pretty accurate if i do say so myself

Why am I single?
Am I stopping myself from falling in love? Or am I truly just not falling for anyone? I don’t know which option I fear more. If the first is true, then I may be dooming myself to a life alone. If it’s the second, well, that wouldn’t be my fault, would it? But it’s no less discouraging to think that no one in my world could ever interest me.

I get crushes sometimes, yes, but (and this sounds weird) I can’t even tell how serious they are. I second-guess my own feelings constantly. Do I really like this person, or am I just fooling myself? All too often, it feels like I’m imagining I like them just because I like the idea of being madly in love. It’s more about the idea than the actual person.

I can create an image around a person that obscures who they really are, and pretty soon I’m in love with the image, but all the while in my gut I know that the image is not accurate and what I’m actually in love with is an illusion. That’s not true love. I know that. So I don’t allow myself to actually engage with the person, because I know it’s not what I think it is. In that sense, I guess you could say I do keep myself from falling in love… but not without reason.

You see, in every case, I see red flags. Even beyond the smokescreen of the fantasy image I create around a person, these red flags are always visible to my deeper instinct. And when I say “red flags,” I mean intrinsic qualities or ingrained habits that I do not want in a romantic partner. Things that the person obviously either could not or would not change. Things that I am ultimately just not okay with. They stand out to my subconscious mind, flashing cold warning lights, spelling doom for any hope of a relationship with that person.

If I didn’t see these kinds of red flags, I like to think that I would do it. I would move forward. I would give the person a chance. But when I see these kinds of things beforehand, plain as day… I mean, am I supposed to ignore them? So far, I have not been able to do that. I know what I want, and I know what I do not want. Why should I walk straight into a situation that I know is not what I want? Won’t I be kicking myself later for making such a stupid move, eyes wide open?

At the end of the day, I wonder:

Will there ever be someone who doesn’t strike me as full of warning signs, someone I won’t have to invent a mostly false image around so that I can pretend to have a crush on them?

Will I just end up caving in and dating someone who is below my standards?

Am I keeping myself from happiness, or sparing myself genuine heartache and wasted time?

As always, the standard answer to all my life’s questions resurfaces: I don’t know.

—  Submitted by @angelwithashatteredheart
my thoughts on Arrow 5x19

This gif is an accurate representation of me. Everything I’ve been waiting (rather patiently, if I do say so myself… as someone who doesn’t come by patience naturally, I think I’ve done a pretty swell job this whole last year *pats self on back*) is finally starting to happen. I’m hesitant to say it’s more glorious than I imagined, because I tried very hard not to imagine anything specific, but it’s pretty damn glorious and I couldn’t be more pleased. 

  • Felicity had The Best wardrobe this whole episode. When I saw that red dress at the beginning I literally gasped
  • Curtis is definitely veering towards annoying with all his quips and babbling, but the Airplane! quote at the top of the show made me chuckle. Yes, it was bad timing. But I still enjoyed it. 
  • It’s more than a bit nerve-wracking to watch Felicity dance on the line like she did in this episode. Like Oliver, I want to protect her and I found myself constantly gasping and going “oh no!” and “ack! Felicity!” but in the end I’m all “that’s my baby, I’m so proud” so it all worked out.
  • The best way to describe Oliver in this episode is “Shook”. The best way to describe Diggle is “Shook Pt. 2″
  • I’m snickering at the boys being at odd ends because their wives are going rogue on them. 
  • Also: Felicity and Lyla crossing paths and sniping at each other is equal parts delightfully entertaining and nerve-wracking. Is this going to put a damper on future double dates? 
  • I’m pretty #TeamLyla most of the time, but not telling Dig and Oliver that they’d moved Caden was… a bad move. Very bad move. SOOOOO bad. C’mon, Lyla. Don’t be that way. 
  • Even though, seeing Diggle and Lyla at odds makes me feel uncomfortable and I just want to yell “Don’t get divorced, mom and dad!”
  • Rene was my pumpkin cupcake this episode.
  • I’ve really grown to love him this season and the FEELINGS I had last night were off the charts. 
  • Is it just me or has Rene become Quentin’s honorary kid? I’m all for this, btw. If you ask me, it’s a step up from his last child. 
  • Oliver drinking
  • GUYS. Oliver just does NOT drink. A shot here and there, maybe a celebratory toast or a beer with OTA. But this is a man who needs to be in control 100% of the time. He never sits down with a bottle like he did last night. I’m shook
  • That is how upset he was about facing off with Felicity. That’s how much he didn’t mean “don’t count on it”. That’s how much he loves her and wants her safe and her soul intact and it’s just killing him, the distance between them and OMG I HAVE ALL THE FEELS. 
  • I think I officially have too many feels to adequately discuss this episode. All that’s coming out of my brain are whale noises. 
  • The moment Dig said “I’m not the man she was gonna marry” I think I stopped breathing and I didn’t start again for the rest of the episode. 
  • You know that gif where the person’s eating popcorn and they stop with their hand halfway to their mouth and they’re just O.O? That was me. 
  • Actually, no, I was Oliver. He froze and then, slowly, looked at Dig like “omg wtf did you just say to me?”
  • The engagement was OFFICIALLY brought up. And it was everything I wanted it to be. Olicity is off pause, folks. We’re hitting the play button. The fast forward in some spots. THE WAIT IS OVER. 
  • The scene in the loft was so much better than I was expecting. I was NOT expecting Felicity to bust out the “one of the reasons I fell in love with you” thing. YEP. The pedal is to the metal. We’re full speed ahead!
  • And how her voice softened? And she stepped closer? The TENSION in that scene was amazing. I’m giddy. 
  • There was the whole blue laser face-off that was equally hot and sad and amazing. 
  • And the final face-off in the bunker… My heart hurt for BOTH of them here. She absolutely believes he doesn’t trust her. She doesn’t realize he doesn’t trust himself. It’s all gonna come out. BRING ON 5x20! 

I’m gonna go fan myself and find something chocolate to eat. I need to recover. What a heck of an episode! 

Originally posted by olivergifs

how the signs feel about their stereotypes
  • aries: "wHAT?!?!?!?! I AM NOT ANGRY ALL THE TIME!!!1!!1! FIGHT ME!!!!!"
  • taurus: "omg i dont like food THAT m--wait a minute. yes i do."
  • gemini: "*reads horoscope* damn i really am a dick."
  • cancer: "okay yeah. I pretty much am a crying mess. sometimes. okay always."
  • leo: "*sobbing* i'm so upsetttt why does e v e r y post say i'm selfish and that i think i'm better than everyone when really i hate myself and think everyone is a beautiful flowerrr *sobs more*"
  • virgo: "This is extremely illogical."
  • libra: "lol"
  • sagittarius: "LMAO K"
  • capricorn: "According to recent studies and scientists, science suggests that..."
  • aquarius: "IM NOT AN ALIEN OK"
  • pisces: "*smirks evilly*"

anonymous asked:

Can I ask an imagine with the NDRV3 boys with a blind crush asking if they can touch their face and telling them they think they look handsome ?

Of course! I hope you like it! ^^

NDRV3 Boys with a blind crush asking if they can touch their face and telling them they think they look handsome

Shuuichi Saihara:

- “Hey Y/n! I got you some more books!”

- “Oh! I’d recognise that voice anywhere… It’s Saihara - kun!” You smile but you’re not quite sure if he can see you yet

- You hear him walk towards you and you just kind of wait until he puts his hand on your shoulder

- “They’re all really good books Y/n, I hope you enjoy them”

- You giggle which causes him to blush

- “Ah… Saihara - kun, may I ask you for a favour?”

- “Of course, what do you need?”

- “Can I see your face?”

- What. His face?! He starts blushing “Uh… Y-Yeah”

- He takes off his hat and then he guides your hands to his face

- Your fingertips travel all over his face, his blush increasing. When you get to his hair you stroke it for a while before lowering your hands again

- “Saihara - kun has a very handsome face!”

- Could he be blushing anymore? Probably not

- Ever since that happened he lets you touch his face a lot more so that you don’t forget what he looks like

Kaito Momota:

- You never saw the night sky for yourself but Kaito was determined to help you understand the beauty of it through words

- “Y/n! I know you can’t see but I made you… hand made constellations!”

- He takes out a board with raised dots on it which kind of looked like braille

- He takes your hands and guides them over the constellations explaining what each one was and what it meant

- “Wow! That really is beautiful Momota - kun!… But… I want to see you too”

- “See me?”

- “May I touch your face to see you?”

- “Yeah… Yeah you can”

- He guides your hands up and places each hand on one cheek

- You have to shift slightly seeing as he’s taller than you but then you begin to move your fingers around

- “Oh haha, Momota - kun has a goatee.”

- Once you get to his hair you notice that just like the goatee it’s also spiky

- “Momota - kun looks handsome!”

- “Huh? I.. Me? Nah… “ He’s blushing slightly now and just scratching the back of his head. He wasn’t expecting that


- Kiibo told you about himself saying that he’s not really a human but he looks like one

- He felt really sad that you can’t see, the world was so pretty in his opinion

- When you asked him about anything, he would do his best to explain it in as much detail as he can so that you have an accurate idea

- “Kiibo - kun, you described yourself to me but… Can I see for myself how you look like?”

- “Huh? How can you do that?”

- “If I touch your face I should get an idea of what you look like”

- “Okay then Y/n - san. If it will help you then I don’t mind”

- He takes you hand and places it to his cheek

- “Your hands are cold haha… So is your face but… It’s so smooth”

- When your fingers brush over his lips he feels like he’s overheating slightly

- “I think you look really handsome Kiibo - kun! And your skin is so nice and soft”

- He’s trying his best not to overheat but he puts his hand over yours

- “You look beautiful as well Y/n - san but… I am a learning AI so… Would you mind if I did the same to you?”

- You don’t mind at all, you just smile and let him stroke your face

- It’s so fascinating to him how you can see in that way

Rantaro Amami:

- He loved spending time with you

- Whatever it was, be it just talking, walks or reading he just loved being close to you

- He’d make sure you have as much fun as possible 

- “I love spending time with you Amami - kun! You’re so fun to be around!”

- “Is there anything else you’d like to do?”

- “I want to see what you look like.”

- He’s slightly surprised, he was definitely not expecting you to say that

- “Okay then, let’s sit down first though alright?”

- He takes you to a nearby bench and then guides your hands to his face

- His cheeks are slightly cold, probably due to being outside for too long

- “Amami - kun looks very handsome to me.” You smile at him

- “N’aww… Stop Y/n - san, you’re too nice.”

- “Not really, this was just my honest opinion!”

- He doesn’t tell you, but he really liked the feel of your fingers against his skin

Kokichi Ouma:

- “Nishishi~ Guess what Y/n - chan! I got you the best drink ever on this planet!”

- It’s Grape Panta

- He hands you the bottle and you take a sip

- How can he drink this all the time… Once in a while it’s nice but all the time?

- “Do you want anything else Y/n - chan?”

- “Well… There is one thing I was wondering about you Ouma - kun”

- “Oh? Are you doubting something? I am a liar after all!”

- “No, this isn’t something you can lie about.”

- “Hm? I’m interested now”

- “I want to see what your face looks like Ouma - kun.”

- He’s silent, he certainly wasn’t expecting this

- “Okay.. “ He guides your hands to his face

- Your fingertips are near his lips once you finish

- “You have a handsome face, Ouma - kun”

- He doesn’t respond, he simply moves his head and kisses your fingertips 

Gonta Gokuhara:

- Gonta told you his big passion in life was insects

- You weren’t exactly sure what they were but you always loved to listened to him

- “Gonta would show you the most beautiful insects in his collection if he could! You’d definitely like them, people who like insects can’t be bad!”

- You giggle at that comment, you told him you like them but you don’t even know what they look like

- “There is one thing that I can see Gonta - kun”

- “Hm? What’s that?”

- “If you let me, I’d like to see your face”

- “Of course S/O - san! But Gonta is quite tall and has glasses so one second please!”

- He takes off his glasses and then, like the gentleman he is, he takes your hand and guides it to his face

- He was right, he’s quite tall

- When you’re done you hear him move

- Ah probably to retrieve his glasses

- “Gonta - kun, thank you very much! You have a very handsome face!”

- He blushes but then smiles widely “Thank you Y/n - san! Gonta thinks you look pretty too!”

Korekiyo Shinguji:

- He’s also sad that you can’t see the beauty of this world

- He would often tell you folklore stories and you would always love it

- “Shinguji - kun, your stories are the best!”

- “If you want to, I can go try and find you these stories so that you can re-read them for yourself”

- “Wow really? Thank you so much! Oh! I had something I wanted to ask you”

- “Hm? What could that be?”

- “I would like to see the face that tells me all these amazing stories”

- He’s honestly surprised, he doesn’t really get why seeing as he wears a mask all the time anyway

- “Hm… If that is what you wish” he pulls his mask down and then gently takes your hand and puts it on his face

- “I didn’t know you had bandages on your hand…” you state as you move your fingers

- When you finish, you lower your hand and then pat around until you find his hand

- “I don’t really know why you wear that mask, it hides your handsome face Shinguji - kun!” you squeeze his hand

- “Handsome hm? Kukuku, I wouldn’t call it that but you certainly have a beautiful face” 

- You blush at his comment and then it’s his turn to squeeze your hand

Ryoma Hoshi:

- You knew he liked to play tennis

- He explained to you what it was a sport where you hit a tennis ball back and forth

- “Awh… I wish I could play against you Hoshi - kun”

- “Were you always blind Y/n?”

- “Mm… But I can ‘see’ if I touch things”

- “Oh, that’s cool actually”

- “That’s why… I’d like to ask if it’s okay with you if I touch your face Hoshi - kun”

- “Uh. Yeah. That’s fine”

- You just smile and wait patiently until he guides your hand to his face

- He just quickly drags over a table and stands on top of it so that he’s more or less the same height as you

- He takes your hand and puts it in front of his face

- You lean forward slightly and start touching his face and he does his very best to stay perfectly still

- Once you’re done you giggle “Hoshi - kun has a cute and handsome face haha”

- “Cute?! I’m not cute!”

- “You are though.”

- He just pulls his hat over his face to hide a blush you can’t see

Zosan Fic Rec List

This is for Pixel @ltws​ cause we are filthy sinners with very similar tastes and I need to compile all the wonderful fics I’ve read to show them. 
These are all fics I have personally enjoyed enough to rec. They’re in no particular order, though my favourites will be around the top!!

*Note: “Sin rating” refers to how Sinful the do is. Low being mostly vanilla, Medium being raunchy, High being kinky. The “length ratings” are: Very Short for under 10k words, Short for under 30k, Medium between 30k and 100k, Long for above 100k, and Very Long for above 180k.

  1. Fluency
    Length: Very Long, Sin Rating: Low/Medium (I’m giving it a halfway because the sexual tension is getting wild)
    I’m pretty sure everyone and their mother has read Fluency by Unda. It’s a Fantasy AU with the most beautiful world building, that extends even to linguistics (ESPECIALLY linguistics!) and geography. The characterisation is heart meltingly flawless, the plot is intricate and a wild ride, and the depth of Zoro and Sanji’s bond is breaking my heart in the best way. Possibly some of the awesomest character analysis and portrayal I’ve seen, it goes above and beyond.
  2. Make No Mistake
    Length: Very Long, Sin Rating: Low/Medium (for the same reason as Fluency)
    This fic had me pulling two all nighters in a row I kid you not. It’s a modern college AU, but it’s worlds more than just that, another one that just goes… above and beyond. I literally cannot get over how well written everyone is, it explores the Strawhats’ deepest flaws and strongest bonds in new light, with astoundingly clever canon parallels. As you read it, it seems to flow and when you’re done you’re sitting there for weeks still realising new things, and I will be forever analysing it. It’s incredibly real. A fair warning that it’s very dark at times, and while it’s super fun, it’s a serious read and heavy to get through, so pace yourself(unlike me). Also note that it’s not just Zosan (and that the pairing has a super slow build) as it also includes Frobin and other side pairings, not to mention the best running-gag concerning Trafalgar D. Law I’ve read to date that is hilarious.
  3. In Your Dreams
    Length: Medium, Sin Rating: High (I’m upping this rating from Medium to High due to one scene that I can’t really explain without ruining things)
    Set in the OP verse, Zoro is a cambion; meaning he’s half incubus. This was one of the first fics I read and I was slightly dubious about the whole “Zoro being half ‘sex demon’” thing but it is written BEAUTIFULLY and there is 0 mischaracterisation of Zoro; he’s the same old Zoro. It adds dynamics I very much appreciate, and which present for interesting points and circumstances. The slow build makes the conclusion that much sweeter.
  4. Wrong Number
    Length: Medium, Sin Rating: Low (possibly will progress to medium? Who knows)
    This is a modern AU, and probably my favourite fluffy modern AU. Like, Zoro and Sanji are so sweet in this. It’s also another fic I think a lot of people have read, and of all the people that have read it, I’m sure the majority of them want to bang primary school teacher!Zoro. I fully approve of this cause Zoro’s hot as hell AND good with kids. This fic also doesn’t sacrifice any of Zoro and Sanji’s character traits, it has a beautiful flow, and a good balance of suspense and satisfaction. The karaoke scene is smokin hot as well as hilarious.
  5. The Roronoa Fruit
    Length: Medium, Sin Rating: Low
    Set in the OP verse, this is another slow build Zosan fic where they move from friends to lovers, with a pretty cool plot if I do say so myself.  Another one of the fics I read early on, I must confess I’ve forgotten many of the details. Overall it’s a pretty touching, accurate, and enjoyable read!
  6. Bite Me
    Length: Long, Sin Rating: Medium (For some details that I again, can’t explain without ruining the surprises.)
    Set in the OP verse with a slight deviation from the canon. At first you may also be unsure about how you feel in regards to vampire!Sanji but I promise you, it’s super well done and you won’t be the least bit skeptic. The whole fic is handled realistically, in character, and with deep feeling. It’s a wild ride for your heart, honestly. Definitely note the tag “Angst and Porn” because… yeah.
  7. Once More With Feeling
    Length: Short, Sin Rating: n/a
    AKA my heart destroyed in just 25k words. This fic, though a Zosan fic, is mostly about the Strawhats and is all Sanji-centric. Honestly, Sanji has had a pretty bad time in canon, and this was like the icing on the cake of Sanji’s Suffering: a decadent cake very worthy of it’s subject. This small extension of canon left me in a puddle of tears and I loved every bit of it. It has a happy ending, a beautiful message, and the Zosan is the cherry on top.
  8. Arrow
    Length: Medium, Sin Rating: Low
    This fic is written in a unique style. It’s set in canon/an addition to canon, and is an interesting exploration of Zoro and Sanji. There’s some super cool imagery and ideas explored between these two! Another friends to lovers kind of deal.
  9. Aural Pleasure 
    Length: Medium, Sin Rating: Low
    Set in canon, this is an addition where something different happens to Zoro and all the Strawhats have to work through it. Sanji helps Zoro recover from a head injury that leaves the swordsman with aphasia, meaning Zoro initially cannot decipher speech/language or speak anymore. There’s a slow build, a lot of miscommunication, and Sanji being kind of a jerk and an idiot at one point, but the ending is super satisfying, good and sweet.
  10. Speak
    Length: Very Short, Sin Rating: High
    OP verse ficlet. An established relationship with well handled light bondage that explores the use of a gag/mouth bit on Zoro and Sanji. (hint: Zoro can talk around a sword and Sanji is a moaning mess.)
  11. A Mile In His Shoes
    Length: Very Short, Sin Rating: Medium
    Another fic pretty much the same as above, except the aspect being explored isn’t gagging, it’s a bodyswap.
  12. Sick Strawhats
    Length: Short, Sin Rating: n/a
    Another Strawhat centric fic acting as an addition to canon, with Zosan and Frobin. It’s a little slow to start, but soon super hilarious and fluffy after that, bringing you a handful of classic one liners such as “WE ALL KNEW HE WAS AS STRAIGHT AS HIS EYEBROWS.”

    (And now the part where I self promote but hey)
  13. Stripped Bare
    Length: Currently Short, most likely to end up Medium/Long, Sin Rating: Currently Low, (would be n/a but due to the nature of the au I’m upping it) most likely to end up as Medium.
    A modern AU centered around Zosan, with Frobin and Namivivi on the side. The two most common bits of feedback I get on this is that firstly, it being a Stripper+College AU, people are dubious about the premise. But everyone thus far has been super pleased with what they’ve found and gotten hooked immediately, so if I’m to believe the general consensus, it’s been handled and written well! And secondly, people are wary of mischaracterisation. Which I can totally understand, as people often write Zosan out of character, especially to fit into AU’s. However, rest assured that everyone has been thrilled with how true the characters stay to themselves and are loving the characterisation. I can say it’s gonna have light angst, be slow build, and have a pretty wild plotline with a happy ending.
  14. Imperatives
    Length: Very Short, Sin Rating: High
    A ficlet set in the OP verse with an established relationship, it focuses on Zoro and Sanji discovering they’re both kinda into some kinky shit and trying it out for the first time. Again, I’ve gotten the same sort of feedback: people are loving the characterisation, and apparently this PWP ‘feels like it has plot’ because of how much substance the dynamic between Zoro and Sanji has, and how their portrayal is spot on. Fluff at the end to top it off!

This concludes my now…very lengthy and detailed fic rec list. This is for Pixel, but I wrote it in general in case anyone is curious or looking for fics so I’ll put it in the zosan tag!

anonymous asked:

How do you know what size your stickers on red bubble will be if they are a set or multiples instead of 1 small one? The dimensions don't seem to change even if it's multiple stickers.

It’s kinda roundabout tbh”” (Tis the price paid for beating the system so to speak!) Let me see if I can answer your question anon-chan!

On the right of every sticker product page one can find the dimensions of the actual sticker

My Choromacaron sticker for example is approximately 3.0″x3.3″!
I’ve purchased it for myself and can say that’s pretty accurate, it’s about 3x3 inches.

Here you can see the small size version of ALL my matsuron stickers in one set is a similar size of 4.0″x2.8″

But this is the measurement for ALL 6 Stickers! Not just one or two, all of them! 

So you’d have to imagine a 4.0″x2.8″ rectangle and place the stickers within that rectangle with space in between…Does that make sense??? Idek if it does. I’ve put together a chart examplifying the differences between sticker sizes in the past


The dimensions listed are for ALL THE STICKERS IN THE SET for multiple stickers, so you can base it off those measurements how big the actual stickers will be (usually)


Star of Discovery Tarot Spread

The Star of Discovery is a spread from the book Tarot Shadow Work by Christine Jette, and as you can imagine, it’s geared toward discovering your shadows. It is designed to be used with the twenty-two major arcana cards. The significance of the card positions are as follows:

Position One - Denial: What negatives or positives do people point out to me that I have trouble accepting? This is where you will discover denial. What does position one represent in your life? What problems or conditions would you rather avoid? What are you afraid of discovering? What might be your “blind spot” that blocks growth? What talents and abilities are you hesitant to develop? What are you holding back? What compliments make you uncomfortable? 

Position Two- Anxiety: When do I get nervous, anxious, touchy, or sensitive with others? Here you will discover your anxiety. What loss do you fear? 

Position Three - Inferiority: When do I most lack confidence? Here you will discover your inferiority. What does position three represent in your life? What event or situation from the past may have caused this shadow to grow? Did your parents play a role in this feeling?

Position Four - Anger: What qualities do I most dislike or have the most difficulty dealing with? The answer is the key to discovering your anger and/or rage. Anger is fear in disguise and you may find yourself most uncomfortable with position four. 

Position Five - Secrecy: What do I rarely talk about with others? What are my secrets and my family secrets? What do you fear people will find out about you? What is your deepest, darkest secret? Would your life change? What from your past are you trying to hide, if anything? What secret does your shadow reveal?

Position Six - Self-Loathing: When I am most dissatisfied with myself? What do I need to discover? Did anything in childhood teach you to dislike parts of yourself? How often do you think/speak of yourself in a negative manner? 

In the book, there is an appendix that lists the concepts associated with the shadow aspect of each card, but referring to the card’s reversed meaning offers very similar elaborations. 

Keep reading if you’d like to see how my spread went with the Animalis Os Fortuna deck, which did a wonderful job by the way.  

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anonymous asked:

Can you please do 1-20 on the over sharing ask thing I'm nosy

fcjdxjdss thats So Many im cryin but ok i got nothin else to do anyway so

1. Who hurt you the most?

hm oh boy probably either the people who traumatized me during my childhood or this girl ive known since kindergarten tbh

2. Who have you hurt the most?

gosh idk ive hurt quite a bit of people i think ?idk about who’s gotten the worst of it….i could be edgy and say myself lmfao,,i think thats pretty accurate i guess

3. Who do you miss the most?

ive never missed a human ive only ever missed my dog so her lmao

4. Who do you want out of your life the most?

lol i dont stick around people i dont like so ??no one really…me from a year ago would say my moms husband bc i hate(d?) him but now its like,,hes not going anywhere so i decided to stop wasting that energy on him you know i just live with him now

5. Who had the biggest positive impact on you?

hm on an emotional level probably my last friend group bc i grew up real cold and mean and nasty bc trauma stuff but i realized that after knowing them ive really softened up and like,,tbh they kind of taught me how to love and how to at least somewhat access those types of feelings

6. Who had the biggest negative impact on you?

probably those who traumatized me tbh

7. Who do you wish you could be honest with?

no one im perfectly fine with lying about the things i do to the people i lie to lmao

8. Who have you harbored (any kind of!) secret feelings towards?

probably those i love but tbh its not really a Secret its more like Idk How To Express Emotions Or Feelings so the people i care about never really know just How Much i care about them

9. Who would the world be better off without?


10. Who do you wish you’d treated differently?

ive mistreated a lot of people in my life but the ones i kind of wish i didnt are the people i cared about/loved that ended up leaving

11. What was the worst day of your life?

i have no idea lmao my brain represses a lot

12. What’s your greatest fear?

really my only fear is being stalked lmao

13. What’s your biggest insecurity?

my brain doesnt really function in that way like quantifying/ranking things so theyre all kind of equal lmao,,my height, my teeth, my body, how my skull is really crooked l m f a o 

14. What’s your biggest regret?

i really only feel bad about hurting those i love/care about and the one that sticks out the most is probably what i did to the people in my last friend group

15. Describe your ideal world.

no humans just animals living peacefully

16. Describe your personal hell.

in theory? legitimately being stalked

17. What’s a hopeless dream you’re still holding on to?

im still trying to get over my ex

18. What’s the most embarrassed you’ve ever been?

guaranteed that shit has been Repressed™ lmfao

19. What’s the angriest you’ve ever been?

idk maybe that night the girl i share a wall with was being loud asl on the phone or something from like 11pm-2am while i was trying to study lmfao wooo boy that was A Night

20. What’s the saddest you’ve ever been?

id have to say the first couple months of 2016 tbh

livingasaqueen  asked:

Hi! I'm Agnes and I'm in the high school senior year. I have until the end of 2014 to choose what career I'll choose for my life and I'm considering Law, but I'm afraid that I won't be good at it and I won't adapt myself in the "law world". So I was hoping that you could answer some questions? If you could, I would like to know If you also had doubts If Law was the best career for you. And I'd like to know how the classes and the college subjects are. Excuse me for my bad english. Thank you! :)

Hi Agnes! I am very glad that you asked about this ‘cause this is exactly what i am going through, so i hope you don’t mind that i post the answer since i would love to share my experience.

Studying law has been my absolute dream and goal during my high school years, and i think it would be pretty safe for me to say that there isn’t one day i doubted if that’s the right thing for me. I was obviously told that this path was going to be tough and extremely competitive, but at that time i held the view that i was an over-achiever and a competitive person myself, and i thought i could handle it.

I’ve only studied law for a semester by far, so i won’t say that my opinion is completely accurate. But what i do like to mention is that law school is indeed a very, very competitive place, probably even worse than what you have imagined. The courses are designed in a way that’s way above your standards to stretch your limits, the professors demand you to do things that you don’t even think is possible, yet your classmates can perfectly handle everything, or answer questions during tutorials even without preparation. The thing is, studying law, or being in this career in the future is all about competitions and challenging yourself. I am not trying to discourage you, but i want to tell you two things

First, really, don’t do it JUST for the money. I mean, i know, a lot of people get into law school because being a lawyer means reputation and money.That’s understandable. But make sure you are interested in law, or at least, reading. If you are not that interested, either choose another area to study or really start to work on reading tons of different materials. It’s going to be extremely painful to do things that are way above your limit when you are not even interested.

Secondly, be prepared, and definitely don’t think being accepted into law school means everything. You still have to work extremely hard. In where I live we kind of have a concept that being accepted to top universities and best subjects means the world to us, and nothing matters later on. I personally kind of have this idea in mind that college/university is going to be heaven (after the long torture in high school). Man was i wrong. What I would suggest you is that you should really do your research, maybe even try to read a few chapters of law textbooks (like contract law or something) or cases to see if you’re interested. If you get accepted, start studying before law school started. I wish someone had told me this. Always be prepared, whether it’s studying, finishing the readings, or writing essays. Remember, everyone in law school is very competitive, intelligent and well prepared.

I have to admit that i had constantly doubted if law was the right thing for me ever since i started studying it. And im not gonna lie, the first semester for me is almost like a nightmare. I could barely adapt to it. But definitely don’t be scared by all of this. I am sure if you think it’s the right thing for you and that you are capable of getting into a law school, you should be able to do it. These are just a few misconceptions i have had in the past and i really hope that others won’t make the same mistake.

So my final advice is: re-evaluate whether you really want to study law. If you do, then be ready for it, and im sure you will be able to do perfectly.





anonymous asked:

So,a friend of mine is a sports and fitness administrator and he calculated 2895 calories for me(318g protein,257g carbs & 62g fat). I used a few calculators online and it seems a lot. I'm f, 23, 162cm and 89kg. What do i do? I REALLY want to get fit

Have you tried this calories calculator?

I use it myself, it’s pretty accurate. But keep in mind that it’s just an indicator, look what the mirror and the scale say.

A more accurate ponysona ( I wish I had pink hair hehe )

The cutie mark resembles my cluelessness to just about any situation and my tendency to say “I don’t know." 

And I choose a pegasus because I used to always run so fast and no one could catch me. I always felt like I was flying. But now I can’t because my bones are more brittle than they used to be ( also fell a lot). Myself having the appearance of someone in an athletic field but unable to do so. The pretty tips on the wings show that she will tend not to fly to keep them pretty and safe.

I have a little freckle on my chin too and I think it’s cute.

I also incorporated purple because that’s actually my favorite color but my brain just always wants to say red when someone asks.