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Things that really got me in that episode

I’m trying to pick out some of the slightly less obvious things that really struck a chord with me. Although, obviously, the kiss got me, that entire scene got me.

• But also, the second before Raf knocks the door, they are sooo about to start kissing again!

• The tension between them from the very start! I was expecting them to ramp up the tension pretty fast but I wasn’t prepared for how keyed up they were going to be from the first damn eye flicker.

• Bernie: “What would make you feel better?” She basically works a miracle for that couple just to make Serena happy!

• Bernie and Dom’s “heart-to-heart on the roof that is really all about Dom because he doesn’t realise there is anything going on with her. Anything live and current and urgent. And she just has this look, this expression, that says she’s been in the confidante position so many times when she has really needed to talk but no one has known that they needed to listen. Which made me realise how unusual their scene in Prioritise the Heart was for Bernie.

• Speaking of - all the echoes of Prioritise the Heart. But especially Bernie using Alex’s words and the difference in the way she said them. (I need to think this through some more but the two of them are in VERY different emotional places.)

• Bernie physically removing Serena from her personal space. Like, you need to be there and I need to be here so I can say this and then it will all work out like the scene in my head.

• The way she tries to explain, be rational and coherent. And the way that all breaks down in less than 30 seconds. And when it does she just bolts!

• Serena’s face. All of her faces. All of them.

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Monday - Update #5.

Journal, this will be the last time I write tonight since I’m settling down for the evening with some comedy and with the last bit of sunlight for today shining through my window.

Today has been pretty good to me, fast but good. I had coffee, I got to make a new friend whilst spending time with Mollie and now I’m currently pregnant with a grilled cheese baby. The only complaint that I can make about today was the fact that I saw both my mother and father at the Hare and Hedgehog. They didn’t even acknowledge me. It hurt, but I have to keep my head held high. I just wish I knew what I had done wrong in the first place to make them feel this way about me…

For now, goodnight.

M. x

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Me complaining about my own shitty version of handwritten Halcandran in my shitty handwritten Halcandran

I’ve gotten pretty fast at writing it, but I stumble over reading it because of the space issue. I need to work out a way to show where words start.

(slightly outdated cipher included- outdated as in Ive settled on dots instead of some of the short dashes, no other major changes)

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Parallels between Tyrion Lannister & Sansa Stark (requested by ablueflowergrew)

Really quick doodle of a really pretty boy 🍧♡

no but you know what i love? michael’s guitars and how used they look like here

like luke always has those brand new guitars and calum’s TWLOHA bass is from like three years ago but still looks like new but michael’s two guitars are so old and used and there’s something really punk rock about the way he just leaves it be okay i love michael