Humans are all different. We all have different stories, families, friends…
You have your own problems. They all are differents too, depending on which life you have. It’s not because you are rejected by society that you will die all alone. It’s not because you are complaining that you are bothering.
Every single one of us have at least one person, one being that is okay with supporting you.
Hurting yourself is not the solution.
I KNOW, “it’s not that simple”, “noboly likes / will like me anyway”, “i’m too weak”. I know ALL. OF. THAT. I know the pain, the struggle, the feelings your heart is bearing with.
It’s understandable that we want to look like others sometimes, because that’s how we are “accepted”.
It’s normal to feel unloved when your own family hate your guts.
Hey hey hey, you there.
Weak or not, different or not, you deserve to be happy, you deserve to smile, you deserve to laugh, just like everyone else. And I can assure you one day, YES, you WILL feel the incredible sensation of loving and being loved, you WILL know what it’s like to be surrounded by a happy family, and you WILL go pass the hardest of times. Because me, even without knowing you, even without not understanding you, I KNOW, and I KNOW PERFECTLY, I am 100% SURE that you WILL be okay.
You don’t have to wait for a new month, week, or day to start over or to begin healing. Hit reset now. Take a shower. Go for a walk. Clear your mind. Then return to your life. Don’t wait for the passage of time to be kind to you. Be kind to yourself