problems of a someone like you fangirl

do you just ever love someone so much and you would literally do anything for them to make them smile and be happy, like when they breathe it brings happiness to you and whenever they smile its like its contagious and it makes you smile like crazy and its just so surreal and you just wanna hug them soooo tight and tell them that you love them but then you realise that they don’t know you exist because same.

OTP: Confesses love for one another

Me: :) thats cute

OTP:  Fights any time they are in the same room. Only working together because someone/something forced them to be. Constantly bickering.

Me: SWEET MOTHER OF ALL THINGS HOLY THEY ARE SO IN LOVE. The entire UNIVERSE is MEANINGLESS without their love. Two people have NEVER LOVED EACH OTHER AS MUCH AS THESE TWO LOVE EACH OTHER. Like HOLY SHIT get a room before the world EXPLODES FROM HOW IN LOVE YOU ARE 

When You Meet Someone Who Doesn’t Like ACOTAR

I wonder how many traits of “annoying girls” are actually traits common to autistic girls.

can’t follow directions? Or relies exclusively on directions and can’t ‘figure things out?’ what an airhead

asks too many questions? nosy girl

clumsy, can’t be careful? girls are bad at sports

bad coordination/attention? Girls are bad drivers

can’t moderate the volume of their voice well? Girls are too quiet/girls are too loud

Have to copy someone else’s clothes, behaviors, or opinions to ‘fit in?’ Girls are so shallow

chronic melt downs during a crisis? girls are so over emotional

not looking happy enough/can’t moderate ‘neutral’ expressions? what an ice queen

come across incorrectly/too mad/not mad enough? girls are so catty, you never know what one is thinking

memory problems? what a ditz

a special interest or hyper function in a specific topic? what’s with those obsessive fangirls lol

Starting or stopping problems? girls can never make up their minds

etc. And then it comes down to if you can manage to make yourself look and act like your peers or not, because a girl’s identity often is rooted in what she looks like vs. what she does or has interest in. Compound this with that these traits are even more hated and pushed out of the picture if the girl isn’t white

and of course there are probably other developmental disorders and pd that have connected stereotypes of ‘bad girls’– bpd comes to mind big time. 

so not only are various disorders or neurodivergencies probably under-recognized in girls, even neurotypical girls who don’t have such strong or permanent relationships to these traits get punished for displaying them in any capacity. Which in of itself is a stereotype used to portray why girls are inferior: “girls are crazy.”

You know I probably spend way too much time on the internet especially to fangirl and therefore I come across many “Why I’m singel” posts, which usually include:
Disney gave me unrealistic man standards
Show XY gave me unrealistic man standards
Because I’m not partying hard but sitting here

But you know why I actually think I’m still single (beside looking like a potato): Because I think staring long enough at someone counts as flirting.

How K-Pop Ruins Life Pt 2
  • (I used 'person' to represent your kpop fan friend whether it be friend, sister, cousin, or someone, and if you don't have one feel free to talk to me~)
  • Me: So I was going through my closet the other day looking for something to wear
  • Person: yeah?
  • Me: and in my head, I was like "omg I'll wear this TOP-..."
  • Person: omg
  • Me: So I started thinking, "You know what, the next K-Idol might as well be named 'shirt'."
  • Person: for real, though. Every time someone says something about Bacon, I have to remember that they're not talking about Baekhyun...
  • Me: I know!
  • Person: I also saw people selling sugar-cookies and they asked me if i wanted some... I made a complete fool of myself...
  • Me: please don't tel me you said something about Suga and Kookie...
  • Person: hahahhhh
  • Me: Oh and I heard someone telling someone else to zoom in on something and I looked around everywhere for XuiMin, until I realized...
  • Person: *sighs*
  • Me: I know.
  • Person: ...my dad was showing me a video of the behind the scenes to a movie and I thought the BTS in the title stood for Bangtan...
  • Me: omg I think that every time I see "BTS" in a video title
  • Person: yeah
  • Me: So moving on to songs ruining my life
  • Person: oh gosh there are so many
  • Me: For starters, SHINee's new song, View
  • Person: oooooommmmmmmmggggggggg YES
  • Me: One person says "view" and I bust out in song like "Neomu areumdaun-daun-daun-daun view"!!!
  • Person: speaking of SHINee, Replay is another one that ruins me
  • Me: truth. So much truth
  • Person: adding to the list, 'Ready or Not' and 'Forever or Never'
  • Me: I can relate to Ready or Not
  • Person: okay let's pause there because this is gold for another post
  • Me: okay
  • Person: so EXO
  • Me: oh gosh
  • Person: History, Overdose, and Mama
  • Me: Don't forget Thunder, Growl, Heart Attack, Wolf, Run-
  • Person: you know what this one has enough for a post in itself, too
  • Me: shhh stop breaking the fourth wall
  • -Admins Jinnie and Jongie

Well, i don’t have any problem with someone else OTP like you can ship anyone you want, you can explore your imagination and creativity, i will never judge you, i will be on your side. Unless you ship someone from my OTP with someone else.

Internet Friends

Considering I don’t have many friends irl, I will do what I always do: go to the internet with all my problems. I just really want an Internet friend(s), someone or a group of people with which I can fangirl all I please. You can be part of any fandom, I’m always open to checking out new Youtubers, Tv shows, movies, books, bands, ect.

Like or reblog if interested!

Thanks! *internet hug*

Kik: elliebridget8
The Fangirl Playlist:

Songs that know EXACTLY how you feel when eyeballing glorious GIFs of your man.

I Knew You Were Trouble - Taylor Swift
I’m just gonna let the picture speak for itself.

Hopelessly Devoted To You - Olivia Newton-John
So damn hopelessly devoted to Mr Forever Unattainable. #GetLost #IHateYou #ThankYouForRippingMyHeartOut

Hello - Lionel Richie

*****AKA THE ANTHEM OF ETERNAL UNREQUITED LOVE*****

Enchanted - Taylor Swift
When you fangirl all over his stupid pretty face. UGH.  

Someone Like You - Adele
When your man is taken/engaged/married/about to FATHER SOMEONE ELSE’S CHILDREN asadgsdikghaj #NO

That is literally me every time I decide to go to the gym and leave my computer.
I just want to shout at them: “YOU LITTLE ASS WHY ARE YOU HERE YOU ARR TOO PERFECT DON’T RUBBET IN MY FUCKING FACE! I’M TRYING TO "WORKOUT” AND LOOK LIKE A FUCKING SUPERMODEL WHO EATS PIZZA AND CHIPS SO DON’T THINK YOU ARE THE BEST JUST BECAUSE YOU ARE BITCH!“
But I never say it just insult her internally and then insulting me because i’m not like that perfect goddess that is by my side.
So in conclusion of all of this is: never leave your computer and food because it doesn’t matter if you try to stay fit and workout because it will never work they will be someone better than you when you think you are the best in the gym.
@taylorswift is literally the queen of fangirls who has a tumblr and understands every problem a normal girl has, and she is the best and flawless.