preferably both but i'll leave it up to you

clary-contrary  asked:

First of all, I love your blog! You seem like sweet person! I'm going through hard times right now, and I'd love to read some Darry fics that might relate to my situation. Do you know any fics where Draco or Harry self harm or get addicted to drugs? A happy ending would be preferable, but I'll take anything you got! Thanks :)

Thank you! I’m gonna go with substance abuse;

Breathe Me by Kedavranox (70k)
Since the singular incident of being a Horcrux for many years has left Harry with a sensitivity to Dark magic, Harry begins training with Jacob, a Wizard who lives in New York, using this sensitivity to his advantage to cleanse magical spaces of Dark magic.
After a year of training, Draco Malfoy shows up, wanting to learn from Jacob as well, and unexpectedly the two men grow a bond, both magical and physical. But Jacob’s sudden death leaves Harry floundering and growing increasingly dependent on drugs and sex to avoid his problems.
After his brief and tumultuous affair with Draco ends, Harry begins a life of travel, avoiding returning home permanently and continuing his drug habit. He flits from job to job, from place to place, never settling down for a moment, until, years later, Harry is called back to England by his friends to help Draco find his way out of a cursed Manor.

But, In Dreams by Kedavranox (23k)
Harry is a Seer, with a particular affinity for speaking to the dead, but this comes at a price he’s slowly killing himself to pay. [Follow up The Longest Night ]

Railway Lands by Maelipstick (65k)
Draco finds his own way to cope with being a failed Death Eater at Voldemort’s headquarters. Voldemort finds a way to destroy the wizarding world even after his death. Harry is trying to hold the world together while his mind quietly comes apart.

Only For The Lucky by SunseticMonster (63k)
Things seem to be going well for Draco Malfoy after the war. He’s working as a professor at Hogwarts and makes the papers all the time for his charitable contribution to Muggle causes.
But when Malfoy is rushed into St Mungos hospital for a psychotic break, Healer Harry Potter realizes that Malfoy’s success is not all what it seems and sometimes luck can have more than one meaning.

Reparations by Saras_Girl (87k)
Harry is about to discover that the steepest learning curve comes after Healer training, and that second chances can be found in unexpected places.

Foundations by Saras_Girl (236k)
When one door closes, another one opens – with a bit of a push. Life, love and complications. [sequel to Reparations] 

Solder by Oakstone730 (34k)
Seven years ago, Harry disappeared out of Draco and Scorpius’s life without a trace after Harry’s addictions destroyed his and Draco’s marriage. Now, Harry’s back, and Draco wants to believe he’s changed. But Harry isn’t the only one haunted by the past. 

An Aching Soul by writcraft (15k)  
I can’t help but wonder if Potter’s really as fine as he claims to be. There’s something strange about seeing the vanilla hero of the wizarding world eye-fucking someone across a crowded bar before slipping off into the shadows - Draco Malfoy escapes to the Muggle world to avoid his parents, memories of the war and Harry Potter. However, some things prove harder to escape than others as Draco realises when his favourite Muggle haunt is rudely invaded by a post-war Harry who is struggling to cope with grief, growing up and the battle with his inner demons.

Things Left Unspoken by bridenore (3k)
I was looking for an excuse to leave the place when I spotted them. Six small glass vials were proudly displayed behind the counter. The liquid inside was cobalt blue. I had seen one of these in Draco Malfoy’s hand eighteen months ago. 

Unhook the Stars by Jad (62k)

“Love is like a Rubix Cube: there are countless wrong twists and turns, but once you get it right, it’s perfect no matter how you look at it.” Seventy-thousand words of pornographic discourse between two boys-turned-men that still haven’t learned how to communicate like normal people – with words. Guest appearances by Pansy Parkinson, Neville Longbottom, Hermione Granger, Blaise Zabini, Teddy Lupin, Gregory Goyle, the Weird Sisters, ex-wives, several Weasleys, a Boggart, and a Honey Badger.

Prelude to a Year Backpacking in Tibet by themaohour (20k)
Draco Malfoy should have expected this from the start: taking the easy way out of a bad situation only leads to a worse situation. Especially when someone turns up dead.

Only Another Beginning by leandralocke and narya86 (40k)
Five years after Voldemort’s deafeat Harry runs into his former school nemesis who has been banned from the wizarding world, together with some other Death Eaters. Harry had known that life among muggles proabably wouldn’t be easy for them, but discovering that Malfoy works as street hustler was certainly not what he expected. [Vignette]

Hero by leontinabowie (17k)
Harry is a drug addict, and helping him proves more difficult than Draco initially thought.

The Voldemort Manor by Kedavranox (40k)
The Malfoy Manor is a state run museum, renamed The Voldemort Manor by the Ministry for Magic. As part of his probation, Draco is assigned as sole caretaker. When the Manor hosts a series of high class events celebrating the Wizarding World’s fourth Yuletide season Post War, it brings with it a swathe of people Draco hasn’t seen in years; including one, Harry Potter.

Discretion is Key by thusspakekate (14k)
In the months following their return to Hogwart for their 8th and final year, Harry and Draco bond over a shared interest in marijuana, snack foods, and other boys. 

Here’s The Pencil, Make It Work by ignatiustrout (49k)
Harry thinks “Why is Malfoy working in a coffee shop in muggle London?” is a much simpler question than, “Are you going to accept that auror offer and, if you don’t, what will you do?”

The Den of So-Called Iniquity by Snegurochka (4k)
Potter is watching you, as usual, his fingers tight around his glass. You know what will happen if you swallow that potion in such close proximity to Potter – the same thing that has happened every time you’ve done it so far.

Saturday Routines by policeprivate (10k)
Three months in, Harry is almost certain they are friends. Truth be told they only ever speak on Saturday afternoons, when the meetings occur. It’s part of their truce, maybe. Out here, in the Muggle world, they’re not really Harry Potter and Draco Malfoy, nor are they the plethora of things that attach themselves to those names. Or, Harry and Draco go to AA.

Chaos Theory by melusinahp (43k)
When an ancient spell book is discovered in an abandoned vault, Harry–a Curse breaker–and Draco–an Unspeakable–are called in to examine it. Draco does everything in his power to resist Potter’s advances, despite his growing crush. Potter just wants sex, he assumes, and Draco doesn’t want to be used. He discovers, however, that some things simply aren’t within our power to control.

Another Mask Behind You by Lettered (116k)
Draco is a high-end prostitute who hides his identity. Harry unknowingly hires him. And then there is porn, questions about identity, domestic bliss, more porn, and truth as seen through a web of lies. (And then more porn. Seriously, if you don’t want sex scene after sex scene you probably shouldn’t read this. And please read the warnings.)

The Boys Who Lived by distempered and Writcraft (49k)
The Battle for Hogwarts is over and Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix have lost the war against Voldemort. When his father is killed for treason, Draco Malfoy is forced to return to Hogwarts and finds the school under the control of a much changed Slytherin House, and the cruel leadership of the Carrows. Yet even in the darkest of times, there is light and Draco finds an unlikely ally in Harry Potter. Battered and bruised by the war, Harry’s tenacity and determination gives Draco hope and the two boys forge an unexpected alliance in a post-war world where secrets tear friends apart and nothing is quite as it seems.  

totallynotcaptainamerica  asked:

Can you draw Kurt Wagner with a kitten? :D Preferably playing with his tail but I'll leave it up to you, if you'd like to.

Aww I love Nightcrawler! Here u go! My kitten-requests are close-ups but I`ll save that Idea ;) but they are both blue! Heyy!!

.7 Movies.
  • Ashton: His light laughter fills the room and it's just the sweetest sound. His head tips back and his fluffy hair bounces and his eyes scrunch up and. You can't help but giggle along with him, it's just so contagious. "What's so funny this time?" you say to him, your smile still lingering due to your amusement. His eyes hold a brightness as he looks at you, his dimples deep at the corners of his mouth. "Because t-shirt guns don't work like that! How'r you supposed to fit a baby in there?" he manages between his breaths. You laugh and this time it's Ashton who's asking the questions, "I don't think thats the joke babe." you tell him with a giggle, sliding into his lap and kissing his nose.
  • Calum: Your head is tucked under his chin while his arm is slung over your waist, encasing you in his warmth and gently doodling patterns into the exposed skin at your hip. Neither of you are really paying attention to the movie as he hums a tune, clearly bored of the film softly playing in the background. You turn yourself over to face him and look up, just as he looks down so his lips graze along the side if your face. His deep brown eyes bore into yours as he mumbles "Have I ever told you your eyes are beautiful?" "No, probably cause that'd be the cheesiest thing you'd ever have said." You chuckle and he smiles at you, dipping his head to give you a quick kiss to make up for it, leaving you to sigh after and bury your head into his chest, the movie long forgotten.
  • Luke: You giggle and whisper into Luke's ear, making him join in with your fit of laughter. People hush you two once again and you press yourself into Luke's chest and shift your legs around in the empty seat beside yours, trying to get comfortable. "Who even does that I mean. Did you see that? What a dork!" "Not as dorky as you." you'd chuckle softly. Looking up you'd see his bottom lip jutting out and you'd grin up at him before planting a small kiss onto his jaw. "But you're much handsomer than he is." you smile. "I know." he'd reply cheekily, laughing as you playfully smack him and he buries his face into your hair to stifle his laughter due to the stares you two got again.
  • Michael: "Ah! You nearly got it in my nose!" Michael just giggles in response as you pick the offending kernel of popcorn and throw it right back at him. You two have been playing this game for a while now and all the evidence was in the various foods littering the floor. He keeps laughing at you as you let out a joking huff and unexpectedly grabs you by the waist, emitting a yelp from you as he brings you closer. You collide into him and neither of you can keep a straight face anymore as the both of you fall to the floor, laughter erupting from his lips, yours echoing his. A scene in the film grabs Michael's attention and you look up, upon seeing its the scene where the two lovers fall apart, the two of you sober up a little. He looks at you, his green eyes shining before burying his neck into the crook of your neck. "I'll never leave you." he mumbles into your skin, all traces of playfulness gone. "And <i>I'll</i> never leave <i>you.</i>"