IF this We Don’t Talk Anymore Pt.2 is a collaboration with JIMIN. NO ONE DARES ASK ABOUT ME I AM DEAD BAI RIP. May my soul be waiting for YALL in hell (Send me the Mp3 tho gotta keep jamming there #priorities)
The Curse of Erosis about Yuuri burdened to be a Vessel to host one of Viktor’s magic, causing him to live a lifestyle different from others and him hating the man to his very core. It is a story about how Yuuri loses life and love because of Viktor and his struggle of getting them back.
You Belong with Meis a story based on the childhood friends AU posted by @skygemspeaks here on Tumblr. It is about how Viktor used to babysit Yuuri when he was younger and them being very close friends. When they grew up, Yuuri develops a crush on Viktor; however, Viktor is an oblivious idiot who unintentionally keeps hurting Yuuri’s feelings.
Among these two fics, my priority in updating is The Curse of Eros (COE). It currently has ten chapters in. I do plan to update You Belong with Me (YBM), but not as regularly as I intend to update the former.
Why did I make this blog?
I made this blog in order to keep myself motivated and inspired in writing new chapters for my fics and to post/reblog about various writing resources.
I am a beginner when it comes to fic writing. I am more used to doing a journalistic style of writing, being in the school paper throughout my entire junior high school. I admit I am still having some difficulty in transitioning from the straightforward and inverse pyramid approach of journalism to the slow world-building and normal pyramid approach of fiction. (Well, not all fics are like that, but that is how I’m writing mine.)
What will I post?
Original posts/reblogs of different writing resources
Updates about my fics
Anything about viktuuri fanfiction in general, especially about the ones I’ve subscribed to.
Possibly me rambling in the middle of the night on how writing is hard
Random inspiring/motivational writing quotes, articles, etc.
There’ll probably be more, but for now that is all I can think of.
If you’ve been following my fics on AO3, then you can get updated about how those fics are going through here if you follow me.
But if you’re not interested in me or my fics but happen to be a writer who writes fics as well, then you may follow me for the writing resources and motivational stuff I plan to post.
And if you’re a reader, you can follow me for the snippets, quotes, recommendations, and other random stuff about the various fics I’ve read.
Thank you for reading this introductory post and please like/reblog this if following~ :D
I’ve never seen mythical service animals. It’s just something you don’t commonly think of.
So….I’m pretty sure if mythical animals were available as service animals (especially dragons) they’d be the universe’s best selling item.
The dragon’s color scheme maybe generic, but I liked it. The Kirin’s Service vest text is Chinese for ‘Service Animal’ but don’t grill me if it’s wrong. I’m not a linguist. I did try several translators and what you see above was what I got.
I do plan to continue this series. Message me or reblog with a specific mythical creature you’d like to see. I’ve already got several on my to-do list, so maybe something will match up and get priority drawing.
(( I’ll update this image file later in better quality. ))
THIS IS AN ORIGINAL UPLOAD! UNLESS STATED BY ME OTHERWISE, IF POSTED/REDESIGNED AND WITHOUT CREDIT ANYWHERE ELSE IT IS ART THEFT! PLEASE DON’T REMOVE MY CAPTION! If you like what you see, press follow at the top.
So… yall know my Collections (A Thousand Years, What the Promise is For, Five Hundred Miles, anything that is a collection of one shots) - aren’t meant to be completed, right? I have prompt lists and stuff but that doesn’t mean I have to have them complete. They’re supposed to be written so that each one shot can stand on its own. In the case of A Thousand Years, I wasn’t even originally going to connect them all chronologically, that just sort of happened and I decided to continue with it. I did tease a bigger story to hit after I finished with canon-related stuff, but that’s kind of gone out the window now because I’ve grown a lot and the stuff I had planned was… kind of… weird, to be honest.
Anything I label as a collection is simply an easy way for me to put a bunch of one shots together so my page doesn’t look ridiculously long. It’s partially an aesthetic thing and partially a “these all come from the same prompt list so-”
I’ve had fics that I’ve followed for years in other fandoms that do this. Collections you can follow and keep an eye on for more one shots for who knows how long. For one - it’s easier for me to not have to title every little thing I ever write ever. For another - I think it’s nice to have that open for surprises without you having to track me as an author.
So, yeah, I don’t feel any obligation to update those collection fics. I appreciate that people love them and love seeing A Thousand Years going through little moments that could slide into canon in a chronological fashion, but - it’s not like it’s a full complete story on its own. It wasn’t ever made to be that way.
THAT BEING SAID -
Here are the fics that I DO have obligations to complete:
Just Another High School Romance - HS AU - actual full complete story
Lights - it’s kind of a collection, too, in its own right, but I had it leading somewhere specific so, yeah
Travelin’ Soldier - the RadCha fic that works in the same universe as JAHSR
((And of course all those sweet fic requests in my inbox ;) ))
- Also, I am now not going to be posting any “actually-intended-to-be-complete-story” fic until I have it completed. I will finish the fics I’ve already posted. And if/when I continue on from there, you won’t see anything until it’s finished and then I’ll update twice a week. So that’ll solve that problem of needing an update and writer-has-been-struggling-with-personal-crap-for-half-a-year-I’m-sorry-there’s-no-update issues.
Hi. The final chapter is coming soon and IT’S LONG AF I’M DYING. Hang in there. In the meantime, here’s an excerpt from the beginning of the finale to tide you over…
(re-)read the first three parts on ff.net / ao3and drop me a line so I know my suffering is not in vain ;)
It is as though it happens in slow motion–the frantic sway of his limbs, the rise and fall of his boots slamming into the dewy grass, his mouth opening wide, lungs heaving to scream her name over and over again.
He pushes to call it louder and louder each time, because he cannot even hear himself under the thunderous thrum of his heart in his ears.
He slams the door shut behind him, a swirl of stars peppering his vision at the rush of blood to his head.
Red. Red red red red, her shirt is so red, redder than the scarf wrapped around her neck, and he is still screaming her name in her face as he falls to his knees, and thank GOD if there even is one, because it has reached her, and she is prying her weak, heavy-lidded charcoal blues open to look up at him, eyes brimming with tears, blood leaking out of the side of her mouth, red red red, so red.
And then he hears his own name leaving her cracked lips in a pathetic croak, and in syllables that are far too spaced out.
It is the only thing he hears with any clarity above the pounding in his ears.
He ignores his dizziness and drowsiness and sets his jaw as he walks in long strides through the empty hallway.
Without a second thought, he pulls her upright with one arm, sliding his other arm beneath her legs, immediately rising back onto his feet and beginning to run as fast as his feet can carry him.
He feels her hand fist weakly in his shirt as she lifts her head slightly to look at him, eyes shining with tears.
“Just…” the word carries on a breath, voice a weak rasp, “…leave me–”
“SHUT THE FUCK UP!” he growls down at her through the hot tears streaming down his face–tears that he had no clue were even there until he begun to taste them on his tongue, and feel them dribble down his chin.
She, too, looks as though she is about to burst into tears–not for his rudeness, he knows, but rather for their shared, unspoken fear–or, his fear, he can’t help but grimly think when he looks down at her and her head is lying limp, her eyes closed.
Involuntarily, he lets out an anguished sound that is all at once a wail and a growl and a scream, as he summons the strength to run faster.
Guys! I know I’ve been MIA for forever. After Norway, shit just got really hectic. I got three jobs in one week, which is amazing, but also really energy- and time consuming. But I promise that from today on, I’m gonna make this blog my first priority.
So, a little update and my planning:
I’m going to work a lot the next 6 months. I’ll be staying in my home country (The Netherlands). I’m gonna make as much money as possible. I have three great jobs, all of which are extremely fun to do and my colleagues are wonderful! If I’m not working, I’m going to be spending a lot of time with friends and family. Of course I’ll keep travelling, but this will mostly just be in Europe and the trips will be short.
Until January… That’s when I’ll start my next long term trip. It’ll probably take a year or two, maybe longer. I don’t know yet, and I want to keep my options open. But that’s the reason why I’m working so much, and trying to enjoy the time I have left with family and friends as much as possible.
My wanderlust is still strong, and some days I just want to pack my bags and go. But my friends, colleagues and all the new amazing people I meet, help me through my time here. The new and exciting jobs, the oppertunities to learn new things and the new friends I’m making, make my stay here more adventurous. And that’s exactly what I need when I can’t travel.
Thank you for sticking with me and my blog, even though I’ve been neclecting it. I’m very sorry. From now on you can expect a lot more content! I’m going to search through all the photos I still have, (which is a lot). So I’ll be able to provide you with new content even when I’m not travelling as much for a little while.
After a few months of the Urotsuki theme with some lovely art by @senrife (that I completely forgot to credit them for OTL my apologies), it’s time for a new theme featuring the original dreamer. The header art is by @wildcatfourteen, and the gif & background were made by me.