probably subject to change


An average 21 year old girl who likes exercise and being outdoors. She came into contact with a strange cat and afterwards she sort of became one, at least partly. To this day no one knows what happened to the strange cat or if Felicity’s changes can be reversed.

Comic projects she’s attached to: None currently

Finished this a few days back but was debating whether to post it or hold on to it to post at a better time, but decided what the heck. I can’t promise a fancy quick-comic for all my character’s bio posts (like the ones that’re part of larger comics already,) but for smaller ones like Felicity I’ll try to. Plus it’s an excuse to do more comics in general. I’ll admit that the actual bio portion here is pretty sparse, but I could always add more later if I ever do more with her character beyond doodles.

The Impossible Bloom

Do you ever think about the fact that Lars is associated with moss, which in real life can never ever bloom?

Even on the show itself, there is no indication from the Crystal Gems that the moss can bloom.  In fact, it is strongly implied that the moss has never bloomed before.  Otherwise Rose wouldn’t have been able to raise and tend it on the hill as the whole thing would’ve blown away as blossoms, and the other gems would’ve remembered the moss becoming something beautiful.

Garnet: It’s the moss that Rose Quartz raised on the hill.
Steven: My mom planted this stuff?
Pearl: Rose Quartz used to climb that hill every spring and tend to the moss at the top. *shows projection of Rose tending to the moss* But now that Rose is… gone, the moss is on the move!
Steven: *makes a disappointed face* It’s lost.
Amethyst: It’s not lost. It’s gross.
Pearl: Yes, but Rose loved it anyway. She saw the beauty in everything, no matter how gross. 

Pearl is in total agreement with Amethyst here, but her attitude toward the moss is completely different after it blooms, as shown in “Keep Beach City Weird”: 

Pearl: Aww, it’s the flowers from Rose’s moss.

Both botanical reality and the narrative treat the magic moss blooming like an impossibility.

The moss blooming is pretty much agreed to be foreshadowing for Lars’ eventual character development from a “useless stupid coward,” which he (and sadly much of the fandom) believed impossible until “Off Colors.”  However, I think this might not be a hundred percent accurate interpretation. 

Not just because it ignores this “impossible” subtext entirely, but because the moss couldn’t do anything without Steven and Lars’ help.  The hill was too far away and the boys had to carry it all the way there.  The moss itself was just a nuisance. 

Unlike the moss, Lars has a lot of agency in his own character development for the most part. Steven and Sadie can’t and don’t carry Lars through his character development.  In fact, a major recurring theme in Lars’ episodes is that they can’t carry Lars through. Any growth and change Lars goes through as a person is ultimately up to him.  Even in Wanted, Lars’ growth, for the most part, ultimately comes through his own choices and desire for change rather than Steven spoon feeding character growth to him.

A recurring lesson in Lars’ episodes before Wanted seems to be “you can’t change someone. Period.”  Even if they want to change, it’s up to them, not you. Any attempt to change them is liable to cause more harm than good and won’t make anyone happy.  This is such an important lesson for kids to learn.

Sadly, many fans have misinterpreted the lesson from Lars’ episodes prior to Wanted as “you can’t change someone unless they want to change,” mistaking Lars’ slow growth and frustration at Steven’s shenanigans as a desire not to grow and change as a person, instead of the result of a tragic internalized belief that growth and change is impossible and pointless to pursue, something hinted throughout the series and later confirmed in Wanted. 

“Why do you think I’m capable of anything?! You think I can do all this stuff, but I can’t! I can’t because… I’m a wuss, Steven.”

I think it makes more sense to equate the moss to Lars’ hopeless mindset, his belief in his own worthlessness and incapability to grow, and the moment the moss bloomed to his epiphany in “Off Colors” that allowed him to mature.  The moss was “trying to bloom,” wanted to bloom (an impossibility), but it was lost in a dark place and needed help finding the light.

Lars had to realize he can be better than he thought he could and to hear it’s okay to be scared, that being afraid doesn’t mean broken and incapable. He needed to “see the light.

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Yep, I was there. Graham asked if anyone had met Harry. Brendan said, “No, but I saw him on SNL. He’s totally gay, it’ll be like Barry Manilow and he’ll come out when he’s 75.” Everyone was like … and the subject was changed. It will probably be cut.

thank you for the full story and DOUBLE YIKES UGH

remember when jimin admitted to getting upset whenever tae and his hwarang co-stars were affectionate with each other b/c he felt like tae didn’t show that same kind of affection towards his fellow members of bts ?? but the more jimin tried to explain himself, the more he got flustered and asked to change the subject ??? probably b/c the real reason why he was upset was b/c he was jealous and didn’t want tae to give other people extra love and attention that was supposed to only be reserved for him

bitty being nervous about nhl scouts. part 1

Ransom and Holster were arguing about something when Bitty’s attention returned to the world around him.

“There was a scout there, bro!”

“Yeah, to check out your cheekbones!”

“No, man, to check out us. Get us all NHL contracts! Right, Bitty?!” Ransom bumped him with a shoulder. “You’ll be able to afford King Arthur Flour. For every pie you make.”

Bitty choked on his own spit and got into a coughing fit, doubling up while two enormous bros patted him sympathetically.

“Is Bitty dying?!” Chowder had dashed back from where he’d been giving Tango a big-brotherly pep talk ahead of them. “Bitty, speak to me!”

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So I found this on Instagram and decided to write a one shot. credit to the creator of the head canon. They came up the idea, i wrote the story.

1086 words. enjoy

Keith sits up, sweating, horrifying images still playing in his head. It’s the fifth night in a row he’s had nightmares.

He tries to calm himself down but he can’t. Too much is happening in his mind.

Keith barely realizes when he gets out of his bed until he’s standing in front of Lance’s door.

Keith contemplates knocking on the door as his breath gets more and more uneven. He always does this every time he has a nightmare. But Keith is scared Lance will think he’s weak.

Finally, he decides to go back to bed and try to calm himself down on his own.

On the other side of the door, Lance is standing there, waiting for Keith to knock. He always hears Keith get up but Keith never knocks,

Lance doesn’t know is he should just open the door.

Then, Lance hears footsteps walk away. He sighs and goes back to bed. Why can’t I just open the door? He thinks. Keith is clearly not okay.

Keith never fell back to sleep.

He stumbled through the day, occasionally almost falling asleep. Nobody seemed to notice anything.

Sometimes, he could catch Lance staring at him but when they make eye contact, Lance always looks away quickly.

Finally, it’s time to sleep. Training was brutal and since he hadn’t slept a lot the night before, Keith is exhausted. But as much as he doesn’t want to, Keith falls asleep the second his head hits the pillow.

He falls into complete darkness, hitting the ground. Someone cries out and then he hears a growl-Keith wakes up lying on the cold floor. He realizes he’s no longer in the dream but in his dimly lit room. Keith is shaking with panic. Images race through his mind.

Suddenly, there’s a noise from behind him and he shrieks and scrambles to the door, only to realize it’s just the castle.  

The nightmare he had tonight was probably the worst he’s ever had.

Still shaking, Keith walks out of his room into the dark hallway and goes to Lance’s door.

Don’t knock on his door, a little voice tells Keith. He’ll just think you’re weird. Do you really want him to see you like this? Tears form in the corners of his eyes. Should I? Keith wonders.

Lance watched Keith all day. He looked so tired and Lance knew it was all his fault. Lance should’ve let Keith in.

Lance wakes up to a faint shriek. Then footsteps in the hallway. Lance gets up and stands at his door, waiting for Keith to knock. He stands there for a few moments. He hears some quiet scuffling from outside before footsteps leave walking away.

Before he realizes it, Lance opens his door and pokes his head out into the hallway. With the light spilling out from his rom, Lance can see a shaking figure.

“Keith,” Lance calls quietly. Keith turns around and there’s tears streaming down his face. Lance opens his arms and Keith stumbles forward and crashes into Lance’s chest, sobbing. Lance is warm and it’s somewhat comforting for Keith. Lance didn’t really expect this but he still hugs Keith.

Then, Lance hears a door open from down the hall. He pulls Keith into his room and closes the door.

Keith’s sobs was somewhat stopped. “What happened?”

“I think Pidge got up,” Lance answers. “You want to sit down?”

Keith nods so Lance, arms still around Keith, pulls them down to the bed. They scoot back to the wall. Keith rests his head on Lance’s shoulder and they sit in silence for a little while. It’s calming for Keith. He knows someone is there for him, someone he likes.

“What now?” Keith asks, breaking the silence.

“We could go back to sleep,” Lance offers.

“Um…m-maybe not,” Keith says, not wanting another nightmare. But he also doesn’t want to leave Lance.

“Keith, I know you didn’t sleep at all last night,” Lance replies. He lays down, his back against the wall. “Come lay in front of me.”

Keith nervously lays down in the space in front of Lance. He flinches when Lance puts his arm around his waist and pulls him closer.

“I’ll protect you,” Lance whispers. “You’re safe here. Just sleep.”

Keith closes his eyes and falls asleep only minutes later.

Keith goes to Lance’s room about every night now. Sometimes, Keith will just go to Lance’s room even before a nightmare.

Lance is perfectly fine with it. He’s happy Keith is sleeping better. Sure, he has to wake up most nights and calm down a shaking and sobbing Keith but that just means Lance gets to cuddle with Keith.

When Lance opens his eyes, the bed is moving.

He sits up and sees Keith crawling into bed.

“Hi,” Lance whispers.

“Oh, sorry, I woke you up,” Keith replies.

Then, Lance notices Keith is in a different pajama top. “Is that my shirt?”

Keith blushes but Lance doesn’t notice because it’s dark.

“I woke up from a nightmare sweating and I needed a new shirt,” Keith explains. “I hope it’s okay.”

“Oh, that’s fine,” Lance says.

Keith smiles a little and lays back down. “Goodnight,” he mumbles.

“Night, mullet,” lance replies as his arm goes back to its normal place around Keith’s waist.

As Keith falls asleep, he thinks he feels Lance kiss the back of his head.

Keith wakes up to find himself the only one in the bright room. The castle doesn’t have clocks or anything but when it’s morning, the lights in all the rooms become brighter.

He leaves the room and goes to the kitchen. Hunk, Pidge, and Lance are all eating space goo.

“Morning,” Hunk smiles. Keith waves.

Pidge looks up at Keith and almost chokes on her breakfast.

“Keith, where did you get those pajamas?” She smirks.

Lance looks over at Keith and realizes that that’s the pajama top with a fancy LM on them. He didn’t see that in the dark last night.

“Well obviously Lance,” Hunk says, not really realizing what Pidge is thinking. Then his face falls. “Wait…”

Keith blushes and Lance is slightly panicking. Keith sleeping in Lance’s room was kind of a secret thing. They were both pretty sure no one knew it was happening.

“Should I even ask?” Pidge asks.

“Probably not,” Lance answers, hoping to change the subject.

“But it’s not what you’re thinking,” Keith says quickly. “Just, um, can we please change the subject?”

Hunk and Pidge laugh.

Keith makes sure not to sit by Lance

Ezra Koenig gives an “update” on Vampire Weekend’s LP4

every day I get comments & questions about the next Vampire Weekend album. obviously, we gotta take our time & get it right but the fans deserve some information. I know it feels like it’s been an eternity since the last one but time…is strange. this is what’s been happening:

2013- MVOTC release
2014 – still touring/promoting
2015 – mental health year (putting 3 albums in stores was taxing), worked on a vibey project you’ll hear abt soon
2016- writing LP4, long days in the library researching w/ the grad students
2017 – recording, trying to finish ASAP what else can I tell you without playing myself? hmm, it’s a lil more springtime than the last one. guitar’s not dead. there are songs (currently) called “Conversation” & “Flower Moon.” Flower Moon is hard to finish but I think it belongs on the album. working title is still Mitsubishi Macchiato cuz it is a helpful concept. I should probably stop there cuz all of that information is subject to change & I can’t tell you the really good stuff anyway 🍍🔥🍍🎶🌑🌒🌓🌔🌕🌖🌗🌘🌚

Corruption Pt. 1 // Jungkook


Pairing: Jungkook x Reader

Summary: You’re tired of being innocent, so you take matters into your own hands with your best friend.

Genre: Fluff, Smut

Word Count: 996

A/N: This will eventually become a smut

The lights flashed in brilliant colours, dancing and swaying across the room as if they were flowing with the beat of the music that blared throughout the club.

“Take another!” You friend, Mi Na shouted, handing you your fourth shot. You took it and downed it quickly, grimacing at the burn of the liquor sliding down your throat.

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“Family. Familia. Famille” - [Tom Hiddleston - One shot ].

Based on: Imagine: Tom being your ex, the one your family loved and welcomed when the two of you were together, and even wanted you to marry but things never worked between you. A couple of years later, he’s invited to a family event, which makes things super awkward for you because you’re still single but you don’t want him to know, and you’re well aware of how communicative and pushy your relatives can be, not to mention how much they will be praising him all evening long.

Written by: A.Wölf.

Notes: Family drama/fluff. 


Mia rolled the end of her side braid around her bun and secured it with a bobby pin while staring at herself in the mirror.

The curtain next to her billowed open and the cool ocean breeze raced through her, reminding her to pay attention to the sound of the crashing waves outside her parents’ beach house; something she hadn’t indulged in, in a long time.

Her bedroom door opened and it took her visitor less than 5 steps to reach her and rest her chin on her shoulder while putting her hands on her arms.

“Isn’t it odd how even when we look the same, I’m still the prettier one?”

Mia rolled her eyes at her identical twin who stared back at her in the mirror.

“Fuck off”.

Ava laughed.

“You look nice. I wonder why”, she said and Mia caught an ironic note in her tone but brushed it off.

“It’s been a while since the whole family’s gathered”, Mia said with a shrug.

“Oh, I’m sure, Aunt Marie will appreciate your effort. Come on”, Ava chuckled.


Ava frowned and studied her sister for a second.

“Oh!” she exclaimed raising an eyebrow, “You don’t know”.

“Ava”, Mia sighed, “You’ve been here for a minute and you’re already getting on my nerves. What is it?”

Ava stood up, walked towards the door and opened it before glancing back at her dumbfounded and two-minute younger twin.

“Mother invited Tom”.

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first day at a new job and oh fuck my boss is the person I drunkenly hooked up with last weekend/night

The pounding headache that currently plagued you was going to be a serious problem. You took medicine to try and ease it but it hadn’t kicked in just yet.

Your best friends Pietro and Natasha took you out for drinks the night before to celebrate you landing your dream job. One drink turned into four and the night got hazy after that. You knew that it wasn’t the smartest thing to go out the night before you were to start a new job, but you were in a good mood and wanted to.

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anonymous asked:

I know we're over the whole big discussion of 애기야(baby), but so many people said being korean to justify some things and I didn't know what to believe anymore lol So, anyway, I talked yesterday with an actual korean girl thanks to my brother and, well, I couldn't contain myself and ended asking about that word! So hear this, you'll probably like it! She told me the word means "baby", the baby of mother can hold or the "baby" of couple. So, okay, yes, the word can actually take two meanings.

Then I asked if the word was used a lot by guys to be playful or whatever and she just frowned a bit and said “Please don’t tell me a korean boy is hitting on you and calling you like that because that’s really urespectful if you haven’t agreed to be called like that” and I was like “omg no, don’t worry. But I saw a korean boy saying that, so I got curious”. She told me then that the boy was probably talking to her girlfriend. And, well, here I changed the subject asking if respect for older- 
people, even with a gap of 2-3 years, was a big thing in Korea. About the “hyung, unnie” thing. And she said “Well, yes, it’s usually a big thing. However, it’s, in fact, common that young korean people ignore it a bit, specifically if the age gap is not that big. But still, once you’re an adult, it doesn’t look nice if you let young people to call you only by your name or treat you as an equal. They have to respect you. It may sound  a little weird, but, for example, I have my guy friend which-
I have known for a long time, and even if I trust him with my life and play a lot with him, I prefer that he calls me Noona. Even if I’m just a year older than him. It’s just a deep thing Korea has, I think… it’s okay if you don’t really get it”. Lol she was actually too cute while explaining haha. Anyway, after saying that I understood what she meant, I told her that I actually saw a man calling “aegiya” to other man, that they weren’t the same age, they had this gap of two years and that-
the younger one was the one who called the other like that. And she gave this look of “._____.” lol She asked if the guys were playing or something and I told her “No, he just said as if that was the most normal thing in the world and the other one followed him without complaining or anything”. Legit, at this point, she was puzzled. She even said “That’s not normal, you shouldn’t call aegiya to people older than you if you’re just friends, especially if that person is the same sex as you.

i’m always up to talk about the “let’s go baby” so no worries, hahaa. i love it a ton. to be honest. but yeah, the people claiming it was “just a joke” or “just friendly” didn’t actually know what they were talking about. they were antis that took one “talk to me in korean” lesson and know 5 korean words that decided they knew enough to comment on it. jikook shippers legit went to like 38 websites and asked korean speakers and they all said the same thing as the girl you asked!!! haha, her reaction is actually kinda hilarious. like, she seems genuinely confused, which is adorable. but yeah, from what i know, it’s definitely not normal for a younger person to call an older person by “baby” especially if they’re the same sex and not joking. which just means….. kookmin…… what you doing?? and the way jimin reacted so casually?? like, that was some eyebrow raising shit that went down, and people who think otherwise are ignoring the blatant truth. but that’s really awesome you got to ask a korean speaker and confirm it!!!!

More Silmarillion and lotr sketches :)

Young Galadriel, young Celeborn, and a little Celebrían.

Also Beren and Lúthien. 

As I’m reading the book I’m sketching out the characters as they appear in my mind. I’m having lots of fun sketching out how I imagine the characters… but I’m falling behind :’O

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Rollercoaster // (Zach x Reader)

Summary: Zach takes you on a date at the local fall carnival.

A/N: This was not requested. Hope you guys enjoy this imagine; I know I take super long with these so it means a lot that none of y’all have complained about my lazy ass. LOL. I’m so happy you guys enjoyed my past imagines, thank you so much for the notes. <3

Warning(s): A little cussing 

“Two wristbands, please,” he asked the ticket salesman at the entrance of the fall carnival. It was a Wednesday afternoon and the local carnival was filled with Liberty High students who had just begun Thanksgiving break. “I cannot wait to get my hands on a funnel cake and eat it all up,” he said while waiting for the wristbands.

You and Zach Dempsey had been longing for one another ever since you transferred into Liberty High. You were quickly recruited to the cheer team, and though every single jock’s eyes were set on you, your eyes were set on Zach.

After months of late night phone calls, study sessions, and casual after-practice fast food runs, he finally gathered up the courage to ask you out on a real first date.

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Mistakes and Erasers (Part  2) | Jeff Atkins

Summary: After a campus party you found yourself awake in another bedroom that isn’t yours. Naked.

Warning: Mature Language.

Note: The amount of feedback and love I have received from you, is incredible. I can’t believe you guys loved the first part so much. I didn’t want to upload this part so soon, but I couldn’t resist. I wanted to thank you for the lovely messages! ♥ You made this week much more bearable. 

gif is from the lovely knightlley

‘Why won’t you answer me, Clay?’ you muttered under your breath. Since you came back from your late-night adventure you tried to reach your best friend, but he wasn’t answering. Clay always knew what to do. He was the calm one. He was always the one with a plan. With a way out. While you were surrounded with chaos. And ‘idiot’ was engraved on your forehead. As if on cue, your phone started buzzing and Clay’s name appeared on your screen.

‘Why weren’t you responding?’ you muttered. Instead of Clay, you heard other people mumbling words you couldn’t quite understand and the aggravating sound of a coffee machine in the process of making coffee which made you realise Clay was in the middle of one of his tutoring sessions at Baristas, the most popular coffee shop on campus.

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This is really cute! I hope you enjoy!

- He’ll probably be really flustered and nervous around them. He’d probably blush really easily around them.

- He’ll be more affectionate around them. Hold their hand, walk with them, hug them. He might even get flowers for them.

- He’d probably stumble on his words alot, especially if he’s trying to compliment them

- If they questioned him on his behavior he’d probably try changing the subject out of nervousness.

-He probably does stuff like play with his hair when hes flustered

- He’d try impressing them the best he could, and probably wouldnt tell them about him being ‘boring’. 

- He’d compliment them alot, even if it’s just on little things that wouldn’t really be seen as impressive.

Augh, sorry this is so short, but it was a lil hard to come up with some stuff. Either way, it was really cute and fun to write, and I hope you enjoyed!

~ Mod Damien 

don’t be a fool (pt. 2)

Summary; Promises can be hard to keep, and the deal made between Y/N and Shawn is no different. With hectic schedules and new friends, things between the ex-couple certainly take a turn for the worse.



three months later

You weren’t going to lie when it came to the break-up between you and Shawn. Things were scattered everywhere and your empty apartment soon became an apparent dumpster as well. It had probably been one of the most dramatic and tiring months of your life thus far. You haven’t had the motivation to even leave your apartment let alone your bed, and everything around you only further reminded you of Shawn and the great times you two once shared together. 

After Shawn left you, you were forced to toss out anything and everything Shawn left behind. You couldn’t risk having any remaining memories of him. It wasn’t easy, but you eventually got yourself to make your apartment Shawn and heartbreak free.

You were no longer in constant contact with Shawn, and it didn’t seem as if Shawn has made the effort to call you either. Despite this, you left his contact untouched and most importantly – undeleted. Every time you heard his songs on the radio or saw an interview of him on TV, you couldn’t help but miss him even more. He left a giant hole in your heart, and it didn’t look like it would be closing up any time soon.

You also stopped going to work after the breakup, so it was inevitable for your boss to fire you. You haven’t found a new job since, which brought you to the last resort of posting flyers around your apartment complex asking for a roommate to help share rent with. A few days later, you had gotten a phone call from a guy named Cameron asking if you were still looking for a new roommate. According to Cameron, he needed an apartment so he could be closer to his filming site for his newest film. When he told you he got famous off of Vine, you almost cried all over again because it was so similar to Shawn’s story. Luckily for him, he had been the first person to call and ask, which is how you and Cameron have been living in the same apartment for the past three weeks. 

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Here’s a little update schedule, in which the order these fics are listed is the order I hope to update except I am more often than not a piece of trash who gets a new idea every .2 seconds in which this will be updated. This list in itself is a work in progress and is probably going to be ever changing!! Titles are also subject to change, since it can evolve as the story grows. 

+ find our way | jimin
↳ fluff/angst; skater boy au 

For every hundred reasons for him to leave, there’ll always be that one reason for him to stay: you

+ pixie dust | jimin 
↳ fluff; peter pan au 

He tells you to close your eyes, have a little faith, to trust in him; and for the first time in your life, you do so.

+ light the sky | jimin
↳ smut/fluff; elementary school teacher + single parent au 

You were entirely too eager to push your only one-night-stand out of your mind, but it seemed as if the universe had other plans for you. Especially when you attend your child’s parent/teacher conference the next day.

+ hold me tight pt 3 | taehyung 
angst/fluff, hwarang/royalty/soulmate au

Kim Taehyung is expected to spend the rest of his life within the company of nobility after joining the ranks of the kingdom’s newest royal guard. He anticipates a lot of new experiences, new people… but the spark of a touch more powerful than anything before in his life is definitely not one of them - from the shadows of maids and housekeepers nonetheless.

+ see my eyes | taehyung
↳ fluff/smut/light angst; idol/fan au 

Maybe landing the lead role for that drama was a good thing for Kim Taehyung, especially if you were willing to offer some assistance in helping him prepare for his part. 


+ friends with benefits/harry potter au | kim taehyung 

+ bad boy/harry potter au | jeon jungkook

Clearly exposed

Word count: 1.895

Request: Yes

Warnings: X-Factor feels

“Y/N, what if we totally fail? I have never imagined what bein’ in a band feels like and I feel like I am going to disappoint yeh all so bad”, Harry said in one breath and you couldn’t quite understand how he did it. At some point, you were afraid he would explode. All the time he kept talking, you just giggled and shook your head, indicating that it was just the nerves talking.

“Harry, sweetie, you have nothing to be worried about. Everyone loves you and your voice so much that they will be even happier now you joined a band. Besides, it is a good opportunity to broaden your horizons and experience cooperation. Think about it”, you tried to calm him, and just when you wrapped your arms around his neck, you felt him relax underneath your touch.

“What would I do without you?”, Harry smiled and pecked your lips like an appreciation gesture.

“Shit your pants most probably”, you said as you kissed him back, only to be separated due to a high pitched voice.

“One Direction up in five”, the voice echoed.

“Go smash it baby”, you encouraged your boyfriend and patted his back in a soothing manner before he kissed his cross and took a deep breath, ready to claim the top at the X-Factor’s final along with his band mates.

You had been Harry’s girlfriend for almost two months before he made the life-changing decision to apply for the X-Factor. Someone could say you were the one who urged him to do so and it was the half truth. You had caught him singing in the back of his yard and you were magnetised by his voice. When he understood you had heard the whole thing, he was up on his feet and red like a tomato. After a lot of talking and kissing, you persuaded him to go for it and give it a try. Besides, what was the worst thing that could happen?

After he had made sure you would always be by his side, Harry joined the X-Factor family but life always has its ways to make things more interesting. That being said, Harry was announced to form a band with four other boys. It was difficult at first but they found their way and now they were up the stage, waiting to know if they were the big winners of the show.

“He is very nervous”, Anne, his mom, turned her attention from the flat screen displaying her son to your face.

“You tell me. He wouldn’t close his mouth, always saying how he would disappoint everyone. Silly boy”, you muttered the last part of your sentence under your breath, hoping his mother wouldn’t catch it, but she knew better.

“I know he is”

“When will the results be announced?”, you said, desperately wanting to change the subject.

“Probably in some minutes or so”, you got your response and prayed, folding your hands in front of your chest.

The artists’ appearances were already finished and the host of the show, had everyone at the edge of their seats. He was holding the envelope with the results and cheers could be heard throughout the whole place. What happened after he announced the results, was beyond imagination; in other words, incomparable to what was happening before. The boys didn’t win first place, but they had big plans for the future and that was what really mattered.

Harry had yet to reply to some questions and accompany the boys to some group photos so you waited for him backstage. You knew he would feel a bit blue about the outcome but he tried his best, he won his personal battle and he gained some strong bonds with his mates which is something he should really be proud of.

Parties and congratulations were thrown at One Direction, and you were by Harry’s side through it all. He had insisted you accompany him to the parties and have a good time yourself. You couldn’t believe you were such a significant part of a worldwide known superstar. From time to time, you had found yourself wondering that with his upcoming tours and meetings he would neglect and finally forget about you but he always stated otherwise: “Yeh are too precious to be forgotten” was the reply.

One thing that kept bugging you though, was the reaction your relationship would get. You hadn’t let a word out yet, but people weren’t dumb. They would understand there was something between the two of you and you really didn’t know if this was good for Harry’s reputation. You were always out and about, never missing a gathering Harry had to attend and sometimes, hands would be held and kisses would be shared, not really caring if people found out.

But someone had a serious problem with this. And this someone was no other than One Direction’s management. One particular day, an urgent meeting was held with the boys and your gut was telling you that this time, it was about you. And you were right; when Harry had come back that afternoon, his face showed everything.

“It was about our relationship, right?”, you had asked and you waited for nothing but the honest answer.

“Yes, but I tried to come up with ways we could make it work without it affectin’ the band”, he said and he hugged you.

“And what did they say about this?”

“They were negative. Only when I expressed meh last thought did they agree with meh”, he said and freed you from his embrace, wanting to look at your eyes as he would reveal the official result.

“Which was…”, you wanted to know.

“I offered not to go out together that much. But they alternated it a bit and they suggested we just keep it a secret, meanin’ we can go out together but not act like a couple”, he said taking some time to read your face and try to understand how that made you feel.

“I am so sorry yeh have to go through this Y/N, but I swear baby, we will do it together”, he said and cupped your cheeks as you nodded your head approvingly.

“Ok, we will make it”, you said and he found his way with your lips once more.

At first, you had thought this could be easy. Going out with Harry and acting like two close friends from High School. If only you knew. It was a lot more difficult. When his hand brushed past yours, you wanted nothing more than to take and hold it, nearly forgetting management’s request. In your head, this request, mirrored a forbidden path, that if you made the mistake to take, you would be lost for life. So before you had the chance to take Harry’s hand you changed your mind almost immediately. But what happened when his lips would meet the glass he was drinking from at a party and you just needed them on your own? The need was so strong that you had to turn your head elsewhere and look at something else.

But it wasn’t any easier for Harry as well. If he wanted to be more intimate with you, he had to keep himself from doing so if he didn’t want any trouble with his managers. You had suggested you stop going everywhere together and you just stay at the house all day, but he had a point in saying that if it was in the palm of his hand he would never leave his home if it meant to show his love for you.

And today, was another day you two decided to dedicate to your love without any visitors and other disturbances. Or so you thought.

“And now, it is just yeh and meh baby”, Harry explained and leaned in to kiss you before a knock on the door interrupted him.

“Who is it now?”, you said exasperated and Harry got up to open up, ready to get rid of whomever was at the door.

“Sorry I am afraid I will need to ask yeh to leave, meh girlfriend is sick and-“, he started but Niall’s voice ripped through his ears.

“Is Y/N sick or somethin’ mate? We are here for our scheduled live stream”, he said picking up his laptop from underneath his arm.

“What? And since when is a live stream scheduled?”, Harry sighed and moved closer to you on the sofa.

“Hello, Y/N”, the boys greeted you and you waved to all of them. You really loved the boys but today was supposed to be for you and Harry only. Harry must have felt the same way because the apologetic look he diverted towards you was enough to let you into his thoughts.

“And here we go!”, Louis said and smiled and all the boys said hi and waved to the camera. You just stood there, kinda awkwardly, not really knowing what to do. And this was the first time you were grateful no one had a clue about your relationship with Harry because as the numbers of the watchers increased, you didn’t know what the reactions of the fans would be and you didn’t want to face something discouraging yet.

Lost in your thoughts, you hadn’t felt Harry moving towards you in the back as the rest of the boys were talking to their fans and answering questions not really minding your presence.

“Enjoyin’ yourself back here?”, Harry said while he started to kiss your neck. You stood there dumbfounded at his actions.

“Harry, what are you doing? They will see us!”, you said meaning the thousand of fans watching the live stream already.

“This day was supposed to be ours. I don’t really care what they think of. Now, if yeh please, kiss meh”, he said and you wasted no time. Your lips found his and you tried to be sneaky and quiet not wanting to be caught.

“Niall, bring Harry over her-“, Louis started but as they parted in order to make more room for Harry to sit, your kissing position was clear enough for everyone to see. Messages were blowing up the whole page and you were slightly afraid to look at them, but even if you didn’t want to know about them Harry spoke first.

“Well, I guess we are no secret anymore. Everyone, this is meh girlfriend, Y/N and I love her very much”, he said kissing your cheeks.

“Look at this!”, Zayn shrieked and pointed to the screen, filled with messages.

“I knew it! They were always together it was impossible they were just friends!”

“They are so cute togetherrrrr!”

“I love you guys together!”

“Better than Kendall anyways”

“My new otp!”

Were just a few of the messages sent to you and you were bewildered. This was nothing like what you had imagined. People were so enthusiastic of your relationship that it felt really good. You knew some fans would be bitter but these messages were enough to encourage and make you feel appreciated.

“See baby? Everyone loves yeh. How can they not though?”, Harry said before writing instead of saying in the comments the thing he meant to tell the whole world all along.

“I hope yeh know no one can love Y/N more than I do. Thank yeh fo’ tryin’ though, yeh are all amazin’”.

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