please excuse me while i cry in a corner

Right Here

“I can see every tear you’ve cried like an ocean in your eyes. All the pain and the scars have left you cold.”

“I can see all the fears you face through a storm that never goes away. Don’t believe all the lies that you’ve been told.”

“ I’ll be right here now to hold you when the sky falls down. I will always be the one who took your place.  When the rain falls I won’t let go. I’ll be right here.”

“I will show you the way back home never leave you all alone. I will stay until the morning comes.”

”I’ll show you how to live again and heal the brokenness within. Let me love you when you come undone.”

“When daybreak seems so far away reach for my hand. When hope and peace begin to fray still I will stand.”

((Ashes Remain))

anonymous asked:

Hey! Do you possibly have any dark fic recommendations? I've been looking for a good dark fic, but I seem to have bad luck looking for fics :(

You’re now in luck Anon because dark fanfics are my favourite! :D Make sure to check the tags and ratings before you read them though, as some of them can get pretty dark. 

Part 1: Mechanical Teeth
Part 2: Lockjaw
Part 3: Premolars

There was also Distant Thunder by PoorQueequeg and an amazing one called Spotlight but they both seems to have been deleted. *Excuse me while I go in a corner and cry.*

If you need any more recommendations please don’t hesitate to drop me an ask!


Please excuse me while I go cry in the corner… 😭😭😭😭


excuse me while I go hyperventilate in the corner (x)

These are not two people who were interested in one another before. But then the world ended, and he became this person she has a stupid one-night stand with in order to just feel alive…but he also demonstrates a real ability to protect her and her son in a way that her husband, this extraordinary, wonderful, moral man, cannot.

I just think that love triangle had so many permutations, because there are no two people who love each other more than these two people. Rick and Shane love each other, I think, with a devotion that’s as passionate as Rick and Lori. It was shifting all the time. It was really great. Then, of course, the triangle was almost a square too, because of Carl.

—  –Sarah Wayne Callies (who played Lori Grimes) discussing the relationship between Rick, Lori, and Shane. From the winter 2014 issue of the Walking Dead Magazine

“Cas, I brought dinner.” The angel didn’t move from the bed, still sitting down with his back to the door. It was the only sign he moved. Every day, Dean sat him down with his face to the door. Every day, Dean came back to him facing away from him. It was as if he couldn’t bear to look at the door anymore, waiting forever. Maybe he just couldn’t look at Dean.

“I brought cobbler too for dessert.” Dean lifted the bag in the air, smiling at the angel’s back. “Bobby said his girlfriend next door made it for him. Some sort of peach or something. She’s tightlipped about her recipes.” Dean shrugged, looking towards his companion for any sort of response.

Cas didn’t move.

“You’re gonna waste away if you don’t chow down, Cas…” Dean was met by silence, though he was far from unused to it. “Don’t make me get the IV again. I know you hate it…even if you won’t tell me,” Dean trailed off uncertainly, looking towards the angel for some sort of response.

He got none.

Abandoning the food to the table, Dean stepped towards Castiel. He went to his knees, right in front of the angel. He looked up, eyes cast as if towards Heaven. He looked for any sign of recognition, any sign of cognizance, any sign of anything.

He got none.

“Cas, it’s been weeks.”

Dean knew he was losing it, talking to a man everyone said would never respond. But Cas was Cas and he’d always been there so how could Dean just give up on him? He couldn’t. Dean was just as catatonic as Cas, stuck on the thought that Cas would move again, that things would be okay. But things were going to hell outside and that was the only truth he had left.

“Come on, man,” Dean began, grabbing at Cas’s hand. It was cold and pliant, fingers settling between his easily. “You’ve gotta work with me. I’m trying everything here. I know, everything is different and nothing’s exactly okay, but it’s what we’ve got, so I need you to work with me.”

Dean stared into the angel’s eyes and saw nothing. “Come on, Cas! I know you’re in there! Please! I’m sorry that Michael and Lucifer are gone. I’m sorry that Gabriel is dead. I’m sorry that Raphael wants to start the apocalypse again. I can say I’m sorry a million times, but that isn’t gonna change a damn thing!” he shouted, regretting it because Cas didn’t move, but he seemed to curl in on himself ever so slightly.

“Damn it, Cas! I need you!” Dean shouted, rising into more of a crouch so he could look Cas in the eyes. No matter how blank, how lifeless, they were still the best chance he had at getting to the angel. “I am begging you, Cas. I am praying to you! Come back! Come back to me!”

Dean leaned forward abruptly, smashing his lips into Castiel’s. It was the only way he could make himself feel like Cas wasn’t gone and he wasn’t taking care of a corpse. He reached forward, putting a hand against Cas’s cheek, moving the other to that spot between his shoulder blades where his wings should have been. They’d burned away long ago.


Castiel kissed back.

Gosh, I love these two so much it’s unbearable…
Now, excuse me while I go cry in a corner for the umpteenth timeT___T

I want my freckled cutie back T___T
(and now back to my drawing practice…stupid perspective here, I should have pictured Jean with his back straight ad not all bent over like this =___= he looks odd)

Please, if you haven’t come across this tumblr link, go check it out…this guy is fenomenal……

Jean, Marco and SNK are © Isayama Hajime
Art © hanatsuki89 / sorachan89 on DA