please i dont want to anymore

anonymous asked:

please, i'm only 11, i cant do this anymore... i cant kill myself because then my girlfriend would probably kill herself too, and i dont want that. i love her too much to put her through that stress. i just cant do this anymore...

i,, i don’t,, know how to help um

you’ve got a whole long life ahead of you, think of what you’ll miss. high school, job opportunities, future pets - you and your girlfriend can get married! think about movied you wanna see, books you wanna read, foods you wanna eat, places you wanna go

it’ll be ok, you can make it through!


  • [text]: did you enjoy the pics? ;)
  • [text]: send me pictures
  • [text]: where are you? why aren’t you back yet?
  • [text]: i dont know if this is what i want anymore
  • [wrong number text]: (muse name) has gone out for the night, i’m all alone ;)
  • [wrong number text]: i just don’t know if i love them anymore
  • [wrong number text]: can we forget about last night? don’t tell (muse name) please!
  • [wrong number text]: i fucked her/him aha ;-) told (muse name) it was just a drunk kiss tho
  • [text]: i love you so fucking much
  • [text]: i hate you
  • [drunk text]: UR SUCH A BITCH I H9 U 
  • [text]: i cannot stop thinking about you
  • [text]: i need you. now.
  • [text]: please respond. im so worried about you
  • [text]: last night was so GOOD
  • [text]: what are you wearing? ;)
  • [text]: is he bigger than me?
  • [text]: did you sleep with her ?!
  • [text]: you’re just a slut
  • [drunk text]: yOU’RE SO BEAUTIFUL !!>!
  • [drunk text]: dont tell (muse name) but theY ARE so hot
  • [drunk text]: im iss youu
  • [text]: bed or floor? ;-)
  • [text]: not to be desperate or anything but im currently home alone and on the verge of jerking myself off to pictures of you. would be better if it was the real you though !
  • [text]: i want you naked.
  • [text]: are you going to the party on saturday?
  • [text]: i want to show you how much i love you
  • [text]: do you hate me?
  • [text]: i’m so sorry
  • [text]: WAS THAT A SEXT
  • [text]: family dinner tomorrow night, and i’m prolly gonna finger you under the table..
  • [text]: I just bought new underwear for the sole purpose of you taking it off
  • [text]: netflix and chill? 
  • [drunk text]: lveae me alone for 29 minutes !!! jeezss
  • [text]: damn you looked so good today. kinda wanted to bend you over that table you were leaning on lol 
  • [text]: where are you i have something you need to fix (its a boner)
  • [text]: wtf is the notebook even about?? “if you’re a bird then i’m a bird” ? they’re both humans

As most of you may know.. I HIT 10,000 FOLLOWERS!!

I thank each and every one of you for my accomplishment.

As a result, I will be having a competition!

I have thought about a new Icon picture lately. Mine doesn’t really scream… well… me

So here is where the competition takes place.

I want a new profile picture for my blog that has all the following:

~my blog name (Viktuuried)


~ yuri on ice related

You have until January 13 to come up with an idea and draw\edit a new Icon picture before I pick. You have three weeks to finish and sent it my inbox.




~additional information~

*if you tag me in the icon then make sure you send me the link in my inbox or else I won’t get it*

People are calling Trumps statement “grab them by the pussy” cissexist and by extension the protests against it cissexist and I just feel like if you’re so fucking eager to be included in being sexually harassed and assaulted please feel free to take the lifetimes of experiences of sexual harassments, rape, assault and being “grabbed by the pussy” of every woman I know so that we dont have to live under this burden anymore. Go ahead. And if you don’t want to, then shut up and let us talk about this.

hi, rami malek concept:

imagine rami malek going into your room and just fucking stabbing you with a cold butcher’s knife, first going for your gut and you feel it going in all your nerves going no but your mind is screaming yes and so are you, you’re fucking shrieking in pleasure and you can feel it, the friction of the cold metal blade coming in contact with your stomach and your blood. you can see the blood spilling all over him, his eyes are maddened and sleep deprived but also cute asf and you cant stop looking at him then everything goes blurrier and it’s a bit hard to see and hear but you just hear his frustrated groans calm down since you aren’t struggling but there’s still blood then you just wallow and bask in the sweet sweet pain of rami stabbing you, then he takes out the knife, your mind sinking into pleasure and unconsciousness, you feel the knife come out, it’s blade bumping against muscle and sinew and you fall unconscious then he fucking rips your limb apart and when you’re dead, and your ghost is watching you watch him make out with your dead body, ripping your tongue out with his bare teeth and you ghost orgasm over him. slowly descending into hell.


Rant time: Taekook

I’m about to go on a long rant about Taekook. So if you’re not a taekook/Vkook shipper please spare me. Recently, a lot of people (including Taekook shippers) complains about their lack of interactions and how they’re so dead and not close anymore. Even I hated on big(s)hit for a while for not letting Tae and Kook do stuff together. But now I wonder why? Why is that Vkook are not paired together much for while? Especially because if Bighit wanted they could’ve used Taekook for fan service considering they’re one of the most popular ship of BTS and Tae and JK are two of the most popular members. It’s not like Tae and Kookie doesn’t get along in real life so why not put them together in Bangtan bombs and more photo shoots and pair them in mvs and stuff? I even noticed that often whenever Tae and Kookie does something, it gets edited out from the actual episode/clip. For example, a lot of their Bon voyage moments were not in the episodes itself but in behind the scene stuff that a lot of people probably don’t watch. Honestly, I’m nobody to insinuate anything but as a big Vkook shipper, I just really wonder sometimes. Especially when they have some really intimate moments caught on fancams that are just hard to explain. Like what the heck is going on here. Hello. Excuse me. And don’t even get me started on their stares. They stare for so long, it’s not even funny. I think I read somewhere that “eye contact for more than 6 seconds means sex or murder” and frankly, I don’t think they wanna kill each other as of yet. Lmao.

On the other hand, I have noticed few times Kookie can’t even look Tae in the eyes and blushes so much around him. For example, during Bon voyage when they did the dumb and dumber thing and Kookie made eye contact with Tae and like looked away so fast and Tae’s lil blush/smile. Also, recently when Jimin said to make the “Saw Jungkook” expression with the wand and JK was like “why do you have expression like that for me?” and again both blushed. Another one is during the fansign when Tae held Kook’s hand/confronted him after the feeding chips incident, Kookie couldn’t even look him in the eye and blushed so hard. I’m sure Tae was blushing too though we couldn’t really see his expression.

Also recently, did you see the way Kookie cried when Tae was speaking about his grandma. I mean I’m sure he loves all his hyungs and would tear up for them too most likely but those big tears were no joke. He kept his head down the whole time too. It also reminds of me the time during Bon voyage when Tae and Jin had that fake fight over the lost passport, if you notice Kook’s expression. He looked like he was gonna cry or something. And that iconic Taekook moment when they had that backstage fight and Yoongi pushed JK’s hand from Tae and JK walked over to the other side. He looked like he was gonna cry soon. Basically, I mean everything related to Taehyung (his pain, fights with him etc).. everything related to Tae affects Jungkook so much. I’m yet to see that kind of reaction from Kookie for other member.

I would also like to add that some Vkook shippers are so worried because they think they’re not close anymore and Tae is friends with Minho/Bogum and god knows how many other men. But do you seriously think Tae would ever choose any of them over Kookie. Like calm down. Tae and Kook grew up together. They live together. Work together. See each other 24/7. THEY ARE FREAKING FAMILY. No other friend can replace Kookie’s place in Tae’s life. He loves Kookie in whatever way you see it (romantic or not). I know some people think Tae does not love Kook as much or it’s one-sided crap. But I am a firm believer that Tae loves Kook more than he shows. He truly cares for him and tries his best to protect him. Remember that one time he looked at the camera and said he’ll protect the maknae. It’s because Tae is always so goofy and cute, I think some people don’t take him seriously and don’t think Tae cares like that for anyone. But I believe Tae has a really serious side that gets affected when Kookie is hurt and he secretly cares for him.

And to Taekook antis, if you have read this far avoiding the warning at the beginning, please don’t leave nasty comments about how Taekook shippers (including me) are larries and shit, if bighit won’t give me any Taekook than I’ll even look into their breathing pattern and eye movement to find a moment. Don’t be a cockyass bitch just because your otp have a lot of moments now. And if you’re one of those sane, and level-headed person that are not into ships, then please appreciate taekook as friends/hyung-dongsaeng and don’t think people that ship them in a romantic way are any less than you. Everyone has different preferences. Thank you everyone, have a nice day. AND TAEKOOK RISE AGAIN SOON.. BEFORE THIS DROUGHT KILLS ME.

What she says: I’m fine

What she means: Even though Deadpool has been confirmed as pansexual, there hasn’t been a lot of canon same-sex relationships in his history. We get subtle hints and see Wade be openly attracted to people of all genders but so far he’s only been in explicit relationship with women. Yes, there was his relationship with Cable but even then it might have been one-sided and it was never outright confirmed in the comics. Deadpool’s “true love” death is even represented as a women most of the time. Deadpool has had numerous relationships and there are plenty of occurrences in the comics where he flirts with women but his attraction to men and non-gender conforming people isn’t really shown in the same light. I want Deadpool to confirm his pansexuality in the comics and movies. Instead of creators confirming Wade’s sexuality and only giving subtle hints in comics, the creators should actually make Wade openly pansexual and have him in same-sex relationships.

i’ve taken control over the aux cord and you can’t stop me

friend: wanna listen to some music? 

me: yeah, sure 

friend: here’s the aux cord 

me: *smiles* 

10 minutes later 


  • Someone: *plays We Don't Talk Anymore*
  • Me: Oh my God, not again, it's so overplayed, can you please stop??
  • Jungkook: *drops short cover*
  • Me: My new jam, will play it till my ears bleed, on repeat till the day I die wow

“I say I’ll move the mountains, and I’ll move the mountains, if he wants them out of the way. 

Crazy he calls me, sure I’m crazy, crazy in love I’d say.”

It’s been a while

you’re free to use my art for only positive reason

you’re allowed to repost but please credit me

if not then I wont burn you but I’ll be bummed


Hello Everyone! Happy New Year! May The Year 2017 Bring for You….
Happiness,Success and filled with Peace. 

Honestly 2016 was the worst year for me everything in  my life was a messed then I came back running to tumblr and hope that I can find happiness in this website and Im so glad I did coz Yuri!!! on ice , my friends and followers are still there for me and made new greats friends It made me feel not alone..  I really wanna thank my friends who still loves me and welcome me back with so much love like always. If werent for you guys I would have probably gone crazy and still thinking my life is miserable and just want it to end but now I seriously dont feel that anymore! with you guys and Victuuri I am happy and content!!! I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCHHHHH LIKE SO MUCHHHHH!!! THANKS FOR ALWAYS TAKING CARE OF ME AND PLEASE TAKE CARE OF ME THIS YEAR ASWELL …


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how can you keep someone waiting for 3 hours say you cant turn up then not have the decency to even apologise, i think im at the point where i dont want to try anymore…