please understand that i'm trying as hard as i can

Family Dinner
  • Draco: I just dont see what makes it so special.
  • Harry: The sentiment, Malfoy. I told you this already.
  • Draco: I don't see what sentiment has to do with dinner. You follow the recipe and you eat the food!
  • Harry: Family dinners gives everyone time to talk and enjoy each other and enjoy good food.
  • Draco: Okay.
  • Harry: Okay?
  • Draco: Yep.
  • Harry: Good, I'm glad you understand. Now we can-
  • Draco: All I understand is that you're trying to force me into eating <i> 'family dinner' </i> with the Weasleys. And obviously enough, I'm going to have to pass.
  • Harry: Dra-
  • Draco: Pass
  • Harry: Molly wants to make you a sweater.
  • Draco: *terrified* Hard pass!
  • Harry: I already told her you were coming.
  • Draco: Oh great, now you're "The-Boy-Who-Lied". I'm not going.
  • Harry: Please?
  • Draco: No.
  • Harry: Please?
  • Draco: No.
  • Harry: Ple-
  • Draco: There is no way you're getting me to go to family dinner with the Weasleys.
  • Harry: No sex for a week otherwise.
  • <b>LATER</b>
  • Molly: We're glad you could both make it, Harry. Nice to see you decided to come along, Draco.
  • Draco: It's my pleasure.
  • Harry: *grins* He was almost as excited as I was. He might even join me again next week.

anonymous asked:

I know this is a bit more serious than your normal awesome anons so I'm sorry, but I really look up to you as an artist and wanted to know if/how you deal with negative feelings about your art? I just spent the past hour trying to draw anything remotely good and I'm crying and so frustrated and hopeless. It doesn't help that I keep giving up for months on end but it's so hard to deal with. Do you have any advice? I'm sorry you don't have to answer I know it's not a cute or funny ask I'm sorry

Please don’t feel the need to apologize, I appreciate your ask, it’s okay!
I understand what you’re going through, especially since I constantly feel like I’m disappointing myself or that I can do so much better. For me, I think the best thing to do is to not deprecate yourself. You’re doing your best, and it’s amazing that you decided to pick up a pencil today, you’re doing great already! 

Try to find the things that you’ve done well in your drawings! Maybe that one brush stroke was really smooth and your lines are amazing or that color looks really good and that one circle actually looks like a circle. Even if it’s a really small detail or something you liked during your drawing process, then you’re succeeding !!

Take your time, and be lenient with yourself. If it feels like you’ve been drawing for hours and nothing turns out the way you want it to, take a break. you can come back to it later, you did your best for the day, it’s okay
Allow yourself to doodle whatever else is on your mind without thinking about how good it should turn out, kind of like as stress-reliever or just to blep down silly ideas

Be proud of what you can do because you’re giving it your all, you’re constantly improving with every line you make, and you’re the only one who can draw the way you do! even if it wasn’t a complete piece, whatever you’ve drawn is already making you a better artist, so please keep going <:

anonymous asked:

How the hell did you manage to survive high school? All they do is push math and science but all I want to do is write and draw so to them I look like I'm not trying and/or I'm dumb but I'm literally trying as hard as I can 😓

Alright, so I’m gonna be 100% with you.  I am equal parts a great person to ask this of, and and awful one.  I clawed my way through high school with severe OCD and ADHD.  I don’t know who was more miserable; me, or the teachers who had to try and teach me.  I understand completely what you are dealing with right now, but also, I was really bad at school.  

That being said, please, please, please, keep plugging along.  You don’t have to be the best in the class.  You don’t even have to be good! You just have to pass.  If you don’t, then you’re stuck repeating the classes you hate over and over again, and taking up time you could be spending doing the things you love.  I didn’t really appreciate that until I got into college.  It might take you a while to finish, and you might not want to go on to college when you graduate high school, and both of those things are super perfectly fine choices.  No one can decide the best future for you except for yourself.  Just be sure to make the choices that are going to lead to you having the opportunity to do and explore the things you love.  And that means getting through those difficult classes.  

Also, please remember that you are in no way dumb or less than anyone who is good at math or science.  People learn in very different ways and even though the school system doesn’t always value that, these are the same people that don’t think all children should have access to free lunches, so who’s the real idiots? Stay at it, stay creative, and stay lovely <3

[TRANS] 150624 Yixing - Interview with SEWeekly: About Episode 2

[translator’s note: I honestly hope everyone will take a few minutes to read this interview where Yixing explains his thoughts and the reason behind his tears in Ep 2, it shows a lot about him as a person. even though some people criticised him and even though I didn’t agree with his actions 100%, his thoughts and mindset still make me respect him a lot, and I’m still very proud of him ^^]

Being criticised as “cannot afford to play” (t/n: meaning can’t take a joke/taking things too seriously) and “heart of glass”? “Little lamb” Zhang Yixing answers various topics about <Go Fighting>.

Last Sunday’s episode of <Go Fighting> ignited many topics on the internet, adorably dorky and pure Zhang Yixing once again got “hurt” by the da-ges. Sun Honglei’s cheating and betrayal of Little Brother nearly caused Yixing to have a “breakdown”, even when Honglei-ge took the initiative to make amends, there appeared a “lecturing” Da-ge speech, triggering much discussion. This afternoon, in between filming for the show, Yixing took the time to accept a Wechat interview from reporters, answering various hot questions.

Q: Do you think your EQ is high?

A: I don’t know if my EQ is high or low, but me having a slower reaction is something I acknowledge more.

Q: During the second episode your entire mood was very down, what was the breaking point?

A: Actually that day during the filming, I had a lot of mixed feelings, from the start I believed Honglei-ge but afterwards some things happened. Afterwards when he apologised to me, actually inside I had already accepted his apology. But I could not bring myself to accept the suitcase, I did not know how to trust him again, and did not dare to trust him again. Inside I had a dilemma, at the beginning I wanted to gain everyone’s trust on the show, but during the end when someone apologised to me and I still could not bring myself to trust him, actually I teared up.

Q: Go back to the story of the moment when Sun Honglei returned your suitcase.

A: During that time at the pier, actually I did not know Honglei-ge’s inner monologue. Before going to the pier I was with Huang Lei, Huang Bo, Wang Xun and Show Luo at the place we ate. When they called Honglei-ge on the phone he told them that he did not pick me up, that I had lied to them. Hearing that I was even angrier, this part was also not shown. When we reached the pier, I felt that if I had asked him for the suitcase and he gave it back to me, that would have been different, but not him saying “Here I’m wrong I’ll give it back to you, you must take it back”. But when everyone was together (he) gave me a lot of pressure, saying “Take it take it, Ge was wrong, Ge is giving it back to you, you must take it back”, so I thought why must it be like that?

Q: When Sun Honglei cheated you, it seemed like you were holding back tears, what was your inner monologue like?

A: When we were recording, actually I did hold back tears, I did not let them fall. At that time what I thought was Honglei-ge was indeed my idol, in my heart he was very perfect, and is also a gege I trust a lot. At the end when he said he was willing to lose, I was willing to share my gold with him, because I didn’t wish for him to lose, I’d rather sacrifice myself. But after he did this, I think my heart was full of inner dialogue. I also thought of how in the past I had helped many people I considered friends, but in the end I did not obtain some friends’ trust or understanding or sincerity. Sometimes the problems in our lives are actually reflected in here.  

Q: After facing off with a few geges, do you think your 3 essential outlooks (t/n: world view, values, and philosophy on life) have collapsed?

A: Actually at the start when I faced off against the geges I did crumble on the inside, but I also understand, and learnt that there are many different reasons that are inevitable for many things. But I’m still learning more things, and changing myself.

Q: During the first episode when Huang Bo stole your plates, did you really not notice? Some people will suspect that your cute silliness is an act, or wonder if you are like that in real life? How do you respond to this?

A: With regards to Huang Bo taking my plates in the first episode, first of all I did see it the first time, but I saw that he placed the plates on another table, so I did not suspect anything. But I did not know that afterwards he took all of them away, that was something I really did not think of, and really did not know. Actually what everyone sees of me in variety shows is basically not much different from my real life, this is truly what I am. So there isn’t an element of acting in it, I promise! Actually when we were recording, we recorded the second episode first, before recording the part about the “spy” in the first episode, so it can be said that I learnt a little something.

Q: Netizens say you are too serious and have no sense of variety, do you agree?

A: At that time I did not think about how to face the public, I only wanted to truly express my own feelings. Everyone thinks that when those born in the 90s are persistent, they are reckless, they are wrong. But at that time and moment I was truly myself. Maybe I was a little wilful, and a little stubborn, and did not consider everyone’s feelings, this is something in which I am also slowly learning and slowly growing.

Q: Some people think you cannot “afford to play” (t/n: cannot take a joke/take things too seriously) and this kind of personality is not suitable for a reality show, what do you think?

A: It’s not that I cannot afford to play, it’s that I cannot afford to get hurt, cannot afford to hurt this heart anymore.

Q: You are talented in dancing, piano, guitar, composing, drawing and singing, how do you do it?

A: Because I like them, so I am persistent, so I work hard at them. I focus on the fields that I want to focus on, don’t give myself chances to slack off, so I can be this good. And maybe because I focus on these, so my understanding towards society is not enough, I am slowly trying to learn about this society.  

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