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I'm Not Like Every Other Boy (Young Remus Lupin x plus size reader)
Prompt: The reader helps clean Remus clean his wounds, which leads him to confess his feelings for her.
Warnings: I guess like a little mention of blood, kinda angsty but also fluffy.
Notes: It is kinda based off the picture at the top. Also this can also be considered a Remus lupin x insecure reader. Hope you enjoy :)
It had been a rough full moon for Remus Lupin. It was early in the morning but still dark out when Sirius, James, and Peter brought him back into their dorm. Then Sirius went up the girl’s staircase to get you. You had completely forgot about how their was a full moon that night. So when Sirius came into your dorm it surprised you, then you quickly remembered you needed to help Remus. Sirius left soon after waking you up, being tired himself. You quickly hurried to find all the supplies you needed to help clean up Remus. You quickly ran from your dorm to the boy’s dorm. You opened the door quietly and closed it softly. Then rushed over to Remus, who was laying shirtless on his bed.
“Oh my, I’m so sorry I forgot it was full moon and I didn’t have any of my supplies ready. I’m so sorry for being late.” You said as you took a seat next to his laying frame.
“It’s fine y/n, really it’s nice enough for you to be helping me so late at night.”
“What are best friends for.” You smiled at him. His made Remus’ heart leap a little when you said that. You pulled out a rag, dampened it with a little water and started to clean Remus' bloody scars. “Rough full moon?” He nodded. You continued to clean each scar carefully. The whole time Remus was looking at you clean his scars. He thought you were breathtaking, beautiful, and perfect. But he knew that you would never want to be with someone like him, a monster. "Ok I’m sorry if this hurts.“ You said as you poured a healing potion on his wounds. He hissed as the liquid hit his scars, but the pain quickly went away. You whispered a soft sorry before you got up and put the rag in the laundry basket they kept in the corner of the room.
“Why do you help me y/n?” Remus asked.
“Same reason why Sirius, James, and Peter help you, cause I love you.” You replied sweetly with a smile.
“You love me?”
“Of course I love you. You’re my best friend.” Remus couldn’t control himself anymore, and what he did next surprised the both of you. He pulled you on top of him and into his lap, while he was still laying down. He grabbed the back of your neck and pulled you softly down towards his face. He then attached his lips to yours. His fingers were tangled in your hair, and you placed one of your hands on the side of Remus’ cheek.This kiss was like fireworks for you both. Your lips were soft and sweet with a slight taste of chocolate which mad Remus go crazy. Then Remus slid his hand so it was resting on your upper thigh but you pulled away from the kiss and stood up.
“Y/n, no I’m so sorry I didn’t mean to make you fee-”
You cut Remus off “Why did you kiss me?”
“I kissed you cause I like you, no actually I love you.”
“No, no you can’t love me, This can’t happened. You can’t love me” You whispered as you paced back and forth in front of the bed.
“Y/n,” Remus started as he grabbed your hand and pulled you so you were sitting in his lap, while he was still laying down, again. “Why can’t I love you. Is it because you don’t want me to be your boyfriend?” Remus said kind of hurt.
“No it’s not you it’s just I don’t want to have a boyfriend.” You replied, you were face to face with him.
“It’s just what if we start dating and everything is going great, until some beautiful skinny girl with a perfect body and personality starts liking you. Then you realize what am I doing dating y/n, when I could have a perfect skinny girl, Remus.” You started to cry.
“Y/n just because the other guys you have dated have done that doesn’t mean I would ever do that. Most of them were jerks anyway.” He also started to cry. “Please y/n don’t do this to me, I love you and I would never do something like that to lose you.”
“No Remus you don’t get it, it’s common sense, who would you rather be with an ugly fat stupid girl, or a perfect skinny girl.”
“I’d rather be with you, I don’t care who ever crosses my path, all I would ever want is you. I would never do that to you.” He whispered.
“That’s what every other boy says and they never mean it.”
“I’m not like every other boy.” Remus whispered back as he moved his face closer to yours. Before you could say anything he captured your lips into another perfect kiss. As your lips pulled apart Remus mumbled “I love you y/n y/l/n. And I don’t care what you say I would always love you no matter what and you are perfect. I would never want to change anything about you” He pressed his forehead against yours, as one single tear fell from your face “I love you too, Remus.”
Prompt; Remus needs help overcoming his insecurities, so you help him.
Warnings; I don’t think any.
You were sitting in the great hall with your friends, James Potter, Sirius Black, and Peter Pettigrew. But your boyfriend, Remus Lupin was no where to be seen. You continually checked to see if he was walking in, but he never. It was probably your hundredth time checking but there was still no luck.
“Y/n?” Sirius waved his hand in front of my face “Watching the wall continually won’t make it move.” Sirius laughed, and you turned to him ignoring what he said.
“Where is Remus? Is he ok?” James and Sirius looked at each other.
“Y/n, you know full moon was a couple days ago, he needs rest.”
“But usually after two days, he’ll be fine.”
“Y/n, the moon was really rough.”
“So just more I reason why I should go help him.”
“No, y/n he told us he didn’t want anyone to see him.”
“Non sense, I’m going to your dorm room.” You got up from the table and headed for the exit of the great hall. You got to the common room and went up to the boy’s dorm room. You reached the boy’s dorm and knocked on the door you didn’t hear a reply, so you opened the door.
You walked in and looked over at Remus’s bed, which he wasn’t in. You walked over to it, and sat down deciding to wait for Remus to come back to where ever he went.
“Y/n-n? What-what are you doing here.” Remus said shocked as he came in from the door.
“To see my boyfriend, duh.” You laughed “Come here.” Remus reluctantly walked over to you and sat down.
“Y/n this isn’t a good time.” He looked over at you, his eyes tearing up. Your furrowed your eyebrows “You-u don’t want to see-e me like this.” He began to cry.
“I look like crap, I have scratches all down my back, scratches that prove I am a monster.”
“Oh, Remus I don’t care about your scars, I have stretch marks, they’re basically the same thing.” You wrapped your arms around his body.
“No it’s not the same thing, your stretch marks remind me of how beautiful you are, my-my scars remind me of how I’m a monster-r.” He nuzzled his face into your neck, beginning to cry more.
“Oh please, Remus my stretch marks are anything but beautiful.” He just shook his head. “Here you know what we are going to do, help each other with our insecurities.” You laid down on the bed and moved Remus so he was hovering above you. You started to take off his sweater, slowly.
“Y/n……” Remus whispered.
“Shh.” You whispered back. You finished pulling the sweater of his head. “Now take something of mine off.” He nodded and also started to pull off your sweater. After he fully pulled off, you started to button his shirt but he stopped you bringing his hands down to his pants for you to take off.
You rolled your eyes, but still unzipped his pants, and he helped dragging them off of his legs. He looked into your eyes for a minute uncertain of what he should do. “Take another thing off, Remus.” He nodded and started undoing your shirt and pulled it over your arms.
He bit your lip, and leaned down to your chubby stomach. He started placing kisses all down your stomach. You lifted his chin so he was eyes level with him. You passionately kiss him, and started to unbutton his shirt. He then broke the kiss and moved your hand down to his boxers.
You laughed and rolled your eyes “Remus, I’m not taking off your boxers. Stop stalling.” He huffed and brought you hands back to the buttons of his uniform. You finished unbuttoning the last button, and slipped the shirt off of his body.
His chest had many old faded scars, while it also had new fresh red scars. He looked into your eyes, your almost naked bodies touching each other. “You aren’t disgusted, scared?” You shook your head.
“I love you Remus all of you. Now stand up.” He did what you told him and you grabbed his hands dragging him to the mirror that was in the corner of the room. Remus wrapped his arms around your chest, while he looked in the mirror.
“Look see, Remus we’re both not perfect.”
“You’re perfect.” He whispered in your ear his grip on you getting tighter “But me, y/n I’m a monster, you know that.”
“No Remus, you aren’t.” You turned him so he was in front of the mirror looking at himself. You stood behind him, starting to trace his scars with your hands “These scars these aren’t flaws, they remind me of how strong you are, how brave you are. Listen Remus I know it sucks having these things that make us insecure, but those things make us who we are.” You walked in front to where he was and kissed him passionately.
He broke the kiss “Thank you.”
“Do you feel better?” He nodded. “I love you, Remus.”
“I love you too y/n,” He kissed your forehead “so much.”