I have a mental illness, it's not a major one alhamdulillah, but sometimes it's really hard for me to focus with reality and faith. what should i do? i'm scared I'll die like this
Please go to a mental health professional and get help if you are in that stage. Thats what Islam says.
“Make use of medical treatment, for Allah has not made a disease without appointing a remedy for it, with the exception of one disease, namely old age.” (Abu Dawud)
Also make sure you pray 5 times a day regularly and stay away from major sins.
May Aah grant you shifa. Ameen