pretty decent i think

10

I wanted… to die. I thought I had to apologize to Mom… But… I couldn’t do it. I wondered… what you guys would think if I died. I thought something fun might be in store for tomorrow, too. I thought, “I don’t want to die yet!

4

I love you also means I love you in a way that no one loves you, or has loved you, or will love you. (x)

Been having some art self-loathing recently, so I decided to go back to my old default: portraits of creepy people. My take on a Reaperized Jack Morrison.

This’ll be a digital painting. I’ve been flopping around between digital styles a lot when I really should have been developing one thing, and since I’m actually pretty decent at painting, I think I’m going to try and focus on it. We’ll see how that goes.

OK, so I saw this really cute picture of Leafeon pressing flowers to Glaceon’s mouth (the same way that Gon is to Killua) and I started squealing and then this happened. I think it turned out pretty decent.

I’m writing a first draft and reminding myself that I’m simply shovelling sand into a box so that later I can build castles.
— 

Shannon Hale

This is one of my favourite quotes about writing. I always remind myself of this quote when I am struggling with my writing - I don’t have to build the castle right now, all I need to do is shovel the sand. Just get the first draft written and don’t worry if it’s bad, the real work is in editing. But you need to have something to edit first. I haven’t been well this week, but I have kept this quote in mind, and I now have all the sand shovelled for my FS Christmas fic. And I think I have the makings of a pretty decent castle. Sculpting begins tomorrow. :D

11/2/2016 - Bloodbath Radio mini!
  • Met: Heeey, hello!
  • Good morning, good afternoon, good night!
  • This is your ghastly host, DJ Met,
  • It's time for Pitch Station's Bloodbath Radio!
  • Met: Well!
  • This corner here is quite different from the usual Bloodbath Radio!
  • it's mini!, I say. mini!
  • Met: By the way, mini! is almost like "Man! Iwishicould Notgetmy Innardsdestroyed!"
  • With that said, welcome!
  • Mogeko: And I am the fluffy cuddly DJ Mogetan~
  • Met: Even though it's a horrible creature, I think it can also be a pretty decent punching bag! Ya~y!
  • Mogeko: Why are you so mean!?
  • Met: So, I've been receiving your messages in preparation for this program! Waaah~! (Clap clap clap)
  • Met: This is a listener called "yura"'s message!
  • "Good evening, Met-chan!
  • Lately, the fall season has been getting pretty rough.
  • Some people say that Fall is the --- season; what would be your idea of Fall?"
  • Met: Oh, that's easy!
  • Fall is beat-up season!
  • No beat-ups, no life!
  • Yeah!!!
  • Mogeko: I think that's what you say all year long...
  • Met: Shut up! I'll beat ya up too, ya bastard!
  • Mogeko: I'M SORRY! PLEASE FORGIVE MEEEEEE!
  • Met: ...A-hem! Next message!
  • This is a message from listener "Snail"!
  • "Please tell us which type of girl ya love the most!
  • Hmmm-mmm! That's a tough question alright...
  • Met: Wellll, I love all cute girls! <3
  • But hey, aren't ALL girls cuties? <3
  • Met: But also, girls with very strong temperaments are the ones I like even MORE!
  • Mogeko: What about Mogetan?
  • Met: To the next message~!
  • Mogeko: WHY ARE YOU IGNORING ME?!?!?!?!
  • Met: This one's from listener "Guro-loving minor"!
  • "Do you always beat people up unarmed?"
  • Met: Nonono!
  • Even though I also really like doing it hands only~
  • But yeah, I do have a favorite weapon!
  • Met: Ta-da! My beloved weapon! Met-chan's steel pipe~~!
  • Mogeko: Uh... Why's there already blood on it?
  • Met: It's from the last Mogeko who showed up!
  • Mogeko: IT'S FROM ONE OF THE STAFF, ISN'T IT! EEEEEEEK!!! YOU MOGEMURDERER!!!!
  • Met: O-kay, next! This one's from "mushi!"
  • "Why did you become a ghost, Met-chan?"
  • Met: Because I died! Of course!
  • Mogeko: Ulp... Mogetan's friends are all dead... Hic...
  • Met: Wanna do it too? Becoming a ghost!
  • We're accepting new members all year round! Yay! YaaaY!
  • Translator's note: ("iei" is also the word for those portraits of dead people the Japanese usually put beside their mourning shrines. Untranslatable puns ahoy!)
  • Met: ...Eh-hem!
  • From listener "SUSHI LOVE"!
  • "Do you have a person you really like, Met-chan? What kind of person are they?"
  • Met: ... The person I like?
  • Met: Thaaaa~t's obvious!
  • It's Big Sis Hanten!!!
  • Met: But of course, that'll go unrequited forever.
  • That gal...
  • Met: Oh, nevermind! If you tell anyone that, you'll die!
  • To the next one! NEXT!
  • Met: From "When will Roachykins melt his icy heart?!?!"!
  • Met: "DJ Met-chan, good evening!
  • I really love the Ivlis/Satanick/Licorice family but,
  • how should I go about taking care of them?
  • If there's a way to solve this mess, please tell me!
  • Thank you very much!"
  • Met: ...Hm.
  • Met: This is about the Devil!
  • Anyway, I dunno much about that, not being interested in guys and all...
  • Mogeko: Porn niches?
  • Met: Ah, I got it!
  • Met: So, next week, I'll call a guest over!
  • Who? Devil-chan in the flesh!
  • Mogeko: Eh? You'll call him over?! He'll come here!?
  • Met: If I called him, it's be one hundred percent chance of him coming over! So let's go!
  • I'll do it! I'll do it!
  • Mogeko: I get a real bad feeling about this...
  • Met: So! To the next one!
  • Met: From listener "HIMIKO"! "What are Kurotsuno-chan's three measurements?"
  • Met: ...
  • Met: Of course I know that! They areeeee~~.......
  • Mogeko: ......
  • Mogeko: ...Hm? Met-chan?
  • Mogeko: !?
  • Mogeko: Eh? Huh...? Ah...
  • Mogeko: (I see... There are a lot of things in this world that must be left untouched, moge...)
  • Mogeko: Mo... Mogehahahahaha! It turns out Met-chan is in no condition to continue! So, this is it for today!
  • Mogeko: T-this was Bloodbath Radio, with your host, DJ Met, and the fluffy cuddly Mogetan!
  • Mogeko: So, 'til next week!
  • Mogeko: Huh? Will there really be another program next week?
  • Mogeko: I DUNNO!!!! NOBODY TOLD MOGETAN!!!!
  • Mogeko: .......
  • Mogeko: B... Bye, bye!

wishtobeahero  asked:

heyy! what are some rpg games you recommend? whats ur fav rpg games? thanks!

RPG Maker Games?

I recommend Ib and End Roll. I think they’re both pretty solid, decent games. Nice story, nicely executed, has variety of gameplay (in Ib at least. End Roll is mainly fighting, but the story is interesting so it kept me going), good characterization, etc. 

You can download Ib here: (-Link-)
End Roll here: (-Link-)

There’s also a game called Lavender, but it’s pretty short. Short, simple, sweet, pretty well done imo. (-Link-) A “twist” on the tale of Rapunzel. 

You can also check out @bleetdev games. They have a game called Huntress of the Hollow, that also has a “twist” on a fairy-tale (Little Red Riding Hood). Also short but nice. (-Link-)

I heard lots of good things about Dreaming Mary, so you can try that one out too! Has lovely art. (-Link-)

I also heard LOTS of good things about Yume Nikki. A lot of my friends’ fave game is this one! (-A Link Would be Here but I don’t know where to Download it- / -You can Download YN at Pinky’s page-) It’s mainly about exploration (is what I heard!).

Also, it’s just a demo, but I thought @kago-to-torii ‘s demo was p neato. (-Link-)

If you’re looking for other games to play, and ones from the community, you can check out @rpgmgames ! They’re accumulating a list of RPG Maker Games from Tumblr. 

@vgperson also has a variety of games as well. (-Link-)

@pinkuboa also has a list of her own! (-Link-)
P.S. - Pinky is a rad person. You should check out her blog! Very sweet + helpful. 


In terms of my favorite RPG Maker Games, I really like End Roll, and I like Ib LOL. 

But outside of that, I’m really fond of and am a fan of The Sewn Doll Series made by @maimiestoybox. You have to play Queen Mary’s Script first (imo) before you play Ringmaster Clause. However, Gabi (the creator) is re-making QMS, so you can wait OR (I THINK YOU SHOULD DO THIS) you can play QMS, RMC, and then play the new version of QMS. (Note: There are some minor bugs though. Minor bugs like, a dead enemy who will try to continue battling you if it catches you. Run. Or re-start.)

It’s moreso an “adventure” game, but most of the gameplay is fighting and some fetch quests iirc. I like the games for the story + writing + characterization. I think Gabi does a pretty neat job at writing. There’s also some pretty neat concepts + “lore” about the games’ world. Which is pretty fun! (It’s a game where a human and a doll can swap places and bodies.)

If you feel like something “spoopy”, you can check out her first game, Monster Love Party. It’s also gonna get a re-make, but I’m not sure when that’s going to be released. 

QMS: (-Link-) (You meet my son Edmund.)
RMC: (-Link-) (Meet my son Edmund again but this time in the past. Also Note: RMC is my favorite game of hers thus far.)

MLP: (-Link-)

I hope this was helpful! Sorry I didn’t say much about what kind of games they are. Thanks for your question!

EDIT: I forgot Stray Cat Crossing. It costs $2.99 for the game (really cheap!), but their demo is free! It’s about 3 ish hours long iirc, and it’s a pretty solid game overall imo. The last area does get a shift from the overall tone of the game though, and it feels a bit stretched (there’s a “puzzle” where you have to keep repeating a scene iirc) but the game is nice. Really lovely art too.  

SCC: (-Link-)

A belated Christmas gift for my, amiga @tiarasnteakettles however, I feel this can apply to all of us that survived this dreadful year. Seriously, screw you 2016.

I tried to get it done by yesterday but that tiara gave me a bit of grief. On the plus side, I think I did a pretty decent job on crystals now. Tiara is based on this. 

Have some cheerful, family-friendly music to go with this pic. 

Art by me

Done in Paint Tool Sai & Photoshop CS2

SEVENTEEN MTL | to date someone who doesn't want a big family

| Can you do a most to least to date someone who doesn’t want to have a big family for seventeen? 💛 | ~Admin Hedgehog


MOST

Vernon/Hansol

Dino/Chan

Seungkwan

Wonwoo

Woozi/Jihoon

The8/Minghao

Jeonghan

Jun

Joshua/Jisoo

DK/Seokmin

Hoshi/Soonyoung

S.Coups/Seungcheol

LEAST

Vernon, Dino, and Seungkwan are all very young right now, I can see maybe Dino wanting more then 2 kids when he’s older, but right now theres not even a thought of kids in the Maknae line’s head(mostly bc they are all kids still)

Wonwoo, Woozi, Minghao, Jun, and Jeonghan i think are all pretty okay with having a decent amount of kids, like not a huge family but maybe 2-3 kids, but they’d be perfectly fine with having a smaller family.

Joshua, Seokmin, Hoshi, and S.Coups are all the 4 that i thought would want the most kids, they all seem like the type that would want to have their own soccer team of children lol. They all give off the vibe that they would handle having a big family really well and would really really enjoy all the noise and chaos a bigger family would include! (scoups would want to make his own Mini Seventeen™) 

Here is a quick update on how I’m coming along! My muscles are still sore AF from Tuesday, and I got a pretty decent workout in today I think! Still working hard and taking care of myself and loving myself 😄

Did two 1-minute planks today. I really need to start doing the 90s ones again because they were SLICING my abs! Also graduated to a 25lb kettle bell for core exercises and I’m up to 20lb (each) dumbbells for a majority of my arms. Whoo! Did butt and legs today!