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1N4D3QU4T3: A Terezi Fansong

Blindness has taken on a new meaning for me

Because for once in my life, I cannot see

Decisions I’ve made have done much more harm

Than good, I fear, my friendships I have marred

I miss the days when I meant so much more than I was worth

When no one knew that I was less than dirt

Now that my façade of strength and smarts has gone

They see me as I am, weak and feeble all along

I just want to catch my breath, get ahead, can’t handle being behind

Desperate for respect I crave, can someone save, me from myself

Sniffing close while those who cared lost interest in me

Disappointed by what they had to see

Fleeing quick to hide the hurt I felt inside

For once my problem had no solution I could find

I clung to the promise of power in the unknown

But while I waited, everyone around had grown

Haunted by the thought of those we lost along the way

Shrouded by their shadow I never will escape

Locked in hatred with a clown, trapped by him now, I’m going to break down

Opportunity awaits, be adequate, restore my sight

Blindness has taken on a new meaning for me

Because for once in my life, I cannot see

I was feeling down the other day so this happened

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i soon lost my voice after this so screw it you’re taking this shitty take

The Ballad of an Angsty Teen Whose Life Isn’t Actually That Bad

Have you ever had a time when life stepped in

And decided it’s a good time to kick you in the shin

And laugh at you while you’re lying on the ground

Held by gravity and left dumbfound

Kicking dirt in your eye and spitting in your face

You could say I’m overstating but that’s just not the case

You want to get up but you just don’t care

You’re rolling in your sad and nothing is fair

So here’s a song to prove that I can do so much more than

Sit and cry when life goes bad

Oh, oh, oh

I’d say I hate my life, but hate’s a strong word, so I’ll suck it up and say instead

Oh, oh, oh

I’m currently unsatisfied, but I’ll get through this, just let me mope and cry alone in bed

I act like I’ll never be happy again

Even if I know that this isn’t the end

If I stopped and thought logically instead of just crying

I’d have to face the facts that it’s not that bad, but that’s too boring

So here’s a song to prove that I can do so much more than

Sit and cry when life goes somewhat bad

Oh, oh, oh

I’d say I hate my life, but hate’s a strong word, so I’ll suck it up and say instead

Oh, oh, oh

I’m currently unsatisfied, but I’ll get through this, just let me mope and cry alone in bed

just let me mope and cry alone in bed

sorry not sorry but fuck this song

I figured I’d follow Alicia Keys’ footsteps and write a song in the face of disaster - and so I present, “I’ve Fallen and I Can’t Get Up®”

Steppin out of my bathtub

And my foot slipped halfway

Should’ve known it’d be slippery

From my shower’s spray

Next thing I know I’m on the floor

And my head aches away

My limbs are stiff, I wonder if

They can hear me say

“I’ve fallen and I can’t get up®”

I’m messed up bad and it’d be rad

If you could help me but,

It looks like I am out of luck

Because I really hurt, but life alert

Can’t tell I’m in a rut

I don’t want to die tonight

Oh no, I see the light

“I’ve fallen and I can’t get up®”

My ungrateful kids, don’t give a shit

Didn’t get me life alert but,

They got me a damn toaster oven

Load of help it does me here, it’s clear

Tonight I’m going out

Next thing I know I’m on the floor

And my head aches away

My limbs are stiff, I wonder if

They can hear me say

mylifeisalwayscats asked:

oh my goodness, your voice is gorgeous!! if you don't mind me asking, do you have any other videos or recordings of you singing? ^^

aw you’re so kind!! ahh well i don’t post too many singing videos since i don’t play any instruments really and have nothing to accompany myself but if i do they’ll be here since i tag them!! OuO