Hahaha literally just fuck my mom to the next galaxy.
She has the audacity to say my “hobbies” for gg are stupid? And taking over my life?
And she thinks in gg, no one cares about me. At all.
Ok so, Jack Walsh doesn’t care? Vernon Shaw doesn’t care? DAN AVIDAN DOESN’T CARE?
You think none of my heroes care about me, well they do. I want to know them personally as friends but to you, people who aren’t physically there can’t be friends. That kind of thinking is how idiots like you stay in the past and not the future, and because of that, they get reality shoved in their faces instead of being open minded.
THIS is why I want to leave, this is why I feel like I can’t be myself around anyone, THIS IS WHY IM DEPRESSED AND ANXIOUS AND SCARED AND UNSURE AND SAD ALL THE TIME.
“Ugh why do you have that attitude with me? You have to listen to me, because I’m your mother, and you’re under my roof.”
I DON’T HAVE TO.
I DON’T WANT TO.
And it’s not “your roof”, it’s your idiotic boyfriend’s roof. The one you slave away for every day because whatever amount of “love” he gives you, is more important than your own kids’ happiness or lives. Oh but you put all your life into making us happy, really? So taking your kids to a different state and living with a man they barely know, does that make us happy? Does it make us happy that our dad has to come in secret just to visit because your boyfriend will freak out? Are your kids happy knowing their mom can’t fuckin stand up for herself or get her own head out of her ass to see her kids are suffering and don’t know how to defend themselves in the world because you taught them to be cautious at EVERYTHING??
You basically ruined my life.
I could have been happy! I could have been somewhere I wanted to be, I could have had a real life! But you took that from me. And I’ll never forgive you for that.
[ UPDATE: Ohmyglob I haven’t been online in FOREVERR- So I got a new puppy to help with my depression and anxiety and it was all going so well until I caught a cold yesterday :’D Anyways, his name is Jackson and he’s basically the biggest turd ever- you’d all love him. I wanna get back into RPing since I haven’t rp’d in forever, so like for a starter?? I’m really feeling Ash and Riley today so I think I’ll use them c: ]
To celebrate hitting 200 followers on my blog I thought I would do a giveaway! One tumblr user has a chance of winning a 5x7 custom original copic illustration that I will also mail out! It can be OCs, fanart, anything of the such. It will be a bust shot with a colored background like shown here in these examples of my work above :>
RULES: - Reblogs only please! - This is open to ALL OF TUMBLR but if you reblog and follow me it will give you an extra entry! - I am open to shipping internationally! If you want the original piece however you must be open to giving me your address! (of course haha)
<b>Aries:</b> Seasons change, but people don't.<p/><b>Taurus:</b> Why don't you show me a little bit of spine you've been saving for his mattress, love.<p/><b>Gemini:</b> I'll go out tonight and piss on her doorstep.<p/><b>Cancer:</b> Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentleman.<p/><b>Leo:</b> I've seen sinking ships go down with more grace than you.<p/><b>Virgo:</b> Let's meet in the purgatory of my hips and get well.<p/><b>Libra:</b> Heavy metal broke my heart.<p/><b>Scorpio:</b> I can move mountains, I can work a miracle.<p/><b>Sagittarius:</b> Someone old, no one new. Feeling borrowed, always blue.<p/><b>Capricorn:</b> I can take your problems away with a nod and a wave of my hand.<p/><b>Aquarius:</b> I'm not a crybaby; I'm the crybaby.<p/><b>Pisces:</b> I'm the best worst thing that hasn't happened to you yet.<p/></p>