Picture this: all the trainees come together and watch a Seoul Fashion Week show where Hyunbin will be the first to walk and he'll be super surprised but he's got his game face on; Kenta has a solo fanmeeting in Japan and all the trainees are in line for the meet & greet and he's like "so that's why majority of the audience sounded male"; and just everyone seeing each other during their free time and just adkja;kdfja; sorry I'M JUST HAVING FEELS BEC OF FRIDAY AND I DIDN'T KNOW WHO TO TALK TO
EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS IS PERFECT- i’ve now accepted this as my religion. thank you for sharing this even if i responded 100 years late. I hope you’re doing okay after last friday~ Feel free to send me a private message if you ever need to talk bc im really really slow at answering asks sometimes ekrjkelwrj
It all started when I was bored one Saturday night and decided to write a tiny drabble. Said drabble was posted for no reason. I never thought in a million years that I would be able to write like this. To be able to post whatever I want and receive instant feedback - it’s the writer’s ultimate dream. Thank you to everyone who’s read, ever commented or privately messaged me. All of it is appreciated way more than you’ll ever be able to know.
Writing, although sometimes the bane of my time, has absolutely saved me in more ways than one and I really love it. Having consistent readers and all of you guys supporting me has only been gasoline to my fire of burning passion (lol fire of burning passion).
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I remember somebody who privately messaged me after reading the first couple chapters of my high school fic early early on - and they proceeded to tell me they knew exactly how my fic was gonna go and that they weren’t going to read it because they could just predict everything. And they told me everything that it was apparently set up to do. And…
Cause it did none of those things.
Even now, like, I don’t think a single person has correctly guessed the ending.
Well… okay no a lot of people are hoping for something and that might actually come true.
But not completely.
I try to be like “it’s gonna be kinda bittersweet” but you don’t know why. You think you know why when I say that - but trust me, you really don’t.
You really, really don’t.
Also - this is not my angsty dark fic. I would have flooded you with warnings if it was. I know I started out saying it was pure fluff, buuuuuuuuut - that was before the plot ever got decided. (Let’s remember: the HS fic started as a single drabble of Goku having test problems because friends on tumblr were taking a test and I wanted to be cute. I had no idea things would break into an actual story. I just picked up and ran with the ideas that hit me and then planned my ending. #discovery-writing-at-its-finest)
Kinda funny how there wasn’t really internal conflict in the relationship either. What romance doesn’t have that? What romance story just has the couple working together on an external conflict? Well. Kinda. Sorta. I mean. Yeah, yeah, I think it qualifies.
But anywho - i’m sorry I trick you with trope set ups and then twist everything into ways unexpected.
But I promise I would have marked the damn thing Romance/Angst if things really were angsty. It’s Romance/Drama.
I dunno. I’m ranting. I’m ranting hard. I dunno why. I’m worked up.
I’m sorry it took so freakin long to update this time, but for the record I had the worst depression spell of my life. I’m still struggling. I’m debating going back and trying to get medicine again because it’s been fcking ridiculous and that’s weird for me cause I’m so used to just having minor moments and bouncing back but that depression keeps sinking in and I can’t write with abandon when it does that, everything is a fucking struggle, the things I like become a struggle.
This is why I’ve vowed not to start posting anything anymore until the story is actually finished. Because it is hard. But I cannot control life. Okay? I just. I can’t control life.
I had something happen in October last year that really, really shook me.
And I’m just walking around trying to pretend like I’m fine.
Shit, I want to cry.
One shots are easy. I should be able to do that no problem. I got excited the other night because I wrote 1500 words in 4 hours. And honestly? That’s pathetic compared to what I used to be able to do. I should be able to do 1500 words in 2 hours. But noooooo I’ve been off for months. So I’m proud of that very very very slow pace. Because I’m just lucky these days if I get a one shot out at all.
How many times do I just sit down at the computer and stare at a blank page for the whole day? The whole fucking day. I get up. I go to the library. I go to a sub shop. I get food. I sit there with my notebook. AND STARE AT IT FOR HOURS CRYING CAUSE I CAN’T WRITE.
Oh, but I wrote something for every day of Son Family Week. Yesssssss that was amazing. But I had written most of those way beforehand and even then they felt short. All those fics except the GoChi Military AU snippet were fcking short as fcking fuck.
I’ve barely managed to sit down and write the HS fic at all. But guess what, it’s coming now.
Oh, but what bout those Patreon fics? How can you write those and then complain about not being able to write? I dunno, maybe cause I’m literally talking to the people I’m writing for, they’re literally my friends in a fun chatroom. But, nah, I still get anxiety with that. Oh, but the anxiety of not wanting to disappoint people with the HS fic is so much easier to deal with, right?
Not really. Pft.
Why am I ranting so much about this? I guess I can do that. It is my blog. Ramble ramble ramble rant rant rant. Sigh. Why can’t I spend my words on a fic? Why do they all spill out in a post like this? JUST URGH WHY CAN’T I WRITE LIKE I USED TO - COME BACK TO MEEEEEEE
The Noctis cosplayer you posted a while ago, is he gonna upload WIP pictures? I'm very interested in seeing the progress (to help me understand my costume)
He posted something on his Instagram account and facebook you can find him searching for “sascia.saske” on IG! Anyway if you need something we may try to help! Just send me a private message if you need C:
hey no offense but can we stop getting mad at people for not knowing every musical? i’ve seen a lot of posts lately targeting people who are only into the newer musicals or only know a couple and that should be allowed? like yeah there are a lot of amazing musicals that are a little more obscure and it would be great if more people discovered and loved them but at the same time musical theatre is really inaccessible and it takes a lot of energy to get to know a show, whether you have to figure out how to see it live or how to get a bootleg or download the cast album, and it’s a big time investment no matter what. not to mention the fact that people might like one musical for a specific reason that doesn’t apply to other musicals (like people might enjoy hamilton, but its style is really different from most of musical theatre). so let people enjoy the musicals they know and don’t attack them for not learning more.
Tumblr is my fun place, so I don’t usually get into this here, but… reasons.
Lovely people here sometimes use the word ‘Retard’ or ‘Retarded’ or some variation (ie ’________-tard’) and those lovely people do NOT mean anything at all against people with cognitive or physical disabilities.
I understand. I get it. Seriously! I’m not being sarcastic at all. This is on my mind in the friendliest of ways. I don’t mean to embarrass or offend. I just hope to help you understand.
My younger son was born with Down syndrome. He’s doing well (learning, growing, healthy) and I adore him. I’m proud of him. But, for me, slurs against people with disabilities strike a painful nerve. It’s personal. It brings up every fear I’ve ever had about my son being bullied or abused. It hurts.
I can’t step off this soapbox. Life put me on it for keeps.
So, please, consider yourlanguage. ;) Help End the ‘R’ Word.
Fanart commission for the lovely Alybalybee’s equally lovely fanfic “I Like You a Whole Latte” really found this scene hilarious so I was quite glad to have been given the chance to draw it, if you haven’t read her story yet, go check it out!
Also, Commissions are open in case anyone’s interested, For inquiries, please drop me a private message.
different anon saying that, as someone who didn't know what transgender even was until he was almost 30 and has been happier since he did, i agree with mod. yeah, in most cases (excepting, to an extent, those who identify as genderfluid) you can't choose your gender. but you can choose what you do with what you know about yourself, when you know it. Including coming out, or staying closeted for your own safety, or whatever you are comfortable doing. THAT is a choice. that's what the mod meant.
Some people consider that they had no choice in doing all of those things, and that’s a real experience that should be respected. Those who consider that they did make a choice in questioning/coming out/transitioning etc should be respected too. Neither of those is “true” or “false” on a universal level, they’re personal interpretations of personal lives and they don’t hurt anyone.
why is it that this fandom ALWAYS finds something to demonize shiro for?? as if hes gotta be Perfect or hes toxic and a bad leader like??? if its not one thing its another i s2g and now of ALL things i keep seeing angry rants about how shiro treats lance like shit and hes toxic for him or some bullshit like?? that makes me so??? upset and kinda mad tbh??
are we forgetting that it was lance who shiro first extended his hand to?? that shiro told lance in episode one that they should all trust each other and make decisions together?? that lance is always ready with a counterpoint to any strategy shiro makes, but shiro NEVER yells or tells him to shut up or says he’s being stupid, simply counters his arguements with valid points?? that it was shiro that trusted lance to analyze the battleship layouts and double check strategies/ideas when they were going in to rescue allura in s1? that it was shiro who trusted lance to be with him on that mission in beta traz, didnt even try to interrupt him as he took that risky shot to save slav, cause he knew he could do it??
do they have a lot of moments together like keith and shiro or keith and lance do?? no, cause keith and shiro have history, and keith and lance have that constant rivalry to keep them running into each other. shiro and lance havent really found a mutual connection. YET. the crew has been making it a pretty obvious point to develop them individually before getting them to really interact with eachother on deeper levels. they have a plan and frankly peoples lack of trust in the creators and in SHIRO is very disappointing.
shiro isnt perfect, none of them are. he’s only human. but not putting lance on the pedestal that the fandom puts him on and then blaming shiro for lances own insecurities that shiro has had NO WAY or opportunity to really know about or pick up on is ridiculous.
shiro may have a bit of bias for keith, sure, but this fandom is WAY too biased for lance. he’s my favorite too, trust me, i get where some of your disappointment and worry is coming from. but letting it blind you and really get to you when we’re barely on season 2 is too much yall. its not healthy. and its disrespectful too. chill. take a deep breath. have patience. trust the creators, and please trust shiro and stop demonizing him for things out of his control smh.
hey guys, something really, really shitty happened out of nowhere. my mom was brutally assaulted last night by a completely worthless excuse of a man that she used to call a friend. she just got back from the hospital and has a huge black eye, broken nose and messed up chin.(id prefer not to post pictures out of respect for her privacy but i guess if you really want proof you can message me privately) it’ll take weeks to heal up and it really sucks because she was trying to get a new job and now she doesn’t feel confident enough to even leave the house.
I’m also trying to get a job but in the meantime i would greatly appreciate some commissions, or if you have just a few dollars id happily accept donations to email@example.com. i just want to be as helpful as i can while she recovers and i know money cant “fix” things but it really helps to at least be able to like…get food when we’re hungry and do laundry when we need to and stuff. you know how it is. thanks for reading