plus size asian

I woke up today and said, fuck the world! For all the girls struggling with stretch marks, rolls, love handles, fat, jiggles, everything that we are taught to hate, you know what we tell them haters? FUCK you! We have days where we hate ourselves so bad, but it’s only up to ourselves to take away that negative thinking. What is wrong with a fat girl being happy? So today, I’m going to love every jiggle, every curve, every particle of my body. I am going to love everything about my body that others had made me self-doubt my worthiness. My unapologetic fat Asian ass will be dancing, and there’s nothing more beautiful about that.


OOTD: Street Wear

Hi all, It has been long time again I didn’t post any set of my ootd.

Today, it is a holiday in Thailand. I was out with friends to “Metro-Forest Project” by PTT in Bangkok. (It’s just few kilometers from Suvanabhumi International Airport). We know that in many big cities there are more high building than green area. This project has been created 7 years ago as urban reforestation but only 2 years open for visitors. There are more than 200 species planting here by using Dr. Akira Miyawaki ’s planting techniques. It’s not big area but I think it’s a good start.

T-Shirt : The Rock Pub, Bangkok
Skirt : H&M
Shoes: Onitsuka Tiger
Bag: My mother’s


OOTD: Swing Dress

Little throw back to my ootd in March when I attended my friend’s wedding ceremony in Chaiyaphum, Thailand. I choose to wear a vintage style swing dress from Zaful. Its pattern and fabric is great and slightly flexible with reasonable price.

The first picture, it’s me with a vehicle called “Skylab”. (Tricycle vehicle looks like Tuk Tuk but commonly use in Northeastern of Thailand).

Dress : Zaful
Shoes: Zanotti
Pearl necklace/ear rings: My mother’s
Watch: Casio
Location : Chaiyaphum, Thailand

Sometimes the world just tells us to hate our bodies but it’s up to ourselves to love it.

Recently I weighed myself and I am the heaviest ever in my life. Old me would have been miserable and hate myself. But, surprisingly I’m most confident and happy now.

Enjoying my curves today. I feel so sexy! I’m fat and beautiful!


OOTD: Red Dress

I was in China Town with my friend. There was vegetarian festival from 12-22 October this year. There are various of vegetarian food which I wanted to eat them all hahaha. I wore Fit Fat red dress with grey pieces. The shape and style of the dress is nice and shows the curve nicely, but my problem is my middle part is big. Therefore it’s bit tight. However, the fabric is bit thick for this warm weather in Thailand.

Dress: Fitfat

Shoes: Bata

Sunglasses: Burgandy’s Dippers

Bag: My mother’s

Watch: Siam Center

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i love u keep doin what yr doin and being the Coolest

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OOTD : Cat Woman I got this cute dress from fitfat. The cat head is another fabric attach to the dress. The fringes are made of something like leather.The chain may be bit weak for using washing machine. You can wear it like dress or long tops with shorts or skinny/leggings. Dress: Fitfat Shoes: Converse Sunglasses: Polaroid


OOTD: Another Polka Dot

My mothers gave me this blazers hehehe. She knows how much i love polka dot :) 

Blazers: Leona Bangkok

Tops: Forever 21

Shorts: Ratchaburi Market, Thailand

Shoes: Converse


OOTD: Monster

What I love about this dress is its pattern and prints. I always loves some vampires/ bat/ monster/ bloody/ skull design or something bit scary hehe…The fabric is not too soft and its flexible, but it doesn’t absorb the sweat well. 

Dress: Drama Queen

Shoes: Buddy’s

I can’t wait to be back in a country where clothes fits me. I haven’t shopped in months. I miss being able to dress cute and feel good about myself. I continue to gain more weight and I just want to be able to have more plus size clothing options available. Plus size girl struggles in a “free size” clothing zone.


OOTD: On the beach

These were photos from the first day I arrived Lipe Island. I got this bodycon dress from the outlet store..super cheap and perfectly fit with my it

Dress :Mossimo
Sunglasses: Burgundy Dipper