Just had a really horrible fight with my mother where she basically started screaming at me and saying I was horrible when I wasn’t doing anything.
I was thinking about therapy so I tried hard to be calm and be like, “please tell me what I did so I can work on it” but she just went crazy (and called me crazy even though she knows that really upsets me and makes me feel like I can’t trust my mind).
I finally worked her down and she sort of admitted that she overreacted but this shit is so bad when our relationship is so delicate already. Like I don’t know when she’s gonna refuse to talk to me again or what. It’s so scary.