pretending it doesnt matter

what  your hero choice says
  • genji: haha good fucking luck losers
  • mccree: i cant aim but i want to pretend i can
  • pharah: we can fucking win. we can.
  • reaper: it doesnt matter that i cant aim im still gonna kill everyone
  • soldier 76: this is the only class i can play
  • tracer: i'm gonna chipshot the enemy team from a mile away but i SWEAR i'm helping
  • bastion: i have to win. i have to.
  • hanzo: fuck you all
  • junkrat: i cant aim but i want to help
  • mei: i take delight in others' frustration
  • torbjorn: i hate you. my heart is fueled by hatred
  • widowmaker: i wish i wasn't here
  • i cannot and thus will not chill
  • reinhardt: i want to help us win
  • roadhog: dont care about any of you just wanna kill people
  • winston: i like environmental kills
  • zarya: i believe in myself
  • lucio: i believe in this team
  • ana: id rather be playing widowmaker but we have no support
  • mercy: i fucking hate this team but we have no support
  • symmetra: i live to inconvenience
  • zenyatta: i like healing more than sniping but not by much

People keep spamming that billboard fanwars poll link on my dash and pretend that its super important… like it doesnt fking matter? Theres literally no award, no one wins ANYTHING from it and i highly doubt any of the artists in it give a shit about this anyway. Billboard is once again trying to create fanwars and make ppl visit their site (which means $$).
I mean look at all the artists they picked and HOW they placed them; we have exo vs bts now and they’re obviously setting up more fanwars with harry styles vs zayn, fifth harmony vs that camelia girl that dropped them, beyonce vs riri etc
Stop wasting your time on pointless polls like this… no one wins anything from this apart from billboard who uses you for views on their page… If you want to support exo or whoever your fav is, go stream their mv or smth… voting on this is useless and you wont win anyway cause T-ara fans have like 2 million votes and they always win this

anonymous asked:

It just hit me like a truck that taako's gonna outlive angus

listen you come into my home and tell me this shit that i have been repressing for weeks, how Dare. 

yeah, taako’s going to outlive angus. taako’s gonna be in the prime of his youth and angus will be an old man, and taako will probably be there when angus dies (like he was there when magnus died) and taako will pretend like it doesnt matter except he’ll be crying or something the entire time and everyone will know that this is fuckin’ him up. and i think maybe he makes krav do it, or barry and lup, cause taako’s beautiful magic boy is getting the best damn death experience money or love can buy. 

anyway this ends okay though, angus goes to live with magnus and julia and their five zillion dogs and one fish and taako visits them on the weekends with his husband its FINE everythings FINE

nct dream!kids au

youre their babysitter ok istg (theyre also like 4-8) (and theyre also all related)


-a literal mess omg!!

-tries his best but ends up failing somehow

-cant make a sandwich, ends up blowing up the kitchen

-needs your help for a lot of things but not before he accidentally screws it up himself when he tries to be a big boy!!!

-like one time, you went over to babysit

-and he was a precious angel! said hi and smiled and dragged you to his room to play!!

-everything was fine and dandy until you left the room for a sec and came back to mark upside down hanging from his bed with his toys scattered on the floor when it was in a neat pile before

-dont leave him alone for too long

-dont leave him alone at all omg, hold his hand and take him as your smol useless sidekick

-tries to help take care of the kids with you because he’s the hyung and he needs to have a responsibility! (never ends up doing what he’s supposed to do but you love him anyway)

-falls asleep really easily, is always disoriented when he wakes up from naps

-has his own bed but prefers to crawl in bed with his bff and best brother hae!!!

-doesnt have a teddy bear or any stuffie and falls asleep with nothing in his arms but ends up hugging anything he can grab in his sleep

-it can be hae, a pillow, their pet bunny that manages to escape bc chen forgot to lock it up, it doesnt matter (hae pretends to hate it but it makes him feel warm so he’s lowlowlowlowlowlowlowkey ok with it)


-what a sass master

-youngest sass master youve ever seen

-pickiest eater ever omg

-doesnt like ANYTHING you give him unless it has peanut butter on it

-he’ll make you put peanut butter on pizza

-he doesnt CARE he just wants peanut butter

-such a tsundere omg hates your jokes but loves your smiles (will never admit it)

-stubborn ass kid jesus

-but a cutie so you dont mind!!

-loves his hyung mark but will not hesitate to push him down the stairs for candy

-is always there to give mark bandaids for wounds HE caused

-has to always sit beside you or mark or jisung or jaemin during movies (will not sit still unless he’s with one of you)

-LOVES superheroes

-tried to fly once but just ended up scraping the palm of his hand

-he’s the bandaid guy so he has no one to put a bandaid on him :c

-BUT he has you!!! and mark to the rescue ofc

-mark puts the bandaid on backwards and it accidentally sticks to his hand instead

-haechan doesnt have the heart to tell him and neither do u

-you end up putting the bandaid on hae when mark isnt looking

-reminds you of how cute and perfect he is every 3 minutes hours


-the most talented child you have ever babysat

-will sing the kids to sleep if you asked him to

-will sing YOU to sleep if you asked him to

-sweetest smiles!!!

-total suck up, will do anything to make you happy/smile

-sings around the house, hops everywhere, refuses to stop singing even if jeno threatens to throw his pet bunny on the street


-takes his teddy bear everywhere

-has emotional detachment issues

-loves his parents but lowkey loves his teddy bear more

-highkey loves you more, probably has a cute lil kid crush on you


-buy him stuffed animals and he’ll love you forever

-reallyyyyyyyy likes strawberries

-more than usual

-likes feeding them to his bunny even tho they shouldnt really be eating them

-but it makes the bunny happy so chen is happy!!

-please love him all he wants is for everybody to be happy

-the type to tug on your clothes instead of calling for your name or tapping you to get your attention



-mysterious as heck

-you didnt even notice him the first time you babysat him

-like, their parents came back and thanked you and all the kids came to say goodbye

-and then you just saw renjun there but???

-”omg i didnt even notice you during this whole time im sorry why didnt you say anything?? where were you???”

-and he just responds with “i was in the shadows” right before you leave

-gave you nightmares but you were determined to make him loud and bubbly!!

-so the next time you babysit, you made SURE to find renjun

-took him with you everywhere, so now you have sidekick mark and sidekick renjun

-theyre both useless but in a cute way!!!!

-it takes time but he goes from a chocolate bar left in the freezer for 85 years to a bagel in water!!! (what is this omg)

-still kinda tough but soft and smol at the same time

-doesnt smile often but when he does it’s like a fireball!!! watch out nasa we have a new sun!!!

-small grins and smiles 24/7

-the kids always try to include him in everything bc he may be quiet but they know he’s just shy and can be absolutely insane (in a non ghost-kid creepy way)

-they love him and will do anything he asks bc he never asks for anything usually!!

-the least-needy kid ever


-sly ass lil kid

-probably learns how to flirt from tv shows and uses pickup lines on you

-a sweetheart deep down, cares for you a lot

-will 100000% fight chenle for your heart!!!!

-smile so sweet itll give you cavities but has a lowkey smirk to it so you have to stop him from watching too many tv shows

-follows you around asking you the most dumb questions

-”do you trap people in your phone and talk to them??”

-”jae omg no what the heck ofc not”

-”how do you talk to your friends then??”

-you worry about him a lot

-tries to act tough when he gets booboos

-doesnt like crying and usually doesnt cry when he gets hurt

-BUT when he gets hurt like real bad, he’ll crack

-one time he was running down the stairs chasing jeno

-and he accidentally fell and tumbled down the stairs

-he was ok, no big booboos but his knee got scraped pretty bad

-and *dootdootdoot trumpet sounds* haechan swoops in with bandaids!! (and a HALF hug, gotta keep that tsundere front)

-and as haechan puts like, 3 bandaids on jae’s 1 wound, his lips start quivering and his eyes are tearing up but he cant cry wont cry!! gotta look tough so mark can stop babying him!! so everyone can stop babying him!!

-but then mark hugs him to make up for hae’s half hug and min starts bawling

-chen feels bad too so he hugs jae while mark is still hugging him so it’s a hug-fest!!

-hae reluctantly joins in but only bc he’s hip and with the trends!!! not bc he wanted to hug him or something


-highkey likes learning lowkey likes messing with his brothers

-he likes learning how to make traps and how to successfully prank people

-the annoying smartass kid of the group but nobody minds!! (except haechan bc hes supposed to be annoying and smart!!)

-partners in crime with haechan

-pranks everybody BUT jisung

-everybody has a soft spot for jisung

-starts off with dumb things like whoopie cushions and hand buzzers

-still uses dumb things like whoopie cushions and hand buzzers

-colours pictures as a side job hobby

-quiet and behaved surprisingly when he isnt trying to make you sit on a whoopie cushion

-will eat anything you give him as long as it’s not like, kiwis or something

-hates kiwis with a passion

-will sass you if you try to feed him kiwis

-which makes you seperate him and hae from hanging out for too long

-it never works, they always find a way to navigate back to each other

-you end up just letting him become a sass master in training

-judges your food but compliments your appearance!!

-everything you do is pretty to him

-cleaning up chen’s spilled apple juice?? nO PROBLEM WHAT A CUTE THING YOU ARE

-just dont feed him kiwis, then youre not cute

-really hates kiwis

-like, really really

-will probably slap your hand

-will apologize and hug your hand afterwards

-*cue hae’s eye roll*

-eye smiles all day everyday!!!!


-an actual angel

-youngest and cutest!!

-leader of the cutie sqaud rEPRESENT!!!11!!11!

-probably religiously likes apples

-just imagine him nibbling on an apple

-chen probably really likes him (ONLY WHEN HE’S EATING AN APPLE) bc he reminds him of their pet bunny

-a bit of a crybaby but nobody minds because he doesnt cry on purpose!!

-hurts himself a lot too smh jisung r u having a competition with mark or smth

-but he has spongebob bandaids so “who cares if im bleeding?? i have spongebob!!”

-probably wants to be like, devious and not innocent but cant

-one time, hae and jeno tried to teach him how to prank one of his hyungs but ji just went “i dunno i dont really wanna anymore” all uncomfortable and smol and timidly bc he didnt wanna make hae and jeno upset

-but it was ok!! they took him to the living room to watch spongebob

-dancing machine omg

-like, everybody in the family likes dancing but bOY jisung has such a firey passion for it, it’s insanely cute

-likes candy a lot (but what kid doesnt)

-will most likely sell his soul for candy

-instead of walking around the house, he moonwalks

-nobody has the heart to tell him to stop

-chen almost did once but when jisung smiled real wide when chen called his name, he like stopped and just sputtered out “i have apples”

-the kid that literally does nothing wrong

-you used to be suspicious but not anymore he’s an angEL BEAN

-smol and precious, doesnt like trouble nor does he like loud noises

-yet he enjoys screaming??

-when anything wrong goes down he screams like a siren so everybody knows something is wrong

-he’s practically their fire alarm

nct dream (as a whole)

-puts on shows for you ALL the time

-you were going over to babysit them once but when you arrived you didnt expect a cupcake and a performance!! (their parents told them it was your birthday so they had to be nice to you)

-you didnt even get sassed!! a miracle!!!

-they felt bad that they didnt get you a present so they drew you something instead

-didnt let mark help in fear he’d accidentally set the paper on fire but he was ok with that bc he got to monitor and was on apple juice duty!!

-likes having pillow fights

-you arent about that life so you just sit back and monitor

-jisung doesnt join in but he screams while they fight!!

-he has lungs of steel

-he doesnt join in bc one time he was running around, spinning with a pillow and he accidentally got smacked in the face (dont tell anyone but it was probably mark) and he FLEW BACK


-the room grew quiet and everybody rushed over “omg r u ok???”

-he was ok but no longer particpates, traumatized but also vv thankful bc woah he flew (into a wall but he flew)

-they have pillow fights real often bc it makes renjun happy and he laughs and smiles a lot during them

-pillow fights are BRUTAL

-they have never EVER seen chen so hardcore

-he karate jumps and smacks people in the face

-mark screams and charges headfirst (with a pillow on his head ofc) at everybody

-hae pretends not to care but hits SO hard (as hard as he can with a pillow at least)

-jeno is so good at dodging, so swift it’s scary

-renjun is reallllll quiet so he sneak-attacks people really easly, giving them minor (or major, if youre like, mark) heart attacks

-jaemin pictures everybody as giant, walking kiwis so he screams “I HATE KIWIS” before he runs into the fight blindly, hitting everybody and anybody he can bc deFEAT THE EVIL KIWIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-chen doesnt even have a tactic as long as he gets to hit someone he’s ok

-there’s really no prize so idek why these losers are so competitive

-HOWEVER no matter how much they fight and no matter how competitive they are, they ALWAYS have each other’s back

-like this one time, hae was getting bullied and it all started like thiS *dramatic flashback*

-they all walk home together and instead of being loud like usual, hae was just really quiet and didnt join in the conversation

-so mark the responsible hyung!!! noticed and was like “what’s wrong hae??”

-and he didnt respond so ren, jae, and jeno answered for him

-”that kid in our class said he was loud and annoying”

-”WHERE DOES HE LIVE I’LL HURT HIM” -mark 0.1 seconds after hearing that

-the next day at school, the dream team (im calling them that from now on) confronted the kid and mark went iN


-like, jae and ji got a lil bit offended at the bowl cut comment but iT WAS FOR HAE SO THEY DIDNT CARE

-mark is a third grade SAVAGE

-made the kid cry

-all while hae was hiding behind jeno and jisung (jisung was too short to hide him but like w/e)

-the kid apologized with like snot and tears running down his face

-hae lowkey laughed really hard

-they all got in trouble after

-jisung for sneaking out of kindergarten

-mark for roasting yelling at the kid

-everybody else for being his sidekicks

-their parents couldnt even yell at them bc they were so touched

-do NOT bring these kids to the grocery store

-not altogether

-if you do, youll get kicked out of the grocery store in 0.3343 seconds

-jisung wants EVERYTHING in the store

-hae complains every 2 minutes

-they fight over who gets to sit in the cart

-jisung, mark, hae, and jeno share a room

-jae, chen, and ren share a room

-during nap time, they all end up in one room or another tho

-they kinda hate each other (bc that’s how siblings are!!) but if given the chance to be put in another family, none of them would even THINK about it

-theyre all a mess but that’s how the dream team works!

“I'm Colorblind, I See No Race!”
  • ¾ young white americans say society would be better off if we never acknowledged race. 
  • Less than 1/3 of white people say they’ve talked about race with their families.

lexi4prez: One of the most common sayings when it comes to racism is in fact “I’m colorblind, i see no race!” and although there are good intentions behind these kind of statements, we need to discuss why it is wrong.

To say that you see everyone as some default, that you don’t recognize the color of another person’s skin, and that this mentality serves as some form of end to racism, is extremely incorrect. By denying the recognition of color, you are denying racism. You are denying the fact a white person lives a different life than a black person, you’re denying that black persons life is filled with racial profiling, oppression, and stereotypes. This statement is commonly (notice I said commonly) used by white people to make themselves seem a little less racist.When in reality, you’re saying “in order to see you as my equal, i’m going to ignore the fact you are black.” 

Cultures, religions, and skin colors, shape who we are. They shape our lives, experiences, families, traditions, and beliefs. Diversity is something that keeps the world interesting, and something we should cherish. Making the world a colorless default, isn’t going to stop the murder of black people. It is’t gonna erase the fact that white people have privilege. What you are doing, is pretending. You’re invalidating. You’re invalidating that black boy from your class who was shot and killed by a police officer. You know what would help? Recognizing the fact he was shot because he was black. Recognizing that the color of your skin matters. That because you can look down at your legs and see a light complexion, you might never even get pulled over by a cop. Recognizing that nearly every black person you see has most likely gone through racist experiences, that shaped who they are and how strong they are. You should be able to look at someone in the face and recognize the fact they are DIFFERENT, and that is OKAY.

What society would we be if we had to erase everything about a person and see them as some replica of ourselves in order to treat them with some decency? We can’t sit and pretend like color doesnt matter, because it does. Being a latina, coming from a Mexican family, I cannot begin to explain what my family has gone through here in the U.S. just because we look different. You know what i came across recently? A man died because a 911 operator hung up on the person who was calling for help. And deep in twitter, a white man’s response to this was: maybe he shouldn’t be in America the first place. he’s breaking the law. And someone replied “where does it say he’s illegal?” in which the white man replied “he doesnt look of european descent. he’s obviously illegal.” And that, ladies and gentlemen and all non binarys, is how a death of an American citizen was invalidated by a human being because he wasn’t a white european male. Wanna pretend like race doesn’t matter now? Until we’ve created a society of equal opportunities, rights, and treatment, we must recognize that color is killing people and saving others. -lexi4prez

im gonna say it like…listen…if you dont like me, just send me an ask saying it, unfollow me so i can unfollow you

i cant deal w people pretending they like me anymore. 

i dont know if anyone is but, im serious. if you dont like me, dont pretend to. you can softblock or tell me to unfollow. it doesnt matter. 

No Mercy Days


So it started some time ago, I forget how long it was but does it matter now?

Hell if I know.

She asked me to look after whoever came through these doors.

A promise that I would probably learn to regret.

But don’t you know?

How to great an old friend?

Why don’t you turn around,

Go  on and try to shake my hand.

But, I guess the choice is really yours

By that look on your face, you’ve already made up your mind

When you decided to kill them all in cold blood.

Now I’m left wondering what to do

Should I warn the others?

Time can only tell.

Why don’t you keep pretending that you are a human

 to keep my brother entertained.

Yeah I get you don’t like the puzzles,                             

But then again you could pretend to try

I guess in the end it doesnt even matter

 cause i know you, you dirty brother killer.

On a cold night in Snowdin

I awake and bolt upright out of bed.

“Was that a dream?”

I walk around the house to check if he is still asleep.

Guess its another sleepless night spent at Grillby’s

But somehow I’m

Still pretty shaken up.

I guess its not like me

To become rattled so easily.

Now, I think its a little dumb

But a part of me holds on

To that horrid thought

Of that human taking that knife

And ending his life.

Well I know that that nightmare’s not a dream

It has happened plenty of times before

While that human runs off with no remorse

I’m left here to fall to pieces

No! It won’t just end like that

The timeline still marches on.

I guess I have no choice but to show no mercy

Someone is going to have a bad time.

Our reports showed a massive anomaly

In the timespace continuum.

Timelines jumping left and right

But that’s your fault, isn’t it?

You can’t understand how this feels.

Knowing that one day, without any warning…

It’s all going to be reset. 

There you are standing there yet again.

With that look on your face I dare not describe

Determination means nothing to us now

Considering all that LOVE that you have gained

How many times has it been now?

It was your job to keep track.

If you were really a friend of mine

You’d turn around and never come back!

So it started some time ago, probably years by now i’d bet.

What do I know?

Why does any of it matter when I know its all gonna reset?

seda please do not let the pressure get to you, you girls only have about a 1 in 10 chance of getting silver so just go out there and pretend you’re in practice bc nothing matters it really doesnt yall will be a disaster on floor too so nothing is lost it’s really actually fine. just breathe.


submission: You brought up the topic of rubyfruitjumblle (about her gross response on children and drug usage) this week and it reminded me that I have been keeping these receipts for a long time…. I know her when she was glowcloud right before she deleted her blog when she was called out for gross transmisogyny. I hate her. She deleted the posts I took receipts of shortly after I took them…. sorry about that…….. use them if you want.
thank u for these ive been holding off posting this cuz i wasnt sure how to reply i literally havent seen or heard of these at all until now and im shocked nobody addressed this
i do remember the glowcloud drama and i dont know if she ever actually told her followers that she was that person ..or if she just pretended to be a different person all this time idfk. it doesnt matter to me if she says shes a changed person either because these pics are clearly from her current blog so like. its weird to me how a 23 year old white nt cis person had a bunch of young lesbians like myself into thinking she was some sort of knowledgeable tumblr wlw community leader when in actuality she doesnt stand for half of what she pretends to