i think i could use a therapist……. at some point soon im gonna snap and i’ll have a break down at work or something and no ones gonna understand why and ofc i have no reason to bc i’m not officially mentally ill enough in anyones eyes

maybe im just faking this bc i think i should be worse but myabe theres an actual problemhere besides my generalised anxiety disorder like i think?? but no one will diagnose me bc i’m too scared to express my genuine daily struggles toanyone even those closest to me let alone a stranger

i just want to die or idk….accidentally walk into a wall

i feel sick and full of seething rage as well as being completely empty