plz get out of my life

anonymous asked:

ive been on zoloft for a few months (100 mg) and i noticed that i was more productive (mostly with my interest areas) and high spirited. but i started taking concerta (36mg) in tandem a month ago and i feel like things arent working? ive been more drowsy and lethargic. my appetite has become inconsistent. im picking at my skin like i havent done in years. i feel myself getting anxious a little easier. i havent drawn in weeks. my executive dysfunction hasnt seemed to better at all. (1/2) 🌈⭐️

ive tried cutting the concerta in half. but even then its hard to figure out what its doing for me. other things going on in my life rn have surely caused these things to worsen. and i plan to bring this up w/ my psychiatrist,, but have any of yall out there had these issues with these meds combined, too? in the meantime, i have horrible executive dysfunction. any meds or self help methods you could recommend? plz advise its,, layin on the family issues thicc (2/2) 🌈⭐️

From the insert for Concerta:

Do not crush, chew, or break a Concerta extended-release tablet. Swallow the tablet whole. Breaking the tablet may cause too much of the drug to be released at one time.

So stop doing that.

According to the drug interactions checker at

Methylphenidate may increase the blood levels and effects of sertraline. You may be more likely to experience side effects, including a rare but serious condition called the serotonin syndrome, which may include symptoms such as confusion, hallucination, seizure, extreme changes in blood pressure, increased heart rate, fever, excessive sweating, shivering or shaking, blurred vision, muscle spasm or stiffness, tremor, incoordination, stomach cramp, nausea, vomiting, and diarrhea. Contact your doctor if you experience increased side effects or your condition changes during treatment with these medications. You may need a dose adjustment or more frequent monitoring by your doctor to safely use both medications. It is important to tell your doctor about all other medications you use, including vitamins and herbs. Do not stop using any medications without first talking to your doctor.

So it could definitely be both together causing your problems. It’s also possible that Concerta is actually not the right medication for you and something else would be better.


Yoongi As Your Boyfriend

so this was requested. also, yoongs would be a great boyfriend, getting that out of the way. also, my friend’s bias is yoongi. get wrecked bish.

request: Can you plz do yoongi as a bf?? ..ur writing is just so good and literally wow god bless👌❤️❤️ 

also, thank you for the compliment ^^ i’m trying my best

here’s my masterlist, and requests are open~

Originally posted by meanyoongis

  • he’s perfect bless him
  • if he’s your boyfriend then you won at life
  • like no joke at all
  • you slayed existence
  • hmm, i don’t think this gramps would be able to strike a conversation with a stranger, so, uh, let’s say you are a friend of the boys but like, not super close with yoongs k
  • he’s the guy who would admire from distance, he doesn’t take initiative, and he’s kind of content with the relationship he has with you
  • ok not really
  • “namjoon, set me up with them” “what? why?” “because i said so”
  • he isn’t as smooth but he gets the message across lmao
  • hmm, i imagine you’d go to a music shop with namjoon and yoongi tags along and suddenly where’s namjoon
  • but it’s okay, you got yoongi with you
  • tbh he seems pretty cold and intimidating
  • but you ask him about some album or artist and his eyes literally light up and he starts rambling and he got this cute lil smile on his lips the whole time and he’s gesticulating and you’ve never seen someone be so excited over talking
  • and by the time you guys are over with talking about music, the shop needs to close so you get evacuated really smoothly but you don’t even realize, you’re still talking
  • you even forgot about namjoon, poor guy he’s 10 feet behind you guys, patting himself on the shoulder bc “great job nams”

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Things I feel should be in Young Justice Season 3

(I know it’s probably not gonna come out for a while and most of these are probably not going to happen but shut up I can dream)

Teen Titans (Cyborg and Raven have been confirmed BOOYAH)


Damian, and therefore Tim as Red Robin

Character development for Wondergirl, Batgirl, La'gaan, Static Shock, etc.

The original team fighting and someone (Dick) being like ‘this feels familiar’.

Canon Bluepulse

Jason coming back and Garfield just looking at him and Wally and being like “ANYONE ELSE WANNA COME BACK FROM THE DEAD?”

Bumblebee PLATONICALLY calling Cyborg “Handsome” as an homage to the characters on the original (the good) Teen Titans cartoon

Jesus Christ! Mal and Karen need to get married and make babies please!

A scene where we see Tim staying up late, on a thousand cups of coffee, and Cassie being like “BOI GET TO BED BEFORE I WHOOP YOUR ASS”

La'gaan being low-key salty about Supermartian getting back together


Who’s Rocket marrying? Who is Rocket? WE LITERALLY KNOW SQUAT ABOUT HER

Zatanna trying to save her dad from Fate because WTF girl, I thought that was your life mission but we didn’t see anything in season 2!!

More Billy scenes plz! Preferably with Cyborg because they are ultimate BroTP

Beast Boy and Raven moment? PLEASE?


Arthur Jr. alive and healthy (like can we just not kill him off please?)

Artemis being her usual badass self as Tigress, and beating the shit out of Wally WHEN he comes back

Cheshire possibly working with the good guys? Like maybe Lian gets kidnapped and she and Roy have to go to them and they’re all super salty but it’s adorable

Dick making up more words, and just overall showing that HE’S STILL THE LITTLE MOTHER-FUCKING TROLL WE KNEW IN SEASON 1


Icicle Jr. Low-key being happy about Artemis being alive (because they’re childhood friends, which you know IF YOU READ THE COMICS)


Like please, Greg Weissman,

anonymous asked:

domestic boyfriends hcs plz

I love my boys and support their domestic lifestyle so certainly anon!

- It started out with them rooming at college just so they didn’t have to be with strangers, but ended up dating and loving the life.

-they both end up getting really good jobs, Jeremy as a tech wizard who designs software and games on the side, while Michael is a dj, music editor and creator. He has a commercial with his audio work in it for shampoo.

-so they have a little apartment together now! It’s not the best but it’s definitely not the worst, they can’t complain. And Michael likes being on the fourth floor because of the porch

-they have the goddamn softest blankets since their bed is close to a rock. They’re working on buying a new one but it has to be perfect.

-they sleep all cuddled up

-Michael takes about two hours to wake up and even then that’s late, so when they have off Jeremy will get up and make Michael breakfast for him to wake up too

-Michael tells pretty much everyone that waking up to the smell of Jeremy’s chocolate chip pancake is the best feeling in the world.

-they’re supposed to split the chores but they never follow their set boundaries. When Michael is too tired to do the dishes Jeremy steps in and does so no problem, or when Michael hears Jeremy had a stressful day he’ll do the laundry for him

-but there’s also a lot of moments where both of them are in a slump and everything just piles up until Jeremy decides to stress clean

- Michael still walks in yelling “honey I’m home!”

- when Jeremy does the dishes Michael comes up and puts soap suds on his nose, and Jeremy usually responds by flicking water at him

-they have a mini fridge full of Mountain Dew red just in case

-Jeremy leaves his boxers everywhere and Michael keeps stumbling on them, they no longer phase him.

-Michael has a pet peeve for handprints and smudges on the windows but Jeremy opens the porch door by dragging his hand along it

-they both have opposing schedules, so they don’t go on dates as much as they’d like.

-they usually spend time with each other winding down, relaxing on the couch and watching movies

- you would not believe how many times Michael has carried Jeremy to bed because the boy fell asleep on the couch

-the SQUIP actually helps with their schedules and life, sometimes even waking Jeremy up to tell Michael his alarm didn’t go off.

- Rich is basically always over, he says he loves “casa de los homosexuales”

- Michael big spoons Jeremy and kisses his neck, then says “no homo”

-they take showers together, usually at night. Jeremy leans against Michael’s back and they just have a comfortable silence.

- they have the god damned greatest game station set up and if you so much as put dust on one of their consoles they will kill.

-seriously like a third of their cash goes to that decked out baby. They have it organized by console, genre, and alphabetized.

-they also have a ton of posters and nerd decals and merch everywhere

-Michael has this giant pacman ghost of pinky that Jeremy won him (by accident) at a carnival once and he loves it half to death

-once they were brushing their teeth when Jeremy inhaled the foamy mint stuff and choked

-they also lay on each other and scroll through their phones if they need down time.

-They have a scrapbook of all their memories and yes it is gay.

-there’s a hole in the wall covered up by a movie poster because Michael once wore his skates inside and crashed.

-when Jeremy is really tired he doesn’t sleep with his shoes on, no he kicks and flings his shoes across the room, it scares Michael.

- Michael wakes up in the middle of the night to panic attacks every now and then, to which Jeremy will rub his back and hold him to calm him down.

-sometimes Michael catches Jeremy talking to himself- or well his SQUIP- and he just sounds so upset that it physically hurts him

-Jeremy has better control over it now so he’s ok. But sometimes he falters yknow?

-random kisses everywhere. Just lean over and kiss your boyf do it.

- “dude you’re so high right now”

“I am not”

“You just asked me if the guy with the biggest dick was named dick and if that’s why we call them dicks.”

werewolf jungkook

Originally posted by baebsaes

  • heads up idk anything about werewolves except what was mentioned on the hit show scooby doo so please bare with me
  • jeongguk was born a werewolf,,, and his mom was like i am not letting my precious baby ever interact with humans ever,,, and so for the beginning of his life jeongguk was a sheltered little baby
  • also in this au, once werewolves grow older, they can decide what form they stay in, but i repeat, there is no in between phase, i will not tolerate that, he’s human or werewolf, thanks
  • but his werewolf form is cute like it’s basically a steppe wolf, he’s a very dark ashy gray with a slender face but really big eyes and he looks more like a normal wolf than anything, just a lot bigger than most like i said idk much about werewolves…
  • he was the cutest little wolf cub, he would always chase his tail when he was in werewolf form right, and he was like the fastest of all the kids, and he would always try to race everyone else in the pack, just to prove a point
  • he was a wild child, and this worried his mom even more because he wasn’t very good at hiding his werewolf nature like his older brother was
  • like jeongguk was the kid that when they did leave the cool werewolf house (legit like a huge ass cabin their pack bought together where they all live like one big family) he was the kid okay that would howl at all the puppies walking down the street
  • they are nice werewolves okay like there are some evil werewolves down the ways, but this pack is just a bunch of puppies who all love everything, and chasing butterflies and rolling around and chewing sticks
  • also was really prone to scratching everything up when he was a small bean
  • in his family, his mom was the one out and earned money, because he and his dad had no control over their werewolf nature okay
  • like when jeongguk was small and his mom would leave for the day he would get so upset he would just scratch up the door frame with his baby claws and his dad would be like wtf what is my son
  • totally a momma’s boy btw
  • as he grows older he definitely wants to see the human world despite his mom warning him that it’s dangerous, especially for werewolves so young because they can’t really control their emotions
  • but he’s like nah man i got this!!
  • one day when he’s in high school he goes out with some of the other boys from the pack to go be normal teenagers because their whole life they’ve been contained to the cabin and the woods surrounding it, they want to actually see the world
  • they’re all hanging out right, and it’s getting super late and some old creep is like hey there kids, wanna come over my house i have cheap beer
  • jeongguk is like gross wth no plz dont and he goes to leave with his friends but the dude grabs his sleeve and jeongguk can’t control himself his werewolf side just takes over
  • like he could feel his body morphing before he could stop himself and he just attacks the dude with everything he has
  • of course he panics because he just fought some dude in alley (justified of course) but still, he can’t be caught, like anyone will be able to see those marks weren’t from a human
  • all of the boys sprint home in fear of their lives and when they get home jeongguk runs into his mom’s room and breaks into tears, explaining how he couldn’t stop hismelf and how scared the poor baby was
  • after that he vows never to interact with the human world again because he doesn’t want to hurt anyone anymore, and he doesn’t want to face a situation where his werewolf might take over when it’s someone he actually cares for
  • and for a while he does a great job of staying isolated like while his friends go out and party with humans as if there is nothing different about them, jeongguk binge watches scooby doo and the reluctant werewolf (or should i say scoobert doobert)
  • his mom is worried though, like she wants her son to be happy and live a normal life and she knows that he’s not a bad person and that he has the biggest heart, but now he’s permanently scarred and she hates that
  • but alas
  • someone walks into his life
  • literally
  • on full moons, the pack likes to go out and bond or something but jeongguk is not feeling it, like he is having a scooby doo marathon, and he is in his cringey minion onesie like he is living the life
  • but someone knocks on the door suddenly and he’s on edge because who the heck is that nobody in the pack knocks?
  • so he races to open the door
  • and behold
  • it’s you
  • cute, disoriented you
  • your leg is bleeding profusely like there is a huge gash and it looks like you’re limping and he just kinda !! and ushers you inside and helps you over to the couch
  • he runs to get the first aid kit and he drops it on his foot in the process and he lets out a literal howl of pain that scares you because you think it’s a wolf outside or something (little do you know…)
  • but jeongguk races over to you and he kneels down in front of you and he doesn’t ask questions or take the time to realize wow you are a human!!!
  • he cleans your wound with some peroxide i think it is and then gently wraps your leg up
  • “oh my god how did you even get out here??”
  • you shrug through your pain “I was hiking and i kinda tripped and fell, but i saw this place and-”
  • you wince when you try to stand and jeongguk pushes your shoulders down gently so you don’t have to strain yourself
  • and he gives you this shy smile “well you’re not really walking anytime soon, you wanna stay and watch scooby doo with me??”
  • ofc you should be like um wow stranger danger but he’s so cute and he’s wearing a onesie and he’s giving you the puppy eyes and it’s not like you can go anywhere… (disclaimer don’t go off with strangers, even if it’s international playboy jeon jeongguk)
  • okay like five minutes in tho he is like sniffing you low key because you smell like happiness and fresh cotton mixed with honey and you kinda look over at him suspiciously and his eyes go so wide and he hides behind a pillow and literally shouts “YOU SMELL GOOD I’M SORRY”
  • you find it strange, but kinda cute, so you laugh
  • anyway you two spend like three hours binge watching movies and you get to talk to him and you’re like wow you look my age why haven’t i seen you around and he gets all nervous and kinda tenses up like “my mom loves nature”
  • and internally he’s like wow jeongguk that was smoooth way to go man and he’s very proud of himself
  • and you obviously introduce yourself and you talk about school and your job or whatever but you’re more interested about this boy, who’s claimed he’s lived here his entire life but yet you’ve never seen him before…
  • but alas it’s getting late and your leg is feeling somewhat better and you’re like sorry pal ig2g,,, “but i wanna visit again if that’s okay”
  • and jeongguk is faced with the biggest decision of his life does he associate with you, the super cutie of his dreams again, or does he play it safe and shun you because you’re a human??
  • and he’s like lmao yolo “i wanna come visit you if that’s okay”
  • and you kinda !! mysterious okay i like that and so you tell him your favorite coffee shop and ask if he’ll be cool to go on wednesday
  • he walks you home btw just a lil!!
  • wednesday rolls around and jeongguk is a little out of touch to the human world so he gets his bro (witch seokjin and angel hoseok) to help him out with his fashion but he ends up in a flannel and skinny jeans which really screams werewolf if you ask me,,,
  • anyway he sees you and get so excited that he starts bouncing and yapping almost and he’s like wait wait chill,,,
  • but when he sees you he kinda forgets that he’s supposed to be human and he hugs you because excited puppy and he just kinda !!! and you kinda !!!!! as well because he’s hugging you??
  • he has never had real coffee and you’re like wtf are you living under a rock or something??
  • and he gets all red and he like wilts or something and you kinda oh my god no bby here i’ll show you what to get!!
  • he burns his tongue
  • and proceeds to whimper like a kicked puppy or something and you think it’s so cute ahh and you tell him to put sugar on his tongue to help it feel less fiery!!
  • but afterwards you two decide you wanna spend more time together and you two are walking through town, all cute,,, but whenever he sees a dog he gets a lil on edge and you kinda oh alright…?
  • you two becomes bros
  • like hardcore bros
  • except the issue is that jeongguk cannot control his werewolf nature, which means he gets SO possessive over you like the other werewolf boys always make fun of him because he cannot go five seconds without talking about you
  • whenever you two are out in public he has to have his arm around your shoulders and he will glare at anyone who dares look at you
  • he’s also super protective like one time some store attendant was giving you a hard time because they were like um you might wanna try a different size and jeongguk unloaded he had like a ten minute speech about how beautiful and perfect you are and how amazing you are and how he is your number one  fan ever??
  • at first this stuff is like ehh to you but now as time goes on you kinda get a little !!
  • like what young adult wants to play fetch like he calls it catch but it’s a glorified game of fetch
  • and he gets really touchy when he sees werewolf costumes in halloween stores like dramatic eye rolling and grunts of disgust
  • also is always missing on a full moon?? what is this??
  • also legit sometimes howls at things and you’re like wow really subtle,,,
  • you plan to confront him about it but then one day he’s over your house right and you leave the room to go get snacks and you left your laptop up and running and it’s open to how to tell if your boyfriend is a werewolf
  • and jeongguk is like !!! “OH MY GOD THEY KNOW”
  • “wait did they say boyfriend”
  • and he panics because he flashes back to that time he lost all control and he’s so scared that could be you one day and he doesn’t know what to do with his feelings or his fears and he runs for it, legit sprints out the door back home where he runs straight into his moms arms and completely loses it
  • and she strokes his hair and kisses his head and tries to calm meanwhile you’re frantically searching for him but then you see the laptop and you’re like dear god no no no no
  • you don’t even need to think twice about it you start out to go and find him and explain how you don’t care at all and how you love and accept him for who he is
  • but as a werewolf he’s super fast and you get like ten feet and you’re already panting and you’re like great now i’ll never make iT
  • it’s getting later and later, which means it’s getting darker and darker and the woods have never been so terrifying before
  • like is that an owl you hear? are those footsteps? did something just move in those bushes behind you?
  • you consider turning back but you don’t want to lose jeongguk over something so stupid and so you keep pressing on, now only using your phone as a source of light, but your battery wasn’t very full to begin with
  • you’re hair is one edge and there are chills running down your spine because suddenly you can only see a few feet in front of you and the noises keep getting louder and louder and louder
  • jeongguk is at home, playing with the beanie you gave him for your four month friend-versiry and he just senses that something is wrong he can’t really explain it but he can sense you are in danger and he races out the door
  • back to you yah?
  • you’ve stumbled and fallen, and you’ve dropped your phone in such a way that you can’t see the flashlight anymore
  • and there is definitely something near you right now, it sounds like it’s circling you
  • you push yourself into a sitting position, your heart slamming against your chest, your breathing heavy
  • you go to stand up but something suddenly pins you down
  • it’s a wolf, a huge, white wolf, with teeth longer than your fingers, with eyes red as fire
  • it snaps at your neck and you shriek and try your best to shove the monster off of you but it’s way too strong, and has you pinned by the arms
  • it takes another bite at your neck, and you turn, and catch most of the impact with the side of your face
  • you scream again and the beast snarls and hot tears are streaming down your face and you think this it, this is how it ends
  • but then, the wolf plummets down to your side, crying out in agony
  • another wolf, definitely smaller than the first, but still larger than any animal you’ve seen, has tackled the first, fangs sinking into its shoulder
  • you scramble to your feet and watch in horror as the two battle before your very eyes
  • but it looks like your savior isn’t doing so hot, sustaining a serious bite to its front leg
  • in your panic, you grab a giant rock, and as soon as the brawl gets close to you, you smash it on the white wolf, which allows the ashy wolf to overpower it
  • idk how these things end jeez
  • but the white wolf looks defeated, lying there unconscious
  • your wolf limps over to you and nuzzles its face up to your leg and with a shaky breath you whisper “oh jeongguk you’re hurt…”
  • you two make it back to his house which is super safe because the whole pack is there and they all kinda !! when they see you but then they see jeongguk and everyone is in a panic
  • you are the one to nurse his wounds, even though he doesn’t have the energy to change back to human form
  • you wrap his cuts and bruises in bandages, and his mom handles the laceration on your cheek
  • she directs you and jeongguk upstairs to his room while she and some of the elders vow to avenge both your injuries
  • once in his room, jeongguk hops onto the bed (still in wolf form mind you) and circles around a few times before plopping down with a sigh
  • you go and slip in beside him
  • “hey thanks for… well saving me.” you smile softly “i think it’s pretty cool you’re a werewolf… how cool is it that my boyfriend is a werewolf, huh…”
  • his ears perk up at boyfriend but you promise him “tomorrow”
  • you fall asleep with your head rested on his back
  • you wake up the next morning and jeongguk is licking your cheek (what a noob), and is back to his human self
  • but where’s his shirt?
  • actually, what’s under the blankets?
  • “uh jeongguk”
  • and he sprints off with the blanket wrapped around him like a toga and when he comes back he’s in the minion onesie
  • you laugh and roll your eyes but check up on his cuts and bruises but with a cocky smirk he tells you it doesn’t even hurt that much
  • you roll your eyes but smile anyway
  • “i really meant what i said you know…”
  • “about me being your boyfriend”
  • “about me not caring about you being a werewolf but that too…”
  • he rubs his nose up to yours and then leans in to kiss you so softly,,,
  • and the rest is up to your imagination

Woooo, another button pin design done. If I keep going at this rate, I might get all of them done by the end of the year *throws confetti unenthusiastically*

But seriously, MatPat is one of my favorite YouTubers. If I could only meet one in real life, I might have to choose him. He’s awesome, and just seems like he’d be a fun dude to hang out with.

plz senpai… notice my fan art Dx

I’m tired of discourse.

I’m tired of trans politics.

I’m tired of the infighting and back biting I see in both.

I’m tired of feeling like I walked out of one warzone inside myself and into another.

I’m tired of feeling like I’m failing my sisters and siblings by not engaging because I don’t have it in me to do so.

I’m tired of feeling like I’m selling them out by the benefit of being shielded from transmisogyny by how I look, how I sound, by the acceptance I receive. Call it passing or whatever.

I’m tired of seeing friends and people I respect being attacked, and then doubly so when they fuck up and are trying to own up to it and be contrite.

I’m tried and I just want to get way from it all and that makes me feel worse.

I’m tired

Space Daddy™️ Shiro

•He physically cannot sleep in
-it’s 6 AM and he’s ready to go
-he’s probably working out tbh

•Speaking of which dis boi is just McFrickin ripped?!!!???!
-no chub here I mean his muscles have muscles amiright
-Lance once tried to use him as a pillow and was sorely disappointed.

-scrambled eggs, toast and rice is as good as it gets w/ this boi
-once he and Keith tried to bake a cake for Lance’s birthday and nearly burned down the castle
-they had to endure a massive scolding from Space Mom Allura.

•He’s trying so hard to be a Real Adult™️but he’s just so confused?!?? All the time??!!?!?
-“What’s happening? Where’s my gun? Wait, do I have a gun!? Is Keith the left arm or the right arm? Who are we fighting? Where are they?!!!?? Hunk is. A leg right..”

•*voltron is attacked* Shiro! What do we do?!
-Shiro: Alright, stay calm everyone! We got this.
-Shiro internally: *high pitched screaming*

•He’s actually not sure how he’s still alive without coffee

•Whenever he gets a bit overwhelmed he goes to Coran for Adulting advice.
-some weird conversations have happened here
-Coran once tried to give him The Talk™️ and Shiro backed out of that one real fast.

Hope you liked these! Plz request! I’m so alone

fredrechid00  asked:

Can I get a having a child with Jungkook scenario thingy? Please and thank you 💕

hey stranger ahaha sorry this took so long man i am the worst ever ahh im sorry babe really

Originally posted by jeonjeons

Daddy Jeongguk!

  • okay so so so im really excited for this one because jungkook is one of the easiest members for me to write for personally (him and yoongi both)
  • so we are gonna talk about the first baby experience with jungkook!
  • jungkook reminds me of someone who would want to wit to have a kid like he would want to be with his significant other for a few years (like maybe five at least) before he takes that step in a relationship because kids are a big deal and he doesn’t want to just start a family with anyone you know?
  • he would also want to be a little older like whereas i can see taehyung having kids in his mid twenties, and jin having kids before thirty (just because he is older already) jeongguk would probably want to have his first kid when he’s closer to twenty-seven ish?
  • he seems like he has so much he wants to do with his life, and so much he wants to explore and try and having kids definitely limits your time and your ability to do things you want all the time
  • while the above scenario would be the ideal for jeongguk, i could also see him having a kid unexpectedly like that baby wasn’t planned at all and it just kinda happens like that could also be jeongguk cause i dont think he would actively try to not have kids?? does that make sense? he’s also young and impulsive and god knows how those two things work together
  • obviously with someone he really loved and trusted though obviously obviously not like some random girl oh my god
  • for this scenario we’re gonna say that it’s not the ideal situation like you guys have been dating long but he’s not really the family man yet oops (that’s more fun right?)
  • you two have talked about having kids before, but unlike jin and taehyung, it’s not anything jeongguk ever really seemed more than excited about?
  • like he thinks it would be nice to have a family but it’s not the top priority in his life and he’s not dying to be a parent?
  • it’s something you two might talk about when you can’t sleep but it’s not like an everyday topic with you two
  • that is until you start feeling like crap
  • and it’s not your usual sickness like wow i have a fever like no you feel as if your body is trying to murder itself from the inside out
  • and you think maybe it’s the flu?? it’s been awhile since you’ve gotten the flu so that seems like a valid option?
  • your main concern is that you’ve lost a crap ton of weight because you’ve been throwing up so much and you have no appetite and it’s just this big downwards spiral of hell and you can’t even go into work honestly it’s that bad
  • jeongguk is more concerned than you are right off that bat
  • he doesn’t like seeing you rolling around on the couch in pain, and he doesn’t like hearing you moan and groan and claim you would rather light yourself on fire or something drastic so he does that any mature, responsible adult would do in this situation and he googles your symptoms
  • “nausea” well yah “headaches” sure that’s one “mood swings” yes that one is a big check “severe weight loss” thats definitely on the list better write this down
  • and he determines that you must have Cryptococcosis even though pregnancy is what shows up like first every freaking time he googles your symptoms
  • and he’s rushing around and he gets namjoon on the phone cause mama jin is busy with his own real baby and namjoon seems like a good option but nO he doesn’t even pick up and so yoongi calls the next best thing which would be jimin
  • jeongguk screams to jimin about how your lungs are gonna collapse or something and soon they’re both screaming hysterically and meanwhile you’re laying on the bed and whining with a bowl near you in case you can’t make it to the bathroom in time
  • and then they call tae because they need some expert advice like should they drive you to the hospital or should they call an ambulance??
  • and you kinda whisper cause voice is no more “hey gukkie, i think that-”
  • and you just roll your eyes and face-palm because this boy will not even listen because her has zero chill
  • soon the conference call has come to include namjoon and yoongi who are steadfastly holding down the “not having children ever in my life” camp (oh you wait yoongi i have one coming your way)
  • and they’re kinda like jeongguk plz stop acting like you’re two
  • hoseok feels left out cause tae told them there was a group phone call so he ends up joining cause yoongi adds him and he’s like “jeongguk don’t listen to them you obviously need to get this poor thing to the hospital before she expLODES”
  • they all continue to shriek and holler and by this point you have managed to pick yourself up and drag yourself to the toilet so you can hurl
  • jeonguk loses it at this and he hangs up the group call and he rushes over to your side and rubs you back and holds your hair back and despite all the calamity that went down like two seconds ago he’s actually really soothing and he remains pretty calm for your sake like he knows you’ll be more stressed if he yells anymore
  • once you’re good he gives you this stern look and he’s usually not very serious or grim or like someone to tell his significant other what to do cause he values freedom and the ability to make his own decisions but he gives you this look and you know he means business and he kinda “I don’t care what kind of doctor we see, but we are seeing one, no questions about it”
  • and you kinda !! but hey he probably has a point even if you suspect there is a tiny bun in the oven you should probably see someone about all the weight you’ve lost and make sure it’s all healthy and not dangerous
  • you wanted to be the one to tell jeongguk you’re pregnant but now that he’s calling the doctor while you lay snuggled in a million blankets you begin to have your doubts? like what if he doesn’t want to be a parent? what if he leaves you? you two never really agreed on being ready for kids at the moment and you don’t wanna be the one who holds him back from achieving all his dreams?
  • and so you begin to tell yourself that you’re most definitely not pregnant and you’re living some nightmare
  • this poor boy doesn’t know what he did wrong after that day like you seem so closed off?
  • you won’t snuggle and you avoid him and he can’t even confront you about it because you always smile and say nothing is wrong??
  • and he kinda goes to some of the older boys one day and it’s like the day before your appointment and he’s sitting at lunch with yoongi and jin and nams cause hoseok is busy with his own little surprise (he would have kids before jeongguk for sure but hey this was requested first)
  • and it’s not even jin who comes up with the genius solution but yoongi and he kinda pats jeongguk’s hand and mumbles “did you ever stop to consider maybe she’s pregnant?”
  • and jin kinda !! “funny how yoongi always picks up on these things”
  • “I’m a vibe person”
  • and namjoon nods cause oh this makes so much more sense “which would explain why she avoids you all of the sudden, she’s probably really scared right now jeongguk”
  • and this poor baby kinda !! “oh my god no that’s not the idea i wanted her to have oh god you’re right and i was so stupid and i didn’t notice”
  • and he practically beats himself up over it but the older boys stop him and remind him that he was the rest of his life to be the best father in the entire world and he didn’t know any better - he’s still the baby after all
  • and he hugs them all and they congratulate him and ruffle his hair and promise to do everything they can to help but right now he should be talking to you, not sitting with them!!
  • and so he runs off to make things right
  • you’re curled up on the couch when he returns, buried under some blankets and drinking some tea all sniffly
  • and he comes in and he tosses you this plastic bag and when you give him a look he just nods
  • slowly, so slowly, you reach to the inside and you pull out some pacifiers- one pink and one blue
  • “I thought I should get both colors, since we don’t know what the baby is yet”
  • and at that point you don’t know whether to laugh or cry and so you instead run over and hug him and bury your face in his chest and he plays with your hair and kisses your head and apologizes for not paying more attention and mm
  • he holds you so tightly and he tells you how excited he is for this baby and how he can’t wait to finally start a family with you and how this is the best thing that’s ever happened to him, and he in no way is mad or upset with you, whatsoever
  • and once you two have that money to talk things out and he alleviates all your fears he immediately turns into a shy bunny and he kinda looks down at your belly and then back up at you and then down at your belly again
  • “can I um… maybe say hi to the baby, or something, I mean, not if you don’t want me too!!”
  • you kinda laugh “I think they’d appreciate that a lot…”
  • and he leans down and kisses your belly and there’s just this look of awe on his face and he smiles so so softly and he kisses your belly again and he whispers something against your nonexistent bump then stands up and kisses you gently
  • you two do end up going to the doctors and the Doctor is like “please gain weight and take these vitamins and sir you’re going to need to watch over her very carefully and makes sure she’s eating and drinking enough and resting too”
  • and jeongguk nods so seriously and he squeezes your hand “don’t worry I’ll take the best care of her!”
  • and he really does
  • he’s not really one for cooking but after the appointment he’s asking jin how to cook healthy meals and how to cook all your favorites (and everything you start to crave)
  • he rubs your back and shoulders every night before you two sleep and he makes sure to get you enough pillows to support you all you need
  • he takes off every day he can to spend time with you cause he doesn’t want you home alone
  • out of all the boys he would be one of the most worried cause he is the youngest and he just seems like someone who would easily stress over his lover cause he feels responsible for their health and wellbeing
  • he always talk to your bump like not cute baby talk but when you’re sleeping he’s kinda “hey you’re a lucky kid you know, you’re gonna have the most beautiful and wonderful mom in the entire world! you’re really lucky… God I’m really lucky to have the both of you in my life…”
  • and other times he’s like “wow guess what taehyung did today he ran into a wall I swear, people tell me i’m not parent material well”
  • he’s scared to tell anyone but the boys honestly cause you two aren’t married and you’re not that old (in early twenties or something maybe?) and he definitely doesn’t wanna tell his parents
  • he does end up telling his brother though like please help me I need some support I’m scared
  • and of course his brother calls his parents up right away like yoooo our little man is gonna be a dad what are the odds
  • you two are sitting watching your favorite movie one night and his hand is on your belly like it usually is and his phone gets a FaceTime ring and it’s his folks?? and he kinda oh alright
  • “son why didn’t you tell us you were having a child??”
  • and jeongguk throws the room and the popcorn that was on his lap spills everywhere and he kinda gives you this look
  • “jeongguk they were gonna need to find out sometime…”
  • and they’re still trying to talk to him and it’s rapid Korean between the three of them and he goes over and picks up the phone and he instead calls them instead of face time and you stay on the couch as he paces back and forth, back and forth
  • and he finishes and he comes back over and he’s tearing up and your heart sinks and you immediately hug him
  • but he says “they said they’re happy for us… they said they’re so so happy for us and they’re going to get a plane here to come see their grandbaby… oh god they cried, they cried they were so happy…”
  • and you stroke his hair and he cries into your shoulder cause he’s overwhelmed, he’s so overwhelmed but it’s a good feeling, it’s a good kind of feeling really
  • he doesn’t want to find out the gender of the baby
  • he’s so worried about everything else like buying the crib and baby-proofing the house and making sure you find the right hospital that he doesn’t wanna find out the gender
  • he does try to guess by himself though
  • he googles all these old wives tales okay and he finds a bunch to try on you and the first one he does is the one where he drops the key and you pick it up by the fat part so he’s like oh crap we’re having a  boy!!
  • then he does the morning sickness test thing and he’s like what this is another sign we are having a mini bunkook oh my god
  • and then he does the craving one and sweets mean it’s a girl hey wait a second??
  • so he decides that you must be having twins!!
  • even though you have been to the doctors and you have one small baby in there?? it’s not two??
  • but jeongguk is convinced that the doctors are lying to you
  • they’re not
  • there’s only one baby
  • he shows the pictures to everyone and he gets so excited and he cries when you guys see the heartbeat and is just a mess okay he doesn’t know whether to hug or kiss you or kiss your belly??
  • he sends at least a million pics to his family so they can hang them up and he hands out one for all the boys so they can keep them in their wallets or something
  • he doesn’t really understand how to budget cause you’ll come home one day from hanging with friends and there on your bed is like seven hundred pairs of clothing and there’s blue and pink and yellow and green?? and you kinda jeongguk plZ we don’t even know what gender the baby is
  • and he gives you a cute smile and he’s like “yah but they were cute and our baby is gonna be the cutest, seokjin and tae don’t have crap on our child”
  • and you roll your eyes but kiss his face all over anyway
  • the boys are a lil disappointed he doesn’t have a party where they can spoil him in gifts so they decide to throw a surprise baby shower for the both of you!!
  • except it’s really poorly planned cause they end up all parking outside your house and don’t hide very well and yoongi shows up the same guys you are pulling in with a giant present in his hand and he kinda “well shit”
  • but it’s endearing anyway cause they all bout lots of clothes and diapers and they have a bunch of toys for the baby and jin baked a cake and there’s lot of snacks
  • and half the boys (and by that i mean chim and hoseok and jin) are crying cause baby kookie is all grown up and having his own baby and he’s so old now
  • while namjoon and yoongi are still trying to figure why this baby looks like a freaking alien what’s up with kids??
  • and they get you a bunch of stuff too cause they know that this is gonna be hardest on you
  • like yoongi gets you a nice grade a neck pillow and jin promises to make all your meals once the baby is born and chim has this beautiful blanket that he found and it has lots of fairy tale characters on it and it’s for snuggling the baby he says
  • and they all have so many gifts for you and jeongguk ends up tearing up again cause they’re so good to him and he wouldn’t have been able to do this alone??
  • that’s when the first kick happens, at the party
  • you’re listening to jin and tae give advice on what to do with the newborn once you bring them home and all of the sudden little jeon starts to kicking around and you get this look on your face and jin kinda um you okay??
  • and you start breaking into hysterics and you motion jeongguk over and place his hands on your belly “please acknowledge your child”
  • he screams and yoongi ends up recording it and jeongguk starts dancing around like a madman and screaming about his baby is kicking and it’s so cuTE
  • the baby comes a little early not too much but jeongguk claims it’s cause the baby can’t wait to see him
  • he was actually prepared for this moment cause he was anxious throughout the entire pregnancy so he had everything ready to go just in case
  • he was showing you some new choreography down at the studio and you made this really pained face and he was like was i really that bad??
  • and you shake your head and you try to answer but oh crap this hurts and you kinda just point down at your belly and his eyes go wide
  • even though he is physically prepared he is nowhere near mentally prepared
  • he panics so badly that you end up calling namjoon like plz take us to the hospital before i give birth in this godforsaken studio
  • namjoon was heading that way actually for recording and he speeds over (nearly gets pulled over)
  • and jeongguk ushers you into the back and he’s holding your hand and he’s trying to keep calm honestly this boy is more stressed than you are he’s about to lose it honestly
  • you get there and he’s trying to tell the nurse what’s going on cause you’re busy trying not to diE
  • he can’t and the nurse asks him if he would be better waiting and he’s like over my dead body
  • he’s not calm throughout the entire thing but he’s really stressed out over you like he’s scared something will happen to you
  • he squeezes your hand maybe harder than you squeeze his?? and he tries to calm you down with his words but he’s struggling
  • but after a bit he calms down and realizes he needs to try harder to be calm for your sake and he eventually relaxes and encourages you and wipes the sweat from your head
  • finally the baby is born and he’s exhausted (obviously not as much as you) and he’s kinda zoned but then the doctor is like
  • “do you wanna hold your baby daughter?”
  • and he didn’t really cry much through the entire event like not at all but then he takes his daughter in his arms and he loses it because she’s so so so tiny and perfect and beautiful?
  • and he kisses her head “hi angel, it’s me, your papa… and i’m gonna take the best care of you and spoil you rotten and love you to the moon and back…”
  • and you hold her next and you’re both crying a bit but little baby girl is so calm after the first initial tears she just stares up at you two blankly
  • and then they take her to make sure she’s healthy and whatever and you’re in the wheelchair and the boys are there and they kinda move and behold there are jeongguk’s parents and he runs to hug them and tell them it’s a beautiful healthy baby girl
  • they stay over your place for maybe two-three months (when my people go to china they stay that long so im assuming you wouldn’t travel across the world to spend five days there?)
  • the baby has his hair and eyes and smile and nose she looks a lot like him but she has your complexion and ears and face shape
  • he stays up with her every night like what is sleep?? even when she’s sleeping he stays up and watches over her cause he’s so afraid she’s gonna get hurt somehow??
  • he loves holding her it’s his favorite thing in the world cause she’s so tiny and precious and he can fit her in one hand at first almost she’s so small??
  • once she’s old enough he’ll hold her on his hip and dance around with her
  • he’s always singing to her too okay always always always no matter what the situation will be
  • he’s really good at calming her down whenever she’s crying all he has to do is hold her and sing her a lullaby and she’s good
  • she’s a really giggly baby she’s always giggling at everything
  • jeongguk spoils her so badly she has everything in the entire world
  • he’s really protective though he gets scared that tae’s little child is gonna steal her or something and he’s like tae keep hIM AWAY FROM MY ANGEL
  • her first word would be something completely random?? like duck? or cow? probably an animal cause jeongguk gets her so many plushies and tells her all the names
  • he enrolls her in a mommy and me yoga class and he’s the only dad there but whatever he doesn’t care
  • he’s like the best dad and he always spoils his baby girl and he loves her so much and this is my longest yet so wait for part two to hear about the rest of the jeon children!!
  • thank you so much!!

Me: *logs into FB for the first time in a week or so* What’s going on in the Ignis Appreciation Group today
FB: welcome back, just thought you’d like to be reminded of the time you were blonde and wore things outside of your work uniform!
Me: … k see, now you’re depressing me again FB *logs out* geezus I want my life back NAO

Texts From Last Night Starters: (SFW version)
  • [text]: We're bowling witha frozen turkey in the hallway...ur missing out
  • [text]: I'm going to CVS to meet the Craigslist guy who is going to buy my underwear. If I don't text you within the next hour, plz assume that I have been abducted by a stranger with an underwear fetish.
  • [text]: A surplus of mistakes were made and I don't know what 89% of them were.
  • [text]: I'm sitting on our balcony drunk. And in my underwear. Our relationship with our neighbors may improve.
  • [text]: When you licked the fourth stranger's cheek the bar tender pretty much ordered us to get you out.
  • [text]: I want my tombstone to read "making poor life decisions since 1993"
  • [text]: I have a tab of a google image search of onion rings open and it is making me so happy.
  • [text]: According to google history I spent most of last night trying to buy an elephant.
  • [text]: Woke up eating a pickle on the bathroom floor this morning in some random guys sweat pants.
  • [text]: You kept whispering to me that the guy making your burrito was an angel.
  • [text]: I know you saw me get knocked out after I stepped on that rake why did you leave me there
  • [text]: I wouldn't know what to do. You never really mentally prepare for a cactus getting thrown at your face.
  • [text]: Drinking from the bottle. In bed. Making dinosaur noises. Oh man.
  • [text]: Wall of shame with a backpack full of beer bottles, cowboy hat in hand, and a handlebar mustache. I was applauded by a passing car
  • [text]: Turns out the dorm toilet can't take a punch. Gonna be a long year without Mexican food.
  • [text]: That's a lot of judgement coming from a man wearing a dress made from a bedsheet.
Don't comment people in public places plz.

OKAY so… I don’t get pissed at people easily but today…ugh…here’s what happened

I’m going up the stairs at the subway and behind me there are two girls maybe my age ..even a bit older idek… at this point I just hear the one saying to the other
“Dude does my ass look like that?” (Quick fact, I’ve been insecure about my appearance my whole life…and I did maaaany diets and many shit and believe me even when I look like a toothpick my butt sticks out I can’t do anything about it)

So the other one says “No dude”
“Is she like taller??” …. “i don’t know , I don’t think so” At this point they’re talking loudly and I’m right in front of them. Even the people who didn’t even care were now staring at me cause they’re commenting on me and they don’t even whisper.
I’m just SPRINTING my way up the stairs and then she says
“OKAY dude look at it THAT way” so they both stop walking and literally stare at my ass while I’m walking 20 feet. AT THAT FREAKING DISTANCE I CAN STILL HEAR THEM TALKING.

I’m pissed. I stopped I turn around. Of course they’re still staring. With a dead smile I say
“Is there a problem?”

They both lose their shit the one just stands there like an idiot and the other said “eh what?no!” Or something .

I said “good. Goodnight.”

I went home and now it’s 4am and I can’t fucking sleep cause I feel embarrassed.

I just felt really bad and please don’t do that to anyone …

flap-monster  asked:

49 or 69 with namkook plz i owe you my life

The first warning sign is when Namjoon doesn’t shower. 

Namjoon spends Sunday on the couch, flipping listlessly through channels.

That’s okay, Jungkook thinks, as long as he gets up tomorrow. One day isn’t enough to sound the alarm bells, much less a Sunday. Lots of people break their routines on the weekend. 

One day stretches into several, and Jungkook begins to worry. 

The second sign is when Namjoon stops going out, starts avoiding it. 

They both tend to be homebodies, Jungkook assures himself. They all go through periods where they just want to cocoon themselves in the things that they love. 

Then Namjoon stops writing. He stops getting out of bed. He stops everything else, and Jungkook finally begins to panic. He checks Namjoon’s medicine cabinet in their His & His bathroom and bites his lip at the three full bottles of antidepressants he finds. 

Three of them. Three.

He crawls into bed with Namjoon, fingertips gentle as he feathers them over his face, stroking down the bridge of his nose. 

Namjoon blinks open his eyes, sleepy and blank and fathomless. 

“I don’t know how to do this,” Jungkook says in a whisper. 

Namjoon sighs and nuzzles closer. “I’m sorry I’m such a piece of shit,” he croaks into Jungkook’s chest. 

“You’re not a–” He cuts himself off. Nothing he can say will fix this, and he doesn’t want to make Namjoon feel worse for making him feel bad. “Why’d you stop taking them?” he asks instead. 

“Was doing good,” Namjoon mumbles. “Wanted to see.”

“Well, experiment over, right?” Jungkook snorts. 

He’s ignoring the fact that Namjoon lied about it, lied to his face over and over; kept refilling his meds so Jungkook wouldn’t suspect, like he was some kind of prison warden forcing Namjoon to take them in the first place. That was a conversation for another day. 

He’d heard somewhere that people do this: think they’re better and go off their meds. 

“Do you still love me?” Namjoon asks in the barest whisper, a starved note to his words. 

“Of course, I still love you,” Jungkook replies. “I don’t think I could love you any more.” 

Namjoon sniffs and for a second Jungkook’s alarmed, thinking he’s about to cry, then, “I smell,” he says in a small voice. 

“Yeah, you do,” Jungkook agrees with a little laugh. “Come on, let’s get in you in the shower, stinky.” 


Wanna play a game?

I’m dying creatively, so I wanna play a game with you guys! Send me asks of what you wanna see me draw. I’ll pick one every day until my mailbox is empty. That way I get to exercise my creative muscles and you guys get to see your suggestions come to life! Sound cool? I’ll probably start this off tomorrow so you guys have time to send in asks. Plz help me out!


Hey! I recently joined a DND group and realized how much it helped me to draw my character (the bard with the recorder, who is featured in this post) so I could see how he looks. I also like drawing elephant shrews and other animals. I’m moving out and will be paying for my rent and food and everything to go to grad school, and currently selling my art is my only income. I also want to help peoples characters come to life! if anyone is interested please message me, if not please reblog! thank you <3 

I will also offer this special SALE/GIVEAWAY- you can get an elephant shrew doodle, shark doodle, OR agouti doodle for any price you want!  
a randomly selected commissioner will get a free animal full color of their choice two months after I post this, they will be selected from a random generator  

anonymous asked:

Can I get RFA + V and Saeran comforting MC whose so worn out about school they honestly are considering dropping out? plz bcus this is me and no one in my RL life ever comforts me :(

((Aw, I’m sorry to hear that. Here’s the RFA to comfort you and a virtual hug. Also let’s assume that MC is in college))


  • MC comes home from class and Yoosung can see that she’s been crying
  • “MC, what’s wrong?”
  • MC admits that classes have been stressful, the teachers kept piling on more and more homework, and she hadn’t been sleeping well because of all the work she’s been getting
  • “I don’t know any more Yoosung… I think I might just drop out of school and work.”
  • Yoosung pulls MC into a hug, and cuddles with her for a bit
  • “MC, look at me. I know how hard school is, I’m a student myself. If you need help studying, I’ll be more than happy to help you. However, if you try your best, and you still want to drop out, I’ll support your decision. My princess’ health and happiness comes before anything…I love you MC, no matter what you choose.”


  • MC failing that quiz when she had studied for so long was the last straw 
  • Maybe school wasn’t for her. Maybe she’d do better just going into the work force.
  • She came home and didn’t even greet Zen. She just went straight to the bedroom and faceplanted onto the bed
  • Zen, as sweet as he is, comes in and asks who hurt MC. He will fight them (ง •̀_•́)ง
  • When she tells him that it’s school, he admits that he can’t beat up the school (he might try though)
  • “Zen, I can’t deal with this anymore. I’m done. I just want to drop out and go straight to the work force”
  • He has MC look into his eyes, and he holds her tiny hands in his
  • “As much as I want to convince you to stay in school, I don’t have the right to. I dropped out of high school, and if you think that dropping out will be for the best, then so be it. I will say this…no matter if you choose to stay in school, or drop out like me, I’ll always be here for you MC. I love you more than anything.


  • MC is just so tired of school. It’s basically an office job, but she’s paying people instead of them paying her…
  • Jaehee comes home to see that MC literally has piles of work surrounding her
  • MC just looks at all the work and face-desks
  • Jaehee is a bit concerned that MC may have hurt herself by slamming her head down on the desk
  • Once she’s sure that MC is fine (at least physically) she calms down
  • “Jaehee, I need to talk to you about something”
  • “Sure MC, just let me get us a nice cup of coffee, and then we can talk”
  • After they get their coffee, MC explains that she just can’t handle the stress of school, or the workload she receives each day
  • It honestly sounds like MC is working for Jumin, only she’s paying Jumin instead of him paying her.
  • “MC, if you want to quit school, that’s fine; but you can’t just sit around the house. If you get a job, and help out around the house, it’s your choice. I just want you to be happy. I understand why you want to quit, but you’re a strong woman, and you have to do what’s best for you. I promise that I will 100% support you no matter what you choose.”


  • MC is just so done with everything that has to do with school. Her grades were down, her stress level was up, and she was just fed up with it!
  • MC decided to talk to Jumin about it, because he was so level headed
  • When she mentioned dropping out, she did notice his slight frown
  • However, when MC finished, he sat quietly as if thinking about the options laid out before him.
  • MC was getting nervous, and Elizabeth, sensing that something was wrong, tried her hardest to cheer her up. 
  • Eventually, Jumin broke the silence
  • “MC, as much as I believe that having an education is important, above that, I want you to be happy. If you have a contract with someone, both sides of the contract must benefit somehow for it to be considered. However, you are basically getting an unfair deal, and thus the contract should be nullified. If you want to try again, I can personally assure you that I can help you succeed. However, should you choose to drop out, I will support your decision completely. You are my world MC, and I love you. Don’t forget that.


  • One day MC just decided not to go to school. It was stressful, she was getting teased, and the teachers were less than sympathetic towards her. 
  • Saeyoung came in and saw that MC was still in bed
  • He’s going to turn MC into a burrito…but wait, didn’t she have class this morning?
  • He goes over to MC (who had turned herself into a blanket burrito) and gently booped her on the nose
  • “Hey sweetie, didn’t you have class today?”
  • “I don’t wanna go. I hate it…I can’t deal with school anymore. I wanna just drop out!” MC shouted before bursting into tears
  • Seven is silent for a moment, before picking the blanket burrito up and holding her.
  • After getting herself out of the blankets, Saeyoung held MC close to him.
  • “MC, I’ve been noticing that you’ve been more stressed lately, but I didn’t want to say anything in case it made you upset. If you need to drop out of school for your health, do it. I don’t want you to be unhealthy like me…also, from now on, I want you to tell me when something’s bothering you, because I love you MC. So please, do what’s best for you. I’m here for you, my princess.”


  • MC is so done with school. Why the hell should she have to write a five page essay on some dumb book about everything wrong with the tomato production in the United States? 
  • MC is so frustrated that she takes the book tomato land and chucks it across the room.
  • V comes in when he hears the slam of the book against the wall (it was a hardcover)
  • “MC, what’s going on?”
  • “I’m just so frustrated. I don’t feel like I’m learning anything at college, and I just want to leave and never go back.”
  • “Alright.”
  • “Can I just…wait, what?”
  • “If you want to quit, that’s fine. I’ll always be there to support and love you. Just do your best in whatever you do, and nobody can say that you didn’t try.”
  • He does offer to teach you photography, which doesn’t require a degree
  • The guy is honestly a pushover. He’ll let you take over the country if that’s what you wanted.


  • MC screamed in frustration. Her CS class was super competitive and she couldn’t figure out what the hell was wrong with her code. 
  • She’s even using the rubber duck method. (RIP rubber ducky)
  • Saeran comes in to almost get hit in the face with a flying rubber duck
  • “What the hell did I do?”
  • MC apologized, and showed him her assignment
  • He took a glance at the code and fixed it immediately
  • She had been working on that for hours, and he just fixed it in less than one minute.
  • “Why the hell am I even going to school? Everyone hates me and obviously I’m not learning anything!”
  • Cue MC faceplanting onto the keyboard, completely destroying the code Saeran just fixed for her
  • “Hey, if you don’t want to go to school, then just drop out. I never went to school, and obviously you want to code, so I’ll teach you. Your school can go to hell for all I care.”
  • “Saeran, would you really teach me how to code?”
  • “Hell yeah I would, and you’ll be better off than those damn bastards at your school.”
  • “I dunno… I mean, what if I’m being irrational, or what if I’m just a stupid failure.”
  • MC, don’t you dare say that you’re a failure. You are the best fucking thing that ever happened to me. You need to stay happy and healthy. So do what’s best for you, not those damn idiots”
  • He’s trying to be supportive and tell MC that he loves her…he’s really trying!

((Also sorry that Saeran got really vulgar…if anyone’s uncomfortable with Saeran cussing let me know))

anonymous asked:

My own father is jealous of me , I noticed in my life that listening to him that some of my relationships (friends , even starting a fight that got physical with someone close to me and the person later admitted that he said something about me that they found out wasn't true etc.) are strained. He says mean things ( admitting to seeing how mad i'll get) and is passive aggressive( ignoring , one day you'll need me). Help plz with this I can't anymore.

Okay, hey babe this sounds like a very tricky one. I’ll just use what I always go by ‘honesty is the best policy,’ I see two solutions to this:

1. Be honest with your father, tell him he’s bothering you and making you feel the way you are. Maybe even suggest family therapy - that’s helped solved conflicts like this for generations and helped figure out the reason why family members are acting the way they are. If you aren’t brave enough to do this, or feel like you’ll get a bad reaction head to option 2. 

 2. Talk to a family member, preferably an adult - dump everything your dad has done on them. As they have authority, they can help you out, maybe talk to your dad and know what to do. I wish you the best,

glo hoe

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