If you knew the beauty of the One who lives in you, you’d never look down on yourself. If God thought you were worthless, He wouldn’t have put Himself in you. If you have no potential, He wouldn’t have chosen you.
You were born with potential. You were born with goodness and trust. You were born with ideals and dreams. You were born with greatness. Your were born with wings. You are not meant for crawling, so don’t. You have wings. Learn to use them and fly.
I think all my life I’ve been happy to be defined as someone who has ‘the potential to be the best’ rather than being the best. Because honestly potential to me is something very scary. Until you use it, it’s all there and people have high hopes but when you do use it, it suddenly disappears. It’s not tangible and something that exists entirely in someone’s perception of you.
And you have to admit, there’s a charm to being the lazy genius, practicality be damned
The humanism bypass. I did it for years. I saw glimpses of someone’s potential, their beautiful soul, their loving heart, and told myself that this was who they truly were, ignoring all the rest. But the rest was what destroyed. The rest is where they lived most of the time. The rest was no illusion- it was them, too. This self-destructive pattern was birthed in two places: (1) my deep desire to see the best in my difficult parents. Not for them, but for me. I needed to believe that there was something kind and caring living inside of them; (2) a misplaced projection from my own self-concept work. I held the belief in my own potential, as a way of overcoming the shame I carried. But I made the mistake of assuming that everyone else was just as eager to find their light. Of course we all have glowing potential. At the core, we are all magnificent beings with profound capacities. But how many of us fully actualize it? At this stage of human development, not so many. The trick is to hold the space for two things at once- a deep belief in everyone’s possibilities, and a deep regard for your own well-being. It’s okay to pray for everyone’s liberation without joining them in prison. Pray from outside the prison walls, while taking exquisite care of yourself. It’s okay- you can’t do the work for them anyway. Boundaries, boundaries, boundaries… don’t leave home without them.