pregnancy blogger

Being a young mom just means that we met a little early. But it also means, I get to love you a little longer. Some people say that I’m ruining my life that they are disappointed and even that my life is ruined..But what people don’t seem to realize, it’s that it’s just begun. This has helped me grown up & focus on my future. Its the beginning of a new chapter in my life that I’m willing to take on. You didn’t take away from my future. You gave me a new one. <3

It’s like such a weird thing to know that women who are preggers can’t even post their pregnancy pictures without fetish bloggers swooping in like what kind of mess…?

My baby boy is two weeks old already!

My god how the time flies when you have a baby, I lose track of the days so easily!

Though I don’t get very far with work right now (easily distracted and all) he is such a good baby. He sleeps so well during the night and hitting all the milestones he should be.

Baby Daddy and I are making the most of the time we have left with each other and baby boy before he leaves for Germany again..

The joys of having a military man💙

Post pregnancy changes no one talks or tells you about

There are so many changes that occur to your body and brain post baby, but some are brushed under the carpet and forgotten that they ever happened.

  1. Discharge “no one said it’s all rosy”
    After the horrid blood loss stops, you think bonus! no longer need to wear a pad, so wrong!  You find yourself still wearing a pad as you loose discharge. “I would suggest if it’s smelly or a funny colour, to visit a doctor”
  2. Phantom Kicks “Is there still a baby in there?" 
    Most mummy’s will experience this, but most will not talk about (I know i didn’t) They’re like little flutters and kicks in the womb, just like mid pregnancy, when they’re really subtle. There’s no confirmed reasons but there are two theories.The first is the uterus is still contracting, as it takes a while to settle after birth. The second is that because you've experienced these feelings whilst pregnant, you now place these flutters with the ones you had whilst pregnant. You could of had these exact same sensations before pregnancy but not even realised or thought about it, but now you link them to baby movements.
  3. You have bigger feet & hands "I need new shoes and rings”
    Due to hormone changes and water retention, you probably found your hands and feet ballooned during late stages of pregnancy, or if you’re like me your calfs, face and well everything ballooned.
    You now find even a couple of months after pregnancy, you still can’t fit into your old shoes properly or you find putting your rings back on is more of a struggle and my gosh they’re tight. 
  4. Food loves and hates change “I used to have 2 sugars in tea, now I have none”
    Your tastebuds have completely changed, things you craved during pregnancy you can no longer stand, things you went off during pregnancy you can also no longer stand. I personally want to eat healthy food constantly and home cooked food from scratch, i’ve turned into a little housewife.
  5. Periods after birth “I don’t remember them like this?”
    The length, the heaviness, how many days between periods, it all can change. Even the cramps can either improve or be worse. I suppose it’s because your body is getting back to normal after going so long with out one and is dealing with all the changes. Sooner or later everything should hopefully start going back to normal again, but will probably not be the same as before.
  6. A different size and shape “I still cant fit in my old bras”
    Some ribcages expand, hips are not the same! You gain weight during pregnancy, even if you eat exactly the same as before ect… but even then you find that you don’t put on weight on just tummy. Many woman are not just bump. legs, waist, face, feet, hands, thighs and arms. Basically every part of you! Unfortunately it’s very rare to go back to your old body. Embrace your new one, you wouldn’t have your little one without the changes.
  7. Weeing when you sneeze, cough or laugh “Bloody waterfall”
    This is so common in late pregnancy it normally improves after birth, there is possibility you will never regain full bladder control. No one will admit it out of ‘embarrassment’ it’s so common and slightly annoying. (I remember every time i’d go to my mums and we’d sit round the dinner table, my brother mostly would make me laugh so much, that i’d wee slightly. It was horrible, but i’m lucky and it doesn’t happen now, only occasionally if i sneeze suddenly)

    I am sure there are many more that i haven’t experienced or heard of from friends. What are your experiences?

First Day Of Fall!🍁

Not that the weather shows any signs of that today, it did Monday but today its low 90′s, kinda a hot breeze too. Kinda really freaking excited for winter! and when I say kinda I mean F***ing stoked! It has my favorite holiday, snow, cuddling in a blanket on the cold porch ect ugh I can not wait! And btw when I say favorite holiday I totally mean thanksgiving. E and I have been in the house for too long I feel, my sister takes her to and from downstairs, other than that its here in the room, but she doesn’t mind at all, shes to happy and careless to even notice the time, unless its nap, then she notices lol. Just some shots from this morning, were in the nap hours so i’m just about to watch ANOTHER movie, I think this is my 7 millionth movie this week??? on a good note tomorrow is Friday means two things i’m 32 weeks And both of my babies are home for the weekend, and maybe a in room date night lol I hope everyone’s week is fantastic and always remember to stay positive!


E and i went swimming today! my water baby fell asleep about 25 mins in, so i laid her in the pack n play for the time i was swimming. it honestly felt SO nice just to be in the water but it was really gross out, our hair kept frizzing out lol i feel so tired lately. but today was nice. but small updates, simplicity gets out of school tomorrow and im happy i get all summer with baby bear. going to be a really relaxing summer. and im 18 weeks tomorrow! woop. closer to meeting her/him! hope everyone is having a lovely week. and happy Thursday

oh yeah 17/18 week belly (kinda) and E sleeping in the water^-^

Virgin coconut oil is seriously my saving grace for my hair and skin. My skin is smooth and my stretchmarks are practically non existent. My hair is amazing soft and doesn’t suffer from breakage or split ends. I also use it to moisturize my lips and remove my eye makeup with ease.

This jar costed me about $8 and lasts me a little over a month.

Pregnancy is beautiful and empowering, but I can’t deny that days when you feel like this happen! lol


(First off, I need to credit @daggertattooh, @tellmethisisnotlove, @whisperedlouis, @bananastagram and @banana-louis on the proof from their blogs/accs. I need to underline the fact that I just put these facts together, meaning, I just put everything together in this post.)

Hi there. If you’re not in the 1D fandom or have no idea about this situation, I need to advise you to stop reading right here out of two reasons:
1. It’s a long ass post
2. You may not understand

I need to make one thing very clear to all of you throughout this whole post.
I’m actually so fucking tired and disgusted and last but not least, FUCKING SHOCKED by the level of trustworthiness this situation is reaching. There is no way in this fucked up universe, I will be ever convinced this is real, ANY SINGLE THING OUT OF THIS.

This is not real. Louis hasn’t conceived a baby and I TRULY BELIEVE THAT THERE IS ABSOLUTELY NO BABY. Do I cross a line by saying this? Did I just trespass? Well gues what. I DON’T CARE.

I trust my own intelligence and I trust my capacity of reading and interpreting situations, and hell, I TRUST MY OWN BRAIN.
I trust my ability of separating ‘’what I’d like” from “what I find likely”.

Honeslty, it would be so much more easier for me to say “Okay, Larry isn’t real. We were wrong. No Larry, no nothing. Louis is this person.” BUT HOW CAN BE THAT POSSIBLE TO DO? Answer? It’s not.

This whole story IS MADE UP. It’s not about the fact that some things don’t add up. It’s about the fact that NOTHING adds up. It hasn’t ever, from long before Briana supposedly got pregnant, through the announcement, the develpoments, the obvious turn in the plan and finally the birth and these brilliantly idiotic afterglows. I respect anyone giving up and accepting other possibilities, but please, don’t come to me saying this might indeed be Louis’ child, because I can’t physically bring myself to unsee, unread and ”un-understand” facts.

Briana was never ever expecting a baby and that’s what I’m indissolubly confident of. Are you so defeated to imagine a long term closet option? An option inwhich Louis is hiding in the closet?

I need to underline the fact that I AM NOT in any way blaming Louis, if the closet option is real.

Considering this option, I need to bring up the Elton John case.

Elton John was married to a WOMAN for several years (17, if I’m not wrong) and also had two kids, all of this before coming out as gay.
I sincerily hope it won’t have to be the same in Louis’ case.

Now, let’s all do an imagination test and suppose Briana really was pregnant (and really gave birth):

Why was her social media wiped off in 2014 fall? Why did she cover her belly on every single party pic, when she was drunk off her ass? (let’s not even mention how alcohol could have damaged the so-called real baby permanently, thank you very much). And why is it that the first time we saw the “belly” it looked less than a pregnant belly and more like a ‘well, so far I have been hiding my belly, but now that there is a pregnancy scandal I might as well show it you because you will all see what you want: pro people a pregnant belly and larries a food belly"? And most of all why did Louis angrily say „IT’S NOT REAL” three times in a row when a babydoll was thrown on stage? (Harry did something like that as well, I may add)

Why was Simon Cowell the first to react to the baby news (aka SYCO aka Modest) and why did Briana never attend a concert in the US with minimal flight time when they were there for months (during her pregnancy)? Because she had rather fly across the ocean 22 weeks pregnant and show up coincidentally on the same show as Cowell, dressed in black, using a scarf and a handbag to yet again cover her belly???? Why did we never get a normal angle of the said belly? Why was the picture we got, posted by a mutual of Simon Cowell’s? And also, why is that all the boys spoke up about their family being there, but Louis and Harry didn’t? Why was this the first time when Harry flat out ignored a pregnant woman in the crowd? The same Harry who grabs every chance to congratulate on pregnancies, the same Harry who draws a pregnant air belly like a pro, and the same boy who has his instagram favorites and iCal full of baby birthdays? Why is it that Louis can react to Rovers accusations in 40 minutes and by nature protects everyone and everything that’s precious to him, yet after 2,5 months he yet didn’t seem to step up and protect his very own child and very good friend baby mama, who is by the way mocked and ridiculed by every article in the whole wide world? How are people explaining the difference between actions and narrative? Why is a buzzing father out there, partying and ignoring the shit out of his own very good friend baby mama, when we all know how loving and affectionate he is towards kids? Why is everything going against the norm in how this very pregnancy is handled by Louis’ own actions, the media and their PR team? Also adding, the same PR team which congratulated the Little Mix singer on her engagement on the day it happened, but remained crickets about a baby? About a FUCKING BABY???!

Don’t forget the complete silence by not just Harry but everyone surrounding Louis as well. Why no excited statement from his mom and sisters? Why is it that the only time we’ve heard from them was when a pap shoved a camera in their faces and they had no choice but to respond? Why did we get a totally messed up timeline with ultrasounds and sonograms at as early as FOUR weeks? Why were we told about this to begin with rather than keeping it hush hush and paying it off like any actual accidental celebrity pregnancy would happen? Why has no other celebrity or interviewer or journalist brought it up to Louis? OUTSIDE Michael Strahan on LIVE TV where Louis was forced to answer BECAUSE IT WAS ON FUCKING LIVE NATIONAL TV?? Why did we get those pap pics of Briana leaving a passport office with documents that turned out to be the wrong docs for what that passport office does, literally a week after going to the Bahamas? Why did we get RBB making blunt and poignant references to the baby with a pregnancy test and baby bottle and the blue and green stickers shocked, sad and angry?

Why is that everytime before there is an update in babygate, the „oh so private family” goes public on social media to warn us about some shit and then goes private again? Why is it that every time before anything happened - even the pregnancy - anons were warning bloggers?

How absurd it is that a celebrity pregnancy is announced at the first trimester, at 9 weeks and when you call them out for this insanity, they change the date to 11 FUCKING WEEKS??? Why are they even RISKING a pregnancy by announcing it, when they could have laid low and the public would not even had known about it, because they go on hiatus coincidentally when that baby is supposed to be born? How is that those lucky paps who were looking for a millionaire, just happened to find him COINCIDENTALLY when partying with Briana in a LOW. LEVEL. CLUB?? Why did the media know immediately the name of said „mystery blonde” waaaaay before this obsessed CIA fandom did? Why is everything so public with this? Why is this chirpy band not talking about buying baby clothes, pregnancy accessories. Why is there no tweet about „what the fuck is a breast pump”? Why is there no nursery talk, or pretty much anything that convinces people that Louis Tomlinson is indeed a father?? Why is every single quote from Louis’ bandmates and friends, commenting on the pregnancy, so carefully crafted that no one ever says the words „baby”, „dad” or ” Briana” and instead use such vague wording as: “He’s very excited with what’s going on at the moment and I feel that stuff like that happens sometimes.” OR “He’s taking it very seriously.”?? Why is there no talk about how the band is going to break up, because we know that the real Louis Tomlinson is a very fucking dedicated person and if he indeed fathered a child from a one night stand, he would clearly, definetly deal with it? But instead it is all about judge rumors and record label rumors?

You don’t even have to ship larry to see how shady this whole pregnancy thing is. Celebrities don’t announce pregnancies like that. ESPECIALLY ACCIDENTAL PREGNANCIES - especially accidental pregnancies with some random girl who was also fucking other people around the same time. Celebrities don’t fucking announce that shit to the world??? Especially if they’re not even 100% sure it’s theirs??? Even then, that’s still not a story they’d sell to fucking tabloids.

Why did Tracy comment on a Louis picture “it’s not like the news is out” and worried about Briana’s Facebook and Instagram at a time when she did not even know Briana was pregnant? Why did Briana’s mom follow baby stores, people babies (where the news broke later) and other baby sites on instagram, when Briana did not even miss her period, MUCH LESS PISS ON A STICK? What was that ‘no bump’ pic from Halloween? What was that ‘no bump’ pic from Christmas? Why are the pregnant bump pics stolen from ’@amberfillerup’? Why is it that when you put together no face (and) bump only pictures, the body type and the bump exactly match Amber’s? Why are all bump pictures without head? Why are the papped bump pics showing no real natural bump? And why are bump pictures only on their socal media? Why did they try so damn hard and failed every single time to post a convincing photo where it is clearly Briana and an unmistakable natural real baby bump? Why did Briana post a pic with the caption ready to pop when she actually had 3 more weeks ‘till the original due date, Feb 3rd? Why did her so-called papped pic, one week before birth, not have the bump so low that it was ready to pop? Why did an update account break the news and why did we all get anons about the birth more than 24 hours before it actually happened?

Another question is why did Louis William Tomlinson have a written hospital band??
Hospital bands ARE NOT WRITTEN. The privacy codes and the barcodes on the bands are what keeps the hospital running and everyone accounted for. So no, a written hospital band IS NOT a hospital band. Handwritten bands are of the past. Hospitals all across the country use digital wristbands with barcodes. The barcodes are in case they give you meds (they scan your barcode and keep record of time and date the meds were given to you). And if we wait a second and think, who the fuck would sit all day to write shit on those wristbands? So basically we’re all arriving at the conclusion that this hospital band is just as fake as the rest of it, yeah?

Continuing, why were all the headlines in the form of a question „has Louis become a dad?” or say “twitter claims”, because it’s literally unheard of for a celebrity baby announcement to happen like this. Why was the rep not available for comment when the birth happened? Why did Louis wait for almost a day to tweet about his twitter-happiness? Why did not he tweet the baby’s name and instead sell the story to The Sun? Why did not he say a single thing about the baby, when he was papped walking around just the day before? Where are the bandmates’ congratulations? Why is Jay, Louis’ mother, who is a midwife and is mother of 7 kids, NOT in LA for the birth? And don’t tell me she did not know about it when the update accounts and the media were very ready to break the news. Why are Larry manips circulating in the press after the birth was announced? Why is there custody talk and money talk in the press when they had 9 months to decide? Why does The Sun say that the birth certificate is not filled yet, that they have not even decided if he will be a Jungwirth or a Tomlinson, if they have not even decided about money and custody? Why are people close to the band (but not on 1DHQ’s payroll) like Smallzy, congratulating in a sarcastic way? Why are news outlets stressing that Tommo never discussed the news publicly, but did confirm it in an awkward moment on US television? Why are news outlets still saying that the rep is unavailable? Or about the Jungwirth family expecting an exaggerated amount of financial support from Louis? Or that the morning after the birth he was seen shopping for sunglesses?

Hello again. YES, still no baby.

There’s no baby.

Never was.

anonymous asked:

Didn't you guys go off on Briana about her bump changing/angles of pics and clothing though? How are you going to claim its normal for Cheryl after vilifying Briana for the same thing? I mean, you're right, Cheryl is definitely pregnant. But why is it not possibly Briana was also considering what you know about bumps, angles, clothing choices?

Friendly reminder that Briana literally had a nose job while she was supposedly pregnant.

Also her racist cousin was literally caught stealing pregnancy photos from Mommy Bloggers and sending them to Briana Update Accounts, asking them to publish them as ‘unseen’ pregnancy pictures of Briana. 

But, you know, whatever it takes to convince you.

Just a small update💕

I go for my first ultrasound Wednesday, also Samuels birthday. But to see if we’re having a Miss or Mr. I feel like my stomach is so awkward rite now, but only because I’m carrying so low I’ve also never really had much of a stomach with Eleanor or simplicity, so this is a first. My cravings have moved to kit kats, Funyuns, and chicken strips. I’m eating homemade chicken strips like every day. And take out too): lol but I hope everyone’s week is off to an amazing start happy Monday💕