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BRING ME TO LIFE

(requested by anon)

Kai Parker x Reader
word count
: 4 212
warning : contains smut
summary : Reader is in love with Kai but he ignores it because the feelings he has scare him and is not sure if it’s love.
*gif by lightwoodxalec
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“You know she likes you right ?” Damon said motioning to Y/N who kept glancing in their direction. “It was her idea to invite you…”
“It was ?” Kai asked surprised , following Damon’s gaze , his breath catching in his throat. Y/N had left them a few minutes ago , going to say HI to her friends , but it didn’t look like she was paying much attention to them. Some guy tried to put his hands on her waist but she swatted them away , yet it was the feeling Kai felt seeing someone touching her. He balled his fist barely able no hold himself in the same spot.
Damon’s eyes darted between Kai and Y/N , seeing Kai clench his jaw nearly leaping out of his seat towards her.
“Huh .. “Damon said to himself , the sound making Kai turn towards him.
“What?”
“You like her too.” Damon said gulping his glass at once. Kai shook his head in denial. “Oh don’t act like you don’t. Anyone can see the longing in your eyes , you like her.”
Kai got up quickly. “No , I don’t. There is no longing or whatever … those are emotions and I don’t feel emotions. I’m a sociopath , remember ? ” he said turning towards the door feeling someone’s grasp on his hand. He turned around only to meet Y/N standing closer to him than he had expected.
“Where are you going ? The party is just starting… ” she said. “Whatever Damon said , ignore him. I do. Don’t let him ruin the fun. Come on , dance with me.” she batted her eyelashes at him. “Please ?” she asked again , her hand still holding a grip on his.
Kai shook his head.  “I don’t dance.” he said , pushing her hand off his , a look of hurt crossing her eyes. He regretted his movement the second it happened.
“I find that hard to believe.” she said over the music. “Please , just one dance ?.” Y/N smiled at him.
She looked so beautiful , and he wanted to stay but that fuzzy warm feeling inside his stomach was scaring him. Damon was right. He liked her , he wanted to get to know her more , talk to her and be her friend … maybe more than her friend.
“You wont give up until I say yes, will you?” he asked trying to suppress a smile. Y/N wasn’t one to give up , it was one of the things he liked about her along with her ability to see the best in people , even in him.
“Does that mean you will dance with me ?” she asked hopefully.
Kai didnt know what to do or say and before he knew it , she was pulling him towards the crowd of dancing millennials in the Salvatore living room. They pushed their way through Y/N never letting go of his hand. She looked so carefree and happy , her smile making him smile and then there was that warm fuzzy feeling again pulling him towards her , to be with her , wrap his hands around her while his fingers  … Kai shook his head , pushing the thoughts away.Y/N liked spending time with Kai and as much as she denied it when her friends confronted her about it - she had feelings for him. Every time she saw him her heart starts to race faster , a dozen or more butterflies start to flap their wings in her stomach. His blue / gray eyes were driving her crazy and every time he was around all she wanted was to hug him , kiss him and be with him. She couldn’t get enough of him and wanted to tell him how she feels more than anything , but it was never the right time. Except maybe tonight it was. All of the sudden she changed her mind and pulled him up the stairs sitting at them almost at the top where the noise of the party wasn’t so loud.
“I thought you wanted to dance ?” he asked curious , part of him suspecting what she’d say the other not knowing what he’ll do if he is right.He could see the hesitation in her eyes.
“I um … not really. I mean I did but … .” she said gazing into his eyes pushing that feeling back to the surface. “I just … wanted to spend time with you thats all.”
“Alone ? With the big bad heretic that everyone is so scared of?” he asked suddenly serious. “Aren’t you afraid I’d do something terrible ? Like I don’t know , use a spell and make your clothes disappear ?”
Y/N stared at him for a second with those big brown eyes as if daring him to do exactly that , then she started laughing.
“I’m not afraid of you Kai.” she said moving a little closer to him. Without realising it he had moved closer to her too.
“Maybe you should be…” he said his vampirism showing.
Y/N closed her eyes for a moment and Kai used it to cloak himself and disappear. She opened her eyes , looking around confused searching for him. “Kai ?”
Kai reached his hand , his fingertips almost touching her cheeks…
No. he willed himself , whooshing away from her and disappearing into the night.
Y/N could swear they had almost kissed , her heart fluttered at the thought and butterflies flapped their wings in her stomach. She got up quickly , running down the stairs hoping somehow defying the odds , she’d catch up with him.

Kai spent the next few days avoiding her. The thing was he liked her , he really liked her but the feelings he got around her were new to him and he didn’t know what all of them meant.
Y/N wondered why Kai would just start avoiding her. She had seen him at the Grill but then he’d just be gone a blink of an eye later , he wasn’t returning her texts or answering his calls. She tried asking Damon since Kai had spent time with him at the party , making sure he doesn’t murder anyone.
“Kai is Kai , who knows why he does half the things he does.” Damon said. “He’ll be back ,you can be sure of it. There is no way to get rid of him now…”
Y/N looked at him confused.
“What do you mean ? Do you know something I don’t ?” she asked hopefully.It couldn’t be just her feeling that magnetic pull. What if Kai felt it too ?
“Nothing …he is a heretic now. That’s all.” said Damon. “Why are you so interested all of the sudden ? I thought you said you no longer had feelings for him..”
“Just making conversation… plus won’t you agree it’s better to know where he is ? …in case he is planning something?” she tried to deflect.
Damon glanced at her , studying her face carefully. “Yeah …you are not fooling anyone Y/N.” he said , his phone ringing at the exact moment. “Oh hey Stef ….”
“Wait , Damon .. You didn’t tell him did you ?” she called out after him , he turned around shaking his head.
“No … of course not. Why would I tell Kai you have a crush on him ?” he said walking out of the room leaving her feeling more confused than ever.
If Damon wasn’t going to help her then she’d go to Kai directly. She walked outside the dark clouds finally starting to clear up from the sky and got in her car , deciding to try one last time to call him before showing unannounced at his place.
“Hello ?” Kai’s voice sounded in the car. God how I missed the sound of his voice. she thought.
“Where have you been ?” she asked. “I started to get worried ….”
“Nothing happened , I’ve just been busy.” he said casually.
“Too busy to pick up your phone ?… Were you avoiding me ?” she asked laughing nervously fearing the answer.
“No. Why would I be avoiding you and why were you worried for me ? I’m a heretic now … “ he trailed off.
“Because you are my friend. Friends worry about each other.” she said.
“We are not friends Y/N.” he said.“I mean , its better for you if we are not. I’m not a good person .. “
Y/N felt a crack in her heart at his words.
“I dont think you get to decide if we are friends or not by yourself Malachai.” she said , raising her voice. “Are you home ? I’m on my way there …”
Y/N took another turn down the road. The asphalt was slick from the rain and the wet leafs on the road didn’t help much.
“Yes , I am home and no , don’t come here. I dont want you here.” he said his tone serious.
“I just wanna talk , that’s all.” she said still heading for his place.
“What ? Like you wanted to talk the other night ? No , thanks…”
“Malachai Parker ! How are you not understanding whats happening here ?!” she raised her voice. “I know Damon told you … I …”
“Dont say it Y/N , I cant be with you in that way. I am bad for you , thats why - ”
“Stop talking for a second and listen to me , Kai. I love you. I have loved you since I first saw you ..” she said refusing to believe anything he was saying to her. He wasn’t bad for her , she knew he wasn’t.
“No , don’t. Y/N … I …. am with someone else and I cant afford having you and your pointless little crush or whatever it is hanging over my head.”
Y/N ‘s heart broke and she felt tears rolling down her cheeks. She tried to blink them back with no luck.
“Please Kai … let me at least say what I want to say.”  she sniffled.
Kai closed his eyes , his hand trembling knowing he is hurting her , telling her lies. The image of Y/N crying popped into his head - he had seen tears in her eyes at the wedding watching her friends fail to save Jo’s life and the twins. Why was he feeling like this ? Like his heart was breaking … he couldn’t love her , she deserved better than him. Kai felt his eyes water , he hated that feeling.
“No , Y/N. Its better this way …” he said , a scream coming from the other end of the phone followed by the sounds of glass shattering and metal screeching. “Y/N ? Y/N , whats going on ?” 

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