poor him!!!

anonymous asked:

"Imagine Fushimi was lying sick on his bed in Scepter 4 dorm and he was so sick he thought he was at his old house then he start calling out Yata’s name several times but at the end no one actually came." i found this on imaginesarumi @tumblr and it broke me! IM CRYINJ

I swear I have at least one if not more doujinshi where this happens and it’s heartbreaking every time. I always imagine the first time Fushimi fell sick while he was in Scepter 4 he probably felt like this, like at this point he hasn’t made any friends yet so no one’s really around to dote on him except Munakata and Munakata can’t be there all the time. The first time he feels ill Fushimi of course tries to ignore it, he goes into work like normal coughing and sneezing and his superior officers glare at him but anyone who dares to suggest he go back to the dorms gets snapped at. Fushimi continues to go into work sick for the next two days and finally the fever catches up with him and the next day he just can’t even get out of bed, he’s too weak to do anything but shoot Munakata a quick text saying he’s not coming in to work. Munakata would I think come check on him and probably finds Fushimi tossing and sweating in the bed with a high level fever. Even so Fushimi’s conscious enough to tell Munakata to go away when he tries to suggest that Fushimi go to the infirmary, Fushimi’s like ‘I can handle myself, leave me alone,’ already falling back into the old childhood habit of not needing anyone when he’s sick because he’s learned what happens now, when you let someone be precious to you. Munakata agrees not to make Fushimi go to the infirmary but probably does insist on bringing him some soup and checking on him periodically, if the fever gets too high Fushimi’s going to the infirmary whether he wants to or not.

Once Munakata leaves Fushimi just clicks his tongue and rolls over, pulling the covers over his head and basically doing his level best to will the fever away. At some point he falls asleep and starts having this really vivid fever dream of waking up in his old room back at that empty mansion. Dream!Fushimi sits up in bed shocked and gasping, looking around at the room he remembers too well and for a moment he just feels this jolt of pure panic, like wait did I dream everything else, what if there’s no Scepter 4 and no Kings and no clans and no Misaki, what if all this was just a hallucination brought on by fever and I really have been alone from the start. Then maybe he starts to hear footsteps coming up the stairs and Fushimi begins to hyperventilate a little because he knows who those footsteps belong to. He throws the covers over his head, repeating over and over to himself that Niki’s dead, he died and Fushimi saw the body, but he can’t stop shaking. His fingers clench in the sheets and finally he grits out Yata’s name in just this small, plaintive cry: ‘Misaki.’ Fushimi can hear the door start to creak open and he repeats it again, Misaki, Misaki, because didn’t Misaki say it, that if Fushimi called he would come, didn’t Misaki say his ears were good enough to hear from even far away and yet no matter how many times Fushimi says it the door keeps creaking open even more.

Finally there’s a slam as the door opens all the way and Fushimi sits bolt upright in his own room at the Scepter 4 dorms, shocked into wakefulness. He’s still groggy though and he reaches out blindly for Yata’s hand, muttering that he just a nightmare and Misaki get me a drink and he almost falls off the bed as he realizes that he’s been reaching for nothing. Fushimi says Yata’s name again, almost timid, and then he finally raises his head and remembers that he’s in Scepter 4 now and Misaki’s not here, Misaki won’t ever be here. Fushimi feels this sudden rush of hatred for himself and everything else as he laughs bitterly to himself, like you came this far to get away from that weakness remember. When Munakata comes back in to check on him Fushimi won’t even look at him, coldly telling Munakata to leave the soup on the desk and that he’s fine, Fushimi has always been able to take care of himself when he’s sick and he doesn’t need anyone else, even as his hands clench tighter around the sheets and he has force each word out around gritted teeth.

when your mom and sister drag you along to do a pap walk with your baby brother and they tell you to act natural but you’re 11 so you just pick up a home&land magazine, open it in the middle and smile at the pages

Submitted by anon - lol poor Austin. Free him too!

neil being completely unaware of how beautiful he is is one of my favourite things. because the thing is he doesn’t think he’s ugly, he doesn’t really think about his appearance at all. so he’s not an insecure person, except for a brief period when his scars were still fresh, he just has no idea of the effect he has on people. one day some girl is flirting with him and trying to give him her number and andrew is just like “not this again” and neil is like ????? and andrew can’t believe he has to spell this out for him. he says “how are you this oblivious. we went to the grocery store yesterday and no less than three people hit on you.” and neil is just so?? he does not remember that. a few people spoke to him yeah but? they were hitting on him? what? and andrew rolls his eyes and tries not to physically react to the pretty flush staining his pretty boyfriend’s cheeks 

Laslow/Kaze Supports (A-S)

It started off as just Laslow wanting to “"train”“ Kaze in flirting bringing smiles to people and then I remembered that Laslow can reclass to a ninja and ??? it just kind of spiralled out of control hoo boy (this is also my second attempt at writing something like this hahah ^^; )

C Support

Kaze: …
Kaze: Is there something I can help you with?
Laslow: Er, yes actually. A little birdie told me that you’re rather popular with the ladies.
Kaze: Excuse me?
Laslow: Now, now, there’s no need to be shy! I’ve been keeping an eye on you and you seem to have a natural talent for it.
Kaze: I’m not exactly sure- wait, you say you’ve been watching me?
Laslow: Well, that’s not exactly the important part. What matters is that you have a gift!
Laslow: A gift that you are not putting to good use. A wasted opportunity to bring smiles abound!
Kaze: I’m not sure-
Laslow: Now don’t worry, my fair-faced friend, I’ll teach you how to make the most of your innate charm.
Kaze: I appreciate the offer but I’m afraid I’ll have to decline.
Laslow: ..!
Laslow: Wow, I never expected him to vanish. Did I go too far, perhaps?

B Support

Laslow: …
Laslow: Show yourself and I may be merciful.
Kaze: Interesting. You were able to sense me from all the way up here.
Laslow: Oh, Kaze. You should know better than to sneak up on a friend.
Laslow: But! Have you reconsidered? Ready to hone your gift?
Kaze: Not quite. I was curious about something.
Laslow: Curiousity killed the cat, you know. Care to share what about?
Kaze: It seems that you’re rather light on your feet for a swordsman.
Laslow: Well it always helps to have a degree of finesse on the battlefield.
Kase: Not to mention the fact that you have an acute awareness of your surroundings-
Laslow: Why, thank you!
Kaze: -apart from when you’re dancing.
Laslow: W-what?!
Kaze: It seems that when you dance, you become oblivious to what is going on around you. You didn’t even notice me watching you the entire time.
Kaze: And yet today, you detected my presence almost straight away.
Laslow: You watched me dance?!
Kaze: Yes? Is there a problem?
Laslow: No, er, yes, er, maybe, I just- GOODBYE!
Kaze: Well he’s certainly a fast runner.

A Support

Kaze: There you are, Laslow.
Laslow: (Eep!)
Kaze: You’re quite hard to track down when you put your mind to it. And before you try to run away…
Laslow: That’s… a rather strong grip you have there.
Kaze: Just a precaution. As soon as this conversation is done, I’ll leave you be.
Laslow: R-right. Is there something you need?
Kaze: Not something I need, but instead something I wish to offer you.
Kaze: As I was saying the other day, you usually possess a great sense of your surroundings, not to mention how light footed you are - which can certainly be attributed to your dancing.
Laslow: Please stop bringing that up…
Kaze: I believe that with the proper training, you could become quite a skilled ninja. You also seem quite proficient at staying undetected, which would definitely help a lot.
Laslow: A ninja? I don’t know if that would be a good idea…
Kaze: Why not?
Laslow: Well, you surely know that I am the retainer of Lord Xander. I fear that I may not be as well equipped to fulfil my duties were I to become a ninja.
Kaze: Hmm, I see. Well perhaps you would still be willing to learn a few tricks of ours. They may prove useful in the future.
Laslow: I suppose there’s no harm in that. Would you be willing to teach me?
Kaze: Had I not been willing then I wouldn’t have mentioned it in the first place.
Laslow: Hah! I suppose not. Well then, when do we start?

S Support

Laslow: …
Laslow: Kaze? I know you’re here.
Kaze: There’s no use trying to hide from you, it seems.
Laslow: Not with your training. Is there a reason that you’re still following me?
Kaze: Would you believe I just wanted to chat?
Laslow: Perhaps, had you not just said that. What’s on your mind?
Kaze: It’s nothing in particular. I was just thinking that you’ve been doing very well to pick up the basics of Hoshidan ninja. You are quite the natural.
Laslow: What a compliment!
Kaze: Yes, well, my poor skills as a teacher can only take you so far. I believe you’re nearly at the stage where I can no longer teach you.
Laslow: …Oh.
Kaze: Yes, oh.
Laslow: Well, there’s no reason that we can’t still spend time together.
Kaze: …
Laslow: Unless you don’t want to?
Kaze: Heavens no! I’d love to spend more time with you.
Laslow: Care to repeat that?
Kaze: Oh, um. I’d love to spend more time with you.
Laslow: How much more time?
Kaze: Is there a point to these questions?
Laslow: More time like the rest of forever?
Kaze: Is that-
Laslow: A ring? Yes, I suppose it is.
Kaze: …
Laslow: Please, could you say something? I fear that my heart cannot handle the suspense.
Kaze: …
Laslow: … I see. Well, I shan’t bother you for any-
Kaze: Yes.
Laslow: I-I’m sorry?
Kaze: Yes, I’d like to spend the rest of forever with you.
Laslow: You mean-
Kaze: Yes, I do.
Laslow: Oh, oh my. I never expected it to go this well. Could you maybe say that all again?
Kaze: All of it?
Laslow: If you don’t mind.
Kaze: You’re lucky that I’m so very fond of you…

“celebrating birthdays together with a family must feel really warm…. mom shouldn’t be home at this time yet… going back to face an empty home again.”

jian yi so badly wants a family of his own. a REAL family - this poor boy has never been appreciated by anyone of his blood. they’ve clearly never even celebrated a BIRTHDAY with him. growing up, he was always cared for by a nanny… his mother was/is never home. zhan is really the only one who cares about him.

this poor baby deserves so much better.

don’t worry, boo. zhan will be your family, just you wait. ♡

anonymous asked:

Maybe they leaked them because nobody was interested 😂🙄🙄🙄💀💀

Definitely lol but poor baby, free him

Anonymous said to shadyshit91:In those unseen ones where Austin is as well, shouldn’t his face be blurred as well since he’s underage? Not like the faces are blurred in the first place but you know

Technically yes, but I think that older children are not so bad as a baby that has received death threats before  

Anonymous said to shadyshit91:They started to move so hard: articles, pap pics and probably more is coming lol

If more is the end, bring it on 

Anonymous said to shadyshit91:They’re not pap pics that we havent seen before (just one pap set of B and F and Austin that we havent seen) but the rest are from pap pics sets that we’ve all seen before so, maybe that B stan digged up paps’ galleries and found one unseen pic of each set that we got 40 pics of last year and half of the pics she’s claiming as “unseen” are not unseen at all x

Anonymous said to shadyshit91:The B stan said there’s 100. Why the sudden release?

They’re unseen tho, it’s from the same day when those other were released, but this ones are all unseen, and those from December are really unseen 

Anonymous said to shadyshit91:There’s an account who made a post about how we should stop comparing Freddie to Brett because “Louis’ name is on the birth certificate” .. like is that really all you got left ??

Makes sense. Because if I sign a certificate it instantly means I passed my DNA to a kid 

Anonymous said to shadyshit91:can you tell me who’s posting these “new” pics?

I posted an ask with the links to the accs posting 

I.. I don’t even know if i should could translate this :D

He just kinda swears in Russian (meaning something like “Well that’s just great”, “What am i going to do with you now?”)


#if anyone understands grief and loss  #it’s magnus bane #an immortal  #who has lost too many people #mortals and immortals alike #he’s been through this #losing his own mother in a shocking way #losing family and friends and lovers #he gives good advice