“the plum tree in our back garden has withered because i have not seen the sun for five days. i have been worshiping at the cradle of her hips 

father, she has cleansed me with those hands and those eyes, i do not know how to turn unless it is towards her, i do not know where to go except in her direction.”

- azra t // take me to church


Prompt: @whothehellisbella‘s song challenge - I’m In Here by Sia

A/N:This. Was. A. STRUGGLE!!! I wound up outlining a whole series that I felt really went with this song (yet to come), and this is the blob that I wrote for a one shot in in its stead. It’s angsty af and sooooo damn long. Idk team. Idk.

Warning: aaaangst, poor relationship dynamics.

Word Count: 6247 I’m fainting. This is the longest fic I’ve ever posted. I’m done.

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“She gonna be okay?” Tony asked, handing Steve a cup of the shitty black sludge that the cafeteria passed off as coffee. His sharp brown eyes scanning the windows for any glimpse of you through the partially closed blinds. The muffled steady beeping of the monitors was a comfort, at least.

“Think so,” Steve sighed, finally lifting his gaze from his feet to mimic Tony’s glances into the room. He’d been seated opposite your door with his elbows on his knees and his head buried in his hands since your arrival. “As long as the grafts take and she gets through the quarantine stage, she should recover alright.”

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Series:Yoongi | Jin | Jimin | Namjoon | Jungkook | Taehyung

Genre: Angst, but a happy ending; Soulmate!AU where you lose color vision when you meet your soulmate

Pairing: Hoseok X Reader

Word Count: 3.3K

Originally posted by jitonic

“Which color is this?”

You glance over at the thing your mother is pointing at, and shake your head at it in disgust.

“Ew, no.” You say, tugging her away from the hideously colored, zesty orange scarf, “That is gonna look absolutely terrible on you—don’t buy it.”

“Relax.” Your mother rolls her eyes, still letting you guide her to the… safer section of the store, “It’s not like your Dad’s going to mind, sweetheart.”

“Yes, but,” You shrug defeatedly, “That’s because Dad can’t see how hideous the color is. I still can.”

“I thank you for the sentiment, honey.”


The two of you share a private grin, before your mother hums delicately and busies herself looking through racks and racks of shirts, feeling the material absently. You only watch, noting to yourself sadly how she frowns confusedly at certain shirts of the same design, but different colors. You sigh then, propelling yourself forward.

“Take this one.” You push the plum colored shirt back onto the rack, and press the maroon one into her hands, “It suits you better.”

“Oh, thank you sweetheart.” She says gratefully, smiling gently at you, “What on earth would I do without you?”

“I ask myself that every day.” You mutter to yourself as you watch her make for the changing rooms, “Indeed, what would you do?”

Sighing, you take out your phone, trying to preoccupy yourself with one of your apps so that you can pass the time away. No matter how much you play, though, you can’t get your mind off your mother’s predicament.

Why on earth would people actively look for their soulmates, if their vision turns grey the second they do? What on earth would possess them, for them to do that? It doesn’t…it just doesn’t make sense.

Your mother comes back, by then, clothes bundled up in the shopping bag. You take it from her and, sighing at the ugly orange scarf at the bottom of the pile, make your way to the cash counter with her so that you can pay.

“Good morning Ma’am!”

You trace the countertop idly as your mom exchanges pleasantries with some guy behind the computer. You don’t look up, not until your mom nudges at you to hand her wallet over. Fishing it out, you present it to her, before lazily trailing your eyes upward, locking on surprised cocoa brown ones, before everything turns grey.

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Forgive me father for I have sinned,
I have loved a woman more desperately than I have loved God. I have looked to a woman more reverently than I have the sky. There, in the sulk of her bottom lip, I find myself talking about a heaven that only exists when she is looking at me,
father she has not been forged between the dip of my teeth, she is not my rib, or my left side, she is my entire stomach, she is my spine.
I have been searching for prayer, father but I have found that I can only say her name
Dear God, let me have her
Dear God, let her rest with me
Dear God, let the sky turn red from how we burn
The plum tree in our back garden has withered because I have not seen the sun for five days. I have been worshipping at the cradle of her hips
father, she has cleansed me with those hands and those eyes, I do not know how to turn unless it is towards her, I do not know where to go except in her direction.
—  Azra.T “Take Me to Church”

G A M O R A - G U A R D I A N S - O F - T H E - G A L A X Y

Many of you would have anticipated the recent release of Guardians Of The Galaxy Vol.2 after having watched the first one back in 2014. 
Zoe Saldana plays ‘Gamora’ - an orphan from an alien world raised to be a formidable weapon!

When the first Guardians was released many of my friends insisted I watch the movie as they were adamant I resembled the character, Gamora.
I think it’s probably down to the face shape and the fact I used to sport Plum coloured hair a few years back. 
Anyway, after years of being badgered to create this tutorial I decided it was time to don the Green and embrace the character - so here it is! 

For your reference, here is the image I used for my reference: 

All the products used for this tutorial have been listed in the description bar of the video. 


Shonagh x

Bad Decisions pt 2 [Jaehyun]

Originally posted by cherryassbomb

Genre: Angst        

Scenario: Your long term friend Jaehyun is in love with your best friend. You want nothing but the best for them but silently dealing with your break up from BTS singer Jeon Jungkook has been weighing on you. One drunken night and one bad decision leads to risks taken and mistakes made.

Characters: Jaehyun; Reader (You); Your Friend (Y/F/N); Mark; small mention of other members

Word Count: 2007

Notes: Thank you so much for your feedback with part 1, reading your nice comments really made my day! Here’s part 2 I hope you guys enjoy it as well.

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           He gave you a slow nod, his eyes telling you ‘its what’s for the best Y/N’, and he released his grip on your knee. You couldn’t necessarily poke any holes in his logic. It’s true that he and Y/F/N weren’t dating but they might as well have been. She was so in love with him and up until now you would have said he felt the exact same way about her.

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Maybe the reason you don’t see it is that it’s stuck to your back. What I mean is, a person’s admiral qualities - they’re just like, say, a pickled plum on a rice ball. In other words the person’s the rice ball and the plum’s stuck to their back. So, all over the world you can have rice balls made with all sorts of wonderful ingredients, all different flavors and shapes and colors, but since they’d be stuck in the middle of everyone’s back, someone could have a plum and not even know it. They’d look at themselves and think “I’m so plain, nothing but white rice,” even though it isn’t true because, turn them around and, sure enough, there it is. There’s the plum. So if someone is jealous of somebody else, well, then, it’s probably because it’s easier to see the plum on someone else’s back than it is on your own. Yup. I can see it. I can see it very clearly, Kyo. You don’t know it but you have a great big plum on your back.
I have a friend in Fern Tree who teaches piano. Very musical, she is. I’m tone-deaf myself. But one day she was telling me how every room has a note. You just have to find it. She started warbling away, up and down. And suddenly one note came back to us, just bounced back off the walls and rose from the floor and filled the place with this perfect hum. This beautiful sound. Like you’ve thrown a plum and an orchard comes back at you. You wouldn’t believe it, Mr Evans. These two completely different things, a note and a room, finding each other. It sounded…right. Do you think I’m being ridiculous? Do you think that’s what we mean by love, Mr Evans? The note that comes back to you? That finds you even when you don’t want to be found? That one day you find someone, and everything  they are comes back to you in a strange way that hums? […] I’m not very good with words. But that’s what we were. Jack and me. We didn’t really know each other. I’m not sure if I liked everything about him. I suppose some things about me annoyed him. But I was the room and he was that note and now he’s gone. And everything is silent.
—  Richard Flanagan, The Narrow Road to the Deep North  
Pan’s Pet pt5

WARNING: violence, yeah that’s about it

word count: 1,659




I didn’t think of where I was running I just ran. I ran past the spot the pirates were gathered and toward the nearest hidden place I could get in the water.

I rounded a corner in the path and found a little cove hidden by trees and rocks. the water spread maybe 5 meters across but looked deep.

I didn’t even bother taking of my shoes or clothes i just ran past the sand and dived into the water.

I was warm but soothing. Not the usual cold shower I usually had in this situation but it felt nice and I calmed down a little bit.

I sat on a rock by the water and waited for my pulse to return to normal.

I closed my eyes and listened around me for anything suspicious. I wasn’t expecting to hear anything but I did.

I heard a heart beat and careful breathing on the other side of the cove.

I opened my eyes and looked around. I saw pieces of a face looking at me through shrubbery. 

Their blue eyes glowing in the sunlight. 

I stood, not recognising their eyes. I couldn’t smell them due to the sea water between us.

   “Show yourself!” I shouted at them. 

Their eyes widened in shock but they stepped out of their hiding place.

She was maybe 5′5 and she was thin but toned. Tight leather pants clung to her legs and her black boots reached just under her knees.

She had a black corset that matched her pants over a white shirt.

Thick blonde curls fell over her shoulders to her bust, which was exaggerated by the corset.

Her large brown eyes were lined with charcoal and her small but plump lips wore a dark plum rouge.

   “Stay back,” I warned. I knew she was a pirate but I couldn’t help but stare. She was beautiful.

   “It’s alright,” her voice was like a wind chime. Musical and breezy. “I’m just looking for drinkable water,”

I eyed her. I was still unsure if i could trust Pan but I wasn’t about to go and trust a pirate I just met. not matter how attractive she is.

She’s probably a distraction. 

   “Why’d they send you?” I crossed my arms over my chest. “You’re not much bigger than I am. Can you handle yourself out here?”

   “I’m tough,” she huffed. She reached for her belt where her sword and dagger were sheathed..

   “Hey!” I lowered myself to a defensive crouch. “Hands where I can see them!”

She laughed.

It was a very pretty laugh. She held her hands up but turned so I could see the canteen on her hip.

   “I’m trying to find drinking water remember?” she smiled.

   “You can’t drink this water,” I pointed to the cove.

   “Well point me i the direction of sutable water then,” she put her hands on her hips in exasperation.

   “I’m sort of new ish kinda here so I actually couldn’t if i wanted to,” I shrugged. “Which I don’t by the way. want to,”

   “Why not?” her elfish features screwed up in a frown. “I’m not picking a fight I just want a drink,”

   “We were given specific instructions to not speak to the pirates,” i explained. “No contact what-so-ever. But i think this is an exeption seeing as you were spying on me,”

   “I was not spying!” She half shouted, much to my ammusement. Her face turned a slight shade of pink in her exclamation.

I laughed at her, my first moment of pure laughter since being here.

   “Why are you laughing?” she looked at me sideways, the frustrated pink turning to a deep embarressed red.

   “Don’t worry,” I smiled. “I’m Y/N,”

I jumped from the rock I was stood on to the sand by the water’s edge and walked about halfwayaround the water.

She looked at me cautiously but copied my actions and met me halfway.

   “I’m Amity,” she held out her hand which I took and shook with a friendly smile.

I caught her scent now. She smelled like seawater and rain.

   “Honestly though,” I grinned. “I’m not supposed to be speaking to you and I really don’t know where the drinkable water is,”

She was about to respond when there was a yelp in the forest a little way away.

I turned my head quickly in search of the direction it came from.

Suddenly my nose was assulted by a strong rusty scent.

   “Alfie,” I whispered in fear. I recognised his scent in the blood.

I began running away in search of a scent trail when I heard Amity following me.

   “Go back to your ship,” a deep snarl ripped up through my throat.

I turned a flashed my blue eyes at her but felt guilt when I saw the fear in her eyes.

   “Go,” I snapped again.

I didn’t wait for a response. I turned again and sped away leaping over tree roots and logs as i searched for Alfie and the others with him.

I came to an abrupt halt when i heard voices to my left.

I lowered my self to a half crawl and as fast as i could in that position, i made my way to the edge of a small clearing where i saw Alfie, Curly and Devin surrpounded by 4 older men.


I could feel my wolf side trying to show itself.

One of the pirates was missing a hand and in it’s place was a silver hook. This Pirate hand a long black coat over a black crocodile skin vest, under which was a dark red shirt. His face was young. Black stubble covered his jawline and mouth and his blue eyes were lined with charcoal. He probably gets all the women.

And here I was expecting Captain Hook to look like a pimp.

My wolf side was pushing to be revealed. So i let it.

I stepped though the bush i was hiding behind as my eyes glowed blue.

   “Y/N!” Alfie cried in relief. I noticed that he had a long gash running down his arm, which he held tightly.

The pirates turned to me and began to charge until they saw what was happening.

I decided to make my transformation more dramatic. Freak ‘em out a little.

I cracked my neck and rolled my shoulders at weird angles to make me seem even less human.

My ears poked out through my hair in fuzzy points. My hands swelled and my claws extended from my fingers. I let my tongue fall from my mouth as my canines grew to large sharp fangs. Fur spread down my jawline and over the backs of my hands.

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The pirates all looked shocked and a little scared.

I knew i could take them but I didn’t want to lose control and scare the boys. So I played again on my dramatic transformation and signalled any other lost boys with a loud thunderous howl tearing up from deep within my chest.

I saw the surprise in the pirates faces and prepared to pounce.

I stepped back a few paces and then ran toward the pirates. They backed away in fear but I jumped high over head and hit one in the chest with my knees as I used my elbow to strike his head and knock him out cold.

The pirate fell in an unconcious heap and landed me between the pirates and the lost boys.

   “You stay away from them,” My voice was low and scratchy as i growled at the pirates.

   “Looks like Pan got himself a guard dog,” Hook’s snark broke through his innitial fear.

   “I’m not a dog,” I snarled. “But I will protect these boys so unless you wish to lose your other hand i suggest you back away from them,”

It turns out my signal worked because before Hook could reply, lost boys began pouring from the trees. Pan ran in with Felix and the older boys in tow.

And much to my surprise, Amity, the girl i met earlier ran in from where I had been before.

She saw me and the situation and her face contorted in what I could only interpret as fear, for me.

   “Well well,” Pan’s voice distracted me from Amity’s gaze. “It would appear the sea rats have returned to wreak havock on our island,”

Pan looked around and saw Amity in the back. “And it looks like you’ve got yourself a new recruit,” He chuckled.

   “A stow away really,” Hook said as if he were bored.

I looked at Amity in surprise. She looked back at me with a sorry expression.

   “Why?” Pan’s question appeared to not only confuse me.

   “Why what?” Hook asked.

   “I’m asking her-” Pan pointed.

   “Amity,” I softened my voice when I said her name. Pan looked at me curiously but didn’t question my knowledge of her name.

   “I’m asking ‘Amity’ why she stowed away,” Pan finished his sentence.

   “I don’t know why she stowed away on my ship,” Hook had a nasty smirk on his face. “But i know what she did for a living when she lived on the docks, and what she’s good at. Quite the beauty isn’t she? It was such a relief to have her on my ship. We spend so many nights alone after all,”

There were ugly laughs and whistles from the small group of pirates that had also joined in the clearing.

I looked at Amity and the sad, shameful look on her face showed that there was no lie in Hook’s words.

   “Pig,” i spat followed by a threatening snarl.

Hook looked genuinely fearful and took a step back.

   “Easy now,” Pan whispered to me, suddenly by my side.

He put his hand on my shoulder, startling me.

I growled and snapped at him, immediately regretting my action when i saw his face, and those of the boys around us.

I looked at Pan apologetically, then I threw Alfie over my shoulder, leaped over the small crowd of lost boys and sprinted away from the pirates.

Get a Clue

Not really a request. Just something my fiance put in my head. @tallguy1130 Here you go. I do not own any of the Avengers, Bucky, or Loki. They belong to Marvel. 

Warnings: Complete crack!fic. 

Pairings: Avengers/Loki/Bucky x fem!reader

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Originally posted by cedimond

Game night. You wished you could say game night was peaceful, but it really wasn’t. Every single person on the team was competitive. It got pretty bad, but you’d learned several lessons. The biggest one was NEVER play Uno with Natasha. She was brutal. However, that night was your game. Clue. You were good at the game. You almost never lost. Something that completely irritated Loki, especially when you won your third game in a row.

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Vampires weren’t seen as charismatic pasty noblemen until they were introduced to Western European literature. Originally they were just bloated plum-like people coming back from the dead to see their loved ones again.


Originally posted by performanceunit

Originally posted by akaashvaani

•Cloak colour is plum
• Family crest is on his back
• EXTREMELY close to his older brother Johnny, they love doing everything
• Prince Ten and Prince Johnny tease all the other Princes, no matter what age
• Prince Ten always makes desserts with Prince Johnny
• He gets scolded for not washing his hands
• Has matching family crest phone case with Prince Johnny
• Does aegyo to get what he wants
• Cutest smile!! (A flower blooms every time he smiles)
• Draws all the time
• Draws the palace he lives in, the garden outside
• Paints sometimes (he really likes art)
• The Kingdom adores him! They find him extremely cute, and handsome
• He is the “adult baby’ of the 17 Princes
• Always attempts to share a bed with Prince Jaehyun
• No one hardly ever sees him outside the palace~he always babysits his younger brothers
• Plays pranks on everyone with the help of Prince Chenle
• Looks after Prince Chenle like a son, they are similar
* Tries his best to be the “cool” older brother
• Always does something clumsy at Royal Events
• Always tries to showcase his dancing skills

       ♡~Love Life~♡
• You were a dancer, you went to perform at the Royal Showcase in front of the whole kingdom
• You were chosen by the KIng’s representative
• You danced to 2 traditional songs
• Everyone loved your dances, especially Ten
• After the showcase ended, he made sure to catch you
• “Hello, I’m Ten.. Your dance was beautiful.”
• You were shocked. You admired his dancing. “Oh, Hello, I am Y/N.” You gracefully bowed.
• “From which Kingdom does such a lovely Princess hail from?” he asked
• “I’m not a Princess.” you replied
• “But you’ve got the beauty of one” he said. He made you blush and gave a charming smile
• “We should talk more.. I’ll send for you.” He joyfully cooed.
• “Oh.. of course.” You timidly replied, trying not to be too obvious that you were so happy
• You told him he could simply find you in the village, and he walked away saying;
• “See you soon Y/N” and smoothly winked

I hope Ten recovers soon 💕💕~~ Admin Peach 🍑

anonymous asked:

Hey hey, I love your headcanons! They really make my day ❤ I was wondering if you could do the RFA reacting to an MC who would /like/ to be in a romantic relationship with them, but they're downright terrified of being hurt/something going wrong?

(*♡∀♡) I’m glad I can make a part of your day, or anyone’s day for that matter! I added in V and Unknown because I feel like I owe it to you all to add those clusterfucks in.


  • Yoosung is just like an adorable puppy with you
  • you two have lots of hangouts at his place, study sessions in the library, or lunch in the cafeteria
  • Zen teases Yoosung about how much he dotes on you
  • you started to fall for his boyish charms and his overall preciousness
  • but you could never muster up the courage to say anything about your feelings to him
  • especially since he told you that he’s had offers but he always turned them down
  • like what if he turns you down what then???
  • but it wouldn’t hurt to try??? 
  • he talks about how much he wants to be with someone
  • you have literally told him, “Yeah I want to date you Yoosung wink wonk”
  • and this dense nugget
  • “Oh that’s nice! I wish I had a someone to be with”
  • om was he not listening to you
  • Zen was there in the background in SHOCK with this look like wtf boy
  • and you’re just like ouch bye  (/ˍ・、)
  • Zen has to explain what you were just doing
  • !!!
  • screams into his pillow
    • you blew it bro
  • he manages to muster up the courage to text you later and asking you out on a legit date!
  • hot dog you’re there!


  • why did you have to have feelings for the hard working woman
  • you wanted nothing but to profess your love for her 
    • scream it from the rooftops even
  • but you came up with a whole list of why you couldn’t be with her
    • she doesn’t have time for you, she’s too pretty, she probably thinks you’re immature
    • or the worst one
  • all were valid reasons but you feared for the top of the list
  • you did not want to be verbally friendzoned to your face so you just kept your feelings tight-lipped
  • it was s o o o o hard until you couldn’t take it anymore
  • when Jaehee finally had time off, you just stood in front of her door until she answered
  • at that point you were a nervous wreck so what came out of your mouth was gibberish
  • “Please date we go restaurant good???”
  • she forced you to say it again coherently
  • “Do you…want to grab some lunch?”
  • you express your feelings by keeping the bill away from her hands and paying for everything
  • she starts to get the hint and asks to take you out to dinner to repay for your generosity


  • this marshmallow flirts with you almost every second of the day
  • but you always figured it’s just Zen being Zen
    • you flirted back for poops and giggles
  • but recently you’ve started to really like it when he flirts with you
    • oh no!
  • you completely overthink your situation
    • he’s a well-known actor
    • and you’re a potato
    • he’s the most handsome man you’ve ever set your eyes upon
    • and you’re a potato
  • you convince yourself that no relationship is possible between you two
  • plus he’s a cool friend to have so you just settle on that
  • so you restrain yourself from the flirting
  • but it never crossed your mind that there could be a REASON he’s been flirting with you???
  • it drives him CRAZY that you stopped flirting with him
    • are they bored of me??? what gives???
    • LOVE ME MC!!!
  • he decides to be upfront about it and asked about your sudden change in attitude
  • then you tell him about your recent romantic feelings towards him and how you thought it would never work because of the different dynamics
  • he just sighs in RELIEF and grabs your hands while assuring you that he thinks you’re the most charming person he’s met
    • and doesn’t give two figs about what anyone thinks
  • (つ✧ω✧)つ


  • you freaking hate yourself every second of the day
  • because you caught feels for this donut
  • he’s absolutely the LAST person you thought you would have romantic feelings for and you think you’re probably the last person he would have any feelings for
  • there was just no way that he would ever feel the same way because the two of you practically in two different worlds!
  • regardless if you’re the only other person on this planet that truly understands him
  • the thought of confessing DID cross your mind but you decided against it
    • that man can be brutally honest and if you were being honest with yourself, you weren’t sure you could handle that kind of rejection
  • but this donut basically fucking tells you that he has romantic feelings for you too but it kind of goes over your head
    • talking about that fuzzy feeling he feels when he’s around you
    • and DREAMING about you
  • speaking of dreams  ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
  • during one of the RFA parties Seven, Jumin, and you were talking about dreams
    • Seven talked about a recent dream he had where he was driving in his car at the top speed and he ended up jerking himself awake
  • then Jumin talks about this dream he had with you in it
  • Seven brings up about when you dream about someone else, it means that person was thinking about you before they fell asleep
  • “MC, were you thinking about me yesterday?”
  • *nervously pats sweat*
  • your face was heating up like a toaster while they were waiting for your answer
  • “Yes…In fact, I think about you all the time”
    • go big or go home am I right?
  • when you think the worst he replies, “I do as well. Am I in your dreams?”
  • Seven is there just like  (°o°) as he watches the confession


  • wowie Seven is something else
  • you two were friends for a while before you started to develop feelings for him
  • once you came to terms with it, you were absolutely positively excited
  • come on it’s Seven! 
  • but then it hit you like a truck
  • 〣( ºΔº )〣 !!!
  • and he’s a spy so what if he puts you in danger
  • or what if it just doesn’t work out in the end and now you just lost a friend???
  • you aren’t willing to take that risk, even for Seven!
  • Seven is just a friend that you coincidentally have feelings for
  • no big deal
  • but on the track he’s going
  • you were going to pull your hair out
  • so you decided it was time to confess
  • you sat down with him and for once you’re serious
    • and this scares the living shit out of him
    • because any of his attempts to make you smile wasn’t working
    • are you broken???
  • the confession shook him
  • it takes him a hot second to realize, oh shit I like them too
  • but you make it clear as day for him how scared you are that shit will go wrong, or at least you convince yourself that
  • and even then he doesn’t know what to do because yeah he would totes date you but there’s all this baggage
  • are you even prepared to go to space?
  • in the end he just holds your hand
  • “I don’t care where it leads us. You’re all I need sugar plum.”
  • you’re holding back a smile and Seven is willing to do whatever it takes to get a big smile out of you
  • tickle fight?


  • those feels hit you like a TRUCK
  • you just HAD to like the dude with the most baggage?
  • you sat yourself down in quiet contemplation how disastrous you two would be
  • plus he’s not ready to have a relationship
    • damn that snake
  • so you just stay tight lipped about the situation
  • let V live out his life you know?
  • but you were certainly not expecting how you were going to confess
  • you were just having a casual conversation with V and Jumin
  • your feelings about V was or wasn’t knowledge in the RFA
  • and that donut hoe just CASUALLY says it in conversation
    • maybe he was just giving you that gentle push
    • later he said he was just throwing you in the water
    • but it was more like he was throwing in shark infested waters without a lifesaver
  • “I-is this true?”
  •   \(º □ º l|l)/
  • you fucking PANIC
  • I’m going to slap Jumin with kimchi!
  • *internally screams*
  • you just nod because anything you end up doing is going to just add onto the situation
  • V smiles
  • why is he smiling???
  • “I was hoping you would say something”
  • (ノ*°▽°*)


  • you convinced yourself your feelings for this gumdrop was a result of nightingale syndrome
  • for a long time you thought it was so
  • but even after, your feelings still lingered
  • wtf
  • and you KNOW how much of a clusterfuck the relationship would be
  • those are shark infested waters you weren’t sure is good for either party
  • just overall bad
  • but for months it was killing you slowly
  • so much you couldn’t even be around him
  • aaaghhhhhhhhhh
  • you knew you weren’t going to say anything
  • but one day you were just doing some work on your desk in your room and he comes through your window
    • without breaking lol
  • ???
  • “You answer my texts and calls but you’re not willing to look me in the eyes?”
  • oh shit
  • he’s pretty serious so you just spill the beans
  • all your feels are out in the open including all your doubts
  • he’s silent for a hot minute
  • ok yeah I fucked up aw man
  • but he seems pretty cool with it?
  • he admits he’s had feelings for you too, even with all the brainwashing shit but he never knew if it was real and healthy
  • but he’s willing to take it slow and give it a shot with you
  • ٩(♡ε♡)۶
Inside Of You - Happy Lowman

Song Inside Of You By Hoobastank
Warning: Spanking with a belt, Hair pulling, Biting
Happy Reading Dollies.

It seems so obvious
There’s something up with us
I swear I feel it
From across the room.
So can I ask you this?
Not to be forward, miss,
But I think I’ll kill myself
If I never know

Working the stripper pole at TM was the best job ever.
Noticing Happy starring at you from across the room. His eyes never leaving your body.
You felt yourself get wet at the thought. What the Killer could do to you in bed.
Pushing the thought back in you worked the pole somemore, swinging your hips, moving your hands up and down the pole, bending over right in Happys direction so he could see your ass perfectly. Dropping down and grinding your wet core against the pole as you made your way up. Glancing at Happy every chance you got to see if he twitched.

Happys P.O.V
“Damn that girl is fine”. Tig said to you.
“She’s all right”. “You said as you took a sip of your beer.
"Alright, that right there is prim pussy”. “She’s never been deflowered from one of us”. “And I’m making it my mission to do so”.
You laughed and shook your head. Watching Y/N work the pole. Her ass was so plum, round, it would looked perfect backed up on my dick. You felt your dick grow as Y/N dropped her ass and grinded on the pole. I hope she knows what she doing to me. Your mind and heart racing.

What do I have to do
To get inside of you?
To get inside of you?
Cause I love the way you move,
When I’m inside of you.
When I’m inside of you

FInishing up you grabbed a drink from the bar. Taking a sip you saw Happy get up and walking your way.
“Hey prospect, another beer”. Happy yelled at the scared prospect.
“You want another”. He asked you.
“No thanks”. “I’m about to leave anyway”.
“Why you leaving so early, the party is just starting to take off”.
“I have another job that gets me up early”.
“Ahh I see, we arent important, you just dance and leave, get me ready for you then you leave”.
“Hap you okay there”.
“Really, you seem frustrated”. You cocked your head
“Tig has made it his mission to deflower you”. Happy laughed.
Wide eyed. “What are you talking about”.
“You havent slept with anyone here, so he said hes taking you to bed”.
“That is not happening, besides I like someone here, he doesnt notice me”. “I just want him inside me and to fuck my brains out”. You licked your lips, bitting your lower lip as you looked Happy up and down.
“Hes probably waiting for a sign”.
“Ha, I gave that guy so many signs”. “He just not interested I guess”.
“Oh he is, just you have to come out and say”. He chugged his beer.
You leaned over and whispered in Happys ear. “I want you to bend me over and fuck the shit out of me, leaving bite marks to tell everyone especially Tig that you’ve taking me”.
Happy grabbed your arm, leading you to his dorm.

Just ask and I will do
Anything you want me to
There is no limit
To how far I will go
And Im sure I can pretend
To be a gentlemen..
But before I begin,
I just gotta know,
Just gotta know.

Happy slammed the door shut. Eyeing you as you slowly took your shirt off. “You like what you see Lowman”? You asked as you slipped off your bra.
“Damn, I do”. He took off hs kute and laid it on his dresser.
You watched him unbuckle his belt,taking it out of his belt loops. “Bend over”. He ordered.
You did as you were told. He came up behind you, pulling your hair so you could hear what he was saying. “I’m not a gental person, I like it rough but if its to rough and you want me to stop, just say it”.
“Okay, now please fuck me”. You moaned as his first slap hit your ass.
“You like pain, Little Girl”. He grunted as he placed another slap to your ass.
“MMM-mmm, yes Daddy”. You gasped as he slid a finger in your dripping wet core.
“You’re so wet for me huh Baby”. Happy asked as he took out his finger and licked your juices off.
“Only for you Hap, everytime I see you I melt into my panties”.
“Good cause your mine now, no one elses”.  He bit your shoulder.
You felt his tip at your entrance, he slowly slid in. Gasping at how much he stretched you. Clawing the sheets as he started to pound in you.
“Fuck Happy”.
“Your so fucking tight”. Happy grunted as he held on to your hips. Ramming in and out, harder and deeper every time.
“OH God Killer, make me come please”. You begged him.
He grabbed your leg , propping it up on the corner of the bed as he could go deeper.
“Ahh fuck me”. Happy yelled out. Feeling your pussy grip his cock, sucking him deeper and deeper in.
“I’m coming, I’m coming”. Screaming, with a big smile on your face, seeing bright stars. You came. Him sucking on your neck just intensified your orgasm.
Happys thrust went faster as he came. You felt him pulsate in you. His cum coating your walls. “Fuck”
Happy pulled out, holding out to you as he laid on the bed. “That was great”.
“Yeah it was, you really know how to make a girl have fun”.  You smiled with your head on his chest.
“So what”?
“You gonna let Trager have a go”?
“Hell no, your the only dick I want”.
Happy smiled. Knowing that Tigs mission was a failure and you got your self a girl that liked what you like in bed was amazing.
“We better get dressed and go back out”.
“Yeah I have to go home anyway”. You said as you got dressed
“Can we do this again”. Happy asked.
“Definitely, you can come to my house tonight and we can go again if you’d like”.
“Yeah, I will after the party”. Happy kissed you deeply.

What do I have to do
To get inside of you?
To get inside of you?
Cause I love the way you move,
When I’m inside of you.
When I’m inside of you
For now I’ll play the game
And I’m waiting for your move
But I’ve got to say
That I never lose

Walking out, you both went different ways.  Tig found Happy.
“Hey brother, where have you been”.
“Umm, I have some bad news Tig”.
“I fucked Y/N, now shes my girl”.
“What the hell dude, I was going to get with her”.
“I asked her if she wanted you, she said"Hell no”, sorry brother". Happy slapped Tigs back.
“Well shit”. “How was is tho”.
“Go away Trager”.
“You have to give me details, you stole her away from me”.
“What the hell, I didnt”.
“Come on man”. Tig begged.
“Alright but if you tell anyone, Ill kill you”.
“Got it”.
“She is a freak”.
“What does that mean”. Tig laughed.
“She likes rough sex”.
“Ahh so thats how you got inside, haha”.
“Maybe”. Happy looked your way.
“Are you sure I cant hit that”?
“NO Tig no”.
“Why, I like rough sex”.
“You just cant brother, shes mine”.
You smiled at Happy, nodding your head to the door to go.
“See you later Tiggy”.
“Where you going”.
“I’m gonna get somemore of that cherry pie”. Happy walked off laughing.
“You son of a bitch”. Tig laughed along.

What do I have to do
To get inside of you?
To get inside of you?
Cause I love the way you move,
When I’m inside of you.
When I’m inside of you
For now I’ll play the game
And I’m waiting for your move
But I’ve got to say
That I never lose

You catched up with Y/N.
“Hey I told Tig about us”.
“What he say”?
“He wanted to know how I got inside you”.
“What you tell him”? You laughed
“That you like rough sex”.
“Really Hap”?
“Yeah, thats why right”?
“No, I let you in beacause you made sure I was comfortable before we had sex”. “I knew you werent just some smash and bang kinda person, you have feelings that you hide but not to me”.
“Shh, dont tell anyone”. He put his finger over your lips.
“I wont your secret is safe with me”. Grabbing his kute, you kissed his lips.

What do I have to do
To get inside of you?
To get inside of you?
What do I have to do
To get inside of you?
To get inside of you?
Cause I love the way you move,
When I’m inside of you.
When I’m inside of you
When I’m inside of you.
When I’m inside of you

Yankee Candle (Mall Rats Final)

By: ProMarvelFanGirl

Pairing: Bucky x Reader x Steve

A/n: My series about you taking the boys to the mall to update them on the world around them. Finally finished!  I hope you all enjoyed this series!

Mall Rats Masterlist

You finally had enough.  After the sex toy explosion in Spencers you knew it was time to go home.   Leading the boys back toward the exit, a wonderful scent filled your head.   You look around and let out a squeal of delight.

Yankee Candle.

You knew just what you had to show the boys, plus yours was almost out.   You grab both men by the hands and lead them into the store.   Both men did nothing to suppress their groans, they were so sick and tired of being in the mall.

“Doll please can’t we just go home” You huff at Steve’s whining and pull the two over to a display of brown candles.

You grab a candle off the shelf and remove the lid, holding the glass jar close to your chest, you close your eyes and take a deep breath through your nose.  The amazing scent fills your head and you can’t help but let out a sigh of pleasure.

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request:  I do not have anything specific in mind for the mlm Seokjin one shot. Please, just write whatever comes to mind. ^^

pairing: Seokjin x male! reader 

genre: secret romance 

warnings: suggestive themes, illegal actions

word count: 1615 

summary: Seokjin loves sneaking out with his secret at midnight 

a/n: I JUST NOTICED THAT MIGHT BE THE SAME ANON THAT REQUESTED THE OTHER SEOKJIN !?!?! ……. well its done … i listened to dangerous woman album so thats why its has suggestive themes in it ehehe 

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