I am lonely as hell. But I would choose being alone forever over being with somebody who can’t make my heart bite my chest when they squeeze my hand. I am impatient as hell. I don’t wait for my water to boil before I use it for my tea. My pants are usually still damp when I put them on because the dryer hasn’t had time to finish. But I swear to God I will wait for that feeling. I am lonely and I am impatient but I am stubborn and I know what I want and I’m still trying to convince myself that it’s worth it to get what I deserve this time. The thought of love does that to a person.
—  February 28th, 2015. (K.P.K)
So I guess this is how things are. We go our separate ways and start our own lives apart. & somehow, I don’t mind it one bit. I don’t mind that you’ll whisper sweet nothing’s into the next girl’s ear. I don’t mind that she’ll probably make you happier than I ever did. I don’t mind because you’ll always feel like mine.
—  I don’t love you but I always will

"What am I to you?" she asks,

"Well," he begins, "You are the sun of my day. You are the moon of my night. You are my favorite morning coffee. You are my favorite book before bed. You are the songs I listen to each day. You are my favorite chapter of my life or better yet, my entire book of my life. You are the whole ocean. You are my summer and winter, both at the same time. You are my south, my north, my east and my west."

"You are," he pauses for a moment,

"My everything."

—  1 March 2015
When my anxiety is at its highest and tears are pouring down my face
All conscious thoughts flees
And I’m left with an echo
Repeating
Why are you crying?
Why are you crying?
Why are you crying?
—  P.L
There’s this girl.
This girl who dresses like art and whose laugh is my favourite song, who smells like rain and who can’t find the beauty in herself.
There’s this girl.
Who could be ripping my throat out and I wouldn’t mind because at least she would be touching me.
There’s this girl.
And, God, she wrecked me like a hurricane and what’s worse is I didn’t even try to stop her.
There’s this girl.
And one day I will finally scream at her to kiss me and she’ll do it and I will shatter until I can watch my bones break into ash and she will finally see how much of a nothing I am, even though we’re convinced we are the world.
There’s this girl.
And I love her.
—  23/2/15
March horoscopes
Leo: You hate yourself for not being good enough for him, but have you ever thought that all you need to be good enough for is yourself.
Capricorn: When was the last time you looked into the mirror and liked who you saw? Maybe it’s time to make a change.
Libra: The drug, sex and drinking aren’t going to take away your pain. The only one who can save you is yourself.
Cancer: Stop telling people that you will always be there for them if you won’t be.
Aries: You don’t have to try and be what everyone expects you to be. It’s okay to want to be little again.
Gemini: You are enough. You don’t have to try so hard. I love you. It’s okay.
Scorpio: You don’t have to be so nice all the time. You don’t owe anyone anything.
Sagittarius: Life is a roller coaster. Bad and good things will happen. Just enjoy the ride.
Pieces: The world will still love you the way you are. It’s time to start being yourself.
Taurus: It’s okay to miss the people that are there anymore. It’s not okay to try and bring them back. They aren’t there for a reason.
Virgo: If you want some advice: Be nicer to people. In the end you’ll be a lot happier.
Aquarius: Some people just aren’t good for you. It’s okay to take them out of your life.
—  4am