg……… how fucking sweet ….. bless her. I really feel like I am becoming more solid in my role and in my practice it’s such a good feeling!!!!!! I am doing really well!!!!!!‘

I got the followspot operator job at the theatre !! ! !

And i technically started today lmao the lighting director was super nice and chill and i felt welcomed - gahh theatre work is gonna be fun

Scary because of the heights, but manageable bc of the people

  • my brain: make a MM spy AU
  • me: ,,, why tho,,, i literally made a MM tokyo ghoul AU blog yesterday that is enou-
  • my brain: u gotta
  • me: ..... shit ur rite

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